ATSU (IIKANJI)


By: Maze Walker ([email protected])

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MERRY CHRISTMAS BBOY. THIS IS MY CHRISTMAS STORY TO YOU. THANKS FOR 
ALL YOU DID THIS YEAR, AND ALL THE OTHER AUTHORS TOO.

THIS STORY IS FOR READERS OVER 18 WHO LIKES THIS TYPE OF STORY. IT 
IS A FANTASY. ALL CHARACTERS ARE MADE-UP.

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   He wasn’t happy. The shading wasn’t right at all. There was too 
much evidence of the blackness and whiteness of the shadow shapes. 
The boy took out a white conte crayon, and worked on blending the 
offending patch of color, and light. He looked up once more at the 
Caravaggio painting of ‘Boy Bitten by Lizard’ that he was 
faithfully trying to copy and noticed that he had an audience.
	He brushed a red-gold lock of hair that had annoyingly 
gotten in his way and glared at the strange olive-skinned man who 
was studying his drawing.
	“That’s a very close rendering,” observed the man. “You’ve 
captured the essence of the scene.”
	“No, I haven’t. It’s just a quick study, I could do better 
if I had more time, as it is I have to meet someone soon, so please 
excuse me.”

	“You’re very young to draw so well.”

	“Thank you, I must get back to work now.”

	“I am not flattering you, I own an original Caravaggio 
myself. Would you like to take a break and have a cup of coffee 
with me? I can tell you about restoring some of the old 
masterpieces. I happen to be responsible for a vast collection of 
works that has never been publicly shown.” 
	There was something about this man which was making Shay 
increasingly uncomfortable. “Thank you again, but all I want in to 
be left alone so I can finish my drawing!”

	“My favorite painting in my private collection is a Titian. 
It’s one of his mythology paintings. It’s of Eros. Eros with titian 
colored hair.
	
  Shay turned his back to the man, and pressed his pencil hard 
against the paper, tearing a hole with the point. Angrily he faced 
the man. “Try your obvious pickup lines on someone else. I don’t 
have time for perverted trash. Get lost before I complain to an 
attendant.”
	The man moved closer to Shay. “I have a great deal of 
money, and I have been the patron of several talented Artists like 
yourself. I am enamored by great talent.”

	The museum guard at that point sensed Shay’s distress and 
walked over. “Is there a problem here?’ he asked.

	Shay shook his head, and the obnoxious man walked off. Shay 
was too annoyed to continue, and his drawing was ruined anyway. If 
he had known that people were more open and aggressive in Europe he 
may not have come. He resented the fact that his good looks made 
some people assume that he was an object for a pick-up. What he 
didn’t know that the man had been stopped by security before he 
left the museum where he was warned off. He had been humiliated by 
being told that he looked like he was trying to solicit the boy.

The man, whose name was Tomas, had decided then and there that the 
intriguing boy would have to pay the price for it. No one treated 
him like a common low-life criminal and got away with it. That boy 
was too cocky by far. He was almost ready to give the gifted kid an 
art scholarship, and the kid turned him off with his attitude. Yes 
there was something about the boy that hit a raw nerve, but as 
beautiful as he was he hadn’t been considering sex with him. He had 
many fine loving platonic friendships. Couldn’t that crude young 
man tell that was all he wanted? Artists were usually sensitive. 
How dare that he was considered a homosexual on the prowl? The 
cocky young artist needed a lesson, and he smiled as he decided 
what it would be.
	Tomas was a prince of commerce. He ran an empire. Most of 
his interests were legitimate businesses, such as construction and 
real estate. On the side, more of a thrilling hobby he did a little 
drug importation, and it was true he owned several brothels under 
another name. You wouldn’t want to be his enemy. Unbeknown to the 
museum staff Tomas had two bodyguards watching him from afar. Away 
from home he was always secretly attended. He assigned them to wait 
for the American and to discreetly follow him when he left the 
National Gallery and find out where he was staying.
	Shay may as well have been wearing a target, as he had 
taken no precautions and had no idea that he was being tailed. It 
was easy to discover that the teen had traveled to Europe with a 
group of High school students during their Christmas holidays, and 
they would be flying home from London in two days.
	Two days was enough time in their business to retrieve 
desired property. Tomas informed his men that he wanted this young 
man. Two of his agents went back to the Bed and Breakfast where the 
mark was staying, and using false passports rented a room on the 
floor below his. Conveniently for them they discovered that the boy 
had a small room to himself. During the next day they hid their 
equipment in his closet. They already had a passkey made, and had 
arrangements with a driver to wait until 3 or 4 in the morning. 
They called Tomas to give him the status of their plans and to let 
him know that they had obtained a sample of Shay’s handwriting.
	They were going to make it appear as if he were a run-away. 
Tomas had one of the best hand-writing forgers in the world write a 
letter in Shay’s decorative style”

	Dear Mom,
	    I have decided not to return home until January. I want 
to stay in Europe and work on my art. Don’t worry. I have saved 
enough money. I plan to come home in a week or two. I should be 
back before school starts up again.”
Your loving son,
Shay


“Sure you’ll be home for school Shay,” said one of Tomas’s men. “He 
has good fancy handwriting, maybe you could train him to do forgery.
	Tomas thought of the fire bright golden hair, and had other 
things in mind. At least for now.
	“Does he seem like the kind who would run away?” asked 
another.
	“No, but he is the type to get himself into predicaments.” 
Tomas stated.
	“He really must have insulted you Sir, usually you don’t 
bother with a little insignificant.”
“I want to see him after he gets to the strong house, before any 
decision is made about where he’s going next. I also demand that no 
one but I touch him after his abduction. Is that clear.”
	“Yes sir, operation Shay will take place tonight. I will 
return to London with ‘his’ letter…

…Shay went with the group that evening to see a West Endplay. After 
he and a group of his friends decided to go off on their own to 
check out the pub scene. He appeared fifteen although he was a few 
years older; still no one carded him. He was pleasantly surprised 
He ordered a lager and he and his friends were joined by a group of 
teenage girls. Shay ended up playing darts with the prettiest of 
the girls, who seemed to develop a quick crush on him. Later they 
would say that maybe there was the clue to his leaving.
    Otherwise they would say that he gave no indication of running 
away, especially being aware of how much trouble the group leaders 
would be in because of his actions. He was usually considerate. His 
friends often teased him about his good looks and style, that made 
you wonder if he might be gay.  He took that in stride, and laughed 
as well. Shay with his blue-green eyes, and golden copper curls 
intrigued both the young ladies, and the few gentlemen who were 
always casting their eyes at him, but always got a frozen welcome. 
No there really weren’t any hints that he had planned to run away 
with anyone.

	Shay had gone back to the B+B after the pub closed, around 
eleven. He and his friends were pretty rowdy, they went into Shay’s 
room to discuss the impossibly beautiful breasts on their new 
girlfriends. The director came in and told them to be quiet and go 
to bed. Shay stayed up for awhile to try and sketch his new friend. 
Who had teased him about doing a nude of her when he had started 
obsessing about his passion for art. He got annoyed that the lower 
part of his wardrobe was jammed, but it was the space where only a 
few towels had been placed. He took the used one from the morning 
and went down the hall to the WC. He observed that it was quiet he 
figured that he was the only one still awake.
	He stayed up an additional hour working on a sketch of 
London’s nightlife. He decided to come back to Europe someday when 
he was older and study the art in depth. Finally he took off his 
clothes, and covered himself up in his blankets and fell asleep.
	He was having a terrible dream. Something was pricking him 
in his leg, which seemed to be uncovered, and cold. He opened his 
eyes and was sure that a gang of men surrounded him. Something with 
a terrible scent was pressed below his nose. He tried not to 
breathe the sour floral smell but he couldn’t help it. He was 
getting drowsy again, and he fell into a semi-conscience-drugged 
state before he could yell out for help.
	They took his suitcase out, and emptied his clothes into 
it. Taking most of his belongings out of the upper wardrobe as well 
as his sketch pads and art supplies they emptied the room. All of 
this would be placed below where they would remove it with their 
own luggage the next morning. Shay, already naked was dressed up 
like a streetwalker. They used garish makeup, on his face, and 
placed items on him to make him look feminine. They placed the note 
on his bed. He was then escorted down the silent hallway of the 
hotel. The old man at the desk was asleep, so no one observed the 
drugged female who left the hotel with two men. The next day no one 
would remember seeing them.
	The sleek gray BMW with its sunshaded windows waited around 
the corner. Shay, in his drugged and dazed state sleepwalked beside 
his escorts who shoved him into the back of the car. He was all 
theirs now. The car drove through the night to the English 
countryside. Finally it reached a security gate outside a wealthy 
estate.
	The guards at the gate waved the car in. Shay was now in a 
dreamless sleep. The men parked the car and the largest agent 
heaved Shay over his shoulder, fireman style and carefully carried 
their prize through the back door. In the basement was an empty 
kennel with large dog cages. They put a blanket in the bottom of 
one, undressed the unaware teen and placed him gently in. Then they 
fastened the door with a thick chain lock. A guard sat outside 
watching their captive, painted like a little whore having his last 
peaceful sleep…
	
	…His bed felt too hard, and he had to piss. He opened his 
eyes to find his robe so he could go down the hallway to the loo. 
It felt as if he were floating, and sleeping on the floor. He 
reached out and touched metal bars. His mind was too fuzzy to think 
clearly, had he been arrested the night before? He didn’t remember 
it, was he drinking that much? He quickly opened his eyes, tried to 
focus, and stand up; it was becoming obvious that he was in some 
kind of metal box. He started to scream out.

	It brought in several men. They were staring at him through 
the cage. One looked like the pervert from the museum the other 
day. He had to wake up from this nightmare.

	“Good, you’re finally awake. Don’t bother to scream. It 
won’t do any good, and we’ll just have to gag you, as I can’t stand 
the sound.”

	“Why am I here. I demand that you release me.” He said with 
more command than he felt in his precarious situation.

	“You have a long way to go in your training, I can see. We 
will start now. Men take him out so he can make his water, then 
sponge him off, and bring him upstairs to the examining room.”

	“You can’t do this” Shay cried out without really knowing 
just all he was in for. “You won’t get away with this!”

	The horrible pervert was looking down at Shay, and he 
realized he was naked. The man had his eyes set on his cock. Shay 
moved his hands to try and cover it up. He knew that he had a 
beautiful penis and he resenting the man visually examing it.

	“Move your hands away Shay.”

	How did he know his name? He refused to comply, and tried 
to spread his hands wider. The door was unlocked, and one of the 
guards got behind him. The guard grabbed his hands at the wrist, 
and forced them behind his back.
	“You can’t hide anything from me. Let’s see I would say 
that this piece of meat is 7 and a half inches. Nice width too, the 
mushroom head reveals that he was circumcised, typical of an 
American. The flesh is pale and smooth; it looks like our little 
friend here has never sunbathed the same way that he likes to 
sleep. As I talk about his perfect cock I can see it’s starting to 
come awake now. Do you like it when I admire your penis Shay? There 
is a lot more that I can do with it. Yes I can think of many things 
that I can do with it my friend, as it is mine now.” He turned to 
the guards. “You know what to do, clean him up, and then bring him 
upstairs.

	Ignoring his outburst three volumous guards pulled him out 
of the cage, and forced him to walk up a stairway leading out of 
the damp basement. It was easy for them to control him, as his body 
was stiff from being cramped and drugged. They took him into a 
large bathroom. It was luxurious, but to him it was a hellhole. 
They led him to urinal and stood beside him so he could piss. As 
badly as he had to go he held it in. He wasn’t going to pee in 
front of these goons he thought irrationally as he was still naked. 
Instead of giving him privacy one reached over to stimulate his 
penis.
	“I can take care of myself” he stated, as a stream of water 
came out.

	“Well you had better enjoy it then, the standing up and 
aiming part that is.”

	When he was finished they pushed him down on the floor near 
the tub. He begged them to leave him alone, but they ignored him as 
they washed his body paying special attention to his private parts. 
As one scrubbed his perineum and scrotum he re-newed his quest to 
get away, but they held him that much more tightly. They also 
continued to talk about him as if he wasn't there.
	“Pretty, isn’t he.”
	“Very fuckable, the master has good taste.”
	“I don’t think he likes the idea of being a plaything.”
	“Oh he’ll get used to it.”

After he was scrubbed in every crevice of his body, they took 
shaving cream and covered his arms and legs, shaving off his golden 
hair. Then they shaved the wisps of hair on his scrotum. He felt 
like a plucked goose went they were done, and very violated. After 
they finished with him they offered him some watered wine.

	“Come-on you better drink. It isn’t drugged.” they informed 
him as they admired their handiwork.
	His thirst got the better of him, and he drank the pale 
wine. Feeling now even more naked without his body hair and very 
stressed they led him into a new room. At one time this room served 
as a veterinary facility for a rich man who raised champion 
bloodhounds. Tomas had a surgeon who was on his books, and they 
waited for the young man together.

	“Are you sure to want me to remove just his penis.”

	“Yes, the cock and nothing else. Doom him to suffer. He 
will always carry the urge, but not have the equipment; he will 
live a life of perpetual blueballs, who knows maybe he will re-
define the blue-movement of Art. I like him.”

	“Funny way to show it.”

	“Well without his sexual tool he’ll have to put all of his 
energy elsewhere. He’s kind of an experiment for me. I have always 
been interesting in finding out what makes an Artist create.”

	Shay got shivers when he saw that he was brought into an 
examining room. Before he could react he was disposited on a metal 
table facing upward He kicked at them when he saw that they were 
planning to tie him down. He would have kicked for his life if they 
told him the reason why. He was all too quickly securely tied to 
the corners of the table, and spread eagle, they put a ballgag in 
his mouth to keep him from yelling.”

	Tomas looked him over, and then caressed his hair. “We will 
make this as painless for you as possible. We are doing a penectomy 
on you Shay.” 

	Shay had to quickly think about what the word meant but it 
sounded ominous and he had a vague idea that pene related to penis. 
Immediately he knew that this was the fact when Tomas lifted up his 
penis, and caressed it playing gently with his balls causing his 
organ to harden. 
	“I would like to give you your final organism, just relax.”
	Shay tried to fight the sensations that were starting to 
arouse him. If anything fear should have quelled the slightest 
degree of excitement, but Tomas knew what he was doing. As he 
sucked Shay’s balls gently moving them with an expert tongue Shay 
gave in to the edge of excitement. The thought of having his penis 
removed seemed so outrageous that it drove him to the edge. Quickly 
blasts of cum fired out, he moaned into the gag wanting it just to 
go on forever. As he was coming down he felt a sharp prick as the 
doctor shot an anesthetic into the sensitive under side. Tomas 
continued to stroke him as the penis numbed.

‘Is he ready?”

“I would say so”

   Shay tried hard to shake his head that he wasn’t. “You want to 
devote your life to art “He almost involuntarily nodded his head. 
“Wasn’t it Van Gogh that cut off an ear, well this is far better?” 
Tomas said almost seductively in his ear. 
At that Shay felt a tickling sensation as a catheter was pried 
painfully up the interior of his now flaccid cock. After, Tomas 
stroked it again as an after thought because he couldn’t feel 
anything except the picture in his brain of what was happening to 
him. He closed his eyes, and then opened them again. The doctor was 
using a laser knife, and pieces of Shay’s pride and joy were being 
removed. His eye attuned to color watched the pink stained flesh 
drop off in almost perfect geometric forms. It was more sur-real 
than Dali’s movie of the ants and eyeballs. This was for real. His 
penis was being carved into broken pieces before his eyes. He 
started crying.  Finally he heard them talking about placing a gold 
tube to be his pee-hole which was now where the base of his penis 
used to be. They had taken the entire cock from him, leaving his 
balls to hang uselessly in empty space against the raw and torn 
area. The catheter was removed, and the Doctor spread ointments, 
and then bandages around a clamp that kept him from bleeding. 
	He had never fucked anyone yet, and now he never would.
	
  It took him several days to recover from his very involuntary 
surgery. For several days he had to put up with being babied as 
they monitored his recovery.  He realized that he was never going 
home again, his fate had been altered.
	Tomas kept him with him most of the time after he 
recovered, he was a pretty showpiece. Shay was not permitted to 
sexual stimulate himself, nor as tempting as he was did he get 
touched by another. Finally his frustration set in and he started 
to draw, paint and sculpt the same image. Always a giant phallic 
symbol, always in muted flesh tones. Tomas’ friends heard about the 
young artist, and made arrangements to borrow him. He was flown 
around the world in Tomas’ private jet, where he created his now 
famous phallic designs for private art collections.
	A friend of Tomas who lived in Japan hired Shay to paint a 
20-foot mural of a penis in his home office. Shay worked hard, and 
was pleased with the finish piece. Every pore, every hair was 
rendered on the massive cock. The process of painting always 
brought his angry balls some relief. He realized that it was almost 
a year now since the time that he was penectomized. His balls 
hardened as he viewed his work, he was so tired of always being 
frustrated. He wandered to the window and looked outside. A quiet 
eve of rare snow flurries drifted in the nightsky of Tokyo. It was 
Christmas Eve.
	The Japanese businessman came in. “I am very pleased 
honorable Shay with this mural. Come I have a treat for you, you 
have earned it. Have you ever been to a geisha house?”

	Shay shook his head ‘no’.

	As they got into a limousine and drove through the night 
the Japanese gentleman started to tell him about what he would 
see. “The girls there are the most beautiful, they will serve you 
the rarest teas, and entertain you, and please you as well. There 
is one who I am thinking of for you. She is the most beautiful of 
all. We call her the dragonfly.”

	They entered a building that looked like a small palace. 
Several girls came over wearing gorious silk kimonos. None of them 
caught his eye until a vision appeared. It was the most beautiful 
creature that Shay had ever seen. He wanted to paint her at once. 
She was shy, and walked, as if every step was a special dance. The 
girl was reserved for him. He couldn’t believe his luck, and then 
he reddened, he wanted to end his life then. What would she do when 
she discovered that he lacked the thing men needed most when faced 
with a stunning creature that he was madly lusting for?

	“The men were complimenting her in Japanese. His patron 
told him that Tombow, was not only a geisha, but she also was a 
great Kabuki actress. He told Shay that he was being honored that 
Tom wanted to spend time with him.

	She took his hand in hers and led him upstairs to her own 
room. As she had spoken in Japanese to the men, Shay wondered if 
she understood English. He would try.

	“You are very beautiful Tom”

	“Thank you. I want to call you Atsu.”

	“Atsu?”

	“It means hot.”

Shay caressed her long chestnut hair as it tumbled down. Thinking 
of how he would delay telling Tom his secret. She would turn from 
him if she knew. Instead he reflected on her. She had violet eyes 
in the chalk white geisha face. “You’re not Japanese are you?”

	“No there are a lot of things that I’m not,” she said with 
a touch of bitterness, as a tear seemed to catch in her eye. “ I am 
sorry; I will be punished for being displeasing. It is just that 
you are so young, and bring back memories.”

	“You don’t have to worry, I can’t please you anyway myself. 
I am not a complete man.”

	Her eyes lit up, “What do you mean.”

	“Tom, I have no prick.”

	“That’s ok Atsu, I have no balls.”

	“What do you mean?”

	“I’m a eunuch.” A hush was heard between them. Like the 
child still left in both of them they giggled and quickly undressed 
to examine each other. They fell against each other and pressed 
their remaining genitals together.

	They both gasped at once. Together they made a whole. 
Shay’s balls fit perfectly above Tom’s penis. They rubbed against 
each other, as they lay one smooth belly pressing into the other. 
Shay reached around, not wanting to move away from the geisha boys 
hardening penis, which was dripping pre-cum that caused a 
glittering surface on his hungry balls. He daftly pressed his 
fingers one at a time into Toms’ anus, as he realized that his 
partner was doing the same to him. They knew exactly what each 
other needed. Wave after wave of pleasure hit both of them at the 
same time as their prostate was played with the other’s fingers. 
All night long their flesh moving in unison bringing them the most 
wonderful pleasures.”

  The time went by too quickly. “Come with me Shay demanded, he 
wanted to take Tom from this place to be with him so he could paint 
and love him. He was even prettier now that their lovemaking had 
worn off the makeup.

	“They won’t let me go.”
  

	“Can I buy you?”

	“I’m not for sale, I’m not a slave.”

	“I need you, if you could, would you go with me?”

	“Yes”

	“Then we’ll find a way.”

	“It’s the morning so quickly Atsu. I should wish you a 
Merry Christmas” Tom started to massage Shay’s balls again removing 
the hungry tingle that provoked him constantly.

	They didn’t need any mistletoe as they shared a last deep 
kiss. The city started to come back to life, and Shay heard his 
name being called, they were going to take him away from Tom. The 
two eunuchs looked at each other in agreement. The roof was caked 
with snow, which would mean a soft landing. Tom went to his ceder 
chest where his most valuable Kimono lay wrapped in silk. It had 
patterns of cherry blossoms. Deep in it’s fold was a sweat shirt 
and a pair of jeans  stashed with money that he had been hidding 
for several years. He quicky dressed …

	…When the room was entered a blast of cold air hit the 
others. A curtain was flapping like the ‘Ghost of Christmas past’. 

	“Two beautiful young Americans embarked in Paris. They 
walked arm in arm unaware of the world as they started to make 
plans for the New Year. 


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