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Thanks for the insight and frankness concerning your castration. Your description of the changes that you experienced mimicked my own and confirmed my suspicions that I had become a eunuch. Several years ago I lost my right nut to orchitis. Many months after this I regained my nerve and began a nearly year long and very enjoyable period of testicle play/torture which included freezing,needle play,tieing up and crushing. During this period I could and would jerkoff/ejaculate any chance I could get,sometimes up to five times per day.Also when my wife and I fucked I found that I could fuck her for an hour or more and not cum which would drive her wild and she would start begging me to cum. Then one day I noticed a change in feeling while masturbating......the head of my dick felt sort of numb......and it seemed to take a little more effort on my part to finally ejaculate.This was about a year after the heavy play started and a year and a half since I lost my right nut. The changes were very suttle.About a month later I realize I'm not waking with boners any more.Gradualy I'm noticing a change in how I reach orgasm. It went from trying to prolong and try not to cum during sex or masterbation to having to work at it with great effort to achieve orgasm. Cumming in my wife ended about six months later as I found I had to pull out and jerk my cock furiously to cum. This is when I finally realized something had really changed. This was a year and a half ago. I still have my one testicle. It does not have much of any feeling to it. I still use my ball clamp on a regular basis. I still masturbate and cum but with extreme difficulty.I almost never get erections usually only when I cum.Sex with my wife is pretty much non existent at this point. Like you, I want to finally lose my last nut. Each time I use my ball clamp and crush my cords, I hope will be the clamping that causes my nut to finally wither and disappear.
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