For Want of One (Conclusion)
By: Paolo ([email protected])
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The final, and most touching part yet, in the wonderful sci-fi/historical saga "For Want of One"
-Bboy
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FOR WANT OF ONE - CONCLUSION
Kaelen awoke with a pounding headache, unable to remember the
last time he had felt so bad. Thoughts of the last office party
came to mind, making him very afraid to even open his eyes.
Slowly, he sat up and did so anyway.
The light was blinding, and Kaelen realized he was sweating.
Wherever he was, it was hot. Very hot, and dry. As he gradually
came to his senses, he realized he was sitting in the sand, out in
the open, in the blazing sun. He looked around, but saw nothing
but sand. There were flat areas, dunes, and the sand blew up over
the tips of those dunes in fog-like clouds. There were patterns,
dizzying to look at. Kaelen shook his head and tried to focus his
eyes. The pain was almost intolerable. Where in hell am I ? he
asked aloud.
The voice that replied inside his head made him yelp and jump
straight up, to land with no dignity at all face-first in the
sand. Outskirts of ancient Babylon, circa 5 to 600 BC.
Then it hit him.
The attempt had succeeded. The temporal viewer had actually
managed to focus enough of the distortions in Time to send him
back. Those same distortions, which he himself had discovered, and
which had also erased his very existence. He thought back to the
initial launch of the Temporal Viewer. There was so much to see,
so much to learn in the past. He never even dreamed of the side
effect of the Viewers power consumption, however. While viewing
the events that had lead to the last great war, enough minute
distortions in the very fabric of time had collected around his
chamber. He had, in fact, become exempt from the normal flow of
time. Then things begun to change.
At first it was the name and face of the guard at his door,
which he dismissed out of hand and blamed on faulty memory or
inattention. Then he had found, bluntly, that HE himself no longer
existed. Somewhere back in time, something had gone wrong while he
was in the chamber.
One boy.
One boy had had a son.
That son had had sons.
Eventually, Kaelen had descended from that one boy, centuries
later.
But as he had sat watching history unfold on his monitor,
something happened.
The computer called it a Breakpoint. It was based on the
theory that anything that CAN occur, does occur - in alternate
Timelines. Kaelen, however, was outside of ALL the timelines when
it had happened.
One boy.
His sons.
Their sons - perhaps a very nation.
Gone with the single stroke of a knife.
Kaelen bowed his head to his knees, fumbling for his canteen.
He had come prepared, at least. Well, prepared to travel. His
implants were functioning, and he was in discreet communication
with the computer he had built, centuries distant in ONE possible
future. The fact that the computer had spoken through the implant
and frightened him bolstered his faith that he would succeed.
Kaelen took a long drink and remembered why he had come.
His name was (is?) Rahim, and he was a beautiful boy.
Somewhere near ancient Babylon, this boy had lived, grown up,
perhaps married, and fathered children who would in turn father
children who would in turn give rise to Kaelen in the far future.
That was one possibility. The other was that Rahim, long before
his reached manhood, was sold as a slave boy to a wealthy merchant
and made into a eunuch. With his emasculation, countless
descendants had disappeared before Kaelens eyes on the monitor.
Himself included. Trapped in the temporally exempt chamber, he was
left with only one choice.
For want of that one boy, he had gone back in time to make
sure that the Breakpoint never happened. He had to make sure that
Rahim was not gelded to live out his life as a plaything for some
depraved and wealthy merchant.
Computer, Kaelen whispered to himself, respond.
Working . . . replied the soft feminine voice.
WHEN am I, computer ?
Approximately 5 to 600 BC as stated outside ancient Babylon.
You have 3 days to the Breakpoint to which you were drawn. the
computer informed him.
Kaelen drew himself up and set out, walking slowly to conserve
his strength. The open desert was not the best climate for a hike
and he had little time. Following the tips from the voice only he
could hear through his implants, he made his way to a caravan
route. The water and food supplements he had packed would sustain
him, but Kaelen could not help but wonder how long he could hold
out in the heat; especially with all the packs he was going to have
to carry. Fortunately, he did not have to wait long. Upon the
advice of the computer, he found himself on the track coming up
behind a caravan which had stopped for the worst part of the day to
rest at a scant oasis. Obviously the computer had picked a near
perfect place to drop him. He adjusted his garments, paying
special attention to his turban so as not to expose his shaven
head. Kaelen reminded himself that that, in this time frame, was a
sign of a slave and very few free men or boys shaved their heads.
No one in the caravan seemed to be paying much attention as
they went about the business of watering their mounts and tending
to their cargo. Kaelen made an indelicate sound as he approached.
There were at least a fifty camels in the caravan, and a few horses
and what looked to be mules. There were armed men, carrying wicked
looking swords and staffs, and servants attending to the men as
well as the animals. It was obviously a well guarded caravan of a
rich merchant, and the cargo was slaves.
I should be so lucky, Kaelen muttered.
Confirmed, the voice in his head supplied helpfully, This
is the caravan of the merchant you seek, but the boy is not with
it. He is already in the city.
Kaelen nodded, not thinking that the gesture would go
unnoticed since the Viewer could not actually see him in person.
He continued to survey the caravan. The servants were clad only in
brief loincloths, and all of them had shaven heads. Most were
black, and very few of them were large and muscular. In fact,
almost all of the ones serving seemed to be tall and thin. Many of
the guards were ominous looking, huge men with which Kaelen decided
it would be best not to tangle with. The men being served were
richly dressed, and obviously had not wanted for anything in quite
some time. Still he approached, hoping that the implant could
translate both ways fast enough for conversation. It was then that
he paused, taking closer notice of the cargo.
That cargo was indeed slaves, now that he could see them
better.
They were being hauled in large cage-like wagons, which Kaelen
found unusual. He had assumed that they would be on foot,
suffering with every step. But upon further examination of that
idea, he decided that a bunch of dead or injured slaves would not
be worth much. It made sense, especially if the market was good.
A few of the bald servants were passing water skins to the
prisoners in the wagons, and plates of fruit and dried meat as
well. From the looks of it, whoever owned them did not want them
damaged in transit. The slaves in the rolling cages took the food
and drink without much enthusiasm and passed it amongst themselves.
You there ! A voice shouted .
Kaelen stopped as a large guard approached him, brandishing
his sword.
What do you want ? The man demanded.
The lag was negligible and Kaelen breathed a sigh of
relief. I am a lost traveler, good sir, separated from my
company. Might I travel with your great caravan ? I can pay you
well.
The guard looked Kaelen over, judging him on sight. In a deep
and threatening voice he replied, I will take you to the Overseer
who will decide. Then he paused. He is a greedy man who will no
doubt take what you can offer him, but be warned . . . and he
left that last statement hanging. Visions of being robbed and sold
as a slave himself filled Kaelens mind, but he followed the guard
to the oasis where a tent had been pitched under a puny palm tree.
The guard announced their arrival, and pushed Kaelen inside.
The man who sat in the tent was a bit fat, and dressed in fine
silks and jewelry. He looked at the guard and Kaelen and
demanded, What is this ?
A lost traveler, sir, who wishes to pay to travel with us,
the guard answered.
Very well, I am always open to make a profit. What can you
offer me, stranger ?
Kaelen reached into his pocket and produced a small bar of
gold. He had come prepared for monetary emergencies and gold was a
universal currency. The guard snatched the bar from Kaelens
slight hand and presented it with a bow to the Overseer, whose eyes
bulged. You are no doubt a well to do citizen, he replied, and
this will insure your travel with me. Judging from the looks of
you, you come from the high district, am I right ?
The computer had prepared his disguise well. Kaelen nodded,
inclining his head in respect.
The Overseer then laughed. Dine with me, stranger, and tell
me how you came to be out here in the desert, all alone and
wandering.
Kaelen sighed silently in relief. To be invited to dine, in
this culture, was a good sign.
The guard gestured to a cushion, and Kaelen seated
himself. My own company was set upon by robbers, good sir, and
only I escaped with my life and a few small things. I was merely
traveling back to the city, returning home. This is a most
terrible setback for me.
As they continued to talk, two bald and near naked servants
entered. They were much larger and healthier looking than the
others Kaelen had seen. They did not, however, make eye contact
with either Kaelen or his host. Both were black, with large lips
and small ears and flattened noses. In each ear and in their
septums they wore thick gold rings. Their brief loincloths left
almost nothing to the imagination, and their sweating bodies showed
very little, in fact, almost no body hair at all. As one bent over
to present him a plate of fruit chunks, Kaelen stole a glance at
the small, tight garment. It was coarse cloth, and very tight in
the front, coming up to fit between the cheeks of the servants
butt. It left no doubt, upon a close look to the front, that the
young servant showed no bulge at all through the cloth. He was
indeed a full eunuch.
Kaelen, despite the oppressive heat, shivered.
When the two of them had finished serving, the rich man waved
them off to a corner where they sat cross-legged staring at the
floor of the tent. Kaelen took his queue to begin eating when the
host did, which made him smile. You are well mannered, as I would
expect from a high born man. We will make the city by nightfall,
which is good. The desert can be very cold at night and all those
naked slaves of ours might catch a chill. They will need all the
strength they have for what is to come when we arrive.
And for where are they bound, excellency ? Kaelen asked
politely.
Ah, they are the finest of Africa and a few young Arabs whom
are destined to be sold on the slave block in the city. They are
all young and strong and healthy, and most have great looks. My
employer only imports the finest to sell, as there is much profit
in this. Why, on the last trip we brought him a Bedouin beauty of
a boy which sold for more than I can remember in a long time. The
fat man paused over a bite of fruit and took a long drink, passing
the wineskin to Kaelen. In fact, he continued, He looked
somewhat like you.
I do descend from stock in that area, I am told, Kaelen
replied.
Most arrogant boy I ever saw, the Overseer continued, no
respect, no manners, fighting with everyone all the time. He
actually tried to escape several times and we finally had to tie
him to a horse, literally, to keep him. He even dared look
everyone in the eye. He was so perfect, however, that no one dared
damage him . . .
As the fat man rambled about the boy, the computer confirmed
through Kaelens implants that it was indeed Rahim that the man
spoke of. There was still time, it assured him, and the boy was
being kept in careful preparation for his gelding - or not.
Kaelen continued to eat and to watch the quiet eunuchs as the
fat man rambled on and on, while all the time some deep part of his
mind was screaming.
Kaelen had no problem with the caravans leader, and his gold
bar did indeed get him into the city. The trip was even pleasant.
The only thing that had unnerved him was the fact that his host had
seen fit to assign him his own servant, a shaven-headed eunuch like
all the rest Kaelen had seen. The eunuch was young, perhaps
eighteen or nineteen at the most but with much fairer skin. Like
the rest, he also wore the gold rings in his nose and ears and was
dressed only in the tight and small loincloth that made it
painfully obvious of what he was missing. He was of a slight
build, and not tall in the least; as if the emasculation had
stunted his growth some. It had taken several hours, but Kaelen
had finally gotten the eunuch engaged in some conversation.
He told Kaelen of how he had once been free and had lived in a
small village on the banks of the Red Sea some three or four years
past. He had been almost sixteen, he said, when the areas crops
had failed and the tax collectors had taken many of the young
people as slaves to pay what their families owed. He did not offer
many details of his emasculation, only that he had expected it and
had heard stories - all of which had proven true. He had been
purged and starved for three days in the slaves holding cells,
then they had come for him. There had been others as well, and all
of them had been taken to a special cell and one by one, strapped
down to a strange bench to watch as the slave brokers men came at
them with a glowing hot knife. One by one, they had their genitals
tied off with a tight cord, then sliced off completely with the
searing blade. For three days, they were given no water nor food,
and the wounds where their penises had been were stoppered with a
very painful plug. Kaelen shivered at the mental image, with one
phrase burnt into his brain :
About half of us were lucky, the eunuch had said, they
died on the second day.
Kaelen had excused himself at the end of the eunuchs tale,
and had gone straight to the overseer. He produced two medium
sized bars of silver, and had bought the young, short eunuch on the
spot. There might be nothing he could do for the emasculated youth
as far as the damage that had been done to him, but there was
definitely something he could do about the eunuchs future.
So it was that, as promised, they arrived in the city. Kaelen
and his eunuch, who refused to speak his name, parted the caravan
and headed into the merchant district. Kaelen purchased a room for
the night, complete with bath, and shocked both his eunuch servant
and the proprietor by only paying for one room. The innkeeper had
suggested that he put the eunuch in the slaves quarters with the
others, but Kaelen claimed that he had just bought the youth and
needed to have a long talk with him that would doubtless take most
of the night. The innkeeper had given him a sly look, mentioned
that the room with bath would be ready for them shortly, and
happily taken a small silver bar from Kaelens purse without
further comment.
As they entered the room, Kaelen looked around in surprise.
He had expected it to be bleak, but obviously his silver had
purchased the best suite that the inn had to offer. Weary and
wanting only to be clean and to sleep, Kaelen began to
undress. You know, he said as the eunuch took his garments one
by one, I just cant call you hey you or boy. If you wont
tell me your name, Ill give you one.
The eunuch folded Kaelens clothes and laid them on the one
bed. He was obviously nervous.
As you wish, sir, he said.
Kaelen sighed. Alright, then hows this ? Tal. Best I
can do. Ill call you Tal.
The eunuch nodded and then looked strangely at his new master.
Your headpiece, master, he said questioningly.
Oh, yes, Kaelen replied, pulling the turban off. Tal
gasped as he stared at Kaelens stubbled scalp. Lice, Kaelen
lied glibly.
That seemed to appease Tal, who seated himself in a corner and
watched Kaelen get into the bath. Kaelen could feel the eyes upon
him as he sank himself into the cool water. It was impossible to
know what was going through Tals mind, watching him - an
unmutilated man, his new master - naked before him. Tal quickly
averted his eyes and lowered his head.
Whats wrong, Tal ?
The eunuch did not answer.
The fires from the many lamps cast eerie shadows as Kaelen
waited for a reply.
Im not going to hit you, Tal, Kaelen said finally.
Forgive me. I looked. I envy you, as all eunuchs envy men.
Punish me as you will, sir.
Kaelen was taken aback. Quickly his mind ranged through what
he knew of this ancient culture, and seemed to remember that it was
not unnatural for slaves to attend all of their masters needs.
The computer's soft voice promised in reply to devote some study to
it, and also to the eunuch's height and build. Kaelen was puzzled,
but merely let it go. When I am done, I want you to wash as well,
Tal, he ordered. A visible shiver ran thru the eunuchs slim
body, but he nodded.
Then when neither of us smell like camels anymore, were
going to bed. Its large enough for the both of us and theres no
sense in you sleeping on the floor. Kaelen stated. Another
shiver ran through Tal. He scratched nervously at one ear,
adjusting the gold ring. And by the way, Kaelen continued, Do
those rings come out ?
Tal shook his head. They are sealed loops, master, the only
way to remove them is to cut them out. Kaelen smiled. Perhaps
not, and he left that idea hanging.
When he finished bathing, Kaelen dried himself and ordered Tal
into the bath. Now that the himself was clean, the smell of travel
was evident on Tal. He put on a robe and sent his clothing out
with an employee of the inn to be laundered, also ordering
something more for Tal to wear. He also ordered food and drink.
He turned just in time to see Tal dropping his scarce garment onto
the floor, but the eunuchs backside was to him and he saw nothing
of the mutilation that the youth had obviously endured. Tal began
to scrub himself quickly, pausing after he had lathered his head.
Problem ? Kaelen asked.
Tal nodded. It is a rule that slaves have shaved heads. I
am beginning to stubble, and, well, he faltered, I cannot do it
myself without another servant. We used to do each other.
I think I can handle it, Kaelen offered.
All of this was obviously coming as a shock to Tal, who had
seemingly never been well treated by any master he had had before.
Kaelen found a razor in the pack which contained what few
provisions a slave would carry, and set to work on Tals head. He
noticed that they were about the same color in flesh tone, and
since he had shaved his own head on numerous occasions, Kaelen had
no trouble in giving Tal a smooth and shining shave. As the eunuch
passed a hand over his shaven scalp, he stared up at his new master
in wonder. In a few days, Tal, youll understand. Im not like
anyone youve ever met before. He paused for a moment, looking
the youth up and down. "You're really short for a eunuch, you
know."
The eunuch nodded, and Kaelen respectfully turned his back as
Tal stood up and stepped out to dry off. There was a knock at the
door, and Tal jumped, clutching his towel in front of himself.
Kaelen answered the door to find a girl there with a large plate of
food and a decanter of wine. She smiled at them, her eyes
lingering a bit on Tal, and then turned and left. Kaelen sat the
plate down on a small table near the foot of the bed and sat down
to eat. Hurry up and dry off, he said to the seemingly frozen
eunuch, theres plenty here.
Tal bent to pick up his brief garment, but Kaelen stopped
him, No, forget it. It smells like a camel. Use the towel until
the laundry gets back. Reluctantly, Tal secured the towel about
his narrow waist and came over to stand by the table as Kaelen
continued to eat. Sit down and eat, Tal, dont serve me. The
eunuch did as he was told, never taking his large brown eyes off of
his new master. Kaelen felt those eyes upon him, and glanced up to
make eye contact. Tal quickly averted his gaze.
Tal, Kaelen said flatly, I think you need to understand
something. I bought you from the caravan master not because I
wanted a slave. I needed help carrying things, and I also need
someone more familiar with this area and culture to help me. I
dont expect you to serve me, I am NOT going to hit you, and as far
as I am concerned youre not my slave. Youre my partner if
anything. I need your help, not your fear or submission.
Alright ?
The young eunuch stared into the face of this strange man who
had just bought him. While life as a caravan servant had been
hardly easy, this was just too strange to cope with. Tal thought
for a moment and shook his head. I dont understand, sir, he
replied.
Kaelen sighed. I didnt think you would. Youve been too
well trained I guess.
Tal shuddered a bit. Kaelen caught it.
Youve been beaten, havent you ?
The eunuch nodded.
Well I am NOT going to do that, Tal, and I trust youll not
run away. I mean, it is sort of obvious with the shaven scalp and
the gold rings that youre a slave. Youd just get picked up as a
runaway and resold . . . so . . . you may as well adapt to how I
treat you and help me out, Kaelen explained, Besides, he
added, I lied. I am not from here and I need your help.
Slowly the light of realization began to show on the eunuchs
face. He looked at the plate of food, then he looked at Kaelen and
his many packs he had helped carry. Very well, he agreed, I
will trust you since you have been so kind to me. It has been a
long time. Unshed tears stood in Tals large, luminous eyes and
Kaelen felt a lump rise in his own throat. How long had it been
since anyone had shown kindness to this unfortunate youth ?
Besides the painful emasculation, how much more suffering had he
been forced to endure ? It was more than Kaelen could imagine. No
wonder Tal had been so self-conscious during the evening in this
room.
They finished eating in silence, and there was more wine in
the decanter than was probably good for either one of them. Tal
excused himself to go the toilet, and Kaelen quickly consulted the
computer via his implants. Nothing had changed. His actions had
not altered history, nor damaged it any further. No new
Breakpoints had taken place, Tal was still short and the computer
had no clue why, and Rahim was still out there, somewhere, waiting
for Kaelen to rescue him - to rescue himself . . .
The wine was beginning to affect Kaelen when Tal returned,
still clad in the towel with which he had dried himself. Kaelen
gave brief thought to how the youth relieved himself, then decided
that he really didnt want to know. Tal pointed his new, if not
easy-going, master in the general direction of the facilities and
sat cross-legged at the foot of the bed to wait. When Kaelen
returned, weaving a little, Tal pulled back the covers, took his
robe, and gently assisted Kaelen into bed. Then he stood there
watching. Go around to the other side, put out the lamps, and get
into the bed, Tal, Kaelen mumbled. He had not had that much wine
in a long time, and no wine he had ever tasted had tasted like
that. He silently cursed himself under his breath.
Obviously, the computers voice said in his head.
Oh shut up ! Kaelen retorted so that Tal would not hear him.
Reluctantly, Tal blew out the last lamp and Kaelen could feel
it as the eunuch slowly got into bed. He himself was naked, and he
certainly hoped that Tal had discarded the damp towel. Certainly
the laundry would arrive in the morning, he thought, as the long
day and the wine finally claimed him.
It was not right, Tal thought to himself. He buys me, brings
me here, and then treats me like a friend instead of a slave. But
I AM a slave. A eunuch slave, and he IS my master, no matter how
strange he may seem. What will he ask of me, what will he have me
to do ? He has invited me to his bed, yet he sleeps . . .
These thoughts kept Tal from sleep. For him, sleep had been
the enemy for the past three or four years. When he slept, the
dreams came. And with the dreams came the horrors. Many a night,
Tal had awakened his fellow servants with his cries in his pain-
haunted slumber. He had not been the only one, but over time the
others had seemed to adapt. But it was not to be for Tal. When
sleep took him, he found himself night after night waiting in the
cold dark cell with no food nor water. The straw scratched at his
naked skin, and the men came with their coarse rags and stinging
soap to scrub him raw and rake the hair from his body with cold,
sharp razors. They held him down and drove sharp needles through
his ears and septum, forcing the smooth gold rings into the holes
and then bending them shut. Somehow, they would heat the rings and
his skin would burn as the rings melted a bit and became an
unbroken loop. Then they would leave him to suffer along with the
other boys, burnt and bleeding, and knowing that the worst was yet
to come.
Some time later, they would return. They would take them to a
new cell, and scrub them down again, tearing at their already
damaged flesh. They would hold him down, and he could see the them
taking the others, bending them over and pushing long pipes up into
them via their backsides. The pipes were attached to large
waterskins, and the men would hold those large skins high so that
the water mix would flow down and fill the struggling youths with
the irritating fluid that made them loosen their bowels. They did
it to him, several times a day. His belly would stretch and the
cramps would tear at him. Still they came to scrub them and purge
them, promising them that the worst was yet to come. They were
handsome youths, they said, and they would bring much money on the
market.
Finally, they came and took them to the room with the bench.
The room with the smoking braziers and red hot tools heated in
them. They were large men, muscled and strong - which Tal and the
others would never be. They laughed as the first of them was tied
to the bench and the cord tied around his manhood. He was young.
Too young. Many of them like him, voices unbroken and faces
untouched by beards. Still slight of build, their futures sealed.
Tal watched in his pain-haunted dreams - or were they dreams ?
Where was he ?
Suddenly he would find himself free, lying naked in the sand
on the beach. His friends were there, and they were happy and
healthy. They were boys dreaming of being men, sharing each
others secrets and fantasies, getting intoxicated on pilfered
wine, and enjoying life. Then the clouds would roll in, blotting
out the sun and the men would come. They emerged from the waves
like demons coming up out of Hell to take the youths and bind their
thin limbs with cutting ropes. Their lurid grins spoke volumes as
they called Tal and his friends slaves, taking them away to some
terrible place they could not understand. It was dark, then there
was light in the cramped cells. The cells gave way to the room,
that room with the bench and the hot knives . . . Tals closest
friend Aron was tied down, a gag in his mouth. The men held him
and the others, making them watch as they tied Arons manhood off
with tight cord. Tal could feel the man behind him; he had an
erection and it was pressing into Tals back. The grins were the
worst. Eternities seemed to pass.
One of them was feeling the bound youths manhood, turned blue
and cold in his grasp.
Then came the knives, only it was not Aron but Tal on the
bench and the hot knife dug into him . . .
Kaelen was awakened in the middle of the night by the scream.
He was also cold. Tal had pulled the blankets off and wrapped
himself tightly in them, curled up into a fetal position. That
awful cry had brought Kaelen up out of his wine-induced slumber
into sobriety, and he saw Tal shaking and crying out in his
sleep. No, he moaned in a voice that brought tears to Kaelens
eyes, No please, have mercy ! And then the scream again.
Quickly, Kaelen grabbed at the covers and pulled, yanking the
dreaming eunuch close to his side. He grabbed Tal by the shoulders
and pulled him up, shaking him and shouting in his ear.
The room was dark, nowhere near morning yet. Kaelen continued
the shaking, and suddenly the cries of anguish faded into soft
whimpers. Instinctively, perhaps from memory, Kaelen took the
shivering youth in his arms and pulled him close. Tal buried his
face in Kaelens shoulder, and he could feel the hot tears flowing
freely down the eunuchs face. At first Tal resisted, but then
gave himself over as the storm of weeping tore at him anew. Kaelen
held the youth tight, pulling him closer and offering what words of
comfort he could. He wondered how long it had been since there had
been ANY comfort, and not beatings for this. How often did it
happen ? Was every night like this ? Of what was Tal dreaming
that was so horrible ?
Then it came to him.
The gelding.
Slowly, as he remembered his mother doing when he had had
nightmares as a young boy, Kaelen began to rock the still-crying
eunuch back and forth. He placed a hand on the back of the youths
smooth shaven head and held it down to his own bare
shoulder. Im here, Tal, not them. They cant hurt you
anymore. Its over now. Small words, he knew, of even smaller
comfort, but it was the best he could do. It seemed like hours
before Tal fell, wordlessly, back into sleep. He tossed a great
deal, and Kaelen could feel it. Tal slept, but Kaelen did not. He
arose after a time, lit a small lamp, put on his robe, and pulled
the blankets back over the sleeping eunuch. He carefully made his
way to the window, groping in the near-darkness for one of his
packs. By touch, he located his small portable computer and pulled
it out, filling the room with a soft glow from the screen. He
also located something to take for his hangover. He checked and
rechecked the map of the city. He consulted via his implant to the
computer centuries in the future; the fact that it was still there
giving him comfort. Aman Fadil - that was the man who had Rahim,
and Kaelen's very existence as well.
And then he had a new idea. Actually several.
There would be no more sleep for him tonight, he could tell.
Tal awoke feeling sandy-eyed and groggy. As usual, the
nightmares had ruined his sleep. He rubbed his eyes and then
jerked himself into a sitting position as he realized where he
was. Then he sneezed and uttered a rancid oath. Kaelen, who had
been sitting by the window eating breakfast, choked on his juice
and sprayed a fair amount of it out of his nose. They both paused
then laughed for a moment. When each had recovered his composure,
Tal spoke first.
"I really hate this thing, " he muttered, touching the sealed
ring in his septum.
"It does look uncomfortable, " Kaelen agreed, "Not all the
slaves had them though."
Tal shook his head. "It was an affectation of the master who
owned me before the caravan leader. He very much liked
ornamentation. At least he took back the cuffs and collar when he
sold me." Kaelen looked confused, so Tal clarified. "All of us,
his slave boys I mean, had the nose ring, rings in the ears, heavy
gold collars inlaid with jewels, and wrist and ankle cuffs which
all locked. He figured if we ran away, someone would be more than
happy to cut off our heads or limbs to get the jewels. No one ever
tried it."
Kaelen shook his head in disgust. "Just sit there a moment,
Tal. The laundry isn't back yet and I don't want to make you any
more uncomfortable than you are. I have an idea, " he said,
rooting in the larger pack. "This is going to be odd, but I want
you to close your eyes and keep them closed until I say to open
them. Trust me."
The eunuch nodded and did so, having no reason to distrust his
newest master yet.
Kaelen pulled out a laser cutter and flipped it on. It made a
soft hum as it powered up, and he set it for precision tight beam.
He went to the bed, placed one hand on the back of Tal's shaven
head, and bent it down. He carefully set the point of the cutter
to the gold ring which hung just above the eunuch's upper lip and
hit the trigger. A small bolt of red light shot out of the end and
Tal twitched. The ring grew warm, and within a few seconds, a
small gap appeared in the ring. Kaelen reset the tool's controls
and it emitted a beam of force which spread the ring enough so that
it could be removed. He then stowed the tool back in the
pack. "Alright, Tal, open your eyes and take that ring out of your
nose."
The young eunuch's eyes popped open and he looked dumbfounded
at Kaelen. "I cannot."
"Just turn it and pull, " Kaelen suggested. Tal complied.
The ring slid around until the eunuch could feel the gap on
his septum and pulled. He stared at the ring in his palm and
touched the end of his nose and rubbed his upper lip. His smile
was like the sun rising. "How ?" he asked, "There was almost no
heat and no cutting and no tools !"
"Trust me, " Kaelen replied, returning the smile, "I have some
rather odd tools in my pack."
Tal nodded and tossed Kaelen the ring, feeling more secure of
their relationship with each passing minute. For some reason, he
felt almost no fear of this strange man who had bought him on
impulse and taken him away from the boring life of the caravan
route. What other adventures could such a strange master have
waiting for them ?
"Why don't you have some breakfast ?" Kaelen suggested.
Tal started to get out of the bed then stopped suddenly. "I
won't look, " Kaelen promised, tossing the slim eunuch a small
pillow and turning his back, "Just put that in your lap once you
sit down, it'll do. Where is that damn laundry ?"
Once seated, Tal began to eat and Kaelen turned back around to
face him.
"I keep forgetting, I'm sorry. I know it must be a very
sensitive thing for you. Eunuchs are not very common where I come
from, you know." Kaelen supplied, resuming his own eating.
Tal looked confused but said nothing. Since his mutilation,
only the old women who had tended the wounds of the new eunuchs had
seen him totally naked. Of course each new master insisted on
seeing him, but he did not - for some reason - count that. It was
simple - the buyer had to see the merchandise he was paying for.
Certainly THIS master would sooner or later give up the subtle
approach and order him to expose his ruined body. They finished
eating in silence, then as they sat contemplating what to say next,
there was a knock at the door. Tal stood up, dropped the pillow,
pulled on his scant but still dirty loincloth, and answered it.
Kaelen watched as the eunuch took the clean laundry from the
servant who had brought it. The servant was a girl, and her face
paled as she stole a not so quick glance at Tal's obviously smooth
and empty crotch, bowed and left. The eunuch sat their now-clean
clothing on the bed and merely stood there facing his master.
Then he pulled the drawstring and let the brief garment fall.
Kaelen said nothing, then averted his eyes.
But what he had seen left a lasting impression on him and
toughened his already iron-hard resolve to find Rahim and restore
his own future. There was no sign between Tal's legs that he had
ever been a man. Whoever had cut him had done a precision job,
evenly removing all of Tal's manhood. There was little scarring,
although the skin was a slightly paler color than the rest. There
was a tan line of course, from being out in the sun in only the
scant loincloth he had worn. But the wounds had healed very well,
obviously making him a much more valuable piece of merchandise.
Where his penis had been, there was not even a stump as Kaelen had
thought that there would be. There was a small hole, of course,
but there was also a divot, indicating that the stump had somehow
been taken out as well. There was only smooth skin below it with a
slim white scar running vertically where Tal's balls had once
been. Kaelen considered the anatomy, the crude methods of the day,
and marveled that anyone could live through it. Of course, many
more had not.
"There should be a short tunic for you there, Tal, I had to
guess on the size. I thought you might like something less
revealing than what you had."
The eunuch turned and pulled a plain gray tunic from the pile
of clothing and put it on. He tied sash at the waist, tightly, for
he had never eaten much since the gelding and was very slim. Tal
had seen other eunuchs who became obese, unable to lose the weight
once they put it on and had vowed never to become unsightly like
them. The tunic had a V-neck and no sleeves, and it reached almost
halfway to his knees. Kaelen watched as the eunuch smiled once
again and it made him feel warm. "I have not had real clothing
since . . . " Tal began, then stopped as if choking on the words.
"It couldn't have been easy, Tal, and I didn't expect you to
show me, " Kaelen offered.
"You are my master, you are entitled, " Tal replied.
Kaelen had no idea what to say. "Well, if you just had hair
now you could pass for a free boy, you know."
The eunuch reached up and tugged at an earring, and Kaelen
noticed that the large gauge had stretched the youth's earlobes
considerably. He could remove the earrings like he had the septum
ring - but unlike the septum scar which was not noticeable, the
holes in his ears would be. "Are earrings common among free men
here ?"
Tal shook his head. "Not this type. These are only for
slaves. Stretched ears are another sign. We are marked too well
to hide it, master."
"Call me Kaelen, please. I dont' feel like a master quite
yet."
The eunuch looked puzzled, but he agreed.
"At least your hair can grow back out, " Kaelen said.
"Perhaps, but you will have to make out emancipation
documents. Until then it must be kept shaved."
"We'll see as we go. "
"And where ARE we going, mas - uh, Kaelen ?" the eunuch asked.
"We need to find the estate of one merchant by the name of
Aman Fadil."
Tal's face paled visibly and his hands began to tremble.
"What's wrong ?"
The eunuch sat down heavily on the bed and sighed. "He is the
richest man in the city. He is also the largest dealer in the
slave trade, and he specializes in eunuchs. The caravan you
joined, when you bought me in the desert, was his. He was
importing African youths to geld and sell as slaves for harem duty,
among other things. Do not cross him mast - Kaelen, he is very
very powerful." Tal fell silent then and sat staring at his feet,
which were small once Kaelen noticed them. Small, but calloused.
He made a mental note to find sandals or some type of soft shoes
for the eunuch.
"Time index 46.2 hours to breakpoint, " the voice said inside
Kaelen's head, making him flinch.
Fortunately, Tal was still lost in his own thoughts and missed
that one.
"Tal, if he is a merchant of such gain, he is greedy and I
have money. More than you can imagine. I am NOT going to sell
you to him, don't worry. I am buying again, and NO, not to replace
you, " Kaelen explained.
Tal still did not look up, but he whispered, "He is a horrible
man, and his estate is a horrible place. I do not want to go
there, Kaelen. Please don't make me go there . . . " and the
eunuch's soft but high voice trailed off into small choked
whimpers. There was more, and suddenly Kaelen made the connection.
"He bought you at first, " Kaelen stated. It was not a
guess. "Then HE ordered you cut."
The eunuch nodded.
"Then he sold you to the caravan master."
Tal shook his head and tried to suppress a choking sob. He
failed.
Kaelen sat down beside the eunuch on the bed and put an arm
around his slender shoulders. Tal flinched away momentarily, then
as he had done the night before, he gave himself over to a fresh
storm of weeping. It took a long time regain his composure, but
once he did, there was something strange in his eyes.
"Tell me, " Kaelen said softly.
"When we were taken as payment during the year of the drought,
me and the others from my village, the collectors sold us on the
slave block. They knew that Fadil's caravan Master would buy us,
it was prearranged. We brought a low price then, as the auction
was rigged. They hauled us across the desert in wagons as you saw,
where we were attending the others when you arrived. It was at
Fadil's estate where the nightmare actually took place. They
locked us naked in small cells, clean and airy, but then they
stopped feeding us and starting the purgings. Several times each
day we were made to drink something oily and foul, and they took
great pleasure in filling us up with soapy stinging water that made
us lose our bowels. For three days they did this, then stopped.
The next day, they came and took us to the cutting room. I think
it was worse for those who went last, like me. We had to
watch . . . " Tal paused for a moment, lost in memory and
trembling in Kaelen's embrace.
"I watched them cut Aron, my lifelong friend. We were born on
the same day and were like brothers. He was so slight of build
and beautiful, you know. They cut him very deeply, not wanting to
leave any evidence of the man he would have become. Some they do
this to so that they feel nothing, they say, when their
masters 'use' them. He screamed so much, and I watched him
struggle. I am so ashamed, Kaelen . . . " Then the eunuch wept
softly for a bit more, as Kaelen waited patiently.
"They MADE us watch, we could not look away. It was
compelling somehow. I had an erection, we all did, while they were
doing it and the guards laughed and made jokes. It was terrible
watching them mutilate my best friend, and then they promised to do
the same to ME. I was aroused by it, and I hate myself." Tal hung
his head then, his shoulders slumped, but the crying seemed to have
run itself out. "You want to go there and buy a youth ? Why ?"
Kaelen noticed that the spark had returned to Tal's eyes,
something he had not seen in the eunuch, nor any of the others in
the caravan.
"WE are going there Tal, to buy ONE certain boy BEFORE they
can do to him what they did to you. I cannot explain it fully so
that you will understand, but this one boy must NOT be gelded. Too
much will go badly wrong if he is, " Kaelen said, "And I have
traveled farther than you can imagine to prevent it."
Tal looked up the ceiling and sighed. "With my gelding, my
sons-to-be died. And with them all their sons, and perhaps with
them, a very nation."
A cold chill ran up Kaelen's spine as the young eunuch quoted
a piece of literature that would not be written for almost 2000
years. "A Sound of Thunder, " he replied. Tal looked at him in
puzzlement.
"A story written in my home land long ago - well, long ago for
ME that is. The story goes that a man killed a butterfly in the
far distant past. A small thing really, but for want of that one
butterfly, a bird starved later on in the future. For want of that
one bird, a fox starved - and for want of that one fox, a man
starved to death and all of his sons died with him. What would
have been did not come to pass, and the whole world was changed, "
Kaelen summarized quickly.
Tal's mouth was slightly open and his eyes wide. The thoughts
of every eunuch that realizes that HE would have no sons ran
through his mind and he was amazed to know that a MAN like Kaelen
would understand or care. He remembered seeing his master's nude
body at the bath and feeling jealous, but also wondering if Kaelen
had any sons. "And THIS one boy MUST have sons ?"
Mutely, Kaelen nodded.
"Why him ?" Tal asked. "Why is HE special ?" There was an
edge of jealousy in his voice, irrational, yet there.
"Because if he is made a eunuch, Tal, as I said, all of HIS
sons will die and theirs with them. Me included."
The look that the slim eunuch gave his master clearly
indicated that he did not understand, but was willing to hear more.
Kaelen decided to try to explain it, even though the
computer's voice was screaming inside his head not to try.
"Tal, what would you do if the Gods could send you back to the
time before the slavers came for you ?"
The eunuch's response was immediate. "I would take Aron and
run far away and never look back."
Kaelen nodded. "Perhaps we can find Aron then."
Tal turned his head and sighed, his grief run out and only
anger remaining. "No, we will NOT find him. He was one of the
lucky ones. He died the second day after the cut. He began to
bleed in the night and no one knew. In the morning, he was dead.
We could not sleep for the pain, Kaelen. He had to know, yet he
did not call out. Not even to me, and I was right next to him. I
did doze a bit, but not real sleep and in the morning when I
touched his hand, it was cold. Part of me went with him, I fear.
A part, that like my manhood, I will never regain."
"Let me ask you this, Tal - do you believe that in time, in
the future, man will grow wiser ? That he will invent things that
will make life easier and finally someday stop using his strengths
to kill or hurt the weaker ?" Kaelen asked.
The eunuch thought for a moment. "Yes, " he replied
wistfully, "but it is too much to hope for."
Kaelen then pulled the youth close to him and ran a hand over
his very slightly stubbled scalp and smiled. "Believe it, for I
will prove it to you. Now, let us pack up and head out. We must
find Fadil's estate. We have many sons to save."
With Tal's direction, they made their way through the city.
After several hours of walking, however, Kaelen grew annoyed and
bought two horses. He paid for them in very small gold bars, and
Tal nearly choked on the price. They were fine and strong mounts,
Arabian beauties, and full of life. The eunuch had selected the
dealer, a man with a good reputation, as reputations went. They
made much better time and arrived, naturally, on the far side of
the city and it's outlying areas by nightfall. As they rode, Tal
pointed out various things at Kaelen's questionings. As the day
wore on, the eunuch almost totally ceased to think of their
relationship as slave/master. Kaelen was nothing but kind to him,
seemed to have plenty of money, and had not once yet spoken harshly
nor struck him. Tal did not fully understand it, but he found that
he liked it. It was just getting on towards nightfall when they
arrived at Fadil's estate.
"We will need to make an appointment with the guard, Kaelen, "
Tal advised, "and he will expect a bribe."
Kaelen laughed. "I knew he would, Tal, some things never
change."
They were indeed met at the gate to Fadil's estate by a
mountain of a black man who was under arms. He was also not alone,
another guard sitting in the small building that stood at the only
frontal entrance to the vast palace grounds. "State your
business, " the man demanded in a deep rumbling voice that sounded
like doom.
From his appearance, however, Kaelen could tell that he was a
slave. He had all of the gold rings that Tal had mentioned, and
the shaved head, but he was clothed and well-armed.
Tal gestured at Kaelen, then spoke softly in his contralto
voice, affecting a slight lisp and a retiring mannerism. "Good
sir, my master has traveled a great distance to seek audience with
YOUR master. He wishes to conduct business that will be mutually
beneficial."
The guard flexed his arms and let his hand fall from the hilt
of his saber. "You look well to do, good sir. May I tell my
master who it is that wishes his company ?" He shot Tal a
withering look and grinned. The eunuch sighed and lowered his
gaze, clearing his throat as a signal to Kaelen.
"I am Kaelen of the Northern Moroccan Realm, " Kaelen lied
smoothly, not knowing if Morocco had even come into existence yet
or not, "and my servant and I have traveled very far and are sorely
fatigued by our journey. We have matters of great import to
discuss with Master Fadil at his leisure that will surely benefit
us all." And with that remark, Kaelen leaned over and slipped a
small bar of silver into the guard's hand. As they clasped hands,
the guard felt the bar in his palm, and grinned broadly.
"I will go to him at once, sir. Contrary to rumor, my master
is not a total tyrant. Follow me, and we will see to your needs.
You and your servant must be in need of comforts, and we shall see
to them."
Tal stole a glance and Kaelen and grinned. The guard went
into the small building and returned with a long trumpet, upon
which he blasted a brazen note. A few minutes later, two panting
boys came running down the hill from a complex of buildings. They
were thin like Tal, but unlike slaves, had hair that was squarely
cut off above their eyebrows and just below their ears. They wore
breechcloths which covered them, and sandals. Neither wore jewelry
of any kind, indicating that they were employees, not slaves.
Kaelen considered this, not quite sure of the situation, until the
large black guard spoke to them in his harsh voice. "Take this
good man's horses and see to them. Run and tell the housekeepers
that the master has a guest and his slave, and to see to their
comforts."
The wide-eyed boys nodded and took the reins to lead the
horses up to the stables.
Kaelen and Tal fell into step behind the huge guard and
followed him. Kaelen leaned over to whisper in Tal's ear, "I
dont' understand. The stable boys are not slaves are they ?" Tal
shook his head, his gold earrings swinging.
"Employed, or perhaps boys of noble birth being made to work
for the lessons of it, " the eunuch replied, "One can sometimes pay
employees, especially poor youths from the city, and it can be
cheaper than maintaining a slave. For a few pennies a day, the
boys will work and not have to be fed and clothed and housed as
slaves are."
Kaelen nodded. It made some sense.
It took them a few minutes to walk up the long path to the
main house, and when they arrived, they were greeted by an older
woman who appeared to be in charge of housekeeping. "Ah, Sajeel, "
she spoke to the guard, "come in, come in, I'm almost ready for
them. Master Fadil says that he cannot meet with our guest until
morning. He regrets the delay, but hopes you will take the time to
freshen up and rest from your journey. He awaits your business,
you know, " she said with a rueful look in her aged and lined face.
"I will leave you now, " Sajeel, the guard said, "This devious
old woman will see to your needs."
"You flatter me, " the old woman called after the departing
hulk of a man. He waved one hand back at her over his shoulder and
shook his head. "Follow me, please, " she said, more to Tal than
to Kaelen.
She led them deep into the huge house and up a flight of
stairs to the guest chambers. The room was opulent. There was a
huge bed near a bay window which led to a terrace overlooking the
grounds. In the middle of the room was a sunken bath, huge, with
steps leading down into it. Here and there were boxes planted in
blooming flowers, and the room smelled of rich and rare spices.
There was a large tray of food, and a large decanter of some red-
colored liquid which Kaelen suspected was wine. He stood with
mouth agape, not able to believe what he was seeing. Nothing in
the historical database had indicated this level of sophistication
for 5-600 BC. "Best we could do on short notice, " the old woman
offered, "Will you be needing ANYTHING else, sir ?" The leering
look she gave Kaelen spoke volumes.
"Uh, no, ma'am, we won't, " Kaelen replied. Then she gave Tal
a look that spoke even louder.
"I see. " Then she turned and left, closing the door behind
her. No sooner had she left than there came a knock at the door.
It was another pair of servants, these two teenage boys, and
obviously slaves. They were puffing from climbing the stairs and
carrying all of Kaelen's packs. "Come in, just set those on the
bed if you will, boys, " Kaelen greeted them, "Carefully, mind.
There are breakables in there."
"Yes, sir, " the first one replied, "of course." They did as
they were told, then stood next to the bed with hands clasped
behind their backs, waiting. Kaelen studied their shaven heads,
their gold rings, and tight and revealing loincloths. Each had a
small bulge, but not what Kaelen expected from boys their age.
Their faces were also smooth, indicating that neither shaved. They
were of a slightly muscular build, and had only a very faint amount
of body hair. Each had gold cuffs at the wrists and ankles, and
they were barefooted. Around their necks were thick gold collars,
each inlaid with a large red stone. They glanced at Tal, who was
beginning to unpack their clothing bundle, then looked back at
Kaelen. "My master will not require anything else, " the eunuch
said flatly, "you may go." The boys looked from Tal to Kaelen, who
nodded. They fled.
"Houseboys, guest quarters, " Tal explained, "shackled in gold
so they cant' run away. Obviously not servants to the harem nor
womens' quarters."
"I noticed, " Kaelen replied, thinking that he was beginning
to get the knack of visually identifying slave positions and rank.
"Eunuchs, but still with penises intact, " Tal
continued, "Most times it is uneconomical to risk a full castration
of all their manhood when it need not be. Not that they can do
much of anything without their balls to make them men though."
"The guard at the gate, what of him ?" Kaelen asked, "He was
certainly looking manly to ME."
"He WAS a slave, alright, " Tal thought for a moment, then
continued, "Probably a harem guard, perhaps on rotating duty.
Usually they find the largest and strongest youth, cut their
penises off and leave their balls to make them into men. They make
them work, and they grow large and strong but are not a sexual
threat to the women. At least not with the tiny stump that they
leave them to remind them of what they have lost. They can guard
the harem, they stay strong, and they always have BAD tempers.
They're great in a fight, most of them love to fight."
Kaelen shivered. "I dont doubt it. I think I'd have a bad
temper as well with that kind of frustration. I can't imagine what
it must be like to be surrounded by that kind of temptation and
arousal and not be able to do a damn thing about it."
Tal nodded. "Society has to have eunuchs to function though,
master."
"I thought you were over that, " Kaelen reprimanded him.
The eunuch shook his head. "I must play the role while we are
here, you understand."
Kaelen nodded, and the voice of the computer implant began to
explain the details of it to him as Tal was looking over the tray
of food and pouring wine. It was all very complex. Eunuchs, some
with no manhood at all, some cut deeper than others - as Tal and
his friend Aron had been - and others still with only their penises
removed, or the houseboys who had only had their balls cut off to
make them beardless, soft, and docile. Each type had his part to
play in this primitive society, it seemed.
The evening passed uneventfully. They ate, bathed, and went
to bed. Tal slept soundly that night, dropping off early and
sleeping deeply throughout the night. Kaelen had anticipated that
the young eunuch would be up all night, or that since he was back
in the very place where his manhood had been taken from him, that
his nightmares would be even worse; so when Tal had not been
looking, he had slipped a rather powerful sedative into the
eunuch's third glass of wine which had knocked him out cold within
minutes of drinking it. Kaelen had been amazed, when he picked the
senseless eunuch up off the floor, at how little the youth
weighed. He himself had slept little and awoke very early. When
morning came, and with it the two castrated servant boys at the
door, Tal was still asleep.
They had brought breakfast, and Kaelen thanked them and
dismissed them. They looked a bit confused, and lingered a
moment. "Sir, " the one who had done the talking the night before
asked, "Is your servant quite alright ? Are you sure you don't
need anything else ?"
"He's fine, boys, really. He just had a little too much to
drink last night is all, " Kaelen replied.
They nodded, gathered up the plates from the previous night's
meal, and started for the door. Then Kaelen remembered that he
might need something else. "Boys, " he called as they were almost
out the door, "I must ask, as I am a stranger to this city and its
customs, am I properly dressed - and is there anything I should
know when I go to conduct business with the Master of this house ?"
"Can you get all this ?" the first boy asked of the other,
who had not spoken.
The seemingly mute second boy nodded and took the tray and
departed.
Then the first looked Kaelen over and smiled. "You are very
well attired, sir, and if you are here to talk commerce, well - my
master will no doubt talk with you all day. He never misses the
chance to make a little more profit. One thing, though - if you
take your servant with you, it might be prudent to dress him down a
bit more. It is not seemly to the Master for slaves to be so well
attired and forward, " he concluded.
"I see. Thank you. Our relationship is a bit more casual
than most, I have noticed. I have had him for so long that he's
really almost like a son to me, you know, and we tend to confuse
others at time, " Kaelen lied glibly.
The servant boy nodded, and Kaelen noticed that he not once
looked him in the face. Overcome by curiosity, however, Kaelen
took the boy by the chin, lifted his head a bit, and looked him
straight in the face. He turned the boy's shaven head from side to
side, and placing his hand atop the youth's head, made to turn him
around in a complete circle. "Sir ?" the confused servant asked,
once again lowering his gaze.
"Just curious, " Kaelen replied, taking in the boy's smooth
and flawless face, his large gold earrings, and the very round
shape of his head, "and what of your silent friend ?"
"I don't understand, sir, " the servant replied, his face
flushing slightly.
"The other boy you seem to work with, the one who didn't say a
word."
"Ah, " the servant replied, "him. He can't talk, sir. Hasn't
said a word since I have known him, and we've both been here for as
long as we can remember. I think we might have been born here
even."
About then, Tal sat up and groaned. "Hangover ?" Kaelen
asked with a broad grin on his face.
Tal groaned again, covered his eyes with his hand, and fell
back onto the pillow. The servant boy tried to suppress a laugh
and failed, then took a step back and lowered his head. Kaelen
sighed.
"I'm sorry, sir, " he offered hastily.
"Not a problem, boy. I'm not going to hit you over it."
"Thank you, " the servant replied quickly, still not looking
up as if he did not believe him, "Will you need anything else ?"
"Just an idea of WHEN to meet with your master is all, if you
can find out."
"I will ask right away, sir, " he replied, and bowed and fled.
Kaelen glanced over at Tal, who had managed to pull himself
into a sitting position. He was holding his stubbled head in both
hands and was a bit pale. Kaelen cursed himself silently,
realizing that the eunuch's body probably wasn't at all ready to
handle the effects of a 'modern' sedative mixed with wine. "Are
you going to live ?" he asked.
Tal slowly shook his head. "I don't think so."
"Well drag yourself over here and try to eat something, "
Kaelen suggested, "and drink this." He handed the eunuch a glass
of water into which he had mixed a bit of what he used on himself
for hangovers, although at a much lower dosage. Tal took the glass
and drank it slowly, finished, and made a face.
"What was that ?"
"Just a bit of something to clear your head, " Kaelen
replied. The drug took hold almost instantly and Tal stood up,
unsteadily, and stretched. He yawned, and began looking around for
his tunic. Kaelen was about to mention the servant boy's words of
warning to the eunuch, but it seemed that Tal had already realized
it. He did not put his sandals on, and instead of the soft tunic
that Kaelen that given him he tied the brief slave garment about
his waist and pulled out his razor. After his head has been shaved
smooth once again, and they had eaten breakfast, Tal's eyes grew
distant as he looked out the window. Kaelen sensed his discomfort.
"They haven't sent word when are to meet with Fadil yet, "
Kaelen stated.
Tal nodded but said nothing.
"I had a very interesting conversation with one of our
servants before you woke up, " Kaelen said.
"How did you manage that ? " the eunuch asked.
"Must be my charm."
"It is very unusual for slaves to engage guests in
conversation, you know. If word gets out, he will be punished, "
Tal supplied, "but I doubt if he mentions it to anyone. He should
know better."
Kaelen nodded. "This is all very confusing to me, you know.
Things are much different in my homeland."
"I will do my best to keep you from making too many mistakes
then, " Tal replied with a grin, the traces of the hangover
seemingly gone.
"Well, what do we do now ?"
"We await the Master's pleasure, " Tal responded with a grim
look.
The day wore on. They sat on the balcony, walked around the
gardens with another large black slave as an escort, toured the
stables where the working boys were busily brushing the coats of
the many fine horses there, and began to wonder if Fadil had
forgotten them. They passed a few servant boys in the corridors
and on the grounds, but did not see the two had seemingly been
assigned to them the night before. The thought of them, however,
gave Kaelen an idea. "Tell me, " he asked the escort, "if you
happen to know . . . does Master Fadil do much business in the
breeding of slaves, or does he just import them ?"
The large black man's brows creased and Kaelen could tell he
was thinking very hard. "I am not sure how much he deals in that
area, " he replied, "but I do know he does breed some of the better
looking slaves from time to time. Those he does not geld, that is,
and that is most of them." His statement ended in a low,
indelicate sound which spoke volumes.
"Thank you, " Kaelen replied, "and do also know where I might
find the guard called Sajeel ? I picked up his name from the old
lady in charge of housekeeping last night." As he asked, he
slipped something into the large man's hand.
"He would be asleep now if he was duty last night late, " the
huge slave replied, "but I will tell him that you wish to see him
when he relieves me tonight."
Kaelen glanced at Tal and the young eunuch nodded. He bent
over to whisper into his master's ear, "He will, a failure to
deliver a message is worth ten lashes. You can also be sure that
the boy who promised to find out when Fadil will see us is either
looking for us now or has someone higher up seeing to it."
Then the voice of the computer spoke silently to
Kaelen. "There is a 98% probability that Fadil will NOT see you
today, " it said flatly.
"Why not ?!" Kaelen whispered.
"One - he is busy in his harem, and two - later on he will be
busy seeing to the preparations of Rahim."
"Explain, " Kaelen demanded.
"Breakpoint probability indicates a 94% chance that he will
geld the boy, " the computer replied.
"What happened to 50-50 ?" Kaelen demanded in shock.
"Your entry into this time frame has altered events slightly."
"Why didn't you tell me this earlier ?" he demanded in
exasperation.
"You did not ask, " the computer replied, "However, you still
have one more day. It is not advisable to try and force a meeting
with Fadil. There is 99% probability that he will kill you if you
do."
Kaelen could feel his anger rising. This was taking too great
a risk, cutting it too close. There was nothing else to do but
wait, however, and Kaelen and Tal followed along back to the main
house and returned to their room. When they arrived, Kaelen sent
Tal out to try and find the servant boys from the previous night,
or the old woman in charge of guests. Tal, who obviously was well
versed in the roles of the many slaves of Fadil's estate, left on
his mission with only a nod. Once alone, Kaelen pulled his
portable computer out of his pack and sighed a sigh of relief that
its power cells were still at full charge. He spent the rest of
the afternoon and early evening going over theoretical outcomes,
refining his plans, and finally bringing events into line as he
wanted them to turn out. He was not happy with the 65% chance of
success that the computer gave him, but he could not help but think
that since it was still there in the future and still communicating
with him, that he would succeed. Then a chill passed through him
as he realized that the main computer core back home in the future
was inside the Chamber where time had no meaning. He himself had
had his own existence wiped out by Rahim's gelding, but he had
remained. Everything in the Chamber had remained. He had not
considered that before. The idea of that paradox made his mind
falter.
"Master, " Tal announced as he entered their room, startling
Kaelen so badly that he almost fell off of his cushion, "I have
news. I did not mean to startle you, " he offered, looking down at
his bare feet.
"Well ?" Kaelen asked in an irritated voice.
Tal came to stand beside him, glancing at the portable
computer and its glowing screen, and whispered into his master's
ear, "We have been and are being spied upon. It seems your
mannerisms towards ME are giving Fadil ideas. I also picked up
some gossip in the kitchens. It seems that over the past few
years, Fadil's attentions have been drifting away from his harem
ladies and more and more towards the more attractive of the slave
boys here. He already has a whole regiment of children, and he is
more concerned with his fortunes now than ever before. It seems he
is of the idea that relations with eunuchs do not produce more
legitimate children to support, and he is quite the depraved one."
"How did you find this out ?" Kaelen asked.
Tal shrugged. "No one pays much attention to a slave who is
asking around on where to find another slave to deliver a master's
requests, " the eunuch replied, scratching at the gold cuffs on his
wrists.
"Where did you get those, and that horrible collar ? " Kaelen
asked in disgust, out loud.
"I met up with our two room servants, " Tal responded, "they
noted that I should be more suitably attired for a slave, and if I
looked a bit more like a palace regular I would attract even less
attention."
"Did they give you a key, perhaps ?"
"They will bring it with supper and give it to you. The
quartermaster expects them back when we leave, " the eunuch
explained, "and besides, I don't like them. Did you know that the
slightly shorter boy is a mute ?"
"You're calling HIM short ? But yes, the other one told me
that earlier before you woke up this morning. Damn, I had hoped to
get in to see Fadil today and get this cleared up. It looks like
I'm going to be here a lot longer than I expected. Tell, me Tal,
do you think this could get us a permanent dwelling near here ?"
Kaelen asked, reaching into his pack once again and taking out a
cut ruby the size of a golf ball.
Tal stepped back and his face paled. "A house, or a palace ?"
he breathed.
Kaelen smiled. "I think I've found one flaw in my plan if
Fadil won't sell me Rahim. It's going to require I take up
residence here for a long, long time I think."
"Master, it would buy an estate probably a quarter the size of
this one, and this place is vast !"
Kaelen put the ruby away and smiled. "I thought so."
"May I know this plan ?" the eunuch asked.
"Not yet, I want to surprise Fadil, just in case someone is
watching and listening, " Kaelen said, glancing around at the walls
and up at the ceiling.
"Spying is the custom, master, " Tal offered.
There was a knock at the door, and the same two servant boys
entered with supper. The smaller one, the mute, set down a tray on
the table and glanced at Kaelen and his computer. All he could see
was the back of it, so he didn't know what it was. Not that he
could have told anyone anyway. Kaelen snapped it shut and pushed
it back into his pack. The boy paused, reached into a pouch tied
at his waist, and handed Kaelen a key. He wordlessly gestured at
Tal, held out a wrist to Kaelen and pointed at his own gold cuff.
He then touched the key, pointed at Tal, and then spun his hand in
a circular gesture. "Are you trying to tell me this key unlocks
Tal's cuffs and that I need to return them when we leave ?" Kaelen
asked.
The boy smiled and nodded.
"Open your mouth, " Kaelen ordered.
The servant boy did as he was told. His teeth were white and
straight, and he still had a tongue.
"So much for that idea, master, " Tal offered.
"I just had to know is all, I'm sorry, " Kaelen said to the
boy, who shrugged his shoulders and took a step back to stand with
his hands clasped behind his back as his partner set the table.
"If I may, " the other said between setting out the
glasses, "it is rare to cut out a slave's tongue here. One would
have to say something very bad to have that happen, sir."
Kaelen turned back to the mute boy. "So you were born a
mute ?"
The boy nodded. He touched his chest, pointed to his partner,
and made a sweeping gesture then pointed at the floor.
"He says we've always been here, " the other servant
translated, "Did I not mention that earlier, sir ?"
Kaelen nodded. "Any more news ?"
The first boy nodded vigorously. "Master Fadil will see you
tomorrow morning, first thing. He has received your proposal and
is very interested. He says he has some very important business to
attend to tomorrow evening, but the morning has been set aside for
you, sir."
"Thank you boys, both of you. Anything else ?" Kaelen
inquired, with a sly look.
The two of them looked confused, and shook their shaven
heads. Kaelen couldn't help but notice how their earrings swung
when they did that. "Well, I guess we'll eat, then retire for the
night so we can have a fresh start in the morning. Oh, I almost
forgot, is Sajeel on duty at the main gate tonight ?"
"We can find out for you, sir. Have you already sent word
about that ?"
Kaelen nodded.
"Then he will meet with you first chance he gets, most likely
in the morning when he gets off duty. Messages are always
delivered, sir. Whomever you spoke to will see to that, as no one
wants a beating, " the boy said with a shiver.
"Very well, you may go now, " Kaelen said, and he watched the
two eunuchs bow and leave. Then he turned to Tal.
"Since you're not much on sleeping, I don't expect you to try if
you don't want to. I dont' know what you want to do, or if there
is anything TO do, but consider yourself dismissed until morning, "
he said, looking around at the walls and winking at Tal. Tal's
answering grin told him that he had understood. After they had
eaten, he thanked Kaelen and left the room. Kaelen spent a great
deal of the night with his computer, running down temporal
scenarios and trying to refine his plan further. He went to bed
late, and Tal had not returned. Kaelen didn't think he could run
away, not after what the eunuch had told him, and especially since
he had been nothing but kind to him. Kaelen sighed. He looked
forward to the meeting in the morning, as he KNEW what Fadil was
planning to do that night.
He also knew what HE was planning to do that night.
The sun arose bright on the eastern horizon, holding the
promise of a new day. Kaelen Laws stood on the balcony of his
guest quarters and watched it rise. He was ready for his meeting
with Fadil. The plan was worked out. The computer had verified
it. Fadil had had all the children that history said he was going
to have. Kaelen was not surprised to find this out. Tal returned
only a few minutes after Kaelen had risen, and in whispers on the
balcony, had told his master all that he had been able to learn in
his night of snooping. There were dark circles under his eyes, and
his face wore a haunted expression that indicated that he had seen
something that he probably shouldn't have. They took their
breakfast on the balcony, once again brought to them by the same
two eunuchs. Kaelen noticed that both of the boys had the same
look of a sleepless night about them, and theorized that they and
Tal had been up to something. He had, however, not asked. Sajeel,
the huge mountain of a black man who was the guard that had met
them when they had first arrived stopped by and left quickly with a
seemingly heavy bag from Kaelen's pack. They had said nothing.
Shortly thereafter, the old lady in charge of housekeeping had come
and done the same thing. Tal wondered what was going on, but did
not ask. Not even when the mute servant boy returned and left with
a bag as well did he say a word. He merely sat watching his
master's face and wondering, considering himself very lucky to have
fallen in with such a good man.
There had been no beatings, no harsh words, and certainly no
sexual advances. This confused Tal at first, but he wrote it off
to the fact that perhaps his master preferred women. The eunuch
sighed, remembering the girls he had so longed to keep company with
before the slavers had come. Then he remembered Aron, and the day
they had interrupted Aron's oldest brother and his soon-to-be-wife
in the act of sex. How long they had stayed quiet and watched,
dreaming of the day -- a day which had never come. Now here he
was, come full circle with a new master who had some devious plan
involving eunuchs, the very trade which had ruined his life. Many
times Tal had considered taking his own life after he had healed up
and been sold to the caravan master, but he had not the nerve to do
it. He hated his life, yet he was afraid to die. Such was his
conundrum. Now, however, he looked into Kaelen's face and found
himself wondering for the first time in a long time, what the day
would bring.
The sun rose higher, bathing the world in a golden light. The
warmth spread all over them, and Kaelen motioned to Tal. The
eunuch rose to stand by his master's side, and Kaelen said, "Look
and remember this always if something goes wrong, my friend. No
matter what happens, if I should fail, then you must go on. The
very course of history depends on it." The eunuch stared into his
master's eyes, not understanding. Finally, Kaelen rose, put a hand
on the youth's shoulder, and led him back into the room. He pulled
a small yellow device from his pack and handed it to Tal. "Put
this in your pouch, Tal. If anything happens to me, shove this
into one of your ears and say the word ACTIVATE aloud, loud as you
can. Then all will be made clear to you. Do you understand me ?"
Tal nodded and took the strange yellow device from his
master. It was small and thin, and would certainly fit inside his
ear. He did not really understand the reason for it, but he
trusted Kaelen. No one had been so good to him since that terrible
day so long ago. He decided to obey.
There was a rap at the door and they both jumped. "Enter, "
Kaelen said.
It was the first of the two servant boys. "Master Fadil will
see you now, " he said, "Follow me please."
They both did.
Tal noticed that Kaelen put on his overcoat, and that there
seemed to be many things in the pockets.
They followed the still-nameless boy down the stairs and down
a long corridor which opened up into a grand hall. There were many
guards, all of them large black men like Sajeel, and all of them
slaves. At the end of the hall, they exited into another corridor
with many doors and followed it for another few minutes. It too
opened into a great hall filled with statues, guards, potted plants
and pools filled with live fish. There were caged birds as well,
and small animals roaming freely. The Hanging Gardens of Babylon
came to Kaelen's mind, and he wondered if this place were the
precursor to them. The room was enormous, and at the far end was a
throne-line pavilion. Seated alone with a large black guard to
each side of him, and with a youth sitting cross-legged at his
feet, was Fadil. He was smiling.
"Who approaches ?" called out one of the guards.
The servant boy who had been leading them bowed and cleared
his throat. Tal jabbed Kaelen in the ribs from behind and they did
the same. "Master Kaelen from the Far Moroccan Reaches,
Excellency. A merchant, seeking commerce with you."
"You may go, " Fadil said flatly.
The eunuch turned and fled.
"Well, Merchant Kaelen of Morocco, wherever that is, what is
on your mind ?"
"Business, Excellency, " he replied in a gay tone of voice, "I
am told you are the richest, most shrewd merchant in this part of
the world with an empire rivaling my own. I come to discuss
mutually beneficial trade. I have come to seek a partnership of
sorts, which may well make us both richer beyond our wildest
dreams."
Aman Fadil was a man of great ego and greed. At the
promptings of the voice of the computer in the silences of Kaelen's
mind, he was able to pay compliment after compliment until Fadil
was overcome with curiosity. Finally they made their way to a
table off to the side of the throne-like pavilion and sat down to
talk business. "You deal in slaves more than anything I am told.
Slaves, slave girls, harem stock, eunuchs . . . I too deal in this
area. It has come to my attention that we might combine markets,
trade races. I have slaves from the farthest east that you may
have never even seen before, and certainly I have not seen the like
of some of the beauties I have seen in your land."
"Tell me more, " Fadil said with genuine interest.
"Have you any white slaves ?"
"White ?" Fadil asked, "What do you mean ?"
"Slaves with skin the color of this lily, " Kaelen replied,
pointing to a nearby flower.
"There are men like this ?" Fadil asked in shock.
"Yes, " Kaelen went on, "with hair as yellow as fine gold or
red as a sunset. And I have none such as this one here -" he
gestured at Tal, "whom I bought on the caravan of yours from Adis,
I think it was. Wonderful man, picked me up in the desert where I
had been set upon by robbers. He speaks highly of YOU you know."
Fadil grinned an evil grin. "Adis is yet here, " he said, "we
have some plans for tonight."
"If I may be so bold, what would that be ?"
Fadil laughed. "Entertainments of men, " he replied, shooting
a condescending glance at Tal and not recognizing him, "and later,
we will turn our attentions to some new stock."
"New stock ? Perhaps the boy I have heard about ?" Kaelen
asked.
Fadil's smile faded. "What have your heard ?" he demanded.
"Only that your last shipment, not this one but the last,
yielded some rather remarkable boys, one in particular. A wild one
who has no regard for protocol and is a rare gem of looks and
body ?" Kaelen offered.
Fadil snorted then laughed again. "Yessssss, that one.
Rahim, he calls himself. His name is no matter." Then his eyes
grew distant. "But his name is unimportant. I'm having him gelded
tonight. That should settle him down."
"Truly ?" Kaelen asked in amazement, "Excellency, would it be
possible for me to join you ? I hear also that your mortality rate
is very low, and I have this problem with my own eunuchs. I am
losing too many of them. Might I consult your physician and learn
his technique ?"
That remark sparked an ongoing conversation that went on and
on. Tal sat cross-legged on the floor, listening. He caught a
glimpse of Sajeel once, followed by Eris, the young eunuch who
could not talk. Tal had gotten their names out of them the night
before. Eris and Orin. He had also seen this 'Rahim' that Kaelen
seemed so obsessed with, and understood why. They were all going
from guard to guard, whispering to them, something changing hands.
Tal began to have suspiscions after seeing that. Kaelen was up to
something, and his banter with Fadil was only so much smoke and
mirrors. Then he realized, with a start, that Kaelen looked a LOT
like Rahim. Tal's eyes grew wide as he looked up at Kaelen. Fadil
saw him.
"What is it, boy ?" he demanded in a harsh voice.
Tal's mind raced. "I, uh, forgive me, masters. I must go."
He winked.
"Go ? " Kaelen asked .
Tal put his hands to his crotch. "Yes, you know . . . go !"
"Well then go by all means, Tal, " Kaelen snapped, "The
Excellency will be enraged if you have another accident."
Tal jumped up and fled.
"Eunuchs, " Kaelen snorted, "I should make him wear diapers.
He's good enough looking and timid and obedient, but he has leaks
sometimes."
Fadil was laughing aloud, not suspecting the lies told to
him. "It happens sometimes, " he mused, "cutting off their penises
can do that sometimes."
"Speaking of which . . . " and they fell back into heated
debate over full castrations, partials, and finally, breeding. Tal
could hear them talking money as he fled the room in search of Eris
and Orin, and Sajeel.
Tal found them outside, sitting on a stone bench with a boy in
chains. It was Rahim, the boy with Kaelen's face. He was as of
yet unmutilated, although he had lost weight and his face had a
downcast look to it. He was scantily clad in a slaves loincloth,
and his head had not been shaved yet. He wore no jewelry, but Tal
could tell that the heavy chains made it almost impossible for him
to move. The eunuch glanced at the beautiful boy's crotch, and saw
the bulge there. A thousand things clicked in his mind at once,
most of them wrong, but he gasped aloud. All of them looked up at
him. Sajeel spoke first. "Tal, there you are. I was told to
bring this favored one out for some fresh air and sun. He has big
night ahead of him."
"Maybe, " Tal said, "My master wants to buy him."
"I know, " Sajeel replied slyly.
"And maybe more ?"
"Perhaps, " Sajeel answered mysteriously.
"Shouldn't you be in bed for night duty ?" Tal asked. Sajeel
merely smiled.
"Well they're heavily into negotiations now. I did not know
my master was so extended, " the young eunuch said.
There was a rattle of chains, and Tal turned to see Eris and
Orin helping Rahim off the bench. He then stretched out in the
grass and sighed, staring up at the sky. "I don't suppose you'd
care to kill me NOW would you ?" he asked of Sajeel.
"Not yet, boy, but give me time, " Sajeel rumbled.
Tal noticed a few more guards making their way towards the
pavilion.
"Something is going on in there, " he observed to no one in
particular.
"Yes, " Sajeel replied, eyeing the boy in the
grass, "Something IS."
They debated all afternoon before reaching an agreement. When
they finally signed it, Kaelen turned his attention to trying to
buy Rahim. Fadil was obstinate however, and Kaelen turned his
strategy to the idea of breeding. "Think of it, " he said
slyly, "That beautiful boy, left intact. In a few years, when his
balls start to work, you could turn him loose with some of the
gorgeous women I see here and let them breed. You could make a
fortune in selling the offspring ! But to be honest, I want him
for that very purpose. I could buy a few girls, maybe another boy
like him, and take them back with me. I could breed him with the
white women as well in my country . . . " and Kaelen's story went
on and on. Fadil's face shifted from curiosity to anger and back
to speculation over and over. He was beginning to think he had met
his match in Kaelen. Just who was this stranger who had appeared
out of the desert and been brought here ? Fadil cursed Adis under
his breath and was about to summon the guards. He had made up his
mind on the topic of Rahim, and none of Kaelen's ideas were going
to change his mind.
The computer was literally screaming at Kaelen in his mind.
The probability of Rahim being gelded had suddenly shot up to 99%
and the voice was warning Kaelen that the chances of him dying on
the spot were also increasing quickly. Kaelen then decided to
withdraw. "I can tell when I have been outmatched, Excellency, "
he offered, "Please take this small gift in good faith to our
forthcoming business ventures." He held out a sapphire the size of
a cherry to Fadil. Aman Fadil's eyes bulged. He took the diamond
and stared at it. It was the largest and finest he had ever seen.
The computer's voice in Kaelen's mind informed him that his own
life was now secure, but that Rahim's was not.
Fadil cleared his throat. "I accept your gift, and look
forward to dealing with you more. I cannot wait to see these white
people you speak of." And with that, he withdrew.
He had lost. There was to be no buying Rahim off of this
man. Fadil was too far gone in lust, Kaelen could tell. As they
had talked and talked, Fadil has let slip enough of his new taste
for boys, namely eunuchs like Tal. Boys cut so deeply that they
could feel nothing, and used only for the perverse pleasures of
their masters until they were either too old or lost their looks to
time. Time. "Time, " Kaelen whispered to himself, knowing that he
was almost out of it himself. The scenarios played over and over,
and the very last one, the one he had hoped to avoid, was now the
only one left open to him. Slowly he rose and went in search of
Tal. The sun was setting.
Fadil went back to his personal quarters with the boy who had
been seated near his throne and the two guards. His mind raced
over Kaelen's arguments, and he was trying to visualize what a
white boy looked like. The guards had never seen one either, they
said, and they were intrigued as well. "Inform the harem guards
that I will not be visiting tonight, " Fadil barked at one of the
black guards, who bowed and fled quickly. "Oh, " he called out
loudly, " and if you see Adis, the caravan master, tell him he can
go on without me." There was a shout of compliance from down the
hall as the guard kept running to deliver his message. "And you, "
Fadil said to the boy who had gone to sit alone in a corner, "you
stay right there. In fact, you WILL stay right there." The boy
nodded and picked up a jeweled manacle from beside the pillow upon
which he sat and closed it around his ankle. There was short chain
running from the manacle to a metal loop sunk in the floor, making
it impossible for him to even stand up. He sighed and kept his
head down. "I won't have time for you tonight, so you might as
well take a nap. I must tend to this wild new one shortly, " he
said to the boy and the guard both.
"As you wish, " the guard replied.
"I suppose you want to watch ?"
The guard simply grinned.
"Well find a replacement and let's go, " Fadil ordered.
In the hallway they met Sajeel. The master stopped and looked
as he joined them. "Shouldn't you be on the night duty at the
gate ?" he asked.
Sajeel's response was fast. "I have traded the duty with
another, Excellency. I, uh, well . . . I had heard of the nights
events and . . . " he left it hanging.
Aman Fadil laughed a wicked laugh.
"You cockless eunuchs are all the same, vindictive, vicious,
and I love it !" he announced.
The guards looked at each other and then at Fadil. They
fell into step behind him. Something changed hands between them
and they said nothing.
They made their way down the corridor and down a long flight
of stairs to a basement where the new slaves were kept. There were
torches mounted in iron rings on the walls, and the air smelled of
straw and smoke. Fadil knew where he was going. So did the
guards. They made their way to a cell where there were two other
guards stationed. They were dressed exactly like Sajeel. One of
them pulled the door open as Fadil approached. "How is he ?" Fadil
demanded.
"Exhausted, Excellency. He had his last purging about an hour
ago. He should be totally clean by now, " one of the door guards
answered. Fadil smiled and stepped inside. As he did, Sajeel and
his partner placed something into the hands of the other two door
guards who nodded and smiled in return.
The room was small and the floor was covered in clean straw.
Rahim was curled up in a fetal position, lying in a corner. He was
naked, and his small thin body shook as he cried. Fadil turned to
his physician who had been seeing to the treatment of the newest of
the slaves. "Is he ready ?"
"As ready as he's ever going to be, Excellency. I just told
him what was about to happen to him and that finally broke him I
think. He hasn't cursed me in a good half hour, " the physician
answered.
Again, Fadil laughed his wicked laugh. "You've been busy
today ?"
The physician nodded. "Twelve so far, I think I need to
resharpen my knife."
Fadil gave him a dark look. "Just make sure this one
survives, " he threatened.
The physician stepped back a bit. "Have one of those black
mountains outside haul the boy out of here, he's too worn down to
walk to the cutting room, if you please. Let's get on . . .
on . . . ughhhh . . . I . . ." The physician's words were cut off
as he clutched at this throat and his eyes began to bulge. He sank
to his knees, gasping. Fadil stood watching, too stunned to move.
The physician's face began to turn blue, and he stretched a hand
out imploringly to Fadil. Blood vessels began to burst in his
eyes, turning the whites red. His nose and ears began to turn
white as well, and he fell into a violent convulsion. Fadil called
the guards, but although one of them ran to get help, it was too
late. The physician's spasms stopped, and he lay dead at Fadil's
feet. Rahim looked up, but said nothing. There was a look of pure
terror on his face.
"What is this ?" he demanded of the guards. They looked at
the dead physician in puzzlement.
Fadil then turned to the shivering slave boy. "Has anyone
else been in here ?" he thundered.
"N-n-n-ooo, sir, " Rahim squeaked.
Fadil looked around. "Then what has happened here ?" he
demanded.
"I think I can answer that, " came a voice from the shadows,
as Kaelen Laws stepped forward. In his hands was a long strange
device that none of them had ever seen. It was thin and round and
was made of a dark metal. It ended at Kaelens' hip in what looked
like polished wood. Kaelen's hands gripped it steadily, and it was
pointed at Fadil. "Poison, " he explained, kicking the dead
physician's head.
"You !" Fadil exploded, trembling in rage.
"Yes, me. And some help. You should have treated your slaves
and hirelings better, Fadil. They were easily bought."
Fadil looked around as the guards, led by Sajeel, drew their
sabers on him.
"Tal !" Kaelen barked to the shadows, and Fadil saw the trim,
good-looking eunuch emerge to stand at his master's side.
"See to Rahim, " he said softly, get Eris and Orin to help you."
The young eunuch vanished into the shadows once again, and re-
emerged in a moment with the two castrated slave boys.
"And you !" Fadil shouted at the mute boy, who returned his
gaze with a level stare of pure hatred.
"Just because he's a mute doesn't mean he can't tell others
about the depredations you've inflicted on him, " Kaelen said, "he
signs rather well and his partner translates what we dont' get."
"You bought them ! Bribed them ! But I have others, more
loyal slaves than you know ! You cannot succeed !"
Kaelen drew a deep breath. "Boys, take Rahim out of here,
NOW !"
The three of the helped the weakened boy to his feet and half
dragged, half carried him from the room.
"Sajeel, go inform the duty heads of what has happened. I'll
be taking over here now, " Kaelen ordered. Sajeel nodded and fled
the room, leaving Kaelen with the other two guards who held their
blades ready at Fadil.
"Just who ARE you ?" Fadil demanded.
Kaelen sighed. "I am that young boy's great-great-infinitely-
great-grandson. I come from the far future, because with the
stroke of your gelding knife on that innocent child, you not only
ruin him as a man, but you kill all of his sons and all of their
sons, even a whole nation - ME included. I study time and
history, Fadil. Events you cannot possibly understand drew me
here. I was outside of time itself when I saw Rahim cut. I found
myself alone in a chamber outside time, my whole existence erased.
For want of that one boy, God only knows how many paid for your
perversions. It is time for YOU to pay now !"
And with that, Kaelen leveled the gun at Fadil.
It was an antique gun from his extensive collection and his
favorite. It was a bloody weapon, capable of much destruction.
Not only did it have antique value in Kaelen's time, but it was
also in perfect working order. He was very aware of what it would
do to a man at this range, and he did not care. A hot taste surged
up in his mouth, and he felt all emotion save his towering rage
drain from him. Kaelen's fingers moved over the cold gunmetal, as
a lover's move over the body of his partner. His right index
finger twitched, there was a sound of thunder, and the computer's
voice exploded in his mind - "BREAKPOINT AVERTED ! TEMPORAL
PARADOX IN PROGRESS - LEVELING . . . minimal damage."
They stood in stunned amazement as Sajeel returned with the
heads of Fadil's various servant divisions. Adis, the caravan
leader, was with them. On the floor lay the mutilated and blown
apart body of Aman Fadil, the most notorious and wealthy merchant
of Babylon. On the wall dripped the remains of his insides. The
shot had taken him in the lower abdomen, and Kaelen laughed a
small, vengeful laugh as the merchant's blown off penis slowly slid
down the wall to land in the straw with a delicate sound. Sajeel
was the first to speak.
"What manner of weapon is THAT ?"
"Twelve gauge pump, " Kaelen replied.
They all stared at him.
"It is called a shotgun. As I said to Fadil, I came from the
future. I will explain fully later. Assemble everyone in the
pavillion room. This place smells, " Kaelen ordered.
The guards ran everyone back up the stairs, leaving the bodies
of Fadil and his physician in the bloody straw.
They all assembled in the ornate throne room a few moments
later, save for Rahim and Eris. The mute eunuch had stayed with
the weakened and half starved boy in Kaelen and Tal's guest
quarters. Kaelen ascended the throne and waited, his terrible
weapon at his side and ready. Word had spread quickly of this
strange man who had a kind nature and passed out jewels like candy
and who spoke of a better life for slaves. It took some time, but
after a few moments Sajeel announced that he thought that everyone
who needed to be was there. Tal took his place at Kaelen's right
hand, and his own hands was another of Kaelen's weapons. Tal held
it tightly and carefully. His master had called it an 'uzi'.
"My name is Kaelen, " he began, "many of you no doubt have
seen me. Many of you have no doubt seen the newest slave boy who
has the same face as I. I came here for one thing, and that was
the boy. None of you are in danger from me, unless you move to
threaten me. Aman Fadil, your former master, would not sell me the
boy. Had he done so, I would have taken him and Tal and I would
have left. But he would not, so I killed him. It is a long and
unbelievable story, so I will not repeat it. Some know it, I am
sure, and the story will spread. I had no wish to take over this
place, but I must. For reasons you cannot
understand, I cannot leave. Nor do I wish to leave."
He placed a hand on Tal's shoulder and pulled him close.
"Those of you who wish to leave and are not slaves may do so.
Those who are slaves will report to me in groups, which Sajeel and
the good lady who gave me a room a few nights ago will organize.
Things will change, and I believe you will all like it very much.
This is not some fleeting thing, as I have the means to continue
the trade that brings money to this estate. My estate. Your
estate. I know this will be difficult to accept, but in time you
will. Any of you are free to talk to me, Tal, Sajeel, or Orin at
any time. I don't think you'll get far with Eris. Anyway, for the
moment, it might be wise to resume life as it goes on every day
until I get reorganized here. It's been a long day, my friends.
Goodnight."
And with that, Kaelen sank back into Fadil's ornate throne.
One voice rose up in protest however.
"Murderer !" Adis the caravan master shouted, but he soon
found himself surrounded by several guards who had already become
true believers in Kaelen.
"And how many slaves did you and Fadil murder in transit or by
gelding ?" Kaelen asked softly.
Adis fell silent.
"Your livelihood is not in peril, Adis, " Kaelen said, "I
still will need to run the caravans. Only now you will deal in
general goods and not people."
"You lie !" Adis exploded.
The crowd parted away from him.
Kaelen sighed and casually approached the trembling man and
shot the caravan leader in the head. At point blank range, Adis'
head literally vanished and his body fell twitching to the
floor. "Any other questions ?" he asked softly.
No one said a word, and the hall emptied.
Kaelen did not sleep that night. He returned to the guest
quarters to find the Eris and Orin still there, along with Tal,
watching over Rahim. The boy was asleep in the bed, and there was
evidence on the table that he had eaten a rather large meal before
going to sleep. Kaelen motioned them all to sit back down and they
did, watching the sleeping boy for whom Kaelen had literally
sacrificed a whole Reality. After a few minutes, he reached into
his pack and pulled out the portable computer. He turned it on as
the three young eunuchs watched in amazement. On the screen were
images of the future, and a soft voice spoke through it telling
them that Rahim's descendents were all indeed safe and that Kaelen
was free to return home without fear of his existence. In essence,
for Kaelen, time has resumed it's normal flow. But something was
still wrong.
He could feel it.
"Boys, " he said to the two servants, "thank you for taking
care of Rahim. I think you should both go and get some sleep.
We're going to be very busy tomorrow."
The mute servant boy getured at everyone in the room, moved
his arm in arc over his head, and then shrugged his shoulders.
Kaelen thought for a moment, then said, "Yes, all of us are going
to busy, you included. We have MUCH to do."
The boys nodded and turned to go.
"Eris, Orin, " Kaelen called after them suddenly, "Who has the
key to those cuffs and collars ?"
They paused and smiled openly at the new master of the
estate. "Yes, why, sir ? " Orin asked.
"Because tomorrow they come off, for good. Now off to bed,
both of you !"
The two young eunuchs fled, their smiles not fading in the
least. Kaelen sighed.
"What's wrong ?" Tal asked, once they were alone.
"What of this do you understand ?" Kaelen asked.
The eunuch thought for a moment, obviously struggling with a
concept he could almost grasp. "You come from the future, days
that have not yet come, but somehow have. You came back to save
this boy because if they had cut him, all his sons would have not
been born, and you would not either since you descend from him.
Now he is safe, and you can go back. Your thing there tells you
so, " Tal said, pointing at the screen.
"Close enough. But I can't leave, Tal. What will happen to
you and the boys and all the others like Sajeel if I do ?"
Tal considered it. "There would be no master to run this
estate. We are slaves, we cannot hide from that. I do not know.
Perhaps Fadil's first son would take over ?"
Kaelen stared at the eunuch and then shook his head. He would
have to deal with Fadil's herd of children somehow.
"I have to stay, Tal. In all my calculations and research, I
overlooked one thing. ME coming HERE changed things too. Time and
the future are like they should be, UP where I came from. But my
arrival here changed something I had not even considered. My son,
and his sons . . . " Kaelen said wistfully.
"But you have no sons here, Kaelen, " the eunuch replied.
"Not yet."
Tal smiled, and it warmed Kaelen's heart to see it. 'What a
fine boy he is !' Kaelen thought, 'how could I even think of
leaving him ?'
"You know, Tal, I owe most of this to you and your knowledge
of this time."
The young eunuch's face flushed. "I was only doing my
master's bidding like a good slave."
"And now ?" Kaelen asked.
"Now, I wonder if my friend is going to leave me." There were
tears standing Tal's eyes. Kaelen took the youth by the hands,
pulled the key out of his pocket and removed the gold cuffs from
his wrists, the collar from his neck, and bent down to free his
ankles. He then pulled out the strange tool with which he had
removed Tal's septum ring. He locked the cuffs and collar shut and
tossed them aside. Once again, Tal's smile lit up the room.
Kaelen took the short eunuch onto his lap and pulled him close. He
held him as a father would hold his son who had made him very
proud, and whispered into his ear, "Look at the screen, Tal."
"Computer, show us TI-File image 050031BC, " Kaelen requested.
On the screen, Kaelen was in the throne room with a beautiful
woman at his side. In her arms was a baby boy. A young man who
looked much like Kaelen - who could only be Rahim, only older - was
approaching them. In his arms he also carried a baby boy and was
followed by an equally beautiful woman. Kaelen heard a small
choked sound, and turned to see tears running openly down Tal's
face. He hugged the eunuch tighter and said, "Wait, there's
more." Tal watched the screen, his heart heavy in his chest. He
turned to look at the sleeping boy, Rahim, who was so important to
Kaelen, and back at the screen. As he wiped his eyes and watched,
he saw himself - a bit taller but no different looking - enter the
scene. This future-Tal was not alone, but at his side was no
woman. He approached Kaelen and Rahim and their families, holding
the hand of a little boy who looked just like him ! The boy on the
screen looked to be about 2 years old, perhaps 3, and he ran along
on his sturdy little legs at his Tal's side.
Tal stared in disbelief. "Whose child is that ?" he asked.
"Yours"
"And is that me ? I have not grown any since . . .
since . . . well, when I was cut, " Tal informed him.
"I think I have a bit of some human growth hormone in that
pack somewhere in the medkit, Tal. You're young yet."
Tal wiped his face again, his mouth agape. "But I am . . .
I . . . I mean, I cannot have a son !"
Kaelen smiled. "You cannot, right NOW, in the way that you
know how to make a son with a woman. But once, you were a whole
boy and not a eunuch. I travel in Time, Tal. See here . . . " and
Kaelen reached into another pack of his and pulled out another
strange device. It looked like a slim metal cannister with some
sort of odd device on the end which Tal had never seen. It was
making a dull humming sound, and there was a flashing green light
on it.
"What is it ?" he asked, "And how can it give me, a eunuch, a
son ?"
"When I bought you from Adis, I knew you were a eunuch. I did
a little research here on my machine that night. It told me in one
view that you had a son, which I could not figure out. So, I
looked further. You remember the night here that you slept so
deeply and woke up feeling terrible ?" Kaelen asked.
Tal nodded, his eyes still wide and his lip trembling.
"That night, I made a side trip back to your village. You
were very young then, and you don't remember me. But, inside your
body, some things had already begun to change. I followed you and
your friends for quite some time on that trip. One night after a
long day at the beach with your friends, you camped there, all of
you. You had brought some stolen wine with you hidden in
waterskins. While you were all playing in the sea, I slipped a
drug into those waterskins. I was going to at least try to bring
your friend Aron back with me, but doing that would have caused too
much damage to the Timeline. You all slept very well that night,
and I knew that at least you would have that memory when he was
gone. I'm truly sorry about him, and leaving him there was one of
the hardest things I've ever had to do. So, I used a device called
a med-spray. It can inject or withdraw. I took a large amount of
your semen from you that night, and Aron as well." Kaelen
explained.
Tal stared at him. "I don't understand. I have no manhood, I
cannot make love to woman and make a son. What is this 'semen' you
speak of and how can this tool help me ? "
Kaelen smiled at him. "That's the fluid that's made in your
balls and comes shooting out of your penis during sex. It is that
fluid that makes a baby grow inside a woman." Kaelen held up the
device. "Inside here is fluid from YOU and from ARON before the
slavers took you."
The eunuch shook his head. "I do not understand. I never, I
mean, I didn't ever do that before they . . . "
"Tal, you know about sex, right ?"
The eunuch blushed and nodded.
"Sex causes children sometimes."
"I know, but, well, I just don't understand, " Tal replied.
"All I have to do is inject a woman with this, and she will
bear a son from YOUR seed, Tal. And your friend Aron, the one who
died, his son can yet be born too !"
Slowly, the light began to show on Tal's tear-streaked
face. "You have my seed, and Aron's, in there ?" he asked,
pointing at the med-spray, "from before they cut us ? You went
back in time from HERE and took it and then came back ? "
"Yes."
Tal looked back at the frozen image on the screen. Kaelen
touched a key on the computer and the image changed to one of Tal
holding a little boy with another older boy standing at his side.
The little boy had Aron's face, and the older one - Tal's.
"So, " Tal said softly, "Since I have no manhood to deliver seed
that I no longer have, YOU will do it with this device ?"
Kaelen nodded.
Tal began to cry again, burying his face in Kaelen's shoulder -
only this time, his tears were tears of joy. All the nightmares,
all the dread, all the pain that came from knowing that he would
never have a son of his own vanished. It was if a great weight had
fallen from his narrow shoulders. Kaelen held him tightly and
stared at the screen and at the med-spray. He really only had one
thing left to do, but he waited for Tal to recover.
Slowly, Tal regained his composure. He looked his friend in
the eye and said, "Then I will never die, nor will Aron. Our sons
will have sons."
"Yes, " Kaelen agreed.
From behind them, Rahim sighed in his sleep. Kaelen went to
the bed and pulled covers back up over the sleeping boy. He bent
down and kissed his forehead. "We both owe it all to him."
"I understand, " Tal said, "Someday, one of his sons and great-
grandsons-to-come will sire YOU and you will come back here to save
him so that he CAN, and you will also save mine and Aron's very
souls in the process."
"I guess you could see it that way, Tal. Now I have but one
thing left to do."
The eunuch jumped to his feet. "You're not leaving ?" he
almost cried.
Kaelen shook his head and walked over to the computer. He
spoke softly to it. "Computer, transmit message 7, encoded to host
processor, deliver to President. Then shut down the remote link
and this unit as well. Once the President reads the message,
initiate auto-destruct of the temporal core and erase all data."
He waited.
"Confirm authorization, " the computer's voice replied.
"Authorization code Tal - Aron - 0 - 0 - pi - initiate !"
Kaelen said.
On the screen before him, Kaelen watched his dream die.
The voice in his head fell silent.
On the bed behind him, where Tal had finally succumbed to his
own weariness, he watched his dream reborn.
On the computer's last printout, he watched his dream change
history as the images of the smiling eunuch and the impossible sons
came out in hard copy. In the last picture, he stood with his own
family - a whole regiment of children. Their names were neatly
spelled out across the bottom of the page, along with a brief
genealogy across the back.
The screen faded to black.
On that genealogy sheet, Kaelen saw a small piece of his
dream, a name that chilled him. He would change history again,
this time in the form of his Great-Nephew - a boy he knew that he
would not live long enough to know. "I cannot leave now, " he
whispered to the sleeping boys on the bed, "Not even if I wanted
to."
Softly, he stepped out of the room and closed the door. He
smiled at the two guards on duty, and they raised their sabers to
him in salute. Things were changing. As he made his way down the
stairs, Kaelen's thoughts drifted ahead in time and he spoke the
name of the boy that would eventually descend from HIM in this time
frame - another boy who would change history -
"Bagoas." he whispered.
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