A panel of women from his past decide on his fate
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The Panel ---------------- It was the morning of February, 22. As usual he flipped through his letters and postcards and first found nothing unusual. Some of the stuff he recognised at once, others didn't show anything on the front so he turned them around. When he came to the fourth letter his movements froze, he stopped smiling and began to show signs of a shock. He stared at just three words on the back of that letter "The Panel Committee". He didn't have to open and read it, he knew what it was all about. He had seen such a standard letter several times. It only showed variations in names and dates, depending on who it was sent to. He was shocked because this letter was most likely going to change his life - and he never expected to ever receive such a letter. Usually only those men received such a letter who committed certain crimes - and he had never committed a real crime, definitely not one that resulted in such a letter. But, he suddenly remembered, there was another way to become the victim of such a letter - he must have been nominated for the panel by a woman who knew him and hated him. He opened the letter and read:"You have two weeks to name eleven women for a panel. Four weeks later you are to appear before this panel. The hearing is set for April, 8." The use of the word hearing was pure cynism as he wouldn't be allowed to say a single word to defend himself. Only the women would talk - and what they said was going to decide on the future of his sexual state. They would determine whether he was going to stay a real men, or just partly or not at all. There was no escape. If he didn't name the eleven women or if he didn't show up his fate would be certain. So his only chance - if this was a real chance - was to face the panel and hope that he had chosen the right women. He knew he would have to concentrate on the list for the next two weeks so he called his boss to tell him he needed two weeks off - he of course didn't tell his boss the real reason. He was facing a tough task. Oh yeah, he knew enough women. But to find eleven who would most likely vote in favour of him was anything but easy - especially as there was a certain condition. Those women voting for him would have to be willing to have sex with him. If he "survived" the hearing at least one of those women would be chosen. And there it was again his big problem - or rather small problem. He was good and even close friend with many women - but hardly any had ever been willing to do it with him. He was just too small. When erect his penis was just a fraction over 3" long! No wonder that women weren't exactly keen on fucking with him. He began to think about names he could put on the list. He had met Maria at university. They had almost become lovers but in the end became really good friends who liked each oher. She knew everything about him - also about his problem - but he was sure she would vote for him. So that was name number one on the list. Next he thought of Andrea. She knew everyting about his problem as well and she liked him. But - and that was the huge problem - she had admitted that she only liked huge cocks. So would she be willing to do it with him? Not a safe candidate obviously. Then there was Angela. A very close friend, who also knew his problem - but sex had never been a topic between them as she was married and clearly a one-man-woman. Normally she would most definitely vote for him - but with the possibility of having to have sex with him? Doris was a relatively new friend but as they somehow felt a special bond between them he had also told her about his sexual state. But he didn't know how close they really were. And when he had told her how "big" he was she had said:"That is really small". So would she? He had met Bridget years ago when he helped her improve her marks at school. For a short time he had been in love with her - but she was not in love with him. They still met once in a while, talked more or less about everything - but she didn't know his special problem. He went on and thought about Ursula, Yolanda, Caren, Mona, Heike, Steffi, Barbie, Hannah,Lisa and Sarah. Theoretically enough names, but definitely not enough safe choices - and you can never be sure whether your assumptions are right. So he had to think about another group of his friends - but could they be safe choices? They all knew about his problem - not because he had told them, but because they had seen it. He knew them from the nudist camp where he had spent most weekends during the first 30 years of is life. Of course he had noiced them looking at his tiny penis but they had never talked about it. Furthermore, members of nudist clubs are rather conservative and sex is not really a topic they talk about. So he didn't really know what they would do. Grit and Blondie seemed to be safe choices. He could not see them want him being hurt. But Lee? She would do it with him despite his lack of size. She had tried to seduce him but as she had had a friend at that time he had pretended he didn't notice. But she had also admitted once, she would like to cut a man one day. Uli was a different story. She had been in love with him but he couldn't imagine being with her for real. Sex yes, she had a gorgeous body, but a relationship? No. So again he just didn't notice. Did she? Kiki had been in love with him too. He had liked her as well - but he made mistake after mistake. In the end the relationship was damaged. What would she do now? Donna and he had been lovers for a short time - but all of a sudden she turned religious. She had been very keen on sex - but now? Ursula2 was strange - she had tried to seduce him, but at the same time she was obviously gay. So? He went on like that for the next couple of days. Name after name was put on a piece of paper. And then he had to decide. He realized that there wasn't a single 100% safe choice because you never know what someone else is going to do in this situation. So in the end he put on the list: Andrea, Angela, BLondie, Donna, Doris, Grit, Lee, Maria, Sarah, Steffi, Uli. He sent his list to the comittee - and the next month was sheer horror. He couldn't stop thinking about the "hearing" and permanently dreamed about how the named women would act. The day came and he went to the committee's house - he had no other choice. When he arrived he had to undress and his genital area was completely shaven. In the meantime the woman were led to their seats where they met each other. Some knew each other, others didn't. None of them knew who they were going to judge upon. When he was ready he was ball-gagged and led to a stage where he was tied to a pole facing a curtain. The curtain was raised. Completely helpless, tied to the pole, stark naked, his rock-hard but still ridiculously small circumcised penis pointing straight forward - that was how he was facing the eleven women he had chosen. They were sitting in three rows in an auditorium-like room. It took some seconds before the women who were looking down on him on the stage all realised who he was. He could recognise all kinds of reaction. "Quiet, please." The voice from an inivsible person came through speakers. "You knew, ladies, why you were asked to come to this place - and now you know who you are dealing with. You have to decide, whether the accused is going to stay a man of whether you want him to be changed. Your options are: castration, decapitation of the penis, partial penectomy, full penectomy or any combination of those. You have been told what this all means. As the accused is already circumcised, this is not an option. You can of course also vote for him - but then you must be willing to have sex with him - if he wins. You are going to vote in alphabetical order. You can go to the accused or stay were you are. The simple majority of verdicts decides. Andrea, you are first." Andrea got up and went down to the stage. "Hey you" she said with a smile on her face looking into his eyes. Then she looked down at his penis and began to giggle. She took his member between two fingers and pulled it up. "You don't expect me to do it with this pathetically small thing, do you? You know I only like big ones," she said in a way that only he could understand her. Then her smile vanished, she turned to the others and said. "What is he supposed to do with that thing? No woman will ever feel something. So, just cut it off!". Well he was well aware of the fact that some would vote against him and Andrea had been a candidate for that. But it was still a shock for him to hear the first vote against him. And because of the ball-gag he couldn't even react or plead or defend himself. Angela came down and looked at him. "You know I don't want to do it with you. But I don't see why you should be punished," she said and then to the others: "Set him free." Blondie didn't even go down to him and just said:"Leave him be." He was glad. Two decisions as he had expected. Now it was Donna's turn. When she came to him he noticed something strange in her eyes - but he couldn't really tell what it was. She looked at him but didn't really seemed to see him. She looked at his penis and said:"That's the reason for all the evil in the world. So you will be better off without it." She turned around and calmly said:"Free him of that evil piece of flesh." Wrong choice! She really had changed drastically - which meant a drastic verdict for him. Two all it was. Doris approached him, looked at his prick and shook her head."What do you expect me to say? I told you it is really small. I've never seen one as small as this. It's probably the best solution"She raised her voice and said"Amputate it.". He hadn't expected that. Though he didn't know her as well as the others she had been a pretty safe choice for him. But now she was the second who decided against him because of his size. He began to sweat as he realized that it would be a very close decision. His prick, which had started so soften when Angela and Blondie voted for him all of a sudden started to grow again. Grit gave him back some optimism. She just stood up and said:"Leave him alone." Lee virtually jumped down to him, grabbed his penis and almost ripped it out of his body:" I asked for this panel. And now I'll see my dream come true. I offered you everything and you didn't take it. Who do you think you are? Look at your pathetic prick and tell me how you could reject me?" Now he knew why he was here - it was nothing but late revenge. She was not ready yet. "I'll make sure today that you'll never forget me." her face was glowing and she shouted" I demand a complete penectomy." He knew he was in trouble. Not only because she voted against him, but because she probably influenced the others who still had to vote. Maria, however, couldn't be influenced by Lee. She came down took his penis in her hand and said:"Yes it's small and yes he probably made many mistakes. But we all do. He should stay as he is." Sarah was the youngest in the panel. She was actually the daughter of some of his friends. He had chosen her because he thought that she was somewhat in love with him - like teens are sometimes with adults. He was right - but something in her was stronger. When Rebecca came closer he saw something in her eyes that told him he had made a mistake. "Even the boys in my class are stronger" she said, permanently looking at his prick, fondling it with her fingers, "and they are still growing. This one is useless. And I have long dreamed of seeing one fall." Beaming with delight she said very quietly "Please, cut it off." Could he still be saved? He had made several wrong choices and was on the brink of losing it all. Steffi shook her head and said:"You are all crazy. Leave him alone." That made it 5 all. And there had only been two kinds of verdict - freedom or penectomy. So only a clear vote for him could help him now - and Uli was next, not really the ideal candidate. She came down very slowly, looking into his eyes only. His heart began to race when he read in her eyes that he was doomed. "I wanted to sleep with you once, but don't want it any more." He nearly fainted and expected her "guilty", but she wanted him to suffer more. "You knew that I loved you. And I knew you knew. Your acting as if you didn't notice anything was so weak. You were so arrogant. And now? It's five all, isn't it? Your fate is in my hand and you're nothing but a trembling little bastard. You know my verdict? decapitate him" she said turning to the others. For a split second he thought he was saved but then he realised how mean this verdict was - she hadn't said it, but it still meant full penectomy as there were five votes for that. The voice could be heard again "We have a verdict, the accused is going to lose his penis. It will be taken away from him right away and Lee will be the executioner." As Uli hadn't said penectomy it was Lee who had the honour - Lee, the woman who had asked for the panel. Suddenly Lee was naked. When she came up to him he could see her juices flowing down her legs. She was really enjoying the situation. "I told you I'd make sure you'll never forget. Years ago you didn't want me or her " she said looking at Uli" and in future you just can't. She slipped an extremely tight rubber band over his penis and pulling his penis out of his body as far as possible placed it right at its base. Then she took a scalpel in her hand and without hesitation started to cut through his prick. Almost unbearable pain shot through his body while she collapsed in an orgasm when she executed the final cut. Now Uli was there as well. She took a glowing knife in her hand pressed it against the wound thus cauterizing it. He finally fainted.