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In the softly lightened corridor of the hospital, visiting hour has passed, only nurses and night assistants of the no much hosts were presents. All is quite and silence, expectation time. A mistress approached another: "Good night. Excuse me if I nag you; but our sons share the room and I noticed, both of them, will be operate tomorrow morning; consequently we will spend some time together and I'd like introduce myself."
The lady turned her head and with a smiling detachment answered:"You don't notice me; I'm glad to meat you." The first:"Some illness seem so much slight to deserve a place just between two others operations, spare time; but I assure you that a tonsillitis and an adenoidism for a fourteen boy, as my son is, are a serious question. He can't really breathe, not even by his mouth!" The imperturbable smiling of her interlocutor was enervanting, she needs a dialogue and insisted:"Now he looks well, but it is only because we have stopped the swimming trainings and the school in the last two weeks. Instead he would be so needy to got often to, at school." The second lady, as she was reading a prompt-copy, listlessly:"Luckly it's Christmas time and he will not lose schooltime, anymore." This lady get on her nerves, resolute to stop the conversation she putted a polite question:"But also your son doesn't look as unwell..." The second interrupted her with a funny haughtiness attitude:"In fact he's sound as a roach; he will just have his dick cut off." The first lady, blushing and turning her eyes elsewhere, could only say:"Hoo!", as a punch hits her stomach. The second:"Do you think it's so terrible? Or are you thinking what a pitifull mother I am!?" The first, puzzled:"No.. It is only that...Yes, sometimes I heard it happens, but I never knew someone who did it really." Second:"It's of his choice. Me and my husband gave only our consent. And even if we aren't into any religion, he said me this afternoon, this is the best Christmas gift he could recive." The first lady couldn't belive what she was hearing and gaped to her, but curiosity killed the cat, as her eyes revealed; thus she continued, in better spirits:"Anyway he is fifteen, also if he looks like younger, therefore sexually of full age: and he could do it who knows where or who knows whom, if he has money enough. In fact we learned he still reached an agreement with our dentist, who, being correct, informed us before to go on any further. Do you know, he is just a surgeon , but specializzed in odontotherapy. Surely more expert in teeth removal, then in penis removal." The first, eaten up by curiosity, now:"A total removal?" Second:"No! He chosen to remain a stump enough to urinate standing up. He won't change his appearance, he just wants to live without the worries of sexual necessities, without lust." The first:"But!..." The second:"Yes I know! Also his father and I, we thought that this loss deviced the satisfaction, not the need. But his spiritual master; who we questioned immediately, as soon as we knew our son's will, explained us that, with a few of good intentions; who knows himself disabled, he meant knowing visually one's own disability, for a complete sexually intercourse, takes strength enough to kill his desire. Resignation as a soothing! More, he advised hard to avoid testicles removal; 'cause it gives a lot of health troubles, both physicall and mental, at his age; and chemical castration 'cause our norms forbid every kind of addiction. Then, I say, if a next day I would be grandmo', it's better he has a stock of seed." The first, witty:"But, how will he sprinkle!?" The second, seriously:"Simply, with electrostimulation! If you are asking if he will have any girlfriends, I answer you: 'surely yes!' Not immediately, of course, before he has to win the shock of being nomore a copulator, but I think that spending next summertime at the naturist campus, where we use to go, both theese targets will be hit at the center: it will work as a shock therapy, to win the shame knowing its cause accepted as a normal thing." The first, provocative:"So you are happy for his choice? Do you know, my parents were farmers, and in my childhood I helped them to make the capons; I remember they said:"We are going to kill the males"... The second, all of a sudden, so much then a nurse went to ask if everything was OK:"Be quiet! It's all right, none is dying. The next years we will celebrate two birthdays, one as a person and one as an eunuch. We asked to his master if we could wait for summertime, to do it safetly, to consider it should be a passing fancy, he would change his mind too late, 'cause you know: it is definitive!" "Well, then..." the first pursued. The second:"His silky voice, expressing all his experience said us that the way our son expressed his will, revealed a perfect state of mind to recive the treatment: the best thing to do was to find a surgeon to satisfy him. He's going to born at a new life!" The first, as waking up from a dream:"Just wait a moment; you said me you were not into any religion, but you're talking about spiritual masters, norms, eunuchs and naturism, rebirth: but what does it mean?" The second could not restrain a rescue laughter:"Sorry. It's better I start from a step back. We aren't into any religion, it's true, but we are members of a neoplatonic cultural movement; our life is imprinted upon three words: Voluptas, Castitadae, Pulcritudo. The english for these three latin words is Pleasure, meant as a deep experience involving all our senses; Chatisty, meant as the abstention from the pleasures merely sexuals and Beauty, as each thing, natural or improved by art, that can ravish your spirit into a perfect peaceful state. We care the outer look, but our beauty doesn't provided for aesthetical surgey, body building, doping or elctrostimulator for passive gym. Our activities involved outdoor sports, nudism, visits at mueums, galleries and interesting architectural sites; this is enough to satisfy the first and the third words. But someone, more the boys then the girls, has some troubles to behave as the second point ordered. Therefore, not frequently, someone becomes eunuch, as my son will be. It doesn't signify that he will not have any relationships, often our eunuchs are married and their wives happy, 'cause they have not to fight with husband's lust or adulteries; they are the fondest fathers you've never seen, can we deprive them of this joy?!" The first, amazed for so much semplicity:"And the girls?" The second answered:"For the girls is different, they joins more the sex with maternity, we encourage these hot girls to marry the eunuchs. They will satisfy with reciprocity by means of deep massage, a perineal manual stimulation of Tantra origin, then living in intimacy with a lovely partner without it shall always flow in a penetration, they will drawn their lust into chatisty. If you want to know why not a female circumcision, it's because it gives too much troubles for labour." A nurse went to ask kindly them to return into their room, 'cause it was too late and their speaking bothered somebody. While they went back, in a low voice, the first asked:"But did you never noticed his trouble?" The second, always speaking low:"Since his 11/12, I saw him interested in pornography and spending too much time into the bathroom, so I knew something would happen; but, also if I'd prefer he was a whole male, of course; I don't consider to be eunuch an horror, like it seems to be in this 21st century; only 1700 years ago some gnostics practised a ritual self-castration." They stopped to talk, crossing the threshold of the room, in the dusk the first mistress could see the white in the eyes of the other boy; he could not sleep, of course. She watched her, so panting in his slumber, thinking:"How are you lucky to have an ignorant mother like me." "Good night!"
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