It all started when I met this guy on the net. He was a psychologist and just looking for a good suck off. I met up with him and he like the job I did so well that we met several times after that. About a month or so of my sucking his cock and wanting nothing in return he asked why. So I told him all about not wanting to have genitals anymore just a hole to pee from. I told him I didn’t want to be female just wanted to be smooth down there with nothing between my legs. One night while we were lying, in bed he said that he knew of a urological surgeon that would do the surgery I just had to sign the papers. I was so happy I was in tears. He says that the doctor wanted to do an exam first and I asked him if he would come with me. We got to the office I met the Dr. and he sat me down explained all the risks etc. and then handed me a stack of papers and a pen. I couldn’t sign them fast enough. He then asked me to step into the exam room and take off my shorts and underwear. So I did and he had me put my legs in stirrups then my new found friend got up on top of me and asked if I could suck him off while the doctor did the exam. I said sure and he climbed on up. First he started caressing my nipples and then he licked them and at that moment I felt a sharp pinch in my sack and then it was followed by two more I yelped a little and the Dr. he was sorry but things were going to get a little numb down there but I was too distracted by my fuck buddy on top of me he was sucking on my neck and we were kissing passionately and I heard the Dr. say I am done with the left side I am going to examine the right side now. I said ok as my buddy unzipped his pants and put is throbbing member in my mouth it was almost instant ecstasy I sucked on his cock swallowed it whole several time and licked his balls somewhere in between all of that I heard the dr. say done with the right side just have to make a few more incisions and then some stitches. I didn’t even hear him I was too caught up in the moment and then my buddy came in my mouth lots of thick wads of cum he must have been saving it up my mouth was full several times I had to swallow. When he was finished he got down and the Dr. asked if I wanted to see how the exam went I said sure. He removed the green sheet and I saw my dick was there kind of half erect but below it was nothing but some stitches and the Dr. held up a bowl with my sac and my balls in it. I couldn’t believe he had gotten all of that done in a 1 hr session he said he had also moved my urethra down near my ass so that the penile removal would be much easier. He wrote a script for antibiotics and told me to change the dressing everyday and keep the surgical area clean and that he had made an appointment at the hospital for the penectomy 3 weeks from today. I was excited my balls were gone and my dick was soon to follow. 3 weeks later I showed up for the surgery at the hospital this was a little different from the castration. There were nurses and medical students tending to me and just before I was to be put under the dr. came over and asked if everything was all right a and if he could let the students watch and learn I said I had no problem with that and it was photographed and videotaped from start to finish. As the anesthesiologist was making his preparations a sudden panic came over me and I decided I wanted my dick but it was too late I was trying to get the Dr’s attention and then the mask came over my head I was trying to say nooooooooooo but out I went. While I was out the surgeon took his scalpel and started at one side of my penis and made a large circular incision around it. Then he dug really deep to find where it was attached to my body he clamped off the main arteries, sutured them and then cauterized them. Then he did the most cruelest thing of all he cut the penile nerve and then he removed my dick deep down where it was attached to the pubic bone so there would be nothing left not even a stub. He closed everything up applied a dressing and a catheter and I was sent to recovery. When I woke up I thought it was all a bad dream but when I sat up and saw the my groin was flat and had a catheter coming out of it I knew it wasn’t a dream. My cock was gone and there was nothing I could do about it now. A nurse came in and put something in my I.V. and I slept for a week or so when I did finally wake up I was at my buddys house. I found myself tied to the bed where I suck him on a daily basis and he lets me up to go to the bathroom and wash. He feeds me in bed and is talking about amputating all of my limbs and putting in a feeding tube. I have no sex drive anymore and with the female horomones I have been forced to take I am starting to look quite feminine. That’s the end of this story but maybe it’s the beginning of a new one.

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