The Three Anomalies
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The Three Anomalies
Back in the late 70's, after a number of years of conversation,
observation and contemplation, pursuant to the suggestion of
several different acquaintances, I compiled the following about
three different anomalies which I have found quite thought
provoking. I do not attest to them being totally true or false.
They are simply compiled observations and any input about them is
most welcome.
For lack of better names for these three anomalies, I call them:
Scission Allurement, Size Abscission Correlation, and Before-After
Reaction Correlary.
SCISSION ALLUREMENT: The primary generators of erotic sensation in
the body are the genital nerves, and all levels of genital nerve
stimulation are achieved through various means of applied pressure
or friction which in essence are minor degrees of induced pain.
The differentiations between pain and pleasure that the genital
nerves can sense are so intermixed that up to a certain point
genital pain is the primary erotic sensation for everyone. Of
course degrees of genital sensitivity vary markedly between
individuals and are directly associated with an individuals psycho-
biological reaction to pain or sensory perception in general.
There is little doubt however that most individuals can withstand
more pain to the genital region of the body than elsewhere and once
the threshold is crossed wherein any increse of pain directly
causes more erotic pleasure, there is seldom if ever any turning
back for that individual. There are innumerable accounts of men
maintaining prolonged rigid erections throughout hours of extreme
physical abuse. Even when the man is being forcibly castrated or
emasculated, it is a curious point to note that the penis almost
always becomes fully erect just as the edge of steel begins cutting
into it. There are numerous recorded accounts of this occurance
happening even while the individual was unconscious. Similarly,
the penis always becomes fully erect when a male suffers a violent
type death. Over the years I have read about and heard about
numerous men, ranging in age from early teens to late years who
have sought out and indulged in various forms of genital
modification and mutilation, not in the sterile, dead atmosphere of
a clinic, but under 'erotic conditions' with the use of little to
no anesthetic. For almost everyone of them, once the insatiable
edge of a blade or needle point caressed the tender, sensitive
flesh of their indulgent genitals, they were almost all compelled
to return time and time again for more sessions with the
instrument, comprising of either another circumcision, another
piercing, a meatotomy, a subincision and even on to the ultimate of
castration and/or emasculation. Once started, no matter the time
it takes, the indivdual seldom stops until there are no genitals
left to inflict pain upon. No one has yet begun to explain why
this allurement between the genitals and a blade or needle prevails
but it is an undeniable fact that it does exist.
SIZE ABSCISSION CORRELATION: For most men, the more prominent,
conspicuouis and massive the penis is in relation to the rest of
the body, the more openly eroticized the man becomes over it.
Their penis takes on the importance of a plaything that they are
usually very willing to share with playmates. Other men may
fantasize about pussies, assholes, etc., but the man with an
oversized, massive, conspicuous penis will more often fantasize
about their plaything being manhandled by their playmate. These
same men are also more likely than most to start down the road that
leads towards 'Scission Allurrement' and follow it through to the
very end. They are preconditioned by the size of their penis and
by the mental set that this size has engendered. These same men
usually objectify their penis, giving it a seperate identity,
personality, and name such as 'Junior', from their own, and they
often come to believe that it is not really happening to 'Me', it
is happening to 'Junior'. This mental set holds true for both
straight and gay men. Thus it happens that if 'Junior' needs
severe punishment, restyling, or even complete liberation, these
men are not averse to allowing it to be done to their penis.
Further evidence becomes obvious when you consider the fact that
most men with an oversized, massive, conspicuous penis tend to be
more passive sexually than men with a smaller penis, even to the
point of being totally servile. One could conclude from this then
that in most cases, the bigger the penis is, the lower the esteem
for it becomes and over a period of time this often translates into
a desire to eventually get rid of it altogether, either all at once
or a piece at a time. There are exceptions though where size does
not even enter into the situation.
BEFORE/AFTER REACTION CORRELARY: Immediately prior to testicular
or genital ablation, even a male who has voluntarily submitted
himself, tends to pull back and exhibit a degree of reluctance.
The concept of being a male is so closely identified with the
genitals that to loose them is to most males, to die a small
death. Perhaps it may be said that emasculation is to be feared
more than death itself. Even so, there are numerous accounts, both
past and present, which show an identical, inexplicable phenomenon;
that at the final moment, when faced with the inevitability of
castration or emasculation, even the most unwilling male, the one
who is forcably operated on, seemingly submits eagerly. Right at
that last second, his penis begins to erect, his muscles tense, his
pelvis thrusts forward, his legs spread wider apart and he begins
to strain towards an orgasm. This all happens automatically
without conscious thought. It is almost as if the genitals have a
mind of their own when their ablation becomes inevitable.
Virtually all of the men who undergo this final kiss of a blade
automatically orgasm as the ablation is done and then later state
how that orgasm was the most fullfilling orgasm of their life.
Most also go on to express little or no adverse feelings, regrets
or remorse over the removal of their genitals or the fact that they
must live the remainder of their lives as eunuchs. Most eunuchs
indicate an unusual and unequal feeling of total satisfaction,
contentment and peace of mind as a consequence of their
emasculation. Some have described it as being like suddenly set
free after years of confinement, or like having a very heavy burden
that prior to their emasculation, they were unaware of, suddenly
and relievedly lifted from their shoulders. There is also a direct
correlation with these sentiments and the size of the genitals that
were removed. The more massive and conspicuous they were the more
likely there is to be an expression of a feeling of great relief to
finally be rid of them. It is only a small percentage of men who
have difficulties or problems afterwards over the removal of their
genitals. Most go on to adjust to normal living with very little or
no difficulty and are hard to discern from intact males without a
physical examination.
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