I bought an elastrator and bands. Attached two and left them on for 4 hours. I went to the kitchen and got a heavy knife from the cupboard. I laid my penis on the chopping block and swung the knife downward extremely hard. It smacked on my penis and felt like it could have gone through if it was a little heavier. I did this about 10 times until I could see a bunch of black marks. It feels so good but the pain began to be too much. After cutting the bands off the desire to have them on again was too much so I attached another couple then lay down to sleep.

This time after an hour the pain was too much but I wasn't ready to cut them off. This time I took a nice long shower. Towards the end I turned the cold water down to almost nothing and turned the nozzle onto my penis. It was cold and dark from the loss of circulation. The hot water started to warm it up but it was not enough. I had to turn the cold water off completely. The numbness of the bands hid the full burn of the water for a while. When it became too much I turned the water onto my testicles. It was a strange feeling between pain and pleasure. Sometimes the pain becoming too much; but I could not stop. It seemed like only minutes but the clock on the wall said it was another 40 minutes gone by. By now my penis was a darker black color and it was cold once again. I knew if I did not cut it off soon the pain would make it too difficult. Once again the snap of the band flinging back as it was removed was sharp.

The next 3 nights I used the bands again. Four more hours the first time but this time as I was banding my penis I stuck it in a glass bottle with Hydrogen peroxide. While the band was on I pulled and pushed the bottle back and forth until my penis was fully erect. The bottle was so tight with the seal of the fluid that my penis would not pull back as far. I pulled as hard as I could until blood started squirting from my pores. Then I took another shower. The bottle was dangling until I was ready. I turned the cold water off and used the hot water to heat the hydrogen peroxide until it started to burn. Once again I started pulling on the bottle. This time even harder until I pulled the bottle off completely. The suction was so strong once again blood flowed from my penis.

As each night progressed I had to shorten the time being banded. The skin was starting to get tough and my penis was hard but not the normal hard. It seemed like it was hard from starting to go dead. I had to stop with the bands but I continued with the scalding hot water on my penis and testicles. My desire to torture myself was still just as hard. This time since my skin was too sore for the bands. I started using more hydrogen peroxide.

I took a syringe used for catheters and filled it with the hydrogen peroxide. I inserted the end into my urethra and squirted 50cc inside. I held the base of my penis well behind my balls so the fluid would not go too far and I could direct it into my scrotum. While holding both ends of my penis I started to push my hands together back and forth really fast. I could feel the peroxide starting to bubble. My balls started to tighten as the peroxide started to fill my sack. I couldn't help myself. I kept stroking my cock, knowing the peroxide would fill them more as my testicles were trying to release precum. Then when they started to feel numb I thought I should stop.

I continued with the scalding hot water on my penis and testicles for the next week. My penis and balls were extremely numb. The feeling still has not returned and I have not been able to cum for over 2 months. My balls don't seem to hang as low, my penis just flops and will not stay hard for more then 10 seconds. I stopped the peroxide injections. I'm curious to see if my penis can recover.