Part 1

By Timothy

This is my first clumsy attempt at writing a story. Comment and suggestions are most welcome. This story is also my personal fantasy about a real life goddess, Riley Mason.

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I was a freshman in college when I determined that it was time to be castrated. Becoming a eunuch had long been THE obsession in my life. I was in no way confused about my sexuality: I was entirely heterosexual. It was my love for women, my absolute adoration that drove me to desire to surrender my manhood to a woman. My inability to relate to girls in the normal male way had caused me pain throughout my adolescence. I was quite a good-looking boy and so had lots of girls throwing themselves at me. I lost my virginity at 13 but it was not a happy experience for me. Then and the few times afterwards over the next 5 years that I penetrated a girl, I had a profound sense that I was defiling something precious and perfect. I wanted to worship the female form not invade it with my penis. So during those years my relations with girls were not good. They were looking for a normal boy who would desire them in the normal way, and I could not. Girls sensed my unease, word began to spread that I was gay. I did nothing to dispel the rumors. At least I was no longer expected to go to bed and do things to them that I could not do.

Over time thanks to the internet, I began to discover what I really was. I read all about castration and it soon became very clear to me that I was born to become a eunuch. In my senior year of high school and began to correspond with women on line were seeking to castrate willing males. As soon as I showed them my photo, they were falling all over themselves to neuter me. I was gleeful at this show of just the sort of female attention that I had been dreaming of! This went on for months. I got to know the various women who were willing to take my balls from me. By the time my graduation from high school rolled around I had decided on who I would give myself to.

Her name was Riley Mason. She was a shorthaired brunette goddess. We had masturbated together online via webcam as she talked me through what she intended to do to me. She was a 23-year-old graduate student at UNC. I lived in Baltimore, Maryland and would be going to school at Penn State. We both agreed that as soon as I was out of the house and set up in school we could get together so that she could castrate me.

My parents were pretty well off and so rather than living in a dorm, I had my own 2-bedroom apartment near campus as well as a car. I had classes on 4 days out of the week. A few weeks after I arrived on campus Riley and I were talking late one night on webcam and she asked me directly if I were ready to go through with it. I thought about it only briefly before I looked directly into the webcam and said that I was ready to become a eunuch.