How Bboy Got Interested

A reposting of how I got interested in castration and penectomy ... 
since I noticed I still had my old e-mail address on the other one!

** Note: I get a lot of general Archive e-mail, but I would love to 
get some personal e-mail dedicated specifically to my interests ... 
gay penectomy!! :-)) **

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I have wanted to be castrated since I was about 12 (see
my story in the archives, "IRC Story"). I know that's
young, but I grew up in a rural area and had seen calves
castrated numerous times. I guess it was about 10 or 11 when I
decided I wanted to have my balls cut off like the calves. I read
everything I could get my hands on about castration, so I had
some idea what it was all about. I was always a very sexually
savvy kid. Well, my orientation changes somewhat when I was about
12. I happened to see a movie called "Shocking Asia"
which showed a complete M-to-F sex change operation. When I saw
that doctor slide the remains of the guys penis off the catheter,
I knew what I wanted. Now, I have *NEVER* wanted to be a woman,
and don't want a sex change, but that was the first time it
really crossed my mind that I could have my PENIS removed instead
of my balls. From that point on I was hooked. My primary
masturbation fantasy was, from age 12 to today, is imagining what
my life will be like after I have IT amputated. I have decided I
want to keep my balls to make the penectomy even more powerful. I
don't hate my cock, and I know I'll regret having it amputated,
and that I'll miss having orgasms, but that's all part of the
excitement!

If you have a personal interest in young castrations, like before 
or right after the start of puberty then e-mail me ... I always 
like to discuss this, and love stories along those lines because I 
put myself into the role of the young boy being cut, since I wish 
I'd been cut as a young boy or early teen.