New Beginning - Part II

Follow-up after nullification

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I'm here to tell you my life has taken on new meaning since my 
nullification.  Whoa, what an adjustment. The first week was pure 
hell.  I didn't realize how painful having my cock and balls removed 
was going to be. It hurt just to piss, which by the way was a real 
interesting experience.  Having a big P/A sticking out your pisshole 
always made a mess, so I was use to sitting down to piss, but at 
least I was able to aim my dick in a general direction.  How no 
matter what I do; I have to wipe my ass moping up the excess stray.  
The first month was really tough because my crotch was so tender. 



I never gave much thought to my cock and balls until they were gone.  
Gee, I had them for over 25 years, and I just took them for granted.  
I'd grope, scratch, and play with them subconsciously.  Now, I reach 
down and there's nothing.  I went through the Phantom stage, thinking 
my cock and balls were there for about a month, but now I've adjusted.



Probably the worst period was the hot flashes.  Adam kept asking me 
if I wanted to go on hormones, and I refused.  Like what's the point, 
I didn't have a cock to get smaller, and I was assured the hot 
flashes would pass, so I decided I had to be macho enough to see this 
new experience through to the end. Where ever that takes me.  



I healed very quickly and within a month, the scare was barely 
visible.  Adam was very good with Charlie and myself during our 
recovery.  He waited on us hand and foot when he was home, and Jason 
tended to us during the day.  Toward the end of the month, I was 
getting so sex starved; I was beginning to climb the walls.  I 
convinced Charlie I was well enough, and together, we ganged up on 
Adam, ripped his clothes off as he came in the door, and devoured him 
literally.  I guess he was as horny as we were frustrated, because he 
came in buckets.  I could have sworn I organism, but have no way to 
prove it.  



After that, between Charlie and I, we kept Adams cock drained.  From 
the time he got home until he left the next morning, we were 
constantly swinging on that bad boy of his.  For me, since my cock 
and balls were gone, I transferred all my energy and desire to 
servicing him.  I truly couldn't get enough of his cock.



About two month's after my nullification, Adam came home carrying a 
package, which he placed on the desk in the den.  After dinner and 
our draining the life out of Adams cock, we went into the den with 
him to unwrap the package.  I knew what I'd see, but was shocked to 
see my cock and balls encased in plastic.  The other was Charlie's 
balls and sac.  Charlie's sac with the 8 rings was flattened against 
the back of the cube with a nut in each front corner.  His nuts 
looked to be twice the size as they were originally; Adam said he had 
inflated them before putting them in the cube.  



Mine was similar, with my long cock sticking straight out and the sac 
nice and round.  Adam had sewed fake balls inside and closed the skin 
around the back.  Each nut was in the corner similar to Charlie's. 
The difference was Charlie's sac was ash gray in color, while my cock 
and balls were brightly colored from the tattoo's. It looked almost 
the same as it had when attached to my body.   I had to set down upon 
seeing my genitals in the cube. The following week, I spent quite a 
bit of time in the den, staring at the cubes.  I'm pretty strong 
willed, and had gotten over most of the hurdles of my nullification, 
but seeing the cube was a constant reminder of what I'd given up.



After mopping around for a week, I'd had enough and decided I needed 
to get out and be around people. I went back to work and everything 
started returning to normal.  



About six months had passed when I decided it was time to get back 
into the exercise routine, so we setup a gym in one of the spare 
rooms and I got Charlie, Adam, and myself into a daily workout 
routine. 



It's been almost a year now, and I'm truly a contented bottom, I 
serve Adams and Charlie's every need and have a most satisfying sex 
life. Charlie went on hormones, so he can still get a hard on.  The 
only difference now is I'm the one who gets gangbanged.



A number of guys have asked my opinion on whether they should be 
castrated or nulled, and I can only say it has to be up to the 
individual.  My adjustment period has been over a year and I still 
get new surprises.  It was my choice and I have to live with it.  
Would I consider doing it again.  Probably.