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Its done. I was thinking and asking about chemical castration but had a chance at the real thing so I took it. I havent been on line for a couple of months now while I have been recouperating. I had someone here in N.Z. who contacted me on the net and we met up. He was interested in the job. He cut me thru the old scars from the vasectomy I had done in my straight life about 20 yrs ago. The only pain was the pulling of the cords in my lower stomach/pelvic area as each ball was cut out. The cord one each side was tied off with thin nylon thread before cutting the vas and the blood vessel and I felt that retract into my abdomin each time. There was a bit of blood and a lot of bruising, but that went after about a week. I spent 24 hrs in bed wearing firm undies but after that I was O.K. I had to wait a few days before I could shower but sponge bathed my scrotum and penis around the three stitches on each side. This was done on a Friday afternoon at home and so I didnt have to go back to work untill the Monday. The balls were put into a small bottle of Formalin preservative fluid but I havent seen them since. I dont need to. The stitches were a little painful as He had to got thru unscared skin, but not that much worse that a piercing or tattoo in that area which I am used to I dont regret a minute of the experience at all. I am glad that I have now gone from jacking off three or four times a day to very rarely. I was starting to get into problems at work for being absent from my station so many time a day and now have NO PAIN in the testicles at all. The first time I did jack off about four days afterwards was strange. I didnt have the weight in my sac and the ejaculation was very minor. I'm happy with the empty sac and want to keep it. I get some enjoyment from fondling the skin and can sometimes get a half hard penis which I can try to jack off for a long time, but I have only cum a couple of times since that first try and have no juice at all. I dont mind that be cause I have always hated the mess that is involved with ejaculation. The actual jacking off had always been better for me that the climax. I'm happy now but am not sure what the future hold. Iam so glad now that the need to jack off is not always uppermost in my mind. Now I'm back on line I'll kep in touch. o. |