My choice

I willing let her cut off my cock and balls

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So, that’s it. Silvia is over there screwing on the top of the jar 
containing my severed penis. She is putting it in a box with 11 
other jars… mine made an even dozen cocks for Sil. Jessie’s here 
between my legs putting in the last few stitches and Millie left ten 
minutes ago.

It all started some two hours ago. I arrived at Silvia’s only hoping 
for what was to happen. I quickly found out that the promise to 
castrate me and remove my penis was real. 

When I arrived, Silvia showed me into a bedroom and instructed me to 
take off my clothes and then come into the kitchen. I am young, 
30-something, nearly six feet tall with a flat, but not necessarily 
muscular build. One thing is that I am hairless from the neck down. 
What little body hair, only some armpit stuff and a few pubs, I had 
removed by electrolysis four years ago. No body hair since then. My 
cock and balls were as bald as the day I was born. Another thing, 
when I was 13 I had one of those slip off the pedal bicycle 
accidents and injured my cock. Ever since then it has never ever 
really gotten completely soft. It is always somewhat erect. So, it 
is always nearly nine inches long. When I get excited it only gets 
stiff, it doesn’t get any bigger, well, not by much anyway. And, 
that’s not so bad since my balls seem to hang some six inches below 
my crotch… kinda evens things out.

Naked, I entered the kitchen to find Silvia and two others there. 
One male, Jessie, who was, I learned the medic and another female, 
Millie. Well Silvia was quick to say that many guys have come into 
this kitchen  saying big things, but only a few have followed 
through. She said, "…looking at you, I’d guess you only think about 
it, but would never give up equipment like that!" She noticed and 
said that most guys ready to lose their cocks didn’t walk in with 
near hards like I did. Well, I didn’t want to explain my condition. 
I just said something like, ‘…if I came this far, I’m ready to leave 
them here…"

Millie insisted that Silvia make me prove I was ready. So she told 
me, "If you really are willing to ask us and then let us cut off 
your balls and penis, then step over her and let me cut off your 
nipples."

Wow, I thought, can I do this thing. I found myself walking over 
toward Silvia and picking up the filleting knife as I did. When I 
got face to face with Sil I handed her the knife and told her I was 
ready to prove it. With that she grabbed and pinched my right 
nipple, pulling it from my body as far as she could. When she had it 
extended as far as it would go, with a quick movement of the knife, 
she slice off my right nipple. The pain shot through my chest and I 
looked down to see the blood flowing from this wound. Before I 
actually recovered from this I felt Sil stretching out my left 
nipple and before I realized what was going on, my left nipple was 
cut off from my body.

At this point I stood back, mind you, I have a flat body with no 
hair and now no nipples. I said to Silvia, "does that prove it to 
you? Now will you cut off my balls and penis?"

She assured me at that point that before the evening was over my 
wish would be fulfilled. Then she pulled out the box of jars. She 
told me that to assure me that she could do this, here were the 11 
cocks from the guys before me, Mine would not be the first cock she 
had cut off, but rather mine would make and even dozen.

She took the jars out one at a time. Each had a piece of tape with 
the guys name and date. She told me about each guy and what it was 
like to cut off their cocks. It was then that Silvia showed me the 
jar with my name and today’s date on it. She did comment on the fact 
that the jar she had may be too small.

She then told me what was going to happen. I was instructed that I 
could leave at any time. No one was forcing me and I would not be 
constrained, ever. I was told that Millie would nut me and Silvia 
would take my cock. I was also told that Jessie was there to take 
care of my wounds, and that none before me had suffered unduly, 
thanks to Jessie.

Then I was told some specifics. I would sit on the counter while 
Millie cut off my scrotum and testicles. This I would do willingly 
and even encourage Millie as she castrated me.

So I got up on the counter. Millie asked me to hold my cock out of 
her way. So here I am… sitting on a kitchen counter… holding my 
cock…  two drawers are pulled out and I put my legs around them to 
open my crotch… Millie cuts into my scrotum, coldly and without any 
warning… before I know it she has removed my scrotum and my 
testicles are hanging freely there in my crotch. I lean over a 
little and watch while she stretches out each of my testicles, one 
at a time and slices them off… blood spurts from the wounds and 
Jessie quickly addresses this.

Then, I find myself standing in the kitchen again… now I am 
ball-less… Jessie says he can’t stitch my crotch until the ladies 
are done. The next thing I know Silvia has my cock in her hands and 
is jacking me off. I said, "for crying out loud, I just had my balls 
cut off, what the hell are you doing?" She continued to jack me off 
and soon I got unbelievably hard, and soon after that she had me 
coming, ball-less and all, onto a plate.

Then I got it. There on the plate was a puddle of my cum and into 
the puddle of my cum Millie place my two thoroughly cooked 
testicles. She cut them into four pieces and everyone was invited to 
eat my balls.

Silvia instructed me that the next step would not happen until I ate 
my testicles, at least my portion. The four of us then ate my balls… 
I watched them eating my balls and then took my first bite out of my 
piece… I was eating my own testicle… I’d often tasted semen and 
sperm before, but never cooked and never out of a testicle, 
especially my own.

Then Silvia explained to me that she was not going to cut off my 
penis until I fucked her. I said, "Silvia, I have just been 
castrated, I have no balls!" To which she assured me that I could 
still fuck her.

She explained that the thought of being fucked by a guy who had just 
had his balls cut off, had just eaten his own testicles, and was 
going to have his cock cut off when he finished with the fucking was 
such a rush for her.

I thought, "jumping moses, could I fuck a women having just had my 
balls cut off and knowing that when I finished she was going to cut 
off my penis." The thought began to drive me wild and I started to 
get hard again. Silvia looked at my rising penis and jumped on it.

She rode me like a wild horse. Eternities passed and I shot the 
hardest, longest, and strongest orgasm, and the last orgasm of my 
life. She screamed almost at the same time. It was wonderful!

I rolled off from her and she got right up from the bed. While I was 
still laying there catching my breath… my cock was still shinny from 
her pussy juice and my cum and it was still throbbing… Silvia took 
hold of it in one hand and had the filleting knife in the other… in 
one quick stroke she sliced off my penis, my forever nearly hard 
penis was separated from my body. I sensed it before I felt it… I 
looked down to see not a penis but rather a spurting of red blood. 
Quickly, Jessie was there clamping and grabbing stuff to save me 
from what ever.

Twenty minutes later we’re all in the kitchen. I am holding a gauze 
pad to my stump. Silvia says it’s my last chance. I can take what’s 
here and go to the hospital where re-attachment is possible… or I 
can call it quits for having a penis and drop it into the jar of 
preserving fluid… never to be a viable organ again. 

With what I had been through, eating and watching my testicles being 
eaten, then having my penis cut off while recovering from the 
greatest fuck ever… without hesitation, I walked over, picked up my 
severed penis, kissed it on the tip, and dropped it into the jar of 
preserving fluid.

I’ve peed once since my penis was cut off. It’s something I think I 
can get used to. I have enough of a stump to aim and hold for 
peeing. It surely looks weird, what with no pubes or body hair or 
anything and now with no penis, balls, or scrotum… just a stump, 
something like an inch or so. It’s what I wanted, really it