For Love Of My Goddess

How i gave up my testicles to be at the feet of my Goddess.

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Goddess is a 30 year old readhead who is drop dead gorgeous. She's 5' 
10" of Amazonian beauty. She has an athletic body and the most sexy 
size 10 feet I've ever seen. I had been followng Her around like a 
puppy dog since our college days, always wanting to be the object of 
Her affection.  She never had any interest in me sexually, however, 
She appreciated my loyalty and desire to please Her and so She 
allowed me to hang out with her and Her friends.   Goddess is a 
highly sexual creature and through the years it was a great source of 
sadness and frustration that She never desired me. I'd watch Her 
flirt with many other guys and was around Her through several 
relationships with other men and women, including her current lover.  
She would allow me to rub Her gorgeous feet and legs, give Her back 
and neck massages, and since She typed on a computer all day, hand 
massages as well, but at no time could i get

 aroused or be sexual with Her. I would often massage Her, knowing 
that i was relaxing Her for a hot lovemaking session with Her lover 
or lovers, and sometimes after She had just had sex with Her lover or 
lovers. I always felt cheated and She felt hassled by my 
unwillingness to accept Her rejection of me.  At one point, She 
almost ended our frienship becase of my insistance, but as it tuned 
out, She got a good job and finally told me i could live with Her and 
Her boyfriend. I could be Her complete body slave, foot slave, house 
slave and personal slave. There was only one condition. Since She 
never desired or needed me sexually, i would have to agree to be 
castrated. Since She still wanted to control me through my testicles, 
She would first crush my testicles, then remove them, and  finally 
She would replace them with a pair of prosthetic testicles, which She 
and Her friends Morgan and Moryana had developed. These artificial 
testicles would not produce sperm or allow any pleasure sensations, 
but would register even more painn than my real testicles when they 
are struck. I would do exactly as She told me to, or i would 
experience pain as never before. I cringed when i heard these 
conditions, however the alternative was to be banished from Her life. 
She had grown tired of my sniveling, whiny ways.  After considerable 
thought, i agreed to Her conditions because i couldn't stand the 
thought of losing Her, and once i became Her eunuch, i could be 
around Her every day.  Goddess held a castration/ Roman orgy the 
night i was to be prepared for my new life. All of Her friends were 
invited. Because Goddess wanted me to know what i was giving up to be 
Her eunuch, She decided to give me one last orgasm, at which time She 
would crush my testicles with Her bare hands. I was tied to a cross, 
both hands and feet bound. Goddess had Her friends Moryana and Morgan 
assist her with stimulating me. Moryana would pump a dildo in and out 
of my ass to stimulate my prostate and Morgan would stroke my cock. 
Meanwhile, Goddess caressed and stroked my testicles. When i appeared 
ready to come, Goddess instructed Moryana to work my ass harder. 
Morgan stroked wildly at my cock, and as the first spray of come 
began to gush, Goddess took a testicle in each hand between Her thumb 
and forefinger and squeezed hard, visciously hard. I could feel the 
chambers in my balls starting to collapse. Goddess squeezed down 
until She felt a popping in each testicle. At that point i passed out 
from  the pain. When i awoke, i was tied spread-eagled to an 
operating table. Goddess and Her two assistants stood next to me. 
Kelly, another of Goddesses friends sat behind my head caressing my 
face and applying a warm towelto my forehead. Kelly propped up my 
head s i could see everything that was being done to me. Goddess took 
Her scalpel and cut a line straight down the center of my scrotum. 
She then eased my crushed testicles out through the incission. 
Moryana held my penis out of the way, while Morgan sopped up the 
blood. Goddess then attached the Burdizzo clamp to each cord and 
crushed them close to where they met my testicles. Again i passed out 
from the pain and again i was revived. Once my testicles were 
completely removed, Goddess attached the prosthetic balls to the 
cords and sewed me back up. Then the three ladies paused for a 
cigarette, blowing their smoke in my face and taunting me about being 
a nutless foot slave. Then came the Roman orgy. Goddess pulled me by 
my faux testicles to where Her lover was and as they lay down to make 
love, Goddess told me o lay at Her feet. As they made passionate 
love, Goddess dug Her toes and rammed Her heels into my flesh, 
ocassionally kicking my pain motivated ball implants. The intensity 
of Her kicks and jabs increased with Her passion and arousal. She 
ordered me to lick between Her toes and kiss Her feet as Her 
boyfriend pounded Her into an orgasmic frenzy. As She came, She 
kicked wildly at my scrotum, causing me once again to pass out from 
the pain. Seeing me passout only intensified Her orgasm. I was then 
revived and passed around to all Her female friends to be used and 
abused for their sexual thrills. I must have set a record for passing 
out the most times in one evening.  My duties now include tongue-
bathing Goddesses tired, sweaty feet when She comes home from work, 
caring for Her feet, polishing Her nails and toenails, assisting Her 
with bathing, fanning Her, fixing Her drinks and dinner, cleaning Her 
house, being Her footrest including when She's having sex and any 
other whim She comes up with. Also, i must attend Her girlfriends' 
feet in whatever way They request.  I paid a high price to live with 
and service my Goddess, but i am now Her happy, adoring, loyal 
eunuch.