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THE TIES THAT BIND By Waddie Greywolf
I was again set adrift into the unknown. Occasionally, I would be treated to music. Complete works. I didnt know if this was part of my training or just for relaxation. Who ever chose the selections had me at their mercy ! I recognized almost everything that was played except one piece that kept repeating over and over like a coda at the end of each work. It was haunting! It had the ethereal quality of some of Bartoks night music. Darkly foreboding yet utterly sensual. I listened to Poulencs Stabat Mater! His Gloria and Organ Concerto. Followed by a piece that sounded like Bach with wrong notes: Hindemiths Organ Concerto for Organ and Winds. They must of played eight or nine works. They fed me again. Wonderful soup broth again but this time it was different. Someone had gone to a lot of trouble to make sure these broths were tasty. It tasted liked a War-wonton soup from Lees kitchen. Delicious. I was tired and drifting off to sleep. I had hoped they would just let me rest! They did for a long period of time. I had no idea how long as I was fast asleep when they were getting ready to feed me again. It had to be approximately six hours. I had ingested so much liquid in the form of soup broth I had to piss like a race horse. Master Jim had instructed me to just let go as arrangements had been made. I hoped so as I let forth a stream that would have rivaled Johnstown. I was gonna make it through this! No sweat! Although I was beginning to get a bit cramped! It must of been the wee hours of the morning. The two big Masters were snoozing on the King size leather covered futon. Blaine was keeping watch. He moved swiftly over to his Old Man Beryl and gently shook him. Dad ! Wake up! You have to see this! He gently shook the Old Man awake. Big Jim awoke concerned for his charge. Now, calm down Son! Wheres this light? Lets just sit in the chairs here Beryl sos not to frighten him! The two big Man no sooner sat in the big overstuffed chairs and the light began to move. It buzzed around Big Jim first then touched him lightly on the cheek and did the same to Big Beryl. Beryl sucked in his breath like a new born infant. Blaine returned with Jeb. Jeb saw the blue light glowing in the corner and stood next to the two Men in the chairs dressed only in his bathrobe. Has it tried to communicate with either of you. The two big Men looked at each other and started giggling like school boys. Maybe hes frightened and doesnt know how well accept him?Spoke Jeb. He went over to the corner and squatted down on his haunches near the light but not crowding it. He has weight! And a certain mass! I can feel it! Exclaimed Jeb as he walked to the group with Wess essence in the palm of his hand. He sat in one of the overstuffed chairs and gently lowered Wess light to the arm of the chair. It spun around a couple of times, bounced up and down and then rested. It seemed happy and they all laughed and felt more comfortable. Dont worry Son! Big Jim is taking Damn good care of our boy! So is Beryl and Blaine! Billy and Oscar will be hear this morning later with Master Burt. And your Master will be here a little later to check on him too. The light glowed brighter in intensity and Master Jeb put his hand gently on top as if to pet him and drew in a sharp breath. May I pet you Nephew? Big Jim asked sheepishly of the light. It moved swiftly over to the arm rest of Big Jims chair. He wants someone to push him into Beau Said Blaine. I felt Wes enter me. Again I took a big deep breath of air. I felt completely relaxed with my old friend. Who is them Wes? Well then, God doesnt condemn us for being Gay? They can be pretty fearsome if need be. I never considered that wings could be sexy but Michael gave me a lift the other day and boy was that a thrill riding in that big Mans arms. Talk about Big Bird! Woah! His wings stretch from tip to tip approximately twenty five feet! Few planes can boast that! Nevertheless, he can be hell on wheels according to a few rumors Ive heard around here. I wouldnt want him mad at me. Not much chance. I give him back a lot of love too that I learned down here. I really like him and hes taken a shine to me I think! Ive slept in his arms a few nights and theres no greater feeling of security than when youre in the arms of an Archangel and he folds those big wings around you. One of his mates watched over me when the Demon did those horrible things to me. You remember! The one that taught me to go into the secret room and he would come and hold me until the monster had finished with me. His name is Jonathan. He introduced me to Michael. Michael is really beautiful! You know how gorgeous our Master is, well double that and you have some ideal of Michael! Hes not at all stuck up either. Has time for everybody! Kids crawl up in his lap and he tells them stories by the hour! I admit to crawling up in his lap a couple times myself. So what! He didnt push me away. He knew Id never had that as a child and just hugged and loved me. They dont have sex but that doesnt stop them from radiating love to any one that needs it. Its kind a like getting a booster shot to be around one So God doesnt condemn us for being Gay! I was so worried about that but knew I couldnt live my life any other way. Wes stood there in front of me almost a God himself. Damn was he transformed! From just a small little buddy of mine to this body beautiful with the cutest little cunt you ever saw. I immediately got rock hard! Not to be missed by Wes as he smiled wickedly. Somehow I found myself stretched out on a comfortable bed making sweet love to Wes (David) of my past. Damn he was hot. He reached down and guided my erection into his little Man-cunt and I felt the greatest sensation as I slowly lowered myself into his depths. It felt like it was made for my dick. Beau continued to radiate an aura that changed colors from blues to golds to deep reds and royal purples. Jeb went off to make a phone call. The three other Men sat and watched in wonder. They could see Beau's penis being manipulated on it's own. Something was stroking it and Beau was responding as best he could in the bondage. It didn't really seem that the bondage was too much problem. The pheromones that were emanating from these auras was enough to make all three Men want to pounce on each other. "Damn and Tarnation!" Stated Big Beryl, "Is that making you guys as hot as it is me?? To be sitting here watching this...well, just look at me?" They laughed at his roaring erection. "There is a God!" Blaine said under his breath but loud enough both Men could hear it and get a laugh out of it! "That's making both holes drip Dad! Love to have you come in by the back door! Listen to me I sound like a two bit whore!" The three Men lay joined together stopped their fucking for a moment to look as Beau arched in the sling and levitated unfettered by the chains. He was suspended in bondage, floating in mid air. The two big Men continued to fuck Blaine until he started to vibrate all over and yelled to them both. "Oh God! Masters! I can't hold it much longer. Dad, I'm so sorry but this is just too much for me to hold on!. You both are hitting the button one right after the other.""Get it slave! You have both our permission!" Blaine tried to bury Big Jim dick in his Man-cunt as he felt his ass try to bite off his Master's dick in his ass. He shot and kept shooting as Big Jim and his Master got theirs at the same time. Blaine got so damn excited he shot the second time out his relocated piss hole making him wet between his legs. He started thanking the two big Men and was exhausted as Big Jim pulled out and handed Blaine a damp towel. Big Beryl had just finished cleaning his slave and they were laying together making love as Jeb came down the stairs with a Man unfamiliar to Big Beryl! Blaine recognize him immediately. Jim Redfeather. "Chief you're the last Goddamn person I'd expect to come down those stairs!" "Sir! It is an honor and a privilege to meet Lt. Kelley's Master! I don't mean to be rude by laughing Sir but I'm just getting use to meeting people who think nothing of running around with each other in the raw. It's delightful and I look forward to it myself." "I'd say he is having love with some one or just got through!" Stated the fine looking Man. "How'd you know that?" Asked Big Jim. "If you like Son! Damn Chief you're a fine looking young Man out of your clothes! Youre good looking in your clothes but like that you...uhh.... sort of stand out, so to speak!" Then the big Man laughed at his own joke. As Big Jim and the Chief cleaned up under Beau and wiped him off with a damp towel Jeb told Beryl and Blaine how he and Big Jim had come to meet Jim Redfeather and was hoping to help him gain admittance into the Family. Have to go with my slave on this one Jeb! Besides, hes just to damn pretty not to let in the Family! He laughed his big laugh. You still interested in subbing for me Son? An obvious move to change the subject. Well, it looks like youre gonna be Family so Ill tell you the truth! Yes! I love him more than I have ever loved any person in my life and I would do almost any thing to insure his happiness! Beau and I fell in love the minute we laid eyes on each other! Beau followed his heart and told me he had fallen in love with me! I rejected him knowing all the while I was lying to myself. I should have claimed him right then and there but Jeb had someone else in mind for him. He asked me not to interfere but it was too late. I had already fallen head over heels in love with the little shit! I did what my life long friend asked of me without even questioning him or asking him to reconsider. Beau met Earl by accident. Maybe not by accident, the jurys still out on that one! Anyway, they spent one weekend together and fell very much in love. Does that answer your question Son? Eloquently! Sir! I wont go into it but it must be tough knowing he is intended for Master Earl! He will be loved by a big hearted Man that knows how to give and receive love from his slave without blurring the lines! Under me? Well, Id spoil him rotten! Big Jim smiled a wicked smile and laughed. Jeb required Beau to spend a weekend with us after his initial weekend with Earl. Jeb is a wise Man when it comes to the human heart and he wanted to cement the bond between Beau and Earl. Absence makes that heart grow fonder stuff! You know what Im talking about! Chief nodded his head in agreement. Well, Beau let his hair down with me, laid his cards on the table, pulled down all the fences, exposed his feelings bare to me! He was brave enough to give me a second chance and I wasnt about to hold back or be coy the second time! We decided to love each other as much as we could! Not to hold back when alone and accept the circumstances of our lives! Hes more than kept his part of the agreement and I hope I have as well He loves me as much as I do him but its evolving to a different kind of love than passion. Oh, theres passion there too! We have become relatives! Hes like the Kid brother I never had! Hes like the best friend in grade school you could tell the secrets of your soul and know he would never tell any one. Furthermore, he would never laugh at you. Maybe with you but never at you. He makes me laugh! He can find something funny in almost anything! Hes one of the only people in my life that can make me laugh at myself! Hes a natural clown and can innocently keep Jeb and I in stitches by the hour! Finally, Beau is becoming my slave-child that I will be Fathering to his new world of Master/slaves. I want only the best for him and will do my part to see he gets it! Damn Master Jim, I hope someone can say something that wonderful about me someday with half the conviction! Said Jim Redfeather softly. I respect both your feelings andnow my answer would have to be , no Sir! I want to try subbing for you but cant! You understand why! I do Chief! Lighten up! I may talk you into it yet! Remember, Beau wants the same for me! If he thought there was a glimmer of a chance between you and me he would insist on us trying! I know him that well! Time changes a lot of things too Chief. You may feel differently after Beau starts living with Earl D. on a permanent basis. Then too, you may find a slave yourself and fall in love. I dont think you have what it takes to be a slave or even sub for a Man! Now, thats not a put down! It simply means I dont think your brain could think of yourself that way for too long. It may fascinate you to try it! It did me! You mean youve tried being a slave to some Man? Well, hell, Kid! Thats easy enough! Give it time and youll have that big Brother. I could use another little Brother. Im gonna lose mine in a couple months and Im taking applications. He smiled the sweetest smile at Jim Redfeather that melted Chiefs heart! Thank you Master Jim! Ill look forward to the day I am deserving enough in your eyes to call me Brother! Look! Someone said and pointed to Beau. The aura was gone and the little blue ball of light emerged from the same place it entered. It sat on Beaus back and remained there for a few minutes. Jeb walked up to Beau and held out his hand toward the blue light. My people speak of a blue light but this is the first time Ive witnessed it. Chief said almost in a whisper so not to excite the spirit. It spun twice in Jebs hand then buzzed three times around Chiefs head and bussed him on the cheek too! He got this funny smile on his face, I could smell him and know who he was. It was Wes! I felt him at Master Earls house the night I had dinner with him, Beau, Dirk and Allen! Thats phenomenal! The light flew up and headed up the stairway and was gone! I better check with our boy and find out if hes alright! Big Jim moved to the microphone and pressed the button.
It was Saturday morning early when Master Bert arrived with Oscar and Billy. Oscar was aglow with love. So was Master Bert. They were good together. Billy acted like the proud but unhappy Mother to be losing her baby. Everyone was supportive of both. Billy would get by! His Family would see to that. They included him in everything. Just as they had when he and Oscar had been running buddies. They both were included in all Family events. Master Bert joined the Masters in the Dungeon and after Billy and Oscar had checked on their Brother slave to be, headed for the kitchen. They had brought food and drink for all and knew their way around twenty five different kitchens all over Southern California. Soon the smells of breakfast, coffee and other goodies filled the house. Once again Oscar was the sole undisputed Master Chef running his kitchen like a well oiled clock. Billy never questioned a task. Knew better! When Oscar took charge the food came out on time, was always delicious and there was plenty of it! If you volunteered for kitchen help you did the task Oscar assigned you. There were no small task in his kitchen. It was getting on toward ten oclock and Master Earl arrived Jim Redfeather and Master Jeb came up from the Dungeon when Earl D. Shaw arrived on his bike. They greeted Earl and led him into the kitchen where Billy and Oscar dropped everything to make ritual homage to Master Earl. Once done Master Earl turned to introduce the Chief to Billy and Oscar who were completely nude. Chief responded politely to their rituals but just didnt know what to make of them. Billy gently took Chiefs hand and guided it to his groin. He spoke softly to him so not to embarrass him in front of the others. Go ahead Master Jim! Feel! It helps to know were real people! Billy smiled sweetly as the Chief took advantage of his offer and then kissed Billy again with considerably more interest. It did not go unnoticed by the crowd who started applauding and whooping. Blaine and Beryl had remained in the Dungeon with Big Jim to keep watch with the Dungeon Master. Jeb had simply turned over the entire bondage trip to Big Jim. He was doing an excellent job and Jeb wondered why he had not included his friend in more of the slave training in the past. He had helped train numbers of slaves over the years and knew the drill. Whats more, Big Jim had taken on the persona of Dungeon Master and was recognize as such by all. They treated him with an elevated respect that he found appealing. He was beginning to bloom in this role and Jeb let him run with it! He even supported him by starting to defer to him on matters of Beaus bondage. Jeb never questioned one of Big Jims decisions further reenforcing his status. Jeb Henshaw was a wise old Man! He knew that he had found his successor. He never thought that Big Jim would be interested in taking over the slave training from him. It was never discussed between them. Jim had been too restless in the past and would just take off on his bike one day and be gone for months. Always to return to Jebs front door, throw his arms around his friend, kiss him and hold him like he knew he never should have left. Years ago before Jeb had decided to get into the slave training business he and Jim had been in the service together. They spent a year in the trenches in Korea in the last days of that nasty little war. They spent night after night huddled close to each other, holding each other for warmth. Everyone had their bunk buddy. It was just accepted. You did that or froze to death or, if you got through the night, you could look forward to frost bite, gangrene, and amputation. Odd Man would be included with three under blankets, bed rolls or even straw when they could fine it dry. Jeb and Jim often sandwiched a smaller good looking buddy between them. Of course there was sex! It was not only a relief but it built up the ambient heat under what ever protection they could find. No one said a word. They were all doing it. Even good naturedly joked about who was middle man. Most of the smaller Men found two big ones to sleep between. Sure they had to put out a little but they slept the warmest at nights and they had the extra mental relief of sleeping between two very large Men! The old saying, If you cant fuck your buddy, who can you fuck? came from that period. Its amazing how much goes on in the military! Heads turn the other way when Men are in combat but stick it to you under more peaceful circumstances. We live in a country that will give you a medal for killing a Man and ostracize you for loving one! Since they had been regular Marines they found themselves in the early days of the Vietnam situation as military advisors to the South Vietnamese. They couldnt stomach what was going on and got out after Jeb had contracted some kind of rot from the jungle. To Big Jim, there was no problem so big it couldnt be run away from. Not because he was a weak Man but because he was a terribly sensitive Man. He couldnt tolerate hurt from people and tried his best never to hurt any one else. We dont think of big Men as sensitive. Doesnt fit the persona. We think big Man,strong Man! Not always the case! He began to draw strength from his love for Beau. Rather than be depressed that he couldnt have Beau in the long run, he was bound and determined to see that Beau became the best possible slave to sell to Earl D. Shaw! He began to work Beaus butt off at the gym and chuckled to himself after they got home to shower to admire the results of his pushing. The brunch was served and Chief , and Jeb took their food to the Dungeon so Big Jim, Gentlemen, slaves! Our thanks to the preparers of this fine food ! Health, love and prosperity to our Family! Here, heres all around and glasses clinking made for a happy occasion. Further more I have asked Master Earl to stand with me and I would really appreciate it Sir, as head of this Family if you would do us both the honor of standing with me as well! It sounds like a fine idea to me! Said the new Dungeon Master. We have plenty of room in the Auditorium and lots of tables for food for reception and celebration later. Theres plenty of room for bike parking in the vacant lot next door. We own that so theres no problem there and we have no neighbors up here to speak of! Its a fine idea! I will discuss it with Master Jeb but dont foresee any problems. Ill let you know definitely a little later this morning! I can tell you our young slave will be thrilled! Right Master Earl? Earl D. winked at Big Jim and spoke, He will be thrilled! He loves Oscar and Billy very much! Then he asked Billy to tell the story of Beau carrying Billys picture in his wallet for seven years in Nam and still carrying it to this day never thinking that he would one day meet his boyhood idol. The assembled people that had not heard this story were agog. Big Jim finished and excused him self to go to the Dungeon to speak with his partner and check on his charge. Jeb and Chief were talking quietly and just finishing eating. Jim sat down and began to outline what Bert had asked of Big Beryl. Jeb listened for a moment then spoke. Jim, if you dont mind, Id appreciate it if you would make these decisions from now on. I accept what ever you think is best. Its going to be all I can do to get through my part of our boys training and I may have you set in on most of it in case you might wish to do it again in the future! Chief you might be interested in this too. Youre young and could be a big help to your big Brother here! Jeb smiled a knowing smile. Chief blushed. All right Son! Find six square pieces of paper about four inches and mark the numbers 1 on the first , 2 on the second. Since we have four of the six Masters here this morning were going to draw for the weekend placement for our slave. You will get to pick one as well Master Redfeather since youve paid your deposit in full. Sam and Yoshie are out of town this weekend and so is Dirk and Allen. We have both their permission to draw for them and Ill ask Billy to draw for Dirk I will draw for Sam! Jeb helped Chief with the papers and Chief carefully numbered each. They were folded and placed in a large tupperware mixing bowl. Big Jim carried the bowl out to the table were the Masters were sitting still drinking coffee. Weekend placement drawing for our slave, Gentleman. We have four of the six Masters that have paid deposits and I will draw for Master Sam. Billy will draw for Master Dirk! Now who will be first? Earl first! For obvious reasons! Then we will go by age. The oldest next which will be me! Bert will be next! You draw for Sam next, Jim! Sorry young Man: He spoke to Chief, youll have to settle for last! He laughed. O.K. who got number one? Asked Big Beryl. By the way, it is agreed that we will have Oscars transfer of ownership from his Family to Master Bert the same night that our boy becomes a slave! They all applauded. Theres two hundred cash for one more Master that is known to my Family, my intended slave and his Brother that would be interested in a new salve. He requested a weekend with Beau! You might know him as well Jim. He goes by the name Master Bear! Of Course! Lets call Oscar! Billy was already there and Oscar joined him.
I was being fed again. It was my fourth feeding so I knew it had to late Saturday afternoon. I had let my mind drift where it wanted to go. I didnt try to control it. I kept returning to my childhood and remembering begging my Mother to take care of my little Brother and Sister. Most of the time she would be depressed or on medications that made her so dysfunctional she couldnt do anything. Sometime she would be just dead drunk! I complained over and over to my Dad and he would just pat me on the head and say I was a good boy to help and do nothing. It must have been hard for him too. He remained with her all those years. Never had an affair that I know of. Went to work every day and brought home his pay check. I had to buy groceries or no one would have been fed. Dad gave me a household allowance and I would buy everything for the week I thought we needed. I became good at clipping coupons and shopping values. I became a wife to my Dad and a Mother to my Brother and Sister. I was a slave to them. It didnt stop until I left for College. I wiped their noses, I tied their shoes, I fed them, I cleaned up after them, I wiped their tears away, did the laundry and gave them love. If I was imprinted as a slave , I wanted to receive some love for my efforts. One night I was looking at my love Clancey Mc Gee in a Muscle magazine. My dad walked in a caught me playing with myself and I was mortified. He grabbed the magazine out of my hand and took a look at it hard and then got a smile on his face and spoke, Could he have discovered late in life he was gay and stopped having sex with my Mother? Was that why she was so miserable all those years. He never borrowed the magazine but once again when he caught me jacking off he ask if I needed any help. I assured him I didnt!He winked and closed the door. Would he have? Did he want that? Had I become his wife in his mind?. I took care of him. Made sure his clothes were washed, ironed, and folded. I put them exactly where he liked them. After my Mother died when I came home from the service he would find someway to be alone with me. Never was physical with me but would cry sitting in the car alone to tell me how much he loved me and that he appreciated my help all those years. He bitterly missed me! He not only loved me as a Son, he had fallen in love with me! The realization of that brought a flood of tears from me that had me heaving in the sling. So much so I got a call on the ear phones. Slave. Im here for you. Youre being watched over by those who love you. Are you in physical pain? Red light! Everyone was still chatting at the table. Either having a beer or more coffee. It was getting dark. Big Jim came up to Earl D. and asked to speak to him in private. Earl followed the Big Man to the Auditorium. Big Jim turned to him and said, Would you consider giving him his evening fuck. Ill clear the Dungeon for you and you may be alone with him if you like. The only rule is no verbal communication with him. You can communicate volumes through your dick. As Dungeon Master I would appreciate it if you would! He needs you right now. I have a small pin spot that will light only the area of his ass and you wont even be aware of anyone else. Ill tell everyone that wants to watch to find a folding chair and take it to the Dungeon or they may sit on the floor. Big jim went around and quietly told everyone. Surprisingly, not every one wanted to watch. Jeb had retired to his bedroom and looked bad. Chief was already in the Dungeon and so were Beryl and Blaine. Billy decided to join the group in the basement more to leave Bert and Oscar alone for a while. They declined. Everyone was settled and Earl followed Big Jim down into the Dungeon. He turned off all lights except one tiny pin spot aimed right on Beaus ass. The Dungeon Master removed Beaus plug into a waiting towel and patted his ass. Master Earl..... Now! Master Earl will need a slave for lubricant and to get him primed a bit! Blaine threw his all into cleaning, licking, and sucking on Master Earls big Cod piece. May I Master? Thank you slave! Master Earl said softly to Blaine. I felt a large dick slammed into my ass and pushed back and up to receive it as Master Jeb had taught me so many weeks ago. It was wonderful to feel someone in me again. At first I thought it was Master Jim but it didnt have quite the same feel. My evening fucker let my ass adjust for a good while taking a small stroke or two to relax my hole. Then the first couple of good strokes I knew I had a Cadillac in my garage. It was my Master and I wiggled my ass in excitement. You cant fool this Kid! He spoke softly to the peanut gallery, He just told me he knows its me! He laughed as he took another couple of good long deep strokes into me. Shit!! Son of a bitch ! Damn!! Hell! Fuck!! My Master felt good and I was trying my best to help him get the best of my ass that he could. He obviously was enjoying this. I could feel a certain joy in his strokes. I know it sounds crazy but I could feel that this must have been unexpected and he was not going to let the opportunity pass without making this a memorable fuck. Tonight he was the Cadillac and I had hope he might of shifted gears or let his Animal drive. What the hell, slave, youre getting fucked by your Master! Its his pleasure thats important! Not yours! Give it up to him any way he wants to take it from you. Something clicked in me and I knew at that moment I was becoming the slave that Master Jeb had told me about. When that clicked in my brain and I began to concern myself with his pleasure I began to get what I needed. My Master had put his wild ass animal at the wheel! I could still tell it was a Cadillac but that beast was putting the pedal to the metal. He kept on and on and I was building up fast. I couldnt hold it much longer but I was trying. It was almost like he wanted to feel my ass biting down on his cock as he fucked me furiously. I couldnt hold it any more and shot three times and tried to bite his dick off with my ass. He felt it go crazy as I felt his flow began. It was being fed a Man size feast! God, he fucked me good! He lay on top of me and I thought I heard applause but wasnt sure. Was there an audience? That was hot! Did my Master take me in front of an audience? Damn that made me hot! I started to milk his cock to get the last drops of his hot come into my ass. I wanted every drop! To be plugged and absorb his wonderful seed was enough to get me through the rest of this. He left his cock in me for a long time laying on top of me with his arms under and around me. I could feel his left hand stroking my chest like he liked to do. He inched up and found my tit and began to tease it between his thumb and forefinger. He didnt hurt me. He just played with it. It was making me so hot I began to hump his dick praying hed fuck me again. He didnt. He wasnt in charge and had to obey the Dungeon Master. He was happy to be able to have me one more time. He slowly pulled out and I started crying but tried not to let anyone know. Hes crying! Earl said to Jim. Do you think I hurt him? I was fed once more and again some wonderful homemade soup broth of some kind. I was not treated to any more stimulus for the rest of the night. I was on my own except for three people watching me round the clock. Beryl and Blaine went to one of the upstairs bed rooms, made the bed and crashed. Big Jim invited Chief to stay over if he wished. He did and slept next to Big Jim almost all night on the leather futon. Master Bert , Billy and Oscar were keeping watch over the slave. The Dungeon was quiet and all lights were out except a small pin spot on the slave hanging in mid air. Big Jim still had his leathers on but Chief had taken his off to be more comfortable. He woke up with a huge hairy arm around him pulling him up close to the big bear of a Man. He had dreamed of this. It was enough to begin to think of Big Jim as his big Brother. To be lying next to him this close was a dream come true. He fell asleep and dreamed more peaceful dreams than he had in years. Once he awoke and rolled over into the Giant to get closer. Was that a small smile he sensed come across the big Mans face. It was dark! He couldnt be sure! Big Jim was sure as he pulled him closer. The next morning was a whirlwind of activity. Jeb was up early and Billy awoke the Dungeon Master to start his day. Chief stayed longer on the futon asleep in his comfortable dreams. Billy and Oscar went upstairs to start Breakfast for everyone. Master Earl had left and gone home. He had some things to do Sunday but would check in or call when Beau came out of bondage. Big Jim offered for him to be present and he said he would try. The final ten to twelve hours of bondage is the worst. You are really going deep inside yourself to look at things youve tied behind your back for years. Things you would ordinarily never let yourself think of. They come bubbling up from the depth to confront you. You cant run away because there was no where to run. It will not go away until you deal with it! There is much weeping and nashing of teeth during that period. (figure of speech since my mouth was plugged!) By Sunday afternoon I was really becoming uncomfortable. I was fighting off muscle cramps from inactivity and I had no more tears to shed. I felt completely washed out like and old dishcloth. Yet somehow I felt cleansed! I felt like these areas of my life would never come to bother me again because I had finally dealt with them. They were done, resolved and gone. I thought the time would never come but I finally felt the gurney being rolled under me and raised so I was laying on it and my chains were free. I was unhooked and gently rolled somewhere. Four big arms transferred me to a table covered in leather. Slowly both sides of the bondage harness was removed. Someone was removing my boots. Someone else was undoing my pants. They were removed. They sat me up and someone removed my leather shirt and gauntlet gloves. Next my plug was removed but not my eye patch. Sitting up I felt someone removing the leather hood and laid me back down before removing it. It was finally taken away. My eyes adjusted and I was laying in the middle of the futon and all around me was my Family including my Master completely nude. No one had any clothes on including my Dungeon Master who was laying next to me. I rolled to him and put my arms around his big neck and started crying I was so moved. He held me tight and whispered, These other folks watched over you too! I turned to my Master and hugged him and didnt want to let go. I kissed him and told him I loved him. He returned that love to me. Then each, in kind, I hugged and kissed each of my Family. They all had tears in their eyes. Chief was so moved we started crying together. Big Beryl was beside himself with joy, love and couldnt hug me tight enough. I thought he was going to break something. Blaine was bananas! It was a wonderful unexpected reunion. They had become my Family. Who could want for a more diverse yet loving group of Men to love. You hungry Kid? My Dungeon Master asked. Master Beryl raised his glass and spoke, The Dungeon Master swept me up in his arms and carried me to his bed. He laid me out and covered me. Then he kissed me and said to me, If someone had laid out to me how and what form that love would take would I have been able to understand? Becoming a slave was nothing that I thought it would be. My life was becoming not my own any more. I was becoming a part of something bigger. To be owned by another Man multiplied my world by two but to be brought into a Family as complex and caring as this one would have be uncomprehensible to me a couple of months ago. I was looking for a new world and found a universe. Instead of living my life in my self imposed prison I was being freed to love in so many new and wonderful ways. I realized that I was giving up some things others might find necessary for them to have total control of their lives but it was not until I decided to give up that control that I truly began to feel free. The freedom of my chains. The greater bond of love! For the first time in my stupid warped life I was beginning to like who and what I was! I liked the slave that I was becoming. He was me! The person that I had been imprinted as in childhood. I would become a slave to a good Man that would control me yet give me the love my Father never could. In effect, the ultimate Father figure! Perhaps my Dad could have offered that to me but I never allowed him to cross that barrier. What a can of worms that might have opened?! I began to have dreams of having sex with my Dad and never before wanted to admit that I had been sexually attracted to him for years. I blamed him for my misery as an adult. For not doing something about me becoming a slave to our family. I never had a childhood. I never really had an adolescence. I was too busy playing the role of an Adult. Im still very close to my little Brother and Sister. It too is a perverse love. They love me as a parent. A combination of Big Mama, Big Brother, Big Daddy, and Santa Clause. They still send me their toy lists at Christmas. I worry a lot about my little Brother Bud. I found some Tomorrows Man and GreatianPictorial magazines stuffed in his mattress one day but never confronted him with them. Never told Dad! I felt if he was going to be Gay I would let him tell me in his own time.He is in college now and doesnt seem to be too interested in girls. I send him money regularly. He has never asks for money but always thanks me every letter. He writes faithfully twice a month. Always about what he and his buddies are doing. Never mentions a girl. Is he afraid of me? Does he see me as some War hero he cant approach? If he could see me now! I laughed at the picture of me with my hair on fire! It became clear to me that after all those years the great love of my Dads life was his Son! I knew that someday soon I would return to my Fathers home with my Master and introduce him to my Dad as such. I suddenly felt that my Father might understand and approve. Would he grow to love my Master for my sake! Is the old saying true? The fruit doesnt fall to far from the tree! The tree had a few surprises for the fruit.
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