freaks i have known

stories about real people (who am i kidding they are phuckin 
phreaks) i know about and what has happened to their live

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Freaks i Have Known

hi, this is about real people i have known and the things that they 
have done.  i am a real person, and a freak myself - though only in 
thought as i have not done anything since i am looking for a dom 
boyfriend who is into the freak shit i fantasize about so we can 
share this stuff together.  also none of this stuff i list is what i 
want, nor do i condone this shit or not condone or place any 
judgement what ever as it is as far as i know and believe factual 
and truthful stuff, though i have changed some names of people to 
protect them.

Freak # 1 - Jack, who's name was actually John Yount.  i met him 
through an ad and we corresponded via regular mail for about a year.  
Jack was a really great guy and into heavy mods.  Things you might 
not know about him was that he was married and had kids and did not 
get his first mod until they were grown.  i only met Jack once but 
was really taken with him.  The thing that stood out most to me were 
the tattoos on the back of his neck.  He told me what they were, its 
been along time, but i believe he said they were japanese writing.  
The symbols were really neat, and the number of earings in his ears 
really blew me away.  Anyway he invited me over to his house and a 
friend of his was visiting.  Jack had told me about him and at one 
time he had over 100 piercings in his dick but when i met the guy he 
did not have anyas his stuff had been removed.  i was really nervous 
meeting Jack but he did alot to make me feel at ease.  At the time 
of the visit Jack had just had his left leg tattooed to be a tribute 
to the "little mermaid".  This was really cool as his skin was 
iridescent with color which is very rare and most tat's do not have 
this as it is a trait of only a very good artist.  

Jack and i talked at length about things i was interested in and one 
thing that stood out was him warning me that companies that might 
employ me would not be happy about the simple stuff that i was 
thinking about and that it would hurt my future.  This really 
surprised me as Jack was so liberal - though i do not think he was 
trying to discourage me, it was a bit startling to hear from someone 
i consider so free.  Another thing that was going through his 
thoughts at that time were mods that he had had done that were not 
pleasing to him.  One thing was the trouble he had had with his 
urethral reroute which closed up on him and which he had to have 
redone.  Another and this was his big complaint at the time was that 
his cockhead inversion did not work the way he had hoped and did not 
serve the purpose he wanted.  Guess this serves as a warning to 
others to be prepared for the worst or that things might not be what 
you want.  Jack was not happy with some of the things that happened 
to him with his mods and thus he continued to explore some deeper 
things.  One of the people he adopted was a young guy who worked at 
his shop and who i think Jack considered to be his son (no relation 
i think, but i also think they had an intimate relationship).  
Anyway he told me about the mod they had done on mexico on the boys 
balls, pulling strings of silicon through the balls by inserting a 
needle all the way through then injecting silicon as it was removed.  
Jack said they had got the boys balls to be twice the size and that 
he had had a similar thing done to him in various areas.  Jack was 
an extremely nice guy and i feel it is important to mention that he 
lived in a nice well kept suburban house outside of tampa.  He was 
clean and wonderful person and a delight to speak with as he was 
intelligent and articulate, which is a rare quality to find in 
people today and one which i appreciate as i value an intelligent 
conversation.  What I know of Jack since that time include that he 
had much more alteration than when we spent the afternoon together.  
The last I have heard of Jack was that he died in an airport i think 
in helsinki on his way back to the states in i believe of a heart 
attack.  This really made me feel sad to loose him as there are not 
alot of other people i can talk with about my interests and ideas.  
i love admired and respected Jack and miss him greatly as i know if 
he were still around he would help me and still be my friend and 
maybe there might be things i could do for him.

Freak #2 - For this person, i have to use a pseudonym.  i will call 
him donny.  donny was an older freak and we talked alot on the 
phone.  i never met him but kept up via phone, mail and from other 
freaks who know him.  now donny is the lowest of any freak i have 
ever known.  he was a total toilet.  you know, he feeds from men.  
sick, yes i know, but this is not a judgement thing, it is only what 
i know.  anyway he really wanted to go all the way with control and 
over the year or so we were in communication we would talk about his 
needs.  donny was over 50 and was ok looking but his big thing was 
that he could not find a guy to accomodate him because he was too 
old.  he told me that most "cutters" wanted younger guys, the 
younger the better as no one wanted an old dick. which i find freaky 
and surprising as if a guy is going to collect them what does it 
matter where they come from or from who, but apparently younger ones 
are more in demand.  donny sent me a picture of his dick and of his 
nipples.  Those fucking nips were just huge and beautiful, but i am 
a tit man so i liked them, but his fucking mexican spick dick was an 
ugly piece of meat and i felt that it should go as quickly as 
possible.  because this sick fuck got off on feeding, he was always 
yanking on his pud or working those nips getting so excited about 
what he was doing, making pig sounds and this would piss off the 
guys he was serving (or who were serving him his lunch) so one day 
he asked all four of his regulars to come over to have a meeting 
with him tp determine what needed to be done, and of course being a 
sick fuck he set up a situation where his metal stuff could be 
gratified, anywaythey talked and decided that they felt his stuff 
should go, all of it: nips cock balls sack, etc...  and after a long 
talk all of them agreed with him. his youngest controller was the 
first to say that he felt that would make him a better commode.  i 
told the sick fuck that i felt his teeth should go too.  which after 
our talk he agreed with me and luckily he had a friend who was a 
dentist to do it and who could also freeze those nips off with 
liquid nitrogen.  

now donny knew alot of people and he would relate stories to me 
about other people:  2 lovers in Marin who had their stuff 
completely removed down there; 2 guys from Spray NC - if anyone can 
tell me where the fuck that place is i would appreciate it as if i 
can find it i could get in touch with these dudes, btw spray does 
exist but it must be so small that it is not listed on the map or 
anything - anyway these guys were "straight" but were so into each 
other that they had their equipment (complete cock balls sack) 
removed and gave their stuff to each other.  now i find it hard to 
believe that these guys were actually straight but i know it 
happened and i think spray is closer to chapel hill nc; once donny 
thought he almost found a cutter in nyc.  he was visiting there and 
had gotton a response from his ad and was going to meet with the 
cutter who was a surgeon and his lover who had been nulloed below 
the belt.  well the lover met him and they talked in the hotel bar 
for a while but his lover the dr. never did show.  anyway the lover 
was a beautiful body builder blond guy and the night that he and his 
master dr lover got together the dr fucked him good in the ass.  the 
dr asked him if he liked it and they boy said yes.  anyway to make 
the long story short, the dr said if he wanted to be with him, that 
his 10" and balls and sack would have to go.  10 days later the sub 
was completely smooth below the belt.  donny invited him up to the 
room where they quickly got naked.  apparently the guy had a 
gorgeious body and quite a beautiful anal opening after years of 
training as donny an expert on assholes said that he could open it 
completely upon command.  donny had a field day licking that hole 
and the guy begged donny to fuck him because if donny did, his lover 
WOULD hunt him down and take his stuff.  apparently it took quite a 
bit of restraint because donny really wanted to fuck him but donny 
did not want to have anything done unless a qualified dr would do 
it.  the guys at the sub's gym were facinated with his mod and the 
sub said that 6 of them at his current gym had been smoothed over so 
to speak by his lover the dr.  another thing the sub said was that 
his lover and he invited this porn star over, in fact i just saw the 
porn stars name on the imsr.hitmen onelist as the guy had an article 
written up about his being beaten up in a subway or something. 
anyway supposidly the dr let the porn star fuck his nulloed sub and 
after he did and got off the dr supposidly nulloed the porn star, 
more supposidly this was done against his will and he woke up 
screaming and had not done a porno movie since.  i do not know about 
this but it was related to me as being possible and also when the 
sub met with donny he did show him lots of pictures of stuff in 
jars; donny also had a younger friend who he turned onto this mod 
stuff and apparently it was really easy to get this guy renovated as 
his equipment was only 32 years old at the time; another one of his 
freaks friends had a meat grinder and he spoke with one of this guys 
volentary victems who related that this was quite an experience; the 
last thing that donny told me that i will relate to you was a video 
he had that was a guy who was about fourty who jumped up on a table 
and let two other guys take his stuff - all of it.  

what happened to donny?  well he dissappeared and i did not get a 
chance to talk to him after i lost touch, but another person i found 
later told me what happened to him and i believe this to be true as 
his information was corroborated by what donny had told me years 
earlier.  donny was speaking with a nigger, (please do not put any 
judgement on me because i am using these terms they were donny's and 
he was a spick - thought i do not know what it is like to be with a 
black guy, both the black guys and the mexican guys i have known 
have been very nice to me and have beautiful bodies) anyway the 
nigger was with a black biker gang.  donny told me about the guy 
along time ago before we lost touch and though i think donny had a 
pension for doing black men for some reason i think he was very 
afraid of this guy.  anyway though i do not know the details of 
donny changes, he did apparently have his teeth removed, his nips 
were taken and his package was completely removed.  he became the 
slave to the gang of nigger bikers whom he served as a total toilet.  
they supposidly would always fist him when he came over to serve 
them and eventually they told him that if he did not find them 
another subject to nullify and turn into their servent they were 
going to kill him.  to make his task more difficult, they said that 
the new subject had to be nice looking muscular white guy with 9 
inches of more of uncut cock and had to agree to be completely 
nulloed. i hope that it's just a bunch of bull shit and that donny 
is ok, and am also really glad i am not donny!!

Freak #3 - there is this guy in texas, he raises killer rotwielers 
he apparently is an experienced cutter and really into it especially 
wanting to have multiple eunuch lovers.  he had a guy coming to live 
with him and he was going to take his stuff but is very willing to 
only do what the subject wants. he lives near dallas or huston,  can 
not rember off the top of my head but think he could still be 
contacted if you were interested in talking with him.

Freak #4 - GranDAD.  this freak lives out west and knows different 
people.  he is really cool and was really wanting to have a stub 
doggie dick, but i think he has gotton frustrated with his search 
and lost alot of interest.  he knew a master that had his subs stuff 
taken with out permission.  the sub woke up the next morning to the 
dr and his master looking at him over the bed, then he looked over 
at the jar on the night table and then figured out what happened and 
started screaming.  glad i was not that guy either!!  btw if you 
know grandad, i would like to know what happened to him and if he 
has a stub doggie dick now.

Freak #5 - man this guy is my favorite freak, i just love him.  i 
will call him david.  what i know of david is first hand and some of 
it is peiced together.  david is a big tall guy, really handsom and 
older say 40 ish.  he was a bit hippy and had all the signs but i 
did not know about him at first as we became friends.  anyway he 
really liked me as we met through a friend and eventually i was able 
to get his number and for us to meet.  now david gives incredible 
head.  the first time he sucked me we were at a mutual persons house 
who introduced us and david began to beg to suck our dicks, well he 
did my beauty first and i got mad at him and told him he was hurting 
my cock when he was sucking it and if he didnt do a better job i 
would fuck him up.  next thing i knew there was the MOST incredible 
sensation on my big cock.  i mean i fucking loved it as i thought i 
had died and gone to heaven.  then the big fuck started pulling on 
my balls and says to our mutual friend how he wants to castrate me.  
well i slapped the shit out of him cause this really pissed me off 
and then fucked that mouth for all it was worth.  

well his comment was my first clue and finally when we were able to 
get together without interferance i would go up and visit him in the 
country where he lived which was just outside a small town here in 
the south.  there was always very attractive straight guys there 
which took me a while to figure out as this was bucolic region.   
well i would go up and eventually david would do what ever it took 
to get to suck my cock.  i mean it was always the same, he would 
start out giving me bad head, i would have to slap him around and 
punish him then i would get the most incredible blow jobs.  hell 
even when i was not horny i would get into the bjs because as i 
found out his front top six teeth were gone.  looking at him i could 
not tell as he had a bridge or what ever the fuck they call those 
partial false teeth.  

the thing that i always thought was funny was that these guys who 
were straight would always be around and i would find out about 
their wives, or exwives or what ever.  and david lived with this 
fuckin fat chick.  granted she was pretty and desperately wanted to 
marry david, but on several occasions he would even do her 
boyfriends.  alot of this shit didnot add up to me, hell he would 
even go to straight parties and wind up on his knees sucking all the 
dudes off.  i was pretty jealous and could not figure out how this 
happened even thought i really liked david alot but finally i was 
able to piece together what had happened to him.  

when david was younger he had this boyfriend who was a karate 
instructor and who had a terrible temper and was very dominate and 
controlled david completely and made him do what ever he wanted.  
the karate instructor eventually wound up being davids master in the 
late 70's and this was good because even thought the guy had a 
terrible temper, he also did things that were really cool - one 
thing he did was give david a corvette which david loved driving 
around town.  i know that the Master would make david do shit, 
apparently he had to do what ever the Master said, and he did things 
like suck guys off that his Master told him to.  to tell you a bit 
about this guys temper one time the guy picked up a 150 pound 
toolbox and threw it at david when he was having a fit of temper.  
but this guy was also a muscle god.  it took me quite a while to 
peice this together but i believe that Master took davids cock and 
balls as david will never ever touch his self when he was servicing 
my cock, ever never.  david did not ever show a box ever.  he would 
only strip to a pair of shorts and no mater what you did you could 
not get them off.  i think the master had david modified by taking 
his teeth and genitals to turn him into a male servant to please 
men.  i think that is why all these rednecks are so willing to allow 
david to serve them as they know and have seen that he is in their 
eyes less than a man, but also not a fucking bitch.  he can identify 
with them and pleasure them, be their buddy and be their servant so 
there is not threat that these straight guys would be percieved as 
being gay.  which i think i another reason he winds up on his knees 
at straight parties and even does guys in front of their 
girlfriends.  it's kinda funny cause even his fat roomate girlfriend 
wants to marry him.  he is a pretty cool big guy and i really like 
him alot.   btw from what i understand his master died in the 80's 
o