Life with Kathy

Life after my girlfriend and I decide to have me nullified.

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Life with Kathy

I am a 34-year-old male who is divorced with one child. My marriage 
other than the daughter it produced was a disaster. There were many 
reasons for that one of which was Kathy. Kathy has been my best 
friend since I was 17. We met in high school and quickly became 
inseparable. We were 100% platonic buddies, although we did reach 
the point were we had no qualms about getting changed around each 
other.  Many times I saw Kathy in her bra and panties or simply a 
pair of panties. I was very attracted to her however she had made 
it clear that we were friends. Nothing else would happen. Kathy was 
my “best person” at my wedding. My wife and Kathy never got along 
and that was always a sore point in our marriage.

When my marriage broke up 4 years ago I moved in with Kathy. She 
was single and it made sense to have my best friend as my roommate. 
We became even closer as roommates and she shared a secret with me. 
She was a lesbian. I was shocked. Kathy was always beautiful and 
did date a lot. She told me that she had dated men in order to be 
sure that she was in fact gay. After numerous dates she was sure. 
She was not seeing anyone at the time. It seemed like the time to 
tell secrets and so I confided a secret to her that I had never 
told anyone else. My biggest fantasy was to be castrated by a 
woman. I wanted to watch as a woman removed my penis, scrotum, and 
testicles. That fascinated Kathy. I told her that I had always 
envied the “smoothness” she had at the front of her panties. I had 
always felt my genitals were ugly. I hated having them flopping 
around between my legs. Kathy then said, 

“I have always felt male genitals were disgusting. They are so 
ugly. I don’t blame you for wanting to get rid of them.”

This really excited me and we spoke more about it into the evening. 
The following evening when we were home she shocked me by telling 
me that she had thought long and hard about what I had told her.

“Craig, I have something to tell you, but first you have to tell me 
if you are serious about being castrated.”

“I sure am Kathy. As long as it was a woman who did it I’d love to 
have it done.”

“Well then I think we could make ourselves very happy. You see I 
know you have always been very attracted to me. That flatters me, 
however you know male genitals disgust me. I also love you very 
dearly and want you to be part of my life forever. So, I was 
thinking that if you did have this done, I’d love to live with you 
as lovers.”

My heart skipped a beat when I heard that. I couldn’t believe that! 
I knew I would not miss my genitals sexually as my favorite sex act 
was eating pussy. I was in heaven when I was able to do that! Kathy 
and I talked more about it and she assured me that if I had it done 
I would have all the pussy that I could eat. She also remarked that 
finally my panties would fit properly (she had convinced me to wear 
panties when we were teenagers as she felt men’s underwear was 
gross) and considering I always sat to pee (again because of her 
influence) I would not miss my penis for that.

I showed her a web site that contained pictures of nullified men 
and we both got very excited. We sent an email to the person who 
ran the web site asking for the name of a female “cutter” if they 
did know of one. A day or so later we got a response. A woman by 
the name of Rebecca wrote to us. She told us she was a “cutter” and 
had castrated 29 men, 18 of who had been totally nullified. She had 
training as a nurse. We spoke back and forth and finally picked a 
date. Rebecca agreed to fly to our hometown of Toronto to do the 
procedure. The next couple of weeks were nerve wracking for Kathy 
and I. We both booked two weeks of holidays at work. The time would 
be needed for me to recover.

Rebecca flew into Toronto from San Francisco on a Friday morning. 
We picked her up at the airport. She was a stunning brunette. This 
would be exactly as I had dreamed. A beautiful woman castrating me! 
We took her home and let her unpack her things and then gave her a 
tour of Toronto and went out for dinner. Dinner was wonderful. 
Rebecca was very friendly and quite open about answering any and 
all of our questions. As she had taken the “red eye” she wanted to 
crash early and so we called it an early night. The plan was for 
her to remove my genitals Saturday morning. Before retiring she 
told us to ensure all my body hair was removed for the morning. I 
went into the shower and stood there as Kathy rubbed a woman’s 
bikini area depilatory all over my body. After waiting the allotted 
time she turned the shower on and washed the cream and all my hair 
off me. I was totally hairless. She then took me into the bedroom 
and said,

“Craig, I had always vowed that no cock would ever enter my mouth 
or pussy. That will change tonight as I want your cock in me.”

She then dropped to her knees and took my cock into her mouth. She 
sucked me until I came in her mouth. We then proceeded to the bed 
where we made love for a couple of hours. We then fell asleep in 
each other’s arms.

I woke up early on Saturday. I tried to read the paper however I 
was too nervous. Rebecca got up and made her final preparations. 
She then asked me to undress so she could ensure all the hair was 
gone. It was and she suggested we get started. She asked if I 
wanted to have one last pee as a male. I said yes, and told her I 
wanted her and Kathy to witness it. They followed me to the 
bathroom where I sat on the toilet and peed. Rebecca commented on 
me sitting to pee.

“Are you sure you want to sit? I had thought you would want to 
stand to pee one last time.”

“I always pee sitting down, I answered. Why change now”?

She laughed and said lets get started. She had an “operating area 
set up.” I sat down in a chair and she strapped me in.  She said 
she was just doing that so I would not squirm. 

“Now I have to put a catheter into him, she said to Kathy. It is 
easier to do if his penis is erect. Do you want to suck him until 
he is hard or do you want me to?”

Kathy said she would do it and dropped to her knees. She took my 
cock into her mouth and sucked until I got hard. She then took it 
out of her mouth and Rebecca inserted the catheter. It was very 
uncomfortable going in. After that she gave me a local anesthetic. 
She then asked if I was ready. I looked at Kathy and then said yes. 
Rebecca then took her scalpel and sliced all around my scrotum. The 
blade went through it like it was soft butter. She quickly sliced 
my scrotum off leaving my testicles hanging by their cords. She 
dropped my scrotum into a dish that contained a tanning solution. 
Kathy and I wanted to save it. She then cut each of the cords 
connecting my testicles to my body. She dropped each testicle into 
a dish of water. As I watched I was awestruck. I was now a eunuch! 
All that was left until I was “complete” was removing my disgusting 
penis. Rebecca then asked if I was totally sure about losing my 
penis. I smiled at her and said ‘go for it!” She smiled as did 
Kathy, and began cutting along the base of my erect penis. I was 
surprised that it was still hard. She cut along the base and within 
a short period of time she slid my penis down the catheter and 
dropped it in the bowl of water with my testicles. She then went to 
work stitching up the wound and then rerouting my urethra through a 
hole she made just in front of my anus. The entire procedure took 
about 90 minutes. When she was done they helped me to the bedroom 
where I rested for the rest of the day. I got up for dinner and was 
surprised to see that along with the hamburgers and fries they had 
cooked up, my penis and testicles were also on a plate. They had 
cooked the burgers on the grill along with my genitals. Rebecca 
said she had acquired a taste for male genitals after performing 
her first castration. She and Kathy split them. It was an 
incredible sight watching the two beautiful women slice my penis 
and testicles into small pieces and then eat them. Kathy gave me a 
small piece of penis to try and it was very good. 

The next few days were spent recuperating. As per Rebecca’s 
instructions (she had left on Sunday) Kathy took the catheter out 
on Tuesday. The bandages came off on Friday and we both eagerly 
looked at my crotch. Although it was still red, it looked 
wonderful. Nice and smooth with just a small hole near my anus to 
pee out of. I was ecstatic. We made love the following week for the 
first time since my nullification. I spent hours with my head 
between Kathy’s legs eating her lovely hairless (she had all her 
pubic hair permanently removed years before) pussy and licking her 
anus. She responded by having me get on my hands and knees and then 
tongued my anus. I have always been very sensitive there and got 
great pleasure from that. The first time I pulled on my panties was 
wonderful. We were both so happy and excited to see how smooth and 
feminine I looked now that I had no genitals to create an ugly 
bulge. 

Time went on and I didn’t regret my decision at all. I found it was 
easier to pee now that I did not have a penis to push between my 
legs. Kathy on many occasions would rub my smooth crotch and tell 
me how much she loved it. I decided it would be fun to show others 
that I was “smooth.” Kathy agreed it would be fun as well. She 
called the salon where she had her pubic hair removed and asked the 
esthetician if she would do body waxing on men. The esthetician 
remarked yes, and Kathy made an appointment for me. When I got 
there Stephanie (the esthetician) asked me if I wanted the entire 
body done including the pubic region. I said yes, and she told me 
to undress and she would be back. I left my pink panties on. When 
she came in I told her I wasn’t sure if she wanted me to keep my 
panties on and just take them off when we got to the pubic region. 
She said it was up to me, however I could tell she looked surprised 
that I was wearing panties. I peeled them off and tossed them onto 
my clothes. She didn’t notice my crotch right away. She started 
doing my arms, chest, etc. She looked startled when she looked 
closely at it before waxing the area. I said, 

“I’m sorry, I am a eunuch does that make you uncomfortable?”

She said, that although she had never seen a man with no genitals 
before it was okay. In fact she found it very easy to do me. She 
said she had done male and female pubic regions before and I was 
the easiest! When she finished I asked if she would mind clearing 
my pubic hair off permanently like she had done Kathy. She said she 
had no problem doing that and we made an appointment to start. I 
then began a routine of seeing Stephanie twice a week for 
electrolysis in the pubic region. It felt so natural for me to lie 
in front of her with my legs open as she worked on my smooth crotch.

After the electrolysis was finished my next “time out” came in the 
summer. Kathy and I decided to take a holiday at St. Barts in the 
Caribbean. Kathy told me before we left, that she had a surprise 
she would give me when we got there. We flew in and landed in the 
evening. The next day we decided to go to the beach. Kathy pulled 
out her skimpy bikini, and then gave me my surprise. It was a 
skimpy, women’s bikini bottom that was yellow with pink flowers on 
it. When I pulled it on it clearly showed that I had no genitals. 
When we got to the beach I was nervous however with Kathy holding 
my hand I calmed down. I did notice a number of stares from people. 
I was not sure if it was because of the bikini bottom or the fact 
that I was smooth in front. As it was a clothing optional beach 
many people were nude. We found an area we liked and spread out our 
towels. Kathy then stripped off her bikini.

“I have always wanted to run around a beach naked” she said. “And I 
want you to as well.”

“Kathy, I don’t know about this” I gasped.

“Too bad, I want everyone to see my beautiful cock less, ball less 
man.” I am the only woman on the beach lucky enough to have a 
smooth guy and I want to show you off.”

She then reached down and pulled my bikini bottoms down. I slipped 
them off and lay down on my front to tan. After 20 minutes or so 
Kathy told me it was time to roll over.

“Don’t worry honey, everyone will see I have a hairless pussy. That 
will get some stares as well. Show everyone how nice and smooth you 
are!”

I hesitated and then why not? I am proud of being a eunuch. So we 
lay there and baked in the sun. It wasn’t long before I made sure 
my legs were open and clearly showed my eunuch status. My pee hole 
was clearly visible. A teenage girl walked by and stared and 
finally stopped to talk.

‘I can’t believe I am doing this however I am so curious. Are you a 
man or woman” she asked.

I told her that I was not at all offended. I told her I was simply 
a man who had his genitals removed by choice. That fascinated her. 
She introduced herself as Carol. She asked many questions including 
inquiring about sex, and how I peed. We invited her back to our 
room to talk some more and she accepted our invitation. When we got 
there I told her I would show her how I peed. I went into the 
bathroom with her and sat on the toilet and peed.

“That is so cool, she said. You just pee like a girl.”

We then talked about our sex life. I explained my love of eating 
pussy and Kathy explained how good I was at it. Carol, looked very 
excited, and so Kathy asked if she would like a demonstration. 
Carol blushed and said sure. She slipped off her bikini bottom and 
lay on the bed. I proceeded to bury my face into her soft blond 
bush. Her pussy tasted wonderful. I licked the lips and gently 
sucked at her clitoris. Kathy then pushed me away saying she wanted 
a taste as well. I don’t know how many times Carol came that 
afternoon. When Kathy was finished Carol said that now it was her 
turn to make us happy. She asked what she could do for me. I told 
her I loved having my bottom eaten and fingered. So, I lay on my 
tummy and Carol spread my cheeks and tongued and fingered my anus. 
It was wonderful. She then rolled me over and kissed my chest and 
got down to my crotch. She was awestruck by my smoothness. She 
kissed and licked me and spent a lot of time licking my pee hole. 
She then turned to Kathy and the two women ended up in a hot 69. I 
licked Carols’ anus as she thrust her bottom into the air while 
eating Kathy’s pussy. After that we all lay on the bed together. 
Carol put her head in my lap and stared at my crotch. She loved to 
rub her hand over it and lean over and kiss it. She then said,

“All guys should be like you Craig. Cocks and balls are so ugly. I 
have sucked a cock before and will never do it again. Any husband 
of mine will have to have them removed like you!”

Kathy responded by saying, “I agree. I have always though male 
genitals are so ugly. Craig looks so much better now and he is so 
happy.”

I smiled and reveled in my smoothness. What more could I want, two 
lovely naked woman with me eager to let me eat their pussies and 
bottoms, suck their breasts, and me with a glorious, smooth, cock 
less, ball less crotch. Life could not be better I thought.

The rest of our holiday went well. Other people stopped us on the 
beach or stared. I found I loved walking nude around the beach 
proudly showing off my eunuch status. At one point on a walk by 
myself I ducked behind some bushes to pee and as I was squatting 
there a young woman came by to do the same. She saw me squatting 
and peeing and joined me. She smiled and said, “I have seen you 
walking around the beach. I guess you have no choice except to pee 
like a woman.” I answered that I felt it was an honor to finally 
have the anatomy so I could pee properly. No more trying to aim, 
just sit or squat and go! She smiled and said, “Most guys probably 
would not agree however I do. I have always been thankful that I 
was born a woman and didn’t have a dick.” With that she wiped 
herself as did I and we left. 

When we got back Kathy asked me if I would be interested in joining 
her women’s only fitness club. I said sure, however as it was women 
only how could I? She said she would try. A few days later she came 
home and told me she had approached the owners of the club (two 
women) and told them about my eunuch status and me. They polled the 
members who being young, open-minded women agreed to let me join. 
It is so wonderful now! I work out at the club, and can use all the 
facilities including the change rooms showers, sauna’s etc. I walk 
nude through the change room and am treated like one of the girls. 
One day while in the sauna I remarked at an attractive young woman 
named Allison how happy and comfortable I was in the club. I felt 
totally accepted. She said, “why should I not accept you? As soon 
as I was sure you did not have any obnoxious male genitals to stick 
out and offend me I have no problem having a shower or nude sauna 
with you. More guys should do what you did.”

Well, that is my story for now. I love being a eunuch. Life without 
a cock and balls is heaven. Kathy loves me and gives me all the 
pussy and bottom I can eat and all the breasts I can suck. We never 
argue over the toilet seat being left up, wear the same panties and 
bathing suits and adore our smooth crotches. I now feel sorry for 
any man afflicted with a penis, scrotum, and testicles.