Todd 4

By Pueros

For Bboy

Chapter 4 – Liberty Lost

(Bangkok, Thailand, July 2001)

As Dr. Ching approached the door of the operating theatre, she removed the rubber glove from her right hand in order to greet her new client in the customary manner. She was wearing a surgical hat and gown but had lowered her mask and Todd admired the beautiful Oriental facial features so revealed. He could also appreciate the fineness of her bodily form despite the unattractive outer garments.

“Welcome,” Dr. Ching declared, as she reciprocated Todd’s admiration when observing the handsome teen waiting at the door. However, although the Doctor had studied the young American’s file the previous evening along with all of the others relating to her next day’s work, as usual she could not recall the client’s name. The young Thai nurse rescued her employer yet again from this recurring predicament by handing over the youth’s file. “Welcome, Todd,” the Chinese woman now said as she proffered her right hand whilst holding the file in the other.

Todd and the smiling young woman, who was to cut off his penis, shook hands. “I wasn’t sure that you’d come,” continued Dr. Ching, in excellent English with a strong American accent, “as many who book penectomies seem to have second thoughts and don’t turn up.” The Doctor had studied in the States before returning to Bangkok to take over the lucrative business from her father, allowing him to retire to Hong Kong in great comfort.

Dr. Ching looked into Todd’s eyes and asked “Are you absolutely sure that you want to proceed? There’s no shame in having a change of mind!” “Absolutely!” the young American immediately answered with reinforced determination, “I’ve been wanting this for a long time and, before you ask, I do know what life will be like afterwards. It’s a life that I’m not only prepared for but desperately want.” “Well, that’s clear enough,” the Doctor responded, “in which case will you please go into the preparation room opposite. Please undress and lie on the leather couch that’s inside for the nurse to perform some medical checks, just the usual temperature, pulse rate, blood pressure and blood sample. She’ll then give you an enema as you’ll need to be cleaned inside before I operate. Please then shower thoroughly, giving special attention to your genitals, and, as long as I’m satisfied that everything’s fine, I’ll invite you in here to get the job done. I see from your file that you’ve requested local anaesthetic only. Is that still your choice as I can render you briefly unconscious if you want?” “Local anaesthetic’s fine,” Todd replied, “as I want to see it done.” “O.K.,” Dr. Ching responded, “in which case I estimate that, if everything goes according to plan, you’ll be out of here in about six hours. See you later!” The young Chinese Doctor then returned to the innards of the theatre in which the teen would shortly lose his cock whilst the young Thai nurse opened the door of the preparation room opposite.

The spacious preparation room was as spotless as the operating theatre. The black leather couch was against the wall on the left with an adjacent chair and trolley containing various medical accoutrements and enema equipment. The shower cubicle was straight ahead and there were coat-hooks on the right wall. “I’ll leave you to undress,” the nurse announced, “and come back in five minutes. Please take everything off!”

Once alone, Todd slipped his t-shirt over his head and hung it from one of the hooks. He removed his trainers and stuffed his sports socks inside them. The young American unfastened his leather belt and unzipped his jeans, which he then slid down his smooth lithe legs before stepping out of them and hanging them next to his shirt. He took one final look at the shape of the prominent bulge in his black tanga briefs, knowing that it would be somewhat different when he put them on again. He also took the opportunity to experience the wonderful feel of his stimulated genitals through the cloth covering for the last time before almost reluctantly removing the garment, placing it on the same hook as his jeans. The youth saw his cock rise to point back up his stomach and start to dribble precum. However, his thoughts now by-passed embarrassment at the revelation, being instead focused on only one thing, and he lay face-up on the couch, waiting for the young nurse to return and making no effort to hide his sexual excitement.

The nurse came back, as promised, after five minutes. She feigned disinterest at the sight of the beautiful naked erect teen lying before her whilst she performed the medical checks but inwardly deeply regretted what was about to happen. She thought that it was a waste of lovely young manhood, which she would not have minded experiencing. However, she was well trained and so proceeded proficiently with her duties, including supervising the enema, pretending throughout not to notice the throbbing cock. Whilst Todd was showering, the nurse completed her tasks by wiping the couch with a disinfected cloth. Before leaving, she asked the youth to lie again on the couch to await the Doctor.

Todd did not have to wait too long before Dr. Ching entered, carrying and making notes in his file. She also felt regret at what she was about to do once she too saw the naked young American, and for the same reasons as her nurse. However, the Doctor was less reticent about the teen’s hard-on because she now had to inspect the youth’s genitalia carefully. “Everything’s fine with the checks,” announced the young Chinese woman, “so we should be able to proceed after one final investigation. If you’ll permit, I have to examine that part of your anatomy on which I’m to operate!”

Todd, his mind overwhelmed by a strange mixture of sexual apprehension and anticipation, simply nodded acquiescence. Dr. Ching sat on the chair and gently held the young American’s damp engorged cockhead with her right fingertips and lifted it from its position close to the teen’s navel to the vertical. She then closely scrutinised the erection, now actually ½ inch longer than ever before. The Doctor noted that the young male genitals were naturally virtually hairless, although there was a rather cute small bush of dark pubic hair just above. She paid particular attention to the veins and the base of the penis before prising the youth’s legs apart to spy the equally hairless area between his scrotum and anus. She then made one further attempt to deflect the youth from his chosen course.

“Looks a perfect specimen of young manhood,” Dr. Ching advised, “which surely is too valuable to lose. Think of all the girls, or boys if you prefer, with whom you could share its delights!” However, Todd did not respond so the Doctor attempted to scare him by continuing, whilst still holding the throbbing cockhead, “Let me remind you what I’ll be doing during the operation. I know that our website will have already provided you with this information but I think reiterating it is important before I undertake the process. I’ll slice off your penis at the base. I’ll then need to excise the root within the scrotum, locating, as I do so, the end of the remaining urethra. This will need to be redirected to a new exit that I’ll create between your scrotum and anus and through which you will urinate in future in a sitting position. After the subsequent stitching heals, a U-shaped scar will occupy the space where your penis once was. Otherwise, your scrotum will remain the same and will still fill with the fluids of sexual desire.”

Todd was unmoved by the reminder of what was shortly to befall his loins and Dr. Ching was disappointed at her failure so far to put him off the operation. However, she thought of other possible opportunities to encourage the young American to change his mind and so the Doctor said, whilst still gingerly holding the teen’s erection, “Now, I can’t really proceed with the operation with your penis in this condition. I need it flaccid. I therefore suggest that it enjoy one last orgasm to persuade it to soften. Should I induce it or do you want to be left alone to do it yourself?” The teen, some embarrassment returning, opted for the latter.

Dr. Ching left, asking Todd to re-shower and transfer to the operating theatre once he had finished. The young American looked at his doomed throbbing penis for a while, watching the cockhead drooling more and more precum onto his belly. He then gently fingered and enjoyed its full live shape one last time. He knew that it would not take much to induce climax and, now wishing to prolong this final pleasure, proceeded very delicately, whilst recognising that it would not now be Miki’s hand that provided him with his last ejaculation but his own.

Todd stopped his ministrations twice when he realised that he was close and instead carefully re-examined his vibrating cock, exploring every inch of its youthful vitality. However, on the second occasion, he also recalled that its sexual energy would soon lost to dismemberment, probably well within the hour. The thought immediately caused his loins to boil. White instead of colourless liquid began to emerge at the cockhead and the teen could not prevent himself from grasping his penis and pumping vigorously. He almost doubled-up in ecstasy as spurt after spurt of semen flowed out all over his body and face, as well as the couch, chair, trolley, wall and floor. His final orgasm was the most intense and productive of his life, even superseding the penultimate one artistically created by Miki.

Todd lay back for a while, still gripping his cum-covered cock with a hand equally endowed with the sticky white fluid, before letting go to watch the organ gradually attain the flaccidity required by the Doctor. The young American scrutinised his penis in its softened state for one last time before cleaning his mess up as best he could with tissues and showering. He was soon ready and holding the handle of the preparation room’s door. The teen, his brain still a mix of intense fear and excitement, looked down at his still-whole genitals and gave final thought to what he proposed to do. However, his mind did not take too long to confirm his destiny, and the youth turned the handle, opened the door and boldly walked naked into the operating theatre opposite, ignoring the fact that eight people had gathered outside the window to watch. They comprised five of the intrigued customers who had shared the waiting room with the penectomy client earlier, the two backpacking couples plus one of the middle-aged Caucasians. They had been supplemented by three 12 years old boys, the son of one of the staff and two friends. The Doctor had permitted their presence in another forlorn effort to put Todd off. The sight of the beautiful nude teenager, advancing towards the demise of his cock and oblivious to anything else, captivated them all.

Dr. Ching and the nurse were waiting for Todd in the operating theatre, dressed in full surgical uniforms. They were both disappointed to see continued determination in the young American’s eyes. The Doctor had known that masturbation had not really been needed to induce flaccidity, because the local anaesthetic would produce the same result, but had hoped that a male’s post-sex low might result in a change in attitude, particularly with spectators present. The young Chinese woman’s wish seemed to be thwarted but this did not stop her from making another attempt. “Ah, Todd,” she said, as she looked at the sweet teen’s nice softened cock, “I see that you have fulfilled your task. However, before I request you to lay on the operating table, I must ask once again whether you’re sure that you want me now to remove your penis. I’d be happy to repay all of your fee, including the deposit, if you want to change your mind.” The nurse was amazed for she had never known her boss to be so generous. The youth did not reply verbally but instead smiled disarmingly and mounted the table on his own volition.

Dr. Ching was too much of a professional not now to proceed to satisfy Todd’s deepest desire. She gave the nurse a nod and the two started the preliminaries after lifting their surgical masks to cover their mouths. The nurse gently moved the young American’s legs further apart to facilitate proper access to the male genitals and strapped them in place before dabbing the whole of his loins with antiseptic wipes, giving special attention to the teen’s lovely cock and balls. She then placed a clean white cloth, about 12” square, over the area. The cloth had a small round hole in the centre, through which she carefully pulled the youth’s sexual organs, the penis re-hardening rapidly as a result of the attentions being paid to it. The circumference of the cloth ran neatly but not too tightly around the base of the scrotum, which was tied tightly with antiseptic-soaked string.

Dr. Ching injected the strong local anaesthetic into the underside of Todd’s scrotum and waited for the inevitable reversal in the penis’ growth, which was destined never to recur. She waited a few minutes until flaccidity had been restored, not just for now but for eternity, and, tickling the young American’s ball sac, asked the teen “Can you feel this?” Todd, despite a very dry throat, managed a quiet “No!” The Doctor then picked up an exceedingly sharp scalpel, which she very carefully presented to the underside base of the youth’s soft cock, held in an upright position by the nurse, before looking into his gorgeous but now glazed eyes and asking one last time “Sure?”

Todd nodded affirmatively and so Dr. Ching began the incision. The young American watched on intrigued as he was dismembered, his interest reciprocated by the spectators on the other side of the window. The boys all exclaimed a Thai “Wow!”

Dr. Ching first cut the skin round the penile base before carefully slicing into the harder material, ignoring the spurting blood. Todd felt intense elation as, with practised skill, the blade made cautious but quick inroads through his cock and it was not too long before the severed organ was resting in the nurse’s rubber-gloved left hand. The young Thai showed it to the young American before placing it in a dish on a table nearby. The teen responded with an euphoric smile before lowering the back of his head to the table as the rest of the surgery was of no interest to him. The Doctor proceeded to cut out the penile root and, after removing the cloth and string, relocate the urethra exit before performing her sewing. Her work was meticulous, expert and without complication or mishap, and the nurse was eventually cleaning and applying ointments and bandages to the wounds.

The young Thai briefly left the theatre but returned rapidly with a male member of staff pushing a trolley. The man carefully transferred Todd onto the trolley, with the help of the Doctor and nurse, before wheeling him to the preparation room, which doubled as a recovery facility. The eight voyeurs took the opportunity of having a closer glance at the bandaged cock-less scrotum as the trolley crossed the corridor. All, rather incongruously, clapped as they did so.

Dr. Ching followed into the room and, after the man had left, sensitively wiped the young American’s brow and rustled his hair. “I’ll be back later,” she said, “to see how you’re doing. I should be able to discharge you in a few hours as long as you agree to follow the aftercare instructions.” The Doctor then added before departing “You were very brave Todd, not only during the operation but in pressing on to ensure that your dream actually became reality. I sincerely wish that life will now be more fulfilling for you without your penis than with it!” She then surprised the young American with a kiss before leaving with tears in her eyes.

Todd, recuperating on the trolley, hoped the beautiful Doctor’s wish came true.

(To be concluded in Chapter 5 – ‘Lifelong Torments’)