I would never cheat on my wife and have been using my hand for relief for a lot of years.

Although no one else was involved I still felt I was cheating and having thought it over for a long time I told my wife,Pam that we should have a totally sexless marriage.

I told her that to show my devotion to her I wanted to be castrated.Pam looked at me as if I was mad but we discussed it for a month and she announced:

"I would love you to be castrated as this is the ultimate present you could ever give me".

We set about finding someone to castrate me and getting no help from the health service we found a castratrix who lived in Ibiza.She was English and told us that she had learnt her craft working as a vet's assistant and since moving abroad had castrated over 20 men with no problems.

She answered all our questions and we agreed a fee.Pam asked me if I was sure about it.I said I was so positive that if she ever changed her mind and wanted sex again then I would be happy for her to go with any man she chose.

We arrived in Ibiza for a week's holiday for our 30th wedding anniversary,having decided to have it done on the second day, which was my 50th birthday, and the rest of the holiday I would rest and recover.

Jane,the castratrix,visited us on our first night and Pam and I were shocked at how young she looked.We had never asked her age before.Jane told us that she was 20 years old but had started work with the vet when she was 16 and had castrated her first man,with the vet's assistance, when she was 18.

She answered all our questions and told us over the past three years she had many referals and had castated men of various natonalities aged between 17 and 74.Some were for medical reasons,some for personal choice but the majority was for couples like us who wanted to be closer.Her parents were both doctors who knew what she did for a living and were proud of her.

I said to her"in that case would you please cut my balls off"and we all laughed as we paid Jane her fee.

Jane was going to do the op at her place but as there was a solid table in our villa she would use that.

Next morning Jane arrived at the villa with her box of tricks wearing a bikini top and shorts-not you average looking castratrix!

She set about setting things up whilst Pam helped me get ready in the bathroom and helped me masturbate one last time.

We came into the room and I lay on the table and put my legs into stirrups Jane had attached to the table.She gave me several injections in the groin area and whilst waiting for them to kick in she asked us both if we were sure we wanted to go ahead.

Pam kissed me and we both said yes.As Jane picked up the scalpel she told us that I was to be the 30th man she had castrated.

Jane was very skilfull and having cut down the middle of my ball-sac she quickly went about removing my left testicle and tied up the cut artery.She did the same procedure on the other testicle and with both my ball's in a dish she turned to Pam,who was watching, and said:

"Congratulation's Pam-you are now married to a Eunuch".

As Jane was cutting away my ball-sac I was smiling at Pam.

Pam looked at my penis and said it looked very small without my balls.I was never well-endowed and it did look silly on it's own.

Jane said she would remove it if we wanted as she had done this several times before.Pam and I looked at each other and nodded.

Jane placed what looked like a cigar cutter over my penis and as the injections were still numbing me,she moved it to the base of my penis and then cut it off at a slight angle.She said the tiny nub left would allow me to urinate standig up.

I was sore for a few hours but when Jane came to see us next day,I felt fine.We relaxed for the rest of the week and Jane drove us to the airport as she was meeting no:31 who was flying in from Germany.

It is now six months since I lost my cock & balls and Pam and I have never been happier.We both love my new look and I do not miss sex at all.Most of our friends,families & work colleagues know I am a Eunuch and at Pam's works party she insisted that I show all the girls(and some of the men)

the new me.

Last week we received a 21st birthday invite from Jane who is having a big party later in the year in Ibiza and has invited lots of the men she has castrated.We can't wait to see everyone and to thank her parents for producing such a talented daughter.

Jack-(the very happy Eunuch).