I keep wondering and would love to know what it really is like for real to undergo castration surgery performed by a woman assisted solely by other women?
 
With my fantasies as they are, what would it really be like for real if my fantasies came true?

Dressed in a long sleeve shirt with my sleeves down and my arms covered completely to my hands in long sleeves, what would it be like as a group of beautiful women stripped off my pants and manhandled me onto an operating table strapping me down completely helpless with my genitals exposed?

What if the castratrix herself was an especially beautiful woman wearing a long sleeve shirt?

What would it be like watching her as she rolls up her sleeves, to watch her as she rolls her sleeves up above her elbows knowing that she is about to castrate me and that my manhood is about to be destroyed at her hands? What would that be like and to know there is nothing I can do to stop her?

To be the only man there, surrounded entirely by women, watching a beautiful woman rolling her sleeves up above her elbows and to know that she is about to castrate me.

What would the castration surgery at her hands be like? What would it be like as she takes my genitals in her hands? What would it be like as she cuts open my scrotum? Would it hurt? How much?

What would it be like hearing the women's voices as they talk with each other during the castration and what things would they say?

What would it be like as she dissects one of my testicles out of my scrotum and into her hands? Which one would she take first?

What would it be like if she decided to masturbate me while she is performing the castration procedure on me? What would it be like with my last ejaculation my last cum being at her hands under her control and while she is performing castration surgery on me?

What would it be like as she clamps off then ties off my spermatic cord? What would it be like as she severs the cord cutting off the testicle? What would it be like seeing her as she holds it up for the other women to see?

What would it be like while she is operating on the other testicle? Would it be more intense while she operates on my remaining and last testicle?

How much pain and agony would I feel while she is performing the castration surgery on me? What would it be like emotionally and sexually while she is cutting my nuts out?

What would it be like for me to lay there totally helpless looking up at a beautiful woman standing over me, her sleeves rolled up above her elbows as she performs castration surgery on me?

What would it be like to look up into her face and into her eyes, what would it be like to look up at her breasts, what would it be like ot look up at her arms bare to somewhere above her elbows with her sleeves rolled up? What would it be like to see and feel her hands fingers and surgical instruments against my genitals, my testicles as she performs the castration surgery on me? What would it be like worshipping her as Goddess as she cuts my nuts out? I know I would be worshipping her as she performs the castration surgery on me.

What would it be like for me afterword if she kept me and forced me to forever serve her and worship her as Goddess? What would it be like for me to be forced to forever serve and worship as Goddess the woman at whose hands I have undergone castration surgery?
What would it all really be like for real I really want to know.

If there are any eunuchs whose castration was actually performed by a woman please tell me and describe for me what it is like.

If there is a woman who has actually castrated a man and then forced him to forever serve you and worship you as Goddess, please tell me and describe to me what it is like for him.
I really want to know.

Thank you.