Total Torment

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Bobby was still upstairs thinking about the motorcycle crash he had 
just seen. He was watching it come down the street when a car hit 
the bike the rider flipped over the handlebars ripping his dick 
right off. Bobby told the police officer what had happened and then 
he went home and stright to his room. He tried to think about how 
it would feel his little dick started to get hard this was 
something new to Bobby. He tried to push it back down but the more 
he touched it the harder it got. He wanted it to be gone off of his 
body just like the man on the bike. This was when Bobby shot his 
first wad, this was when his life started towards his total torment.
 Bobby couldn't wait to go to bed that night he ate his dinner as 
fast as he could then did homework and a quick shower, Good night 
everyone I'am going to bed now. Once his door was closed he being 
thinking about how it would feel and look once again it was just 
like before Bobby was starting to get into it when a friend stopped 
by. Bobby's mom yell up Martin's here. Bobby yelled back just send 
him up this bought him a little time to get things covered up and 
back under some kind of control.
 Hey man what up? 
Bobby blushed and said not much. What about you?
Martin begans telling Bobby about the wreck and how it just tore 
that poor guy's dick off and that some poor kid saw everything.
Yeah I was the poor kid just as Bobby began telling him how it 
looked he realized his dick was standing stright out and it was 
tingling all the way to his balls. 
Martin noticed Bobby's tent in his shorts and then realized his was 
getting hard too. Martin and Bobby both begn playing with their own 
dicks untill they shot squirts of cum all over their stomacks.
 Bobby knew from that night on one day somehow he was going to be 
dickless. The next morning Bobby began his search trying to find 
something or anything but to know avail. The thought never leaves 
his mind for very long his and Martins best sessions are when they 
recall the dickless man.
  Two years later at his uncle's farm while visiting for the 
summer. He got another lesson, this time it was something he could 
build on. His uncle and cousin woke him up at the buttcrack of dawn 
to give them a hand in the barn. His uncle still smelled from last 
drunken bing. He muttered it was time the moon is in the right sign 
boy get up and go to the barn.
 Inside the barn it smelled from the muck the pigs where laying in. 
Then he saw his cousin holding the squealing pig, he was trying 
hard to adjust his eyes to the dim light, as he looked he saw his 
uncle wobbling between the legs of the struggling pig. With the 
strightedge razor in his hand. His uncle moved in on the pig and 
before he could get a good look they relased the pig and pitched 
something in the bucket. As he neared his uncle his cousin grab 
another pig. He was full of question as the uncle was making the 
next cut, his uncle looked up and slipped the razor down the 
through the pigs dick. He couldn't belive his eyes the pig was 
squealing total out of control. It was a fantasy come true but it 
was the pig not him. However he knew it was just a matter of time. 
After they finished cutting the pigs and butchering the dickless 
pig. His aunt had fixed a feast of rockie mountain oyster and fresh 
tenderloin for dinner, knowing it was the dickless pig made it that 
much better.
That night was the hardest his dick had ever gotten all because of 
the dickless pig.
 Bobby was excited to be home but even more when he saw Martin 
standing on the porch, he couldn't wait to tell him about the 
dickless pig. That night Martin and him were alone in his room 
when  Bobby began telling him about his summer and how he had seen 
the castrastion of the pig and that he even ate their balls. He saw 
that Martin was getting the same reaction in his shorts' that he 
was so he reached in and pulled his dick out and Martin did the 
same. He told him about the dickless pig as they pounded their puds 
harder and faster than ever before, as they were both exploding 
their juices all over each other.
 Bobby began school that year laerning about computers and the net. 
He was spending all his free time on the net trying to find out 
about people who have lost their dicks. The years passed and Bobby 
learned alot his favorite site was BME although Bobby never posted 
anything just reading learning how, who, where, and cost. He began 
working and saving all of his money the only thing he ever spent 
money on was information on his future operation.
 Then one day in a chat room Bobby saw the story of the motorcycle 
wreck. Could it be the same wreck he saw, the one he has fantsied 
about. He finally type in Where was the Wreck at? As the words 
Greenville N.C. came across the screen, Bobby got the biggest hard 
on of his 17 year old life. He was typing before he could even 
think. I am the kid who saw the wreck. Are you ok? What is life 
like for you with out a dick? Have you had your balls removed? Bobby
  I am fine. It has been a life of total torment. I still have my 
balls. My life is just one of serving my master. I became gay after 
the wreck and now he owns the only hole that can give me any 
releif. However it has grown on me and now I like my torment as it 
gives me a powerfull pleasure in serving my master.
 What do you mean by a powerfull pleasure? Bobby asked.
 With out my dick I still get the urge to have sex but I can not 
release so my pleasure is in the fact that my master must lose 
control in my ass and therefore I am still in control.
 As the words came back to Bobby he was losing control also. This 
was the answer Bobby was looking for. With out a doubt Bobby was 
going to have it done. He started making plans for spring break. He 
was going to talk his parents into a trip to Cancun Mexico. There 
was a doctor there who would perform the operation all he needed 
was 2500.00 dollars. Bobby had been saving ever since he was old 
enough to work he had the money for the operation but not for the 
trip. 
 Bobby began with his mother asking no begging her to help him pay 
for the trip.
 Who said you were going, his mother replied.
 Bobby's heart sank he knew they weren't going to let him go. The 
Friday before spring break his Dad handed him an envelope inside 
was a round trip ticket to Cancun and 500.00 dollars. Then his dad 
said when I was your age I wanted to go to Cancun to the nude 
beaches to strut my firm and 6 1/2 inch dick too. Have a good time 
and don't come home with something that ajax won't wash off.
 I promise I won't, Thanks Dad for my dream come true. 
Quickly he returned to his room and his computer to make all the 
necessary arragements.
 Upon arriveing he made his way to the clinic the building didn't 
look like it did on the web page. But it didn't matter he had 
waited long enough and he only had 9 days before his return trip 
home. Once inside he began the necessary paperwork. Once finished 
he was handed a hospital gown and told to put it on with the slit 
in the front.
 He was in the bathroom thinking about it his dick was hurting it 
was the hardest it had ever been it was also the hardest it was 
ever going to get. He was standing in front of a full lenght mirror 
looking and knowing it was his last time and he was going to shoot 
it he wanted this one to last he tried not to think about his 
future without his dick. I have never even been with a girl. I 
don't even have a master. He started to put his clothes back on 
when the nurse walked in and said the doctor is ready. Bobby had 
already paid the nonrefundable fee. He knew he was going to have 
second thoughts but he didn't think it was going to be like this.
The nurse grab his dick and said we have had many who change their 
minds but we can't allow that because if you got out of here you 
would talk to everyone and that can't happen. Bobby was picked up 
by two interns and placed on a gurney he was kicking and 
scratching  trying to break free of the straps that held him tight. 
Once inside the operating room Bobby was still screaming the doctor 
walked in and said Ahh another one who changed their mind. Bobby 
your going to feel a stick and then you won't feel anything. The 
Doctor began preparing Bobby he was shaved and then washed and 
swaped with a betadine solution. Bobby was out like a light, but 
since he had never been given any anesthetic he had know idea that 
he had a high tolrence to it. Bobby could not talk or move but he 
could see the doctor sliding his dick off the ureatha tube and he 
began to cry the tears was what caught the nursees attenion she 
told the doctor he was awake. The doctor said it was ok he was just 
finishing up recovey won't take as long. 
Bobby knew when he was in recovery it was all over but he still had 
to take a look just to make sure. As he looked he could think of 
nothing but the way the man on the motorcycle looked. He knew now 
how the man must have felt.
Bobby was healing just fine the doctor came in on the fourth day 
and said that you will be going home tomorrow.
 The next morning Bobby got up and went to squat to pee his ball 
touch the water as they were being sprayed with his pee. He got 
dressed and went to the door As he left one of the male nursees 
brush up agaist him this was the start of his torment. 
 Bobby went to the nude beach but he stayed fully clothed. However 
he knew he had to take some picture home for his dad.
 Bobby was glad to be on the plane but he was thinking of his 
flight down and how he was gald that the seatbelt sign was taken 
off so he could go to the bathroom and jackoff. Thats when he 
realized that was the last time he was ever going to get off. After 
his plane landed Bobby tooka package out of his bag and stuck it in 
the first mailbox he could find. 
 Bobby's parents were at the airport gate waiting on him. Bobby was 
a little bit quite on the way home. Martin was there on the porch 
when they pulled in the drive way. Bobby wasn't ready to deal with 
Martin yet, but he knew if he didn't say something his parents 
would know. He said he had to go to the bathroom. Bobby's little 
brother came on in the bathroom. Bobby started yelling at him he 
asked what the bandages where for and said if you don't tell me 
I'am telling mom. Bobby told him he was on the beach and he was 
attacked by a sea gull it bit it off and then I had to go to the 
doctor and they couldn't fix it so they just cut my dick off, and 
you better keep your mouth shut.
 It was back to school on Monday back to torture all of the other 
kids would be talking about who they did over spring break. How 
could he tell anyone about his spring break. 
The next weekend Martin was coming over Bobby knew what this meant 
he would just have to tell him he didn't feel like getting off the 
way they used to. Martin came over and started truth or dare but 
Bobby just told him he didn't want to get off but he was so tore up 
it was all he could think about he even felt like it was still on 
and it was as hard as it was in the bathroom at the hospital. But 
it wasn't it was really gone and he wanted it back. They went to 
bed and Bobby went to sleep real fast Martin on the other hand was 
just laying there thinking about seeing Bobby's dick Martin reached 
in his shorts and pulled his dick out he was thinking about turning 
Bobby over and pulling his shorts down and giving him a blowjob 
when Bobby rolled over on his back. Martin couldn't belive his luck 
he reached for Bobby's dick but it was gone. He woke Bobby up and 
ask what happened Bobby told him about his life long dream and 
about the torment he was going through now, and how he had even 
talked to the man on the motorcycle and how he had a master who 
would take care of him and how that gave him his pleasure. It 
didn't take anything else Martin stood up and began telling him to 
service his master. Bobby took his dick in his mouth and then he 
turned and provided his master with want he wanted a virgin ass. 
After Martin had exploded inside of Bobby they fell asleep in each 
other arms.