DICKLESS AFTER ACCIDENT

I have lost my penis due to a motorcycle accident. The following 
text gives some information about my situation afterwards.

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Story of accidential penectomy of 19 year old boy.

My name is Werner. I am 23, 185 cm, black hair, slim, like 
travelling, reading newspaper, listening to music. Studying civil 
engineering. I have lost my penis at an accident with my motorcycle 
4 years ago. The accident happened in summer. I weared a pair of 
short slags only, no safety dress, when I made a short ride with my 
motorbike in our village. A car hit me and I came below my bike. My 
lower body got contact with the chain and foot rests. I can't 
remember these things, but police suggested this way. Additional to 
the direct injury there occured an infection one day later because 
of dirt.   That time I got seriously injured and survived only due 
to good medical help in a nearby hospital. The penis could not be 
rescued however. The shaft with all erectile tissue had to be 
amputated due to the infection and strong damage. It has been 
removed completed. No erectile tissue is left. The urethral opening 
was relocated between scrotum and anus. Only a short piece of the 
urethra could be saved by the doctors due to strong damage during 
accident. Also the bladder had been injured. The closing muscle does 
no longer work well. So I have to go to bathroom often times. All 
wounds have healed so far. The testicles are working as hormone 
producers, so that I have not to take hormones externally. My sexual 
drive has decreased strongly however after the accident. Erections 
are no longer possible. Soft massage of my balls etc. is a wonderful 
experience for me. I am very shy now.   First time in hospital I had 
a catheder after the surgeries. But after one week I had to lern to 
use my new pee hole. In the beginning it was very painfull because 
of wounds. It was difficult to do the job without too much spray. 
Nowadays I can handle it quite good. Due to the very back location 
of the opening I have to remove my trousers for urinating. I have to 
sit down for this business of course. Only this way I can pee 
without spray nude. I can use the urinal toilet with special pose 
only. Practically I use the sitting toilet where no one can watch 
me. Because of strongly reduced capacity of my bladder I have to pee 
quite often since the accident.
For me the accident was a big change of life. Before that I had been 
never thinking about such a handicap.
There are so many problems physically and mental. I was 18 yrs old 
when it happened. At that time I was living with a lovely 
girlfriend. First time she gave me good support already in hospital 
and later at home. But after 6 months she went away with another 
boy.   I had several injuries, also broken legs. But that is all 
okay now. "Downstairs" some organs had been badly hurt. Testicles 
(contusion), urethra (rupture, shortened), bladder (rupture, small 
capacity after surgery remaining) and prostate (removed) got much 
damage. Errections are no longer possible, there is nothing left to 
grow and get hard. Only in my dreams I can have it, and it happens. 
Generally my sex drive has reduced much. I have no more 
ejaculations. Only from time to time, mostly at night, some liquid 
is coming out of my pee hole.  In former times I enjoyed sauna and 
nude swimming. But nowaday I am shy and try to avoid to show my 
genitals to others. The time in hospital when I got a lot of 
treatments after the injury was horrible. Many nurses and female 
doctors saw me.
I am still a human beeing, even without cock. But education of boys 
from childhood on, gives the a feeling of importance of having a 
(big) penis. That's also why it was a big shock to me.
Is there any other dickless boy to share experiences?

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