Oscar
By: Zoroaster ([email protected])
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When I went off to college, I knew all along that I wasn't
going to join a frat. Sure, I'd been on the football and soccer
teams in high school, I wrestled, ran track, was all athletic and
stuff, but when I got in on a sports scholarship I knew that I would
have to study if I wanted to get anywhere in life. So when I showed
up at the state college, all my friends from high school went out
for various frats, while I became a studious hermit.
When they saw me they'd joke about it, talk about how I
never seemed to have any fun. I still hung out with a lot of them
on weekends and stuff and went to some of the parties, I just didn't
do much during the week.
So anyway, junior year rolls around and here we are at this
party. I'm hanging out with some people, having an okay time and
all, when Jeff comes up to me and tells me that we just got invited
to an orgy.
"What?" I laughed.
"I was just walking back from Pizza Slut and this guy asked
me for a piece. I gave him one, and he said to get some friends and
come on back for an orgy." He was laughing a little as he said it.
"I gotta see this." We grabbed some other guys - Sean, Tim,
and Rick - and headed back toward where Jeff said he saw this guy.
The place was a flophouse renting rooms by the week. The guy was
sitting out back on his porch smoking. He saw us and smiled.
"Wassup, fellas?" he asked, smiling broadly. He looked to
be maybe fifty or so, black and really skinny, wearing an old,
stained pair of cutoff shorts and a t-shirt that once might have
been yellow. "C'mon inside!" We followed him into a small foyer,
about ten by five feet. An arch led into the other rooms of the
place and a staircase led downstairs but had a sign on it -
"Residents please keep out." The inside of the building was
surprisingly tidy but still a little shabby looking.
"So where's the orgy?" Jeff asked.
The guy laughed and said something unintelligible. I
supressed the urge to laugh. He introduced himself all around as
Oscar and kept talking in some language I was too white to
understand. "You guys smoke up?" he asked us, and suddenly I
understood - he was just a dealer. That didn't really surprise me
too much; I wasn't really expecting an actual orgy anyway.
The other guys nodded sure, yeah. I had done it before but
wasn't really into it; I didn't want to fuck up my ride by getting
caught with anything. Oscar whipped out a pipe and packed it while
talking very quickly in complete gibberish to my friends. They
seemed to understand, or at least kept smiling and nodding. Oscar
lit the pipe up and handed it off to Tim, who took a big long toke,
held it in, and breathed back out slowly. He smiled. Oscar smiled
too. "That's the funk, ain't it?" he laughed. Tim's smile got
broader and he nodded.
We went around the circle. I inhaled the first time fully
but really didn't enjoy it much, so the other four or five times it
went around I just took a little into my mouth and then puffed it
out again to look like I was doing it. After four or five passes of
the pipe, I was feeling awfully woozy just off that one hit. The
other guys looked pretty stoned themselves; we had sat down on the
third toke and Sean and Rick were laying against the wall, their
eyes closed. Only Oscar seemed alert still.
I went ahead and leaned back, feeling suddenly very, very
sleepy...
I woke lying down, my feet up on something. I felt chilly
and opened my eyes. I was in a basement somewhere - the little
windows were painted black and few bulbs hung from the ceiling. As
my awareness came into focus, I realized I was lying naked with my
arms tied to a table! I tried to kick, by my feet were also in some
sort of binding on the table. My knees were up in the air and
spread apart, my calves facing out parallel to the floor but still
bound tightly to the supports. I tried to wiggle some but could
barely move.
"What the hell?" I thought to myself. I was able to turn my
head some and could see what looked like Rick next to me, in the
same position but still asleep. On my other side was Tim, same
deal. What was going on? I wondered if they were going to steal
our kidneys or something and looked down at myself - my stomach
didn't have any stitches or anything, but with some trepidation I
discovered that my genitals had been clean shaven!
Oh, no, I thought. Please don't let anything happen to
them...I want kids someday, I thought. I need them. My heart sped
up and my breathing became shallow as I imagined what horrible
things they would do. To my surprise, I started to get a little bit
of a woody.
I had no time to contemplate this new development as from
behind me I heard Oscar say, quite clearly, "Awake now aren't ya,
boy?" I saw him come into view over top of me.
"What are you doing to us?" I asked, the fear evident in my
voice.
"I'm just helpin' you boys out," he said. "Removin' some of
your less important bits."
I grimaced. Weakly, I muttered "No..."
"Aww, yeah. Don't worry honkee, you'll get used to it.
I'll even let ya watch as long as ya don't talk too much." He
walked over to Tim next to me. "This one gets it first."
I couldn't really see it too well but tried to look anyway,
hoping that he was just doing something minor maybe, like
circumcising us or something. When I saw Oscar place the first of
Tim's testicles on a tray next to him I knew that it was far, far
worse. I imagined myself without them, cock alone in my groin, and
again got a bit of a woody from it. Something about the thought of
it all...
I continued to watch as Oscar closed up the wound. Would he
cut out our dicks too? Without even a cock... By this time mine
had grown to a full erection. The whole thought of not having sex
ever again was alien but weirdly attractive.
When Oscar finished with Tim he brought me the organs to see
up close. I closed my eyes and shied away from them. He noticed my
boner. "Looks like you're havin' good thoughts." I sighed.
"Amazin' how many a you frat honkee's pop 'em when you know I'm
gonna nut ya."
"But why?" I asked. "Why are you doing this?"
He washed up at walked to whoever was on the other side of
Tim. "I guess I can tell ya... Back in the sixties an' seventies
shit was a whole lot nastier than it is now." He paused for a
moment and I heard the tearing sound of a scalpel through flesh. I
winced. "I was lucky, though - my daddy had made a lot o' shit
after World War II and I got to go to school. So here I am, showin'
up in college to go to med school. I study my ass off, get good
grades." He stopped again. "Them's nice balls. Even better lyin'
on that plate. Shit."
He continued with his story. "So here I am, almost done
with med school, when I meet this white girl. She really nice, I
like her a whole lot and she seems ta' like me. So we go out once
or twice, in secret - I woulda got killed if people found out.
Anyway, third date comes along, she wants to fuck. So I knock the
bitch up." He stopped again. "Funny thing. Big balls always seem
to come with a small cock. I'm almost doin' this one a favor.
Anyway, so this bitch gets pregnant. I'm all chivalrous, I say I'll
marry her, I'll be the father of the baby an' shit. She sez, 'No,
mah daddy'll kill me.'
"Now I'm all pissed off. I'm like, 'Bitch, what are you
datin' me for then?' She says she wants an abortion. Even them'r
illegal then so we gotta go find some back alley somewhere. I'm not
happy with it, but she gets it and I don't see her again for a few
months." He stopped and carried over the tray with a fresh set of
genitals on it and kept talking while washing up. "So then I'm
walkin' by this party one night, just on the sidewalk goin' home,
when this bitch is in the yard with a bunch a whitebread fraternity
jerks and starts pointin' an' screamin' I raped her.
"Well, shit, at that I'm not stickin' around!" He walked
over to Rick with the tray and picked up the scalpel. "Now _that_
is a nice dick. You seen this boy's dick?" he asked me. I shook my
head no; I hadn't. "Damn," he shook his head a little. "Anyway, so
I start to run off down the street, but I gotta bunch a books in my
arms and these guys got nuthin'. They catch me and drag me back
there, beatin' on me the whole time." He made the first incision.
"They kick the shit outta me, burn my books all down, all while that
bitch is laughin' at me and pointin'. The people at that party are
all drunk off their ass but there's just too many of 'em. Damn near
killed me." I heard a plop - the first ball, I supposed. "So
anyway this bitch keeps goin' on and on about how I forced her to
get knocked up and shit," another plop. "You know, I think I'll let
this honkee keep that hose. Make it worse on him when it don't
work." He started stitching. I thought about him having only a
cock - beautiful, in a way. What was I thinking, though? I wanted
my friends to get castrated? Just thinking the word made me
hornier.
My reverie was interrupted by Oscar washing up again.
"Three down. Looks like you're excited there, boy," Oscar picked up
my cock and dropped it again as it slapped against my belly. "So
anyway, she keeps sayin' I raped her. Well, next thing I know the
frat honkees got my pants off and bring out a pair of prunin'
shears. I'm screamin' and cryin' but they don't give a shit. So
there I am, being held down as this asshole takes these pruners and
snips off my cock and balls!" Oscar dropped his pants and stood,
his bare groin in my face. "Look at that shit!" he yelled at me.
He had a little stub of a cock left but that was it. It looked
pretty nasty, really, all scarred.
He calmed down and pulled his pants up, then started on
whoever was on the other side of Rick. He stayed silent for awhile
and I was afraid to speak. When he had castrated whoever the other
man was he spoke again. "So I figure, you took somethin' from me,
I'll take something from you." He held the guy's balls in the air,
then tossed them over behind me. I heard them land with a dull
plop.
"Looks like it's your turn, boy." Here it comes, I thought.
My cock was full to bursting, and to be honest, I was looking
forward to this. Oscar seemed to think so too. When he held the
scalpel to my scrotum I closed my eyes, expecting the pain to come,
but instead felt the warm wetness of his mouth around my head. I
opened my eyes up again to the sight of Oscar going down on me. My
eyes rolled back in my head and I relaxed a little, allowing him to
do it. I'd never had a blowjob from a guy before, but it felt
wonderful. Too bad it was the only one I'd get...
When I came it was in great globby bursts, spewing the
contents of my doomed testicles into Oscar's mouth. He sucked it
all down, licking my cock clean, then wiped his mouth. "Ya know
somethin'?" he asked, rhetorically. "I like you, boy. I'm gonna
give you somethin' special." After that he got to work. He used
something to numb me with since I was awake but I couldn't see any
of the things he was doing to me. All I could feel was some dull,
mild pain and a lot of tugging feelings. It took him the better
part of an hour to do whatever he was doing.
When he finally finished, Oscar said to me, "You'll never
find me either, honkee. I'll be gone by the time you wake up." He
pushed a cloth down onto my face and I passed out.
I woke up with the sun in a ditch on the side of the road.
Oscar had put my pants back on me but that was it. The others lay
nearby. I was still pretty groggy from what I assumed had been
chloroform. My moving around caused the others to wake up.
"Shit," Sean muttered. "What happened?" I feigned
ignorance and stood up, feeling really weird. The others got up.
Tim had to piss, so went off to do so while we figured out what to
do. I wondered how'd he'd react, and got an answer when he started
screaming. We all rushed over to see him holding his lone penis, a
neat line of stitches down the bottom. "My balls! They're gone!"
he cried. The others realized what had happened and immediately
checked themselves.
"Ah, SHIT!" was the usual exclamation. I felt down my own
pants, only feeling packing at stitches. My balls were certainly
gone, and it felt like my cock too. I pulled them down a little and
the others looked at my groin. "Jesus. You got it even worse than
we did!" There was just packing over my groin - Oscar had removed
it all! Secretly I was both intrigued and pissed; I mean, it was
sort of a fantasy from that night but I didn't really want my cock
gone.
Anyway, to make a long story short, we managed to get back
to town. After showers and such we headed en masse to the hospital.
The others were all let out pretty quickly - there really wasn't
anything that could be done for them, other than advise them how to
keep from getting infections and give a prescription for
testosterone patches. Apparently they were all supposed to go to
therapy too.
I was a different case. They pulled the packing off to
discover that all was not as it had seemed. Technically, most all
of my penis were still there. Oscar had removed my testicles, then
split my penis apart and created a hole that the remnants of it
lined. "Basically," the doctors described it, "You've had a sex
change." I was just in shock from that one. They told me I'd be
better off if I started living as a woman and wanted to give me
estrogen.
Fuck that, I thought. I didn't know what I wanted to do but
I knew I didn't want that. I got testosterone patches instead and
when they proclaimed me physically okay I went home to ponder.
It all healed up okay. The others were mostly back to their
old selves in a few weeks, on the outside. Only difference now was
that all of them were too embarrassed to actually have sex anymore,
and apparently they jacked off a lot. I healed up okay as well.
What I now had wasn't really a vagina - no labia, thankfully, but
just a tight hole with penile tissue in it. It felt awesome to
finger it in the shower. At the advice of the therapist I went
ahead and bought a dildo. I was embarrassed as hell to have it but
used it, and wow...it was nice. I kept the whole area shaved
though, as when I didn't it looked like a pussy.
As straight as I was, I started to crave cock. Masturbating
was fine and all but I wanted more, I wanted something living. I
imagined a guy fucking me every time I used the dildo, but couldn't
imagine actually going to a bar or whatever and finding some freak
that would want to do me from the front.
When I moved in with Rick that changed. Rick has a great
body and has always liked to show it off. He never wore a shirt
unless he had to and when it was just us he'd walk stark naked out
of the shower - I knew he was a gelding so he didn't have to hide it
from me, and I think he got off on me not having a dick. I never
told them all what I did have; they just thought I'd lost it all.
Anyway, so one time I'm drunk watching soccer on TV and Rick
walks out of the shower with a giant erection. He kinda tried to
hide it but I threw a nerf football at him and he caught it with
both hands. "Nice boner," I told him.
I don't think he knew what to say, so reverted to asshole
fratboy: "What, you want me to stick it in you?"
On total impulse, I say, "Sure," and drop my pants,
revealing my hole.
"Holy shit...What the hell?" Rick looked at it closer.
"What the guy did to me," I told him.
Rick looked me in the eye, a really funny expression on his
face, then aimed his cock at the hole and thrust into it. My eyes
bugged out, or at least, that's how it felt. Rick grabbed my hips
and started pumping, in and out. This was so great for me after a
year of only having plastic, and I think Rick felt the same way. It
didn't take him long to cum. After about ten seconds he had another
boner and kept going. My cum only helped to lubricate his cock as
he rammed it in and out of my hole. After he had sated himself and
I'd had a good four or five orgasms, we sat back on the couch naked
and sort of glowed.
"This doesn't make us fags, does it?" Rick asked. "I mean,
I didn't do it up the butt or anything."
"I don't think so," I responded. Actually, I was pretty
sure it did, but didn't want to say anything - that felt way to nice
to not do it again.
"I can't believe he made you a pussy."
"Neither can I."
"That was really nice."
"Yeah."
"Tomorrow we'll do it again, right?"
"Sure."
Anyway, we've been fucking since then. Rick even goes down
on me - he's not that bad. I sucked him off a few times but he
still doesn't think of himself as gay, even though I saw a gay porn
mag under his bed once.
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