Story of a Sex Changer

Vivian

To the toilet door, to see women signs marked with a red door, open, enter.

Look at the walls, no men's urinal.

Went to one of the innermost compartment, inside, locked the door.

Lifts her skirt, slipped out of the Xia pants, took out a one-time female standing urination ready device.

Urination device on the lower body to the right place, a surge of heat pouring out along the urinary device.

Shake your body, and then tore off 20 cm of paper towels, dry the lower body, and then thrown into the garbage urination device wrapped basket.

Dressed and opened the door.

This is my steps to the toilet, I like the toilet for eight years.

Now I am a gynecologist, my name is Hao east, sex female. Yes, strange, a woman's name is east. Even more surprising is the love of this woman standing before you urinate. However, if I tell you why, you probably will not be strange. The reason is, I was a man.

I was walked A 2000 medical school graduate, the main gynecology. A school is a prestigious, professional maternity can be hot, whether future or future career prospects are pretty good. I majored in clinical medicine, also in A school, a good mentor to me, advised me to apply for graduate walks his friend, and claim to help me. I applied for, although I feel a bit weird gynecological research. The end result of course, I was a successful walk.

Seemingly happy, in fact not the case, then I still can not enter the graduate to overcome themselves. When I face the female patients, always emerging the idea of a man I always can not help the panic, my mentor and therefore subject to criticism. But the instructors did not help me to overcome the criticism of all this, on the contrary, criticized as another kind of pressure.

Whenever in the classroom, laboratory, clinic, his heart contradictions, tutors criticism stagnant academic progress, squeezing my heart. After considerable pressure, I find the edge of collapse, until one day. Teacher said to me: "I doubt your academic talent ... ..." This sentence directly routed the line my heart, I could care less criticism from others, can not care about academic frustration, but I can not face people on my ability negative.

I took leave of absence, sitting bored in the dorm. Do not smoke, do not drink, I do not understand the Internet chat, it is difficult to vent. Finally, after two weeks so bored, I walked out of hostels, extended leave, because I am a gamble, to risk their all.

In a hospital operating room, doctors around the operating table in the busy Master accurate to say that people around the operating table in the lower body. The patient's attending physician skilled scrotal incision, removal of testis Xia Wan, remove the prostate, skin peeling package Xia, separate sponge, Yin Xia Road, shape ... ... The patient was released several hours after surgery.

After this surgery, my lower body is no different from ordinary women, but the body is still a man's body. Because I do not want to change their identity, just want to change that part of me.

Look at what the body should become the site of a modest gap, sitting on the toilet took the liquid flow through the lower body, feeling the changes in the body, I do not know they are won or lost.

Surgery recovery time to return to school after my first, lower body surgery had brought inconveniences. Fight again before the unzip in the urine was found inside the empty, and again at midnight customary reach out there, but found I had not the man I used. But these are not terrible, horrible thing is I did not overcome their own psychological, and my body is still a man. I still academically difficult.

So I returned to the hospital, then returned to the operating table, this time doctors around my lower body is no longer busy, but try to change my chest, face and other parts. Is a pain, my chest full of milk Xia uplift the room, his face thrown up a delicate sheen. Adam's apple level, the skin is delicate, the eyes, nose, mouth are moving almost every part of the knife. My body has completely with the female sexuality, although there are still a bone edges.

Standing naked in the bathroom mirror, mirror tell me is a woman; stroked his body, hands told me that I am a woman. Yes, I am a woman, I finally was the gamble under the maximum bet.

I threw away all my men's clothes, replaced by a skirt, bra, high heels; my bedroom main colors are from blue to pink; my football posters completely disappeared, replaced with a table and cosmetics. This time, I did not hurry back to school, I want to completely become a woman.

Wearing a white triangle Xia pants, carefully adjusted a bit. Today should be singled out to wear a bra, breast Xia two trap room, and then fasten the back. Put the prepared piece plaid skirt, adjust belt position. Sitting on the dressing table mirror, eyebrow, eye shadow, eyeliner, lipstick carefully painted, carefully trimming eyelashes. Select a pair of earrings, to distinguish between left and right, gently put. Slowly the book a few hair and the hair tied up, and a bow in the above clip. Check out the black stockings did not break, and then gently put, that thigh. Finally boarded the high heels.

This is what I do to prepare for the back to school, and finally, a fashionable woman walked into the school gate A, we do not know her, although she still makes Hao east.

Instructors do not care I'm transgender, he only cares about my academic ability. This time I felt better, I feel calm and patient face a lot of my academic progress faster and faster, all prove that my gamble is successful. Maybe I should have a woman becomes a woman not so bad.

When I used to live as a woman, when my academic career, getting on track, I had to face a problem, how to face my parents. I have two years went into a home, the parents did not know my change.

This winter vacation, I gathered the courage to go home. Gradually the train stop, gradually I came to the door. At this point I'm still a fashion girl dress up, I do not know their parents can not accept me. Dad opened the door, and asks how it was. I told him I was Hao east girlfriend, he took me back, he went shopping. Dad is very warm, until it was getting late, "Hao East" has not come back.

Eventually I spoke first, says it all, the old couple do not believe. Until I unlock clothes, exposing his chest birthmark, of course, also reveal fullness in the chest. The silence of his father and mother scolding intertwined until the New Year abroad, I leave in a hurry.

I successfully got a master's degree, I did not continue their studies, choosing instead to work in another far away from home, a city hospital. Work only to find, in fact, nothing academic day, patients face the strange, similar cases, the diagnosis of duplication.

Only life is truly their own, but I single-handedly ruined their lives. I found that my heart is still a man, I like to nurse less, but I can not love her because I am a woman.

Is what I'll be a woman. I began to doubt my capacity as a woman, I hate to sit or squat to urinate, and I try to use the catheter to pee standing up their own, but this is very secure and very health, good thing I can control urination, like new Men like urine, I more and more masculine behavior and psychology. I was even more sexy clothes, my appearance but went to the other extreme, extremely feminine. I found two of my, I am a man, a woman, I ... ...