Someone else said, "I'm not a girl. I'm a nullo."

The first boy said, "What the hell is a nullo?"

"It's a boy like me who had his dick and balls cut off." I had heard about nullos but I had never seen one so I looked around until I saw him. He had a beautiful face, body, hair and smile. He didn't seem to be the least bit embarrassed to not have boy parts. When I looked at his crotch, I got an instant boner. A few of the other boys also had boners. I couldn't get my woody to go down so I showered quickly facing the wall. I dressed and left as fast as I could. There was a lot of talk about the nullo but I was too distracted by my boner to pay much attention.

Just before I left for home the nullo boy came up to me and said, "Hi. I'm Scott. This is my first day here."

"I'm Taylor. It's nice to meet you."

"I saw your stiffy in the showers."

"Other guys got boners."

"But, yours was the biggest."

"Really?"

"Yes. Yours was definitely the biggest and it was the only one that pointed straight up. Why do you think you got a stiffy?"

"I don't know."

"If guys get a stiffy when they see a nullo, it's 'cause they want to be nullified or 'cause they want to fuck the nullo. You want to come to my house and fuck me?" I got another boner. He saw the bulge in my pants and smiled. Suddenly, I really, really wanted to fuck him but I was too shy to say so. I nodded and he said, "Follow me home."

After we were in his room and couldn't be overheard, I asked, "Did your parents have your stuff cut off to punish you. My mom sometimes threatens to have me nullified when I don't do my homework or chores."

"Don't worry. You can't be nullified against your will unless you rape someone or molest a little kid."

"Is that why you were nullified?"

"Hell no! I decided to be nullified."

"Why in the world did you do that?"

"Where I used to live, it's traditional for bottoms to get their junk cut off. Also, I think it looks better than having things sticking out."

"Bottoms?"

"A bottom is a gay guy who likes to be fucked but doesn't like to fuck much." While we were talking, we were taking our clothes off. We were both naked so he put a condom on my cock, lubed it and said, "It's time to start. Go slow at first so you don't hurt me."

I said, "OK." I slowly pushed my dick into his hot, tight, hole. It was incredible.

When I got it all the way in, he said, "Now start thrusting back and forth slowly." I did it three times and then I came. It was the best orgasm I ever had, by far.

I said, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cum so soon. Did you cum?"

"No, but it's OK. We can do it again. Don't feel bad. Most guys cum too soon their first time. Would you like to know what it feels like to be fucked?"

I didn't tell him it was my first time. He just KNEW. I said, "Yeah but I'm too shy to go up to a guy and ask him to fuck me like you did,"

"I can fuck you."

"How? You don't have a dick."

"I have a strap-on dildo."

"A dildo?"

"A fake dick. A real dick feels better but a dildo is still good."

"I'd like that."

He put on a harness and said, "Since this is your first time, I'll use the smallest one." He screwed a dildo that was about the thickness of my middle finger, but longer, onto the harness and lubed it. "If you get a guy with a big dick to fuck you, have him use one finger, then two fingers, first so that he doesn't hurt you. Always insist that he uses a condom and lube."

While he fucked me, I stroked my dick. I came almost as quickly as I did when I fucked him. My orgasm was even better.

We rested for a few minutes. Then he said, "Now that you have cum twice, you can fuck me and not cum so soon." I did last a lot longer and I could tell when he came from the expression on his face and the way his butt hole tightened. The excitement of him cuming, made me cum.

We had some drinks and ate some corn chips. I asked him, "How did you get your parents to agree to let you get nullified?"

"If you're eleven, or older, you don't need their permission. I got it done three days after my eleventh birthday."

"How did you pay for it?"

"The government wants boys to get snipped or castrated so they'll pay for it. They pay you 400 for getting your balls removed. A thousand for getting everything removed."

"Why do they want that?"

"They think boys without balls make better students and we can't rape girls or get them pregnant."

"Why do they want dicks removed?"

"If I had a dick, I might take testosterone which would cancel out most of the good from not having balls. Without a dick, there's no reason to take it."

"Don't you miss being able to jack off with your dick?"

"No. Being fucked is way better than jacking off."

"What if you can't find anyone to fuck you?"

"That's what's so great about being smooth. More than 90 percent of gay guys prefer to fuck smooth guys. When they see that you're smooth, they know you're available. Some straight guys who would never think of fucking boys with dicks will fuck a smooth boy. I never have any trouble finding guys to fuck me."

He saw that I was staring at his crotch and said, "Doesn't it look great?"

It did look great but I said, "It looks OK. I'm surprised not to see a scar. I don't even see a pee hole."

"They moved my pee hole here." He touched himself just in front of his butt-hole. "If they left it where my dick used to be, my pee would spray all over the place."

"Did it hurt much when they cut everything off?"

"It didn't hurt at all when they did it 'cause I was asleep. I was a little sore for a few days afterward but it wasn't bad at all. The worse thing was that I had to have a plastic tube up my pee hole for four days and I couldn't let anyone fuck me for a week."

I looked at the clock and said, "I gotta go soon."

"Do you have time for me to fuck you with the dildo again?"

"Sure, I'd like that."

"This time I'll use the next larger size. Don't touch your dick while I fuck you. I think you'll like it better." He was right. It took a lot longer and I did like it better.

That night I jacked off before going to sleep like I usually did. I thought about fucking Scott and had a good orgasm.

The next day, before I went home, I went up to Scott and asked, "Can we do it again today, please?"

"No. I'm doing it with Walter today. I'm gonna talk to him about you and maybe tomorrow he will do it with both of us." I was disappointed but excited about the idea of having Walter fuck me. I had been attracted to him for years but too shy to do anything about it.

When I got home, I went to my room and jacked off. This time I thought about Walter fucking me. That night I jacked off again and thought about being a nullo and Walter fucking me. It bothered me a little to be thinking about being a nullo. I decided that it was just a harmless fantasy. I didn't really want to be nullified.

The next day, Walter fucked both of us and I fucked Scott. Walter didn't want to be fucked. My best orgasm was from Walter fucking me. That night when I jacked off, I thought even more about being smooth like Scott and getting fucked by Walter. The fantasy didn't bother me as much as it did the day before.

The next day, I asked Scott, "Are we going to do it with Walter again?"

"No. I'm doing it with Danny but you and Walter can do it together."

When we were walking home Walter said, "I'll do you but you can't do me. Is that OK?"

"It's OK." I wasn't really very disappointed. Then I said, "If you got fucked, you might like it. Why don't you try it?"

"I tried it a couple of times and I didn't like it at all."

After we finished, I said, "That was great. Was it good for you?"

"It was good but not as good as with Scott."

"Why not?" I was a little hurt.

"Because Scott is a nullo and it really turns me on to see his smooth crotch."

"Well, I'm not having my stuff cut off just to turn you on."

"I don't expect you to, but if you did, you'd be really, really, hot. You'd be even hotter than Scott and I'd want to fuck you every day."

After we had drinks and chips, Walter fucked me again. This time I didn't touch my dick and my orgasm was the best yet.

A few days later, a very shy boy named Bruce showed up in the showers without his boy-parts. He seemed very happy. All the gay boys and some straight boys swarmed around him just like they did Scott. I was jealous of Scott and Bruce.

Later, I talked to Bruce and he said, "I never really liked my junk but I didn't know I could get rid of it until I saw Scott. I talked to him and he told me that I could go the clinic, ask to be nullified and they would do it. I went the first thing the next day. Today is my first day back in P.E. and a whole bunch of boys want to fuck me. I'm going to love being a nullo. I wish I had done it a few days after my eleventh birthday like Scott did."

"How do you know you'll like being fucked?"

"Two months ago, on my twelfth birthday, my cousin gave me a dildo as a gag gift. I tried it and I really liked it. I'm sure I'll like being fucked even more."

"What do your parents think about you being snipped?"

"They don't even know. The clinic called the school and told them why I wouldn't be in that day. I went home from the clinic at the regular time and to school the next day."

That afternoon, Walter went home with a boy with a small dick because he looked more like a nullo. I went home alone and jacked off. While I was jacking, I fantasized about being smooth and having a bunch of boys who wanted to fuck me. It really turned me on but I knew I didn't really want to be snipped.

I decided to buy myself a dildo so that I could fuck myself when I couldn't get anyone to fuck me. I didn't have any idea where to buy one so I asked Scott. He said, "You can't get them in local stores. You'll have to order one over the internet."

I said, "I'm not allowed to buy things over the internet."

"Come over to my place. We can do it, then I'll order one for you." After we had sex, Scott said, "This is what you should get. It's just like mine. It has a harness with five different sizes of dildos. It costs a lot less to buy them as a set than separate. You'll need the harness if you have a smooth boy over or you get snipped."

I looked at it and said, "It's way too expensive. I can't buy it."

Scott said, "I'll buy it for you. Consider it an early Christmas gift."

I said, "Thanks. You're a great guy."

Scott blushed and said, "You like getting fucked more than you like fucking, don't you."

I said, "A little bit." I actually liked it a lot more but I didn't want to tell Scott.

"You should get yourself snipped like me, then you'd never have any trouble finding a guy to fuck you."

"I don't want to give up my dick. I'm kind of attached to it."

"Ha! Attached to it. That's funny."

When I used the dildo for the first time, it was kind of hard to reach my butt-hole to use it. It felt real good. When I took my bath that night, I tucked my dick and balls between my legs and looked in the mirror. I looked real hot but I couldn't keep my dick between my legs for more than a few seconds because I got a woody.

The next day, I took a little detour on my way to school and looked at the front of the clinic for a few minutes. While I was standing there, Scott came up behind me and said, "If you're scared to go in and get snipped, I can come in with you."

"I'm not here to get snipped. I was just looking to see if any boys I know would go in."

Scott said, "If you saw a boy go in he might not be getting snipped. They do other things there."

The next day, another boy showed up in the showers without his junk. After that, I had a hard time finding boys who wanted to fuck me. I found a boy who would fuck me if I fucked him first. After I fucked him, he couldn't get hard. I had him fuck me with the strap-on dildo. The next time, we tried having him fuck me first but he couldn't stay hard long enough so he used the dildo again. I fucked him with my dick. The next day, he was out of school and I was sure he was at the clinic getting snipped.

When I was alone, I almost always fucked myself with my dildo instead of jacking off with my dick 'cause it just felt better.

Three days later, I walked by the clinic again. I stopped and looked at the door for about a minute. I said out loud, "Hell, I might as well do it. What do I need a dick for anyway?"

I looked at the directory on the wall and saw that the castration and nullification clinic was on the third floor. When I walked in, I noticed a really good looking male nurse behind the desk. I walked up to him and was so nervous, I couldn't talk. He smiled at me and said, "I bet you are here to be castrated or nullified but you are scared." I nodded. He pushed two pieces of paper toward me and continued, "This is the form for nullifications and this is the one for castrations. Sign the one you want and we can start."

I signed the nullification form. He took the form and said, "Give me your ID. You need to drink some juice with medicine in it. You want grape, orange or apple?"

He weighed me and gave me the grape juice I had chosen. After I had finished drinking the juice, he led me into a shower room and said, "Take off your clothes and put them in a locker. Then shower with this soap. Wash especially well around your genitals. When you are finished, put on one of these paper gowns and come back out."

The paper gown did not hide my boner at all. When he saw it, he said, "Don't worry about getting an erection, most boys get one when they are about to be nullified. Besides, this will be the last one you'll ever get." He led me into a room and said, "Take the gown off and lay on this cot. Is the medicine making you more relaxed?"

"Yes, but I'm still a little scared."

"There is nothing to be scared of. It doesn't hurt at all."

"How would you know?"

"I was nullified when I was a little younger than you are now."

"Really?"

"Really!"

"Did you ever regret getting snipped?"

"Never. It was the best thing I ever did. Would you like a little more medicine?"

"No. It's really starting to kick in now. I'm getting real sleepy."

"That's what it's supposed to do. You'll go to sleep soon and when you wake up, it will be all done." He started spraying something on my crotch and then I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I didn't remember where I was or what had happened. My first thought was, "Why am I sleeping naked? I always wear underwear to bed." Then I looked down and there was a mirror on the wall near my feet. I could see that where my dick and balls were supposed to be. I had a bright red scar and a plastic tube sticking out near my butt hole. I said, "What happened? Did I have an accident?"

The nurse said, "No. You came in to be nullified. Do you remember?"

"I remember now. Why didn't I remember before?"

"The medicine does that sometimes."

I was feeling good enough to go to school an hour later but the nurse made me stay in the clinic until three. I went straight home from the clinic.

The next day I said to Scott, "I got snipped yesterday. Are you surprised?"

"I'm surprised it took you so long. I'll miss having that big dick of yours up my butt, but I know it's best for you."

"I hope I don't regret getting snipped. You were right. It didn't hurt and the tube is annoying."

Scott said, "I'm absolutely sure you will never regret it."

Three days later, I showered after P.E. for the first time as a nullo. Having a whole bunch of boys who wanted to fuck me was wonderful. I was sorry, and they were sorry, that I couldn't let any of them fuck me for three more days.

I missed being fucked so much that I let Walter fuck me one day before I was supposed to. It hurt a little bit but it was wonderful. After that, Walter fucked me every day. I never regretted getting snipped but I did wish I had done it sooner.

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