I've been locked up for almost a year. 358 days if I remember correctly. 358 days no orgasm just teasing. 358 days since I last laid eyes on my own cock and balls.

I got home from the airport at about 7:15pm, spent a few hours online and went to bed to watch television.

As I slowly regain consciousness I remember a weird dream. I'm groggy, my throat is tight. I realise I'm restrained; completely. I can't see, speak or move. There's a hissing noise being pumped into my ears and I have a large plastic gag stuffed into my mouth. My Neosteel chastity belt is gone... I think. I'm cold and oddly enough I can't tell for sure without being able to feel for it.

For some reason I chuckle to myself. I have a weird sense of humour at the best of times. What the fuck is going on here? I tell myself to keep calm. Easier said than done. I can feel my heart hammering in my chest. I'm helpless. People don't get kidnapped where we live, this isn't the Wild West. Mistress is behind this, I'm sure of it.

I try to think logically. She never does anything out of the blue, she's never done anything like this before. I'm not sure what to think. Time passes, panic grows and suddenly I feel a hand brush across my stomach. I clench every muscle, nothing gives. I'm shaking from the adrenalin that's coursing through my entire body and my heart pounds. A headphone is removed momentarily and a soft voice whispers - "scared little sissy?... Relax, we won't hurt you; much."

A hundred scenarios fly through my head, all of them ending badly for me. I flex again, nothing gives. Whoever tied me up should give lessons. Then my legs are pulled apart and all at once my nipples are squeezed and start to burn with pain and my cock is pulled roughly in between my legs. I scream into my gag.

I feel a pinch near the base of my penis, it almost felt like an injection. My nipples are still burning. Then nothing. Time passes and there's only white noise in my ears, I feel nothing, my head is spinning. There's a funny smell, a burning smell. This is fucking weird. I'm in a trance or something.

After what seems like forever I feel as if I'm coming back to life; the faint throbbing in my nipples grows in intensity. All around my penis is stinging, as are my legs and bum. My muscles respond a bit and I pull against my restraints. Everything is getting louder, my nipples throb more, my cock and balls are sore. I struggle a little in my bonds and then a headphone is pulled out - a male voice grunts "welcome back". In with the headphone again and my gag is removed. I'm slowly pulled into a seated position. My nipples are on fire. They feel pierced. This has to be Mistress. But to plan a week away for work. Then do this. Brilliant. I clear my throat and whisper "Mistress?".

Zap! My left nipple feels like it's just exploded as two strong fingers twist it. Hard! "Arggh fuck!!". Zap!, a hand goes over my mouth, I get the picture. No talking. I've had my nipples pierced before, it felt much like this, but this pain is more intense. A cup is placed to my lips and I drink the contents - water. My hands are removed from the bed / seat I was lying and locked together behind my back. As my arms come in contact with my back, it feels clammy and soft. I wonder how long I've been here. Someone locks my ankles together and a hand roughly grabs me by the balls.

I'm moved from my seated position. As I shuffle in the direction of the hands now pulling my balls forward I'm getting all sorts of weird signals from my body: my nipples are sore, my legs hurt all over, my cock and balls are stinging and so is my ass.

We stop and I'm pushed backwards - onto a new seat. I freeze. Best to await instructions at this stage I think. Although in no time at all I feel myself drifting off, losing consciousness, as I settle into the seat, another whisper "we know all about you..." then nothing.

When I wake up I'm at home in bed. I'm stiff, but I'm free! My tongue hurts. I move my hands from my sides to my chest, 'ouch!', my nipples sting as my hands brush over two very thick rings impaling each one. My tongue is pierced too, I quickly move my hands down towards my cock but my fingers are intercepted by metal. My belt! Fuck! All around my cock there is a light stinging sensation. There's plastic on both sides of the belt at my crotch. My belly button is sore: it has been pierced too, twice! A short barbell with a ball on each end through the top and another barbell at the bottom but with some small chains dangling towards my penis where my snail trail used to be.

My cock strains in my belt. I roll over to check the time, 5:30pm. As my feet hit my bedroom floor I realise that I have no body hair, anywhere. Underneath my chastity belt there's a floral tattoo spiralling across my pubic area and continuing around my thighs. I jump up and look in the full length mirror adjacent to our bed. Wow! My body is hairless, the rings in my nipples glisten, they are magnificent. My new tattoo covers my entire pubic region, goes around my thighs, my butt cheeks and across my lower back. Then I see two thin black lines tattooed down the back of my legs from my butt cheeks to my heels with large pink bows at the top. Holy shit, this is just insane! But such a turn on too! My cock is straining against the belt. I'm so horny.

I can't stop admiring myself in the mirror but now I wonder where Mistress is. We normally speak every day. I can't find my phone, I notice the clock says it's Friday. Wow, I've been out for almost 5 days.

I was hungry. So after throwing on my bathrobe I make my way to the kitchen. There she is, my Mistress, I'm so relieved to see her. She looks sexier than I can ever remember. As I enter the kitchen she greets me with a smile "hello sleepy head", we hug. She kisses me on the cheek and I pull away gently and look at her: confused, as I'm about to speak, she whispers "not one word about this you little sissy."

So that's how it went. Not one word. Things went back to what we would consider 'normal' for the next 10 days / fortnight. I wore my maids outfit only on the weekends when carrying out my chores. I serviced Mistress whenever she desired.

One Saturday evening Mistress ordered me to follow her upstairs. She was wearing suspenders and sexy black high heels and a short black dress. I can see her panties as I follow her closely. We get to the bedroom and she starts to undress me. She sat me on the bed and disappeared for a second. When she returned she had a new french maids outfit draped over one arm, six inch heels in the other and a new wig. "Let's get you ready for your big night baby". "What big night?" I ask. Mistake. 20 swats of the cane later she says "Any more questions?", "No Mistress"...

"Get yourself all slutty for tonight. You're going to love your surprise. You can remove the covering from your tattoos at this stage too".

A year down the line, putting these clothes on is second nature and 45 minutes later I'm carefully stepping downstairs in full Sissy gear. Six inch black stilettos locked on around my ankle, thigh high fishnets, French Maids outfit, toe and fingernails painted red, black shoulder length wig, and the sluttiest make-up I could muster. Except this time, I had no body hair, my eyebrows were shaped like a real girls, I had a tattoo all around my pubic area and down around my thighs and ass, my tongue, belly button and both nipples were pierced and I felt more submissive than ever. My cock was as hard as it could get within it's metal confines.

It was about 7pm by now, Mistress was waiting in the sitting room, it was dark outside, "we have a few hours drive ahead of us, let's go - I'm driving". She headed for the door, I followed, I've never been dressed up outside and we live in a terraced row of houses where we parked literally feet from our neighbors but I knew not to question her again that night. So out I went and stood for what seemed like an eternity by the car, waiting for her to lock up. I quickly jumped in and and she handed me a blindfold "put this on and try not to ruin your makeup you little sissy".

As she drove, I had an idea for a while of the direction we were headed, but soon I lost track. Mistress didn't talk too much but I could tell she was excited. She said more than once she was wet and needed some attention. She also said that she loved me and commented on how 5 was such a little pussy. After what I think was about two hours we came to a halt. "Keep your blindfold on Sissy."

We exited the car simultaneously but I could hear Mistress' heels click away from the car. A pair of hands grabbed me from the side and handcuffed my arms behind my back. I didn't struggle at all. My ankles where chained together too and a posture collar was fixed around my neck, I now had to hold my head straight and high, I had no choice. I was led inside.

There were many voices, it sounded like a party. As I was led along I could hear people pause in conversation and felt them staring at me. I was dragged up some steps and then a voice barked "Stay here and don't move you pathetic little bitch".

Moments later my belt was removed from underneath my maids outfit and I was bent across a horse and restrained by my ankles, waist and wrists. The posture collar forced my blindfolded view straight ahead. Just as I heard someone say - "oh verrry nice..." headphones were put in my ears again with white noise. I let out a sigh. Again, I was in my own little world.

I won't lie, at this stage my emotions were running wild. Terror, arousal, excitement. My cock was rock hard. I remembered how sexy Mistress was as she walked up the stairs earlier tonight. I thought of my new nipple rings and tattoos. I hadn't had an orgasm in over a year so it didn't take much to get me going. By now, I felt as if my dick was going to burst.

Without warning I was moving forwards, rolling in fact. Then it seemed like I was going up a slope. I came to a halt. Then nothing. I could feel vibrations through the bottom of the horse, as if people were walking or banging something nearby. But nothing happened.

Nip! I felt a sharp prick behind my exposed balls. I gasped. A shiver ran up my spine and I thought, 'cool another piercing or tattoo.' I felt a hand rubbing around my guiche, and cock and balls. Then out of nowhere my head was lifted slightly and a huge cock was forced into my mouth. Something warm was pressed against my asshole, it wriggled and pushed and started inwards, impaling me! I didn't know what to do. The cock in my mouth started sliding in and out. I'd never sucked a penis before. In fact I'd never had contact with anyone other than Mistress, but she knew of my desire to serve her as a cocksucking sissy slave.

I tried to lick and suck the penis in my mouth and we hit a rhythm. My heavy nipple rings were dangling back and forth on either side of the horse. My ass was being pounded. I wondered was it a cock in my ass or my Mistress with a strap-on. I was starting to enjoy this, my ass felt looser, and less sensitive. I was sucking the dick in my mouth as hard as I could, running my pierced tongue underneath the head and concentrating on the sweet spot around the frenulum. The dick in my mouth started to pick up speed, I sucked and licked frantically, my ass felt full and my body was being jolted forwards from the rear and backwards from the guy fucking my face, all of a sudden he shook and stuck his cock right down my throat, choking me, I couldn't breath, I felt his warm cum shoot into me, he pulled it right out and finished himself off all over my face, the cock in my ass was still hammering away. My headphones were removed. I could hear lots of voices. It sounded like we were in a pub or a niteclub, my Mistress spoke "well done sissy, but guess what? You're only getting started! Now suck that cock clean, there's plenty more where that came from."

I licked and sucked the cum off my first cock as ordered. I could hear many conversations to my left hand side. I was now very nervous. Then another cock was rubbed on my lips and forced it's way into my mouth. This one was bigger, longer and harder. He didn't waste any time building up speed. Seconds later he was fucking my face and I was gagging for breath. The posture collar kept my face pointed upwards and straight ahead.

My ass was still being pounded but I could barely feel it by now. I could hear both of my impalers panting and grunting. My head was being jolted backwards with every stroke. I went full circle from worry and anxiousness to bliss and delerium. I couldn't feel my own cock, I was sure I was hard but it felt as if it didn't exist. The guy at my mouth started to shoot his load I felt the person in my ass shudder and my whole ass felt warm. That had to be a real cock. I moaned with pleasure, I had just been completely violated and I was loving it! I was so turned on. I started to lick his huge cock, cleaning his cum and swallowing as much as I could.

Just as I was almost finished the cock was pulled away and a pussy was in front of my mouth. It was my Mistress, I knew her pussy anywhere (I've spent enough time down there). She leaned back and wrapped her legs around my head. She removed the blindfold and enveloped my face with her pussy. She was dripping wet, probably after watching what had happened to me. I sucked and licked her clit and she was groaning and squeezing my head between her legs. I could still hear people chatting to my left but by now I didn't care. I trusted her completely.

There was a new object - cock or dildo pounding my ass. Although it felt strange, less intense. I put it down to maybe a smaller cock or another Mistress with a strap-on dildo. Suddenly as my Mistress was about to cum, she pushed my head away. She sat up and I opened my eyes, it took a second or two to regain focus. I met her gaze, her face was masked but her lips were uncovered and she kissed me deeply. "I love you my little sissy. No matter what happens tonight." What did that mean I wondered.

She stood up and stepped aside and in front of me there was a long line of men and women, all naked, all masked. The men I could see were slowly stroking their cocks, the women, wearing strap on dildos. The horse was rotated to the left. Fuck! I was on a stage, face to face with over 50 people sitting, eating, drinking and staring up at me. They must have noticed the shock and humiliation on my face because they all began to laugh in my direction. The horse spun further to the left and I noticed a video camera near the front corner of the crowd. Then my vision was met with another line of men and women. These can't all be for me?!

The first man came towards me and put his dick in my mouth. I started to suck and I could feel someone at my ass. This is unbelievable. Here I was, on a stage in front of a crowd of strangers, dressed as a french maid, tattooed and pierced being fucked in the mouth and ass and all of it was seemingly being filmed. I was so horny. But I couldn't feel my cock as being hard, it almost felt numb, as if it didn't exist. I wondered was I so horny that it had just short circuited!

The guy in my mouth came quickly, I swallowed his entire load and a pussy appeared. I was really getting into it at this stage. After what must have been 10 pairs of intruders later, and a mixture of pussies and cocks I could feel something happening behind me. Something back there felt strange. The guy in my mouth stopped and pulled out. He vigorously pulled his cock and blew exploded all over my face and lips and into my mouth. The horse was rotated to the left towards the back of the stage. Woah! There was a huge screen broadcasting me to the room. The camera zoomed in on my ass, and closer still focusing on my balls. They looked different, dark, oh my god! My testicles were banded! It dawned on me, my Mistress had set this all up to castrate me! My heart was pounding. I felt the blood drain from my face which was drenched in cum. I panicked. Mistress appeared at my side still masked. "Don't worry little Sissy, I'm very impressed with you! You're quite the cocksucker aren't you! So let me explain: You've been under a local anesthetic back there, your balls have been banded for over 3 hours now, from the stories you read online, you know it only takes about one hour before permanent damage is done, but judging by the size of that erection you're all for this." I nodded "yes", and tried to speak but nothing came out. She said, "We're going to take them off now, and lucky you, you get to watch it all." Just then a pair of gloved hands appeared beside my balls on screen. Then another gloved hand with what looked like a scalpel. I was shaking now, could this really be happening?!

Mistress rubbed my back. I loved her completely. "sissy you haven't penetrated me in over 3 years, you haven't cum in over one year and you haven't even seen your dick since last January, let's face it, sexually you are an object, almost useless, a cum slut. You don't need your balls any more". I just nodded like a little robot. She started to clean the cum off my face and reapply my makeup. As she was doing my lips, the gloved hands grabbed my balls and investigated the situation, pulling them to one side, then the other. Mistress said - "you're not a real man, just a useless little sissy cum slut. From now on, we won't even need to lock your useless cock up. Oh and wait until you see ur new tattoo! Above your dick it reads 'Sissy Cum Slut'. I'm taking your useless balls tonight." She paused. "Right now actually and soon you're going to do me a little favour." She moved onto my eye makeup. I closed both eyes as she worked. Moments later behind me the crowd let out a loud roar, clapping and cheering and as she finished the second eye I opened it up and looked at the screen, my balls were gone. The anesthetic had done it's job, I felt nothing, no pain. There was no blood or anything dramatic as I expected. All that remained were three tight rubber bands around a small tuft of skin below my cock. Which as it happens was still rock hard.

Mistress kissed my cheek and said "remember sissy I love you always", I muttered "I love you too Mistress". She beckoned to a naked guy just off to my right. She said, "this guy, this real man, is going to fuck me, you my useless sissy are going to make him hard and then you shall clean the cum from his cock and my pussy when we're finished fucking. I intend on fucking whoever I want in the future. As a special treat, you can watch just this once. Make the most of it." She put his cock in my mouth and I started to lick and suck. In no time at all he was hard. Mistress pulled him away from me and giggled "thanks sissy", the crowd cheered again as he entered her pussy right in front of my face. All I could do was watch and await my reward.