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OK, I'm a 45 year old married Man, two young kids. Three years ago I told my wife about my sex abuse as a young boy... I'm adopted. When I was six, my mom had sex with me. Later that summer, I was sruck by a car and broke my left femur (thigh bone) I was in traction in hospital for 6 weeks, and two more in a body cast so I could learn to walk with crutches... A young nurse used to vistit me and play with my balls, everyday I think, but at least 4 times a week. This has made me a sex addict... When I told mme wife all this she freaked out and stopped having sex with me. I can't leave her, i love her and adore my kids. She still teases me by walking around in her undies and will show me her tits sometimes. To keep from going crazy I tape my penis up so it can't get hard.. She loves to humiliate me by making me wear shorts that are translucent... It looks like I have a dick the size of a newborn when I push it into my body and pull out a flap of skin and tape it to stop those annoying erections.. . Actually, I kinda like having the strange women laugh at my tiny dick... its sooo humiliating... Anyway... I can't go on like this anymore, so I have found a female doctor with a female assitant who will castrate me in her office to end my sex drive. I am scheduled for a pre-opp exam in Nov... but as I told her assitant, if I like them when I'm there; we might as well just have me fixed, there and then. I told her I get an erection when ever we speak on the phone and she talks about my castration... I can't wait to jerk off in front of them before they cut-off my balls. I also gave permission to have it photgraphed, so I'll send in the pics for all to see. Anyway, thank you all for letting me know I have a choice, I really can't stand to go onlike this... I mean I'm 45 and have to jerk off 5 times a day sometimes... I just want out. I just want peace. I just want tranquillity... I JUST WANT TO BE CASTRATED. . |