Its done.I was thinking and asking about chemical castration but had a chance at the real thing  so I took it.  I havent been on line for a couple of months now while I have been recouperating.  I had someone here in N.Z. who contacted me on the net and we met up. He was interested in the job. He cut me thru the old scars from the vasectomy I had done in my straight life about 20 yrs ago.  The only pain was the pulling of the cords in my lower stomach/pelvic area as each ball was cut out....