What happened to me

I remember a few days after that, he invited me to his place in another province. I went on my summer vacation. That's when my whole life changed. After arriving at his condo, we spent a few days being goofy etc. We both had a good time. Now Jim has a lot of money (he's a doctor) and we went to his cottage. His cottage is really nice, very comfortable....more like a very nice home. He had a lot of toys like computers, a telescope, and other neat things like 4 metal detectors (which I loved using on the beach). Anyway, after 2 nights he said that he wanted to eat my balls. I thought I knew what that was. I thought he meant that he wanted to suck on and lick them. I remember that that evening as he gave me lots to drink, he told me to sniff a piece of cloth. I did as he told me. I knew I loved him. I remember my head spinning and things getting dark. When I woke up, Jim was holding me in his arms. He told me I would understand later. I didn't feel anything strange until a little while later. I had a funny dull ache down below and notice that my bag was wrapped in gauze.

I asked my uncle what happened and he told me. He said that he cut out both of my testicles. I didn't know what I felt. I guess I was too young to know. I know now.

He told me that I didn't need those "things" and that I would be happier in the long run". The dull ache clouded my thoughts. I remember talking to my mom on the phone and telling her I would spent the rest of the summer with Uncle Jim. She said "that's fine, as long as you're no trouble".

After about a week, and a bandage changing at least once per day, Uncle Jim said I was doing well, and that he was proud of me. That made be feel good.

I noticed a few weeks later, that I didn't have my usual morning...and for that matter, day long erections. I mentioned that to Jim and he said that I needed a little something. I remember that he used both a syringe and pills. All I remember is that after his medication sessions, usually the next day, I became really horny and my cock would stiffen out, as large or larger than ever! Jim also noticed when I was aroused and would suggest we lay down for awhile. I did so and we'd make love. Jim would suck me, and I would suck him. He'd end up screwing my ass as I would stroke my cock.

After a few sessions like that, after he gave me the meds, Jim told me what happened to my balls. He told me he had eaten them. I was appalled.

About a month or so later (I got over the idea that Jim ate my nuts) he whispered to me as he was humping my ass that he'd like to eat my wimpy cock. I resented that he called my pecker, wimpy. But I let it pass. All I remember (similar to what happened when I lost my balls) was awakening to find my hips bound up with gauze. Jim said I would thank him. He didn't let me drink anything for 12 hours. Then he made me drink many large glasses of cranberry juice. I got the urge to pee very badly. He said it was time. He unwrapped me and looked down. I was completely hairless and now with a small mound between my legs, just like a woman except no slit. He lifted me up onto a bedpan, and told me to pee. I forced it, and felt a burning pain as I let my flow begin. It was painful. I looked and couldn't understand where the flow was coming from. It seemed to be coming from my ass. (I found out soon after that he made a small slit just about my asshole. I pee'd out from there).

Anyway, after several weeks, I still was VERY upset about losing my balls and my dick. Jim would give me the 'meds' and that would send me nuts for days......I couldn't get enough, I sucked him voraciously, and let him fuck my asshole as hard as he could. I didn't really cum but felt I was just almost coming to orgasm. I pleaded for him to fuck me harder and faster. I was going nuts! It wasnt' a good feeling and I think Jim got off on me trying so hard to orgasm. I remember we spent many months doing this....he's give me the meds and then we'd go to it. I couldn't get enough of sucking his 6 inch dick, but I couldn't feel satisfied.

I remember crying to uncle, telling him of my frustration. He said that he may have a solution. He then brought out a evil looking vibrator. I had my meds the day before and I was feeling really horny. He placed the industrial vibrator on the smooth mound between my legs and switched it on. Well, fellas, I remember feeling nothing but supreme ecstasy. I had the exact feeling of when I used to cum. Although this time I had no hard cock nor did I have any balls to pull or suck on. But even so, I came. I orgasmed. The first time in months. I felt very much in love with Jim and felt in his total control. Only he could give me the meds and let me orgasm. After this, he'd fuck me several times per day for a week or so....then give me the meds and fuck me while putting the vibrator on my mound......I'd cum. I wouldn't squirt, but I'd feel like I did. It was great.

Now for the bad news...Jim was killed in a car accident on the way home from work. That was 10 years ago. I haven't had my ass taken or an orgasm since, and I'm now 25. I'm desperating looking for someone who would do me again, and then give me the hormones to let me orgasm. Any takers?

My name is Ivan