No balls, no panties


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Man gives up balls for young college co-ed

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Call it a mid-life crisis if you will. Ultimately I suspect that is 
what it is. But be that as it may and even armed with that 
knowledge my infatuation with her is no less.
It began a few months after my forty-third birthday. I had been 
divorced three years and had little interest in dating when I met 
Tracy along side the road with car trouble. As I approached I could 
see a small tight ass in an equally tight pair of short shorts that 
could but barely cover what I envisioned as her soft downy like fur 
and legs that went on for miles. I quickly pulled to the side of 
the road and was not disappointed when she raised her upper body 
from under the hood. It was obvious that she was quite young, no 
more than twenty if that, with the face of an angel and small pert 
breast thinly concealed under a white mans undershirt. After a 
brief look under the hood while we made small talk I quickly 
corrected the problem and was ready to send her on her way when she 
asked if she could repay me with dinner. I was thrilled but my 
hopes sank when she asked for my number and said she would call me. 
No offer of her number and I did not ask. I passed her my business 
card thinking that I would never hear from her.
I was pleasantly surprised when the phone rang at my office the 
following day to find Tracy on the other end offering to take me to 
dinner that evening. I jumped at the chance and spent the rest of 
the day fantasizing about a sexual encounter that I knew would 
never materialize.
That evening we had a lovely dinner and even more stimulating 
conversation. She talked freely and I learned that she was a 
nineteen year old college student, lived in a sorority and had no 
family. Concentrating on the conversation was difficult since I was 
fixated on the sheer, low cut dress she wore. It was obvious each 
time she crossed and uncrossed her legs, which was quite often, 
that she was wearing small, thin, lacy panties stretched unusually 
tight across her pubic mound with just a hint of blond baby fuzz 
protruding from the leg openings. As the dinner wound down I was 
thinking of how lonely my home would feel that evening once we 
parted ways. But to my surprise she asked if I lived near by and if 
it were not too presumptuous of her if she could accompany me home 
for a night cap. My middle aged mind immediately sprang to thoughts 
of making love with this lovely nineteen year as I quickly agreed.
Upon arriving at my house she asked for a drink and made herself 
comfortable on the sofa appearing to be at home. Shortly after I 
settled next to her on the couch she snuggled close and before long 
we were locked in an embrace kissing with legs and arms entangled. 
In no time her dress was in a heap on the floor and I was sucking 
her soft breast. She stood taking my hand and asked where the 
master bedroom was. I told her and was in a trance as she deftly 
lead my down the long hall. She then slowly stripped me naked and 
fell with me in her arms to the bed. But then I was taken back when 
during more passionate kissing as I reached for her lacy panties to 
remove them. She gently pushed my hand away and told me that the 
panties stayed on. I was not pleased with this turn of events but 
was content simply to be fondling the rest of her charms. We 
eventually drifted off to sleep in each others arms, me completely 
nude and she still in the panties.
The following morning I awoke to find her dressing and was 
disappointed thinking it would be the last time I saw her. But 
again was surprised when she asked if she could fix me dinner that 
night there. I agreed and began preparing for work as she slipped 
out the door.
She arrived that night at the appointed time wearing a short mini 
skirt, crop top cut to just below the nipples and carrying what 
appeared to be an over night bag. My dick immediately swelled at 
the notion that she obviously planned to spend the night. The meal 
was delicious and conversation as free and flowing as the night 
before as I looked forward to the night of love making that I was 
sure to come. After dinner she loaded the dishwasher and then 
slipped off to the bedroom to leave her bag and strip to a pair 
thin, thong back panties. She was beautiful as she reentered the 
living room with her small, pert breast standing proudly, smooth 
porcelain skin and flowing blond hair. I was struck again by how 
tight the panties were over her pubic mound and the delicate hair 
sticking from the corners of the thong. I brought us each a drink 
to the sofa where we talked and cuddled. My erection was raging as 
I slipped two fingers into the waist band of the panties to remove 
them when once again she stopped me. This time I lightly protested 
in a joking way saying she was driving me crazy with lust. Her face 
took on a sad, serious expression and as she looked to the floor 
she said we needed to talk. I surprised myself with the concern 
that shot through my heart. In only two days I had became very fond 
of her and was resisting the impulse that perhaps I was already 
falling in live with her. I told myself it was just my mid-life 
crisis telling me this and it could not be happening. 
She spook softly at first still looking toward the floor as she 
informed me that she was still a virgin and was afraid to have sex. 
But she became her usual self as she talked and began looking me in 
the eye and she related how her parents had been killed in an auto 
accident when she was a young child and she had been forced to live 
in foster homes. While there she had been groped many times by 
adults and young boys and it had frightened her to the prospect of 
having sex. Her story saddened greatly and I gently held her while 
explaining that I understood and that it did not matter as long as 
I could have this much of her.
Over the next week Tracy moved completely into my house and our 
lives became a delightful routine of talking to all hours of the 
night and heavy petting with she still in a pair of panties. After 
a month of this I mentioned one night that when she was ready to 
make love I would be quite gentle and that I would stop at any 
point she asked. She explained that she was still frightened and 
that she did not know if she would ever be comfortable removing the 
panties. By now my longing simply to see her naked womanhood was 
becoming overwhelming and I told her this asking if I could 
just "look" at her. She wrinkled her brow and said that there was 
one thing that she thought would make her feel right about removing 
the panties but it was too much to ask. I assured her I would do 
anything she wished to make her happy. I then confessed that I was 
deeply in love with her and that her happiness was the most 
important thing in the world to me. Tears weld up in her eyes and 
she confessed that she to had fallen in love with me and that was 
the very reason she could never ask of me what would make her feel 
safe fully nude. After much pleading on my part she broke into 
tears and told me that she would never feel safe as long as I had 
my testicles. I was shocked and felt an involuntary twinge in my 
groin. But as I thought about it I understood and could not blame 
her after all that she had gone through. That night we held each 
other tight and I consoled her.
Tracy was having trouble paying her tuition the next semester and 
having the money to do it for her I did not hesitate to give her 
the money. Life was good with the exception of the extreme sexual 
frustration I was feeling from the fact we could not consummate the 
relationship. Each time I would tug on her panties she would say 
the panties do not come off until the balls come off. It was then 
that I began seriously considering the option of having my balls 
removed for Tracy.  One night over dinner I told her I would like 
to discuss it but was unsure as to how to go about the procedure. 
She jumped from her side of the table and slid into my lap with 
tears in her eyes and told me she loved me. I explained that 
because of my position in the community that I could not simply go 
to a doctor and have them cut my balls off. She gleamed as she 
informed me that some of her girlfriends at the college had studied 
the issue and knew how to do it with very little pain. After hours 
of discussion of the subject, during which she promised me that she 
would always stay with me and that she would throw every pair of 
panties she owned in the trash if I agreed, I relented.
She told me she would arrange all of it and that I needn't worry 
about the plans. She assured me when the time was right she would 
take care of it. I spent the next week in nervous anticipation but 
Tracy refused to discuss it further.
A week later I was exhausted after dinner and in spite of Tracy's 
chatter could think of nothing other than going to bed. I drifted 
off on the sofa only to awake a few hours later spread eagle tied 
to the bed. As I became more awake I was aware of at least ten 
young, nibble college girls surrounding the bed all dressed in tiny 
panties and nothing more. As soon as she realized I was awake Tracy 
was by my side knelling on the bed with her panty clad crotch next 
to my head. She was bubbling as she explained that she had slipped 
me some Rhipnol, something that is abundant on campus, in my drink 
and that they had made all the preparations while I slept. One of 
the young girls said "See" and held a mirror between my legs so 
that I could see my groin completely shaved. Tracy said they had 
waited for me to wake up before they administered a local pain 
killer to my balls before removing them. She then leaned over and 
gave me a passionate kiss and told me she loved me. Even though I 
knew I was about to lose my balls to a room full of college girls I 
was strangely happy.
The operation amidst the laughing girls took only a matter of a few 
minutes and I was untied. As soon as my balls were safely in a jar 
the girls each in turn stood in front of me as I sat on the side of 
the bed and stripped off their panties. After a few minutes I was 
staring fixated on ten beautiful naked girls but with the knowledge 
that they were all safe from me in my condition. They pointed to my 
limp dick hanging between my legs as the pranced around naked 
giggling shoving their crotches in my face. All of the girls but 
Tracy, who still stood wearing her thin panties. When I asked her 
to take hers off she said there would be plenty of time for that 
later. I drifted off to sleep with dreams of the naked girls and 
eager to finally see Tracy's crotch.
The following night after dinner Tracy told me to go take a long 
shower and she would join me in bed. In spite of being very sore 
and tender between my legs I rushed to the shower and quickly got 
in bed. Tracy then entered the room and instructed me to lie back 
on the bed. She then slipped off her panties. For the first time I 
understood why her panties were always so tight across her mound. 
Her clit was enormous and lips extended a good three inches below 
her opening. She was covered with soft, delicate blond pubic hair 
and had the most beautiful pussy I had ever seen. Before I had the 
time to admire she squatted gently at first pressing her pussy 
tight to my mouth. I immediately began licking and sucked her huge 
swollen clit into my mouth. She then became more forceful shoving 
her crotch tight to my mouth and grinding her hips until she 
exploded in orgasm. She then turned and pressed her ass to my mouth 
and demanded that I stick my tongue up her ass. I was in heaven as 
I rapidly slipped my tongue in and out of our tight asshole 
oblivous to the fact that my dick was still limply lying between my 
legs. It still had not occurred to me that for a virign her pussy 
was extremely loose and stretched to such gigantic proportions.
As the weeks have passed Tracy has taken complete control of the 
relationship. As soon as I return home in the evening I am expected 
to strip nude. Tracy's friends have taken to spending more time at 
our house than at the sorority house where I'm told my balls are 
proudly displayed in a trophy case. I am constantly surrounding my 
naked college girls all demanding of my oral attentions. Tracy, 
true to her word, threw away all of her panties. Since she still 
wears the same clothes as before more times than not anyone looking 
can feast their eyes on her beautiful crotch. It turns out she was 
less than truthful about one thing though. She was never afraid of 
men with balls. She enjoys them on a regular basis always requiring 
that I lick their sperm from her after a session of love making. In 
fact, even before meeting me, she was considered the campus slut. 
She still professes to love me and shares my home and bed. Life is 
as it was before between she and I with the exception of her 
insatiable sexual appetite, which she satisfies with young college 
studs regularly. Her friends love to have a gelded man that they 
can demand lick them any time they get the desire. I've gotten used 
to orally bringing them to orgasm when they are on their periods or 
freshly screwed. I've even grown used to the taughts by them about 
my being a eunuch as I am ordered to parade around the house with 
my soft dick in the presense of some many beautiful naked young 
girls.
Tracy will graduate from acting school in a couple of years and 
start what promising to be a great career.  

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