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this is my story the reason i know about this site is because iam trying too find im trying too find out how bad its going to be not to be able to have sex agian while im still young 35 . any way here it is about 7yrs ago i was out driving around in a city where i staying at and it was about 10.oopm . i had been drinking heavily before i left maybe something like 16 beers i know i should not have been driving but still i did . i remember getting lost since i wasnt familar with the town i was in and i stopped to get directions and decided to get more beer . as you could probably tell i was a party animal.so i kept driving around what seemed like the outer egde of town because there were alot of open fields .by this time i was completly lost and drunk .I remember coming up on a car and passing it up quikly.then i remember the car behind me catching up to me because i could see his lights coming up fast so i hit my brakes and made him also brake . we took off for like another 100 yrds and then we came to a stop sign on the road there was tall grass on all four sides of the road the car in back of me yelled out something and i remember i threw him the finger and took off. as i took off the car behind me came up beside me and forced my car over by this time i was realy pissed off so i remember opening my car door and falling on the road and then is when i realized how drunk i was when i tried to get up i saw there was three guys in the car immedietly one of them kick me in the stomach and took the wind out of me.the fight i put up was the fight off a very drunk man they said lets teach him a lesson so they draggged behind a small building or water tower of some sort and punched and kicked me and then one of them said lets teach this guy a lessson he almost ran us off the road.were goin g to make it so youll remember us forever then one of them started pulling off my boots and then i was like what are you doing you fags they said will see whos going to the the fag with no balls . so by this time that one guy had taken the shoe laces off my boots and stared trying to tie my hand around a pipe that was sticking out off the ground with in my drunken state i was no match he tied one hand and then the other too that same pipe further down then they pulled down my pants and underwear and they took out a knife about 9 inches long they were trying to pull my legs apart but i kept kicking and twisting and they put the knife to my throat but still i wouldnt let then so then one off them said ill be back and ran to the car and came back with some rope . they found a 10 foot piece off metal thown somewhere around the building and used it to tie one ankle to it then the other .then one guy said this is youll remember us were going to make you into a girl next time we see you youll be wearing a dress and stockings . with that he knelt quickly in front off me and grabbed my balls and started to cut i dont know if it was that i was scarred or drunk but i remember him showing me one off the balls and throwing and then grabbing the other agian showing it to me and thowing it into the field and me just filling warm but little pain.then they stood ther in front of me laughing .i heard one say lets cut his dick off to but then the other two i guess got scarred and set lets go we got him so right before they ran one guy cut the ropes and left i stood there in shock for awhile and then is when this intense pain hit me i looked down and could feel the warm blood dripping so i quikly thought i have to stop this bleeding and get to a hospital so i used a piece off string that was still dangling from my anckle and tied it around my open scroatem and got i my car and floored it luckly about 30 minutes later i passed a hospital and walked in . since then i dont see what is the big fantasy about castration i hate it because of my heavy drinking the docter took me off steroids because off the condition of my liver so now all i can do is sit here and wait for the effects of castration to take effect i trying to find out what the effects are i know ive noticed my penis getting smaller but how small will it get i know im gaining wieght in my thighs but how much does anyone out there know off anything that would reduce the effect aside from steroids. if by some chance i can take steroids again will i loose the fat and get back my penis size? well anyway this is my true story.
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