I have some really good news.

At our monthly meeting , I was able to start another vile young man on the way to chemcial castration.

He was 25 and married to a very wealthy very sexy lady friend of mine. The loathesome creature was caught messing around with their 15 year old babysitter.

So, as my trusty associate Ms. Turner, the atoorney told her, offer the brute 2 alternatives. 1. jail and Megan's law plus divorce and total humilation, or 2. chemcial castration for at least 10 years.

Guess what he chose?

The handsome young man came into my office very broken and dejected. I had my receptionist usher him into my exam room 3 and I did all of the preliminary checks and tests. I shaved off his blonde pubic hair and bush and applied some nice hair removal cream I got from Spartan online service.

He asked, " is this legal Dr," as I prepped his smooth bubble but for a 300 mg dose of Depo Provera. "Well Megan's law is no joke and you could get seriously hurt if you went to prison, especially in New Jersey."

"Besides you still are married to a very successful becutiful women. So your lucky and stop complaining."

I gently slid the syringe into his but and let the Depo Provera go in nice and slow.

"Your wife wanted me to take specific measurements of your package and check your ejaculation time before you start to 'loose your equipment" so come sit over here." In the side of my exam room 3 I had my brand new ejaculation extraction machine 2000. The latest in automated male masturbators, complete with a vacuum sperm extractor and multi purpose gel mini vibrators.

"Your wife wants me to harvest as much sperm as possible before I turn off your testicles in case she wants more children, so sit and enjoy some of the last orgsam's you might ever have." His shoulders slumped and he kind of shuffled over to the nice padded chair. I secured him in and got my swivel chair and rolled over to his crotch level. "First, we insert the cum tube, ( it was like a enema nozzle that easily went into his gaping pee hole). I measured his tool once the cum tube was in and it was an impressive 7.68, almost 8 inch prod with an ugly mushroom head and foreskin. It would be my pleasure helping put that ugly mass of male anatomy to 'sleep' for good. Then I lubed up his hard tool and slid a gel rubber sheath over it and pulled the cum tube out of the top. I attached the cum tube to the vaccum jar at the side of the ejacuation machine, and that would catch and keep his semen cold and alive until I could quick freeze it for later use, in case she wanted to get pregnant.

I slid inside the gel sheath several high speed mini vibrators several around his dick heah some on the shaft some near his balls. I had to attach some computer leads to the main control box as this was a high tech instrument.

I put the rubber strap behind his balls and set the computer timer and turned it on.

The machine got him breathing hard right away. The computer print out would measure how long it took for him to ejaculate and how many times he came before he dry shot.

So he was hooked up and I watched as it took like 2 minutes for my mini "r2-d2" to suck a nice huge load of creamy jism out of his soon to be dieing penis.

While he was being milked, I took a phone call from one of our newest CCC members. She gave me details of her 2 twin 14 year old boys and asked if I could castrate them as quickly as possible, as she almost got into a fight with them and they kind of tried to 'force themselves' on her. She was afraid for her well being. Some times I am a little skeptical, but I really felt the pain in her voice. "But Ms, Johnson, I can't just go ahead and cut off their nuts, it is too obvious." I can use my new 22 inch burdizzio on both of their nut sacks, and then you can give them oral androcour, disguised as vitamins , like we do at the club. That is probably the fastest and most safe way to lower their sex drive and t levels." "But you have to set them up for it, Have some girls come over tomorrow as I can come to your house like 7:30pm. Have the girls do some rough play with the boys and make sure they hit their crotches at least 3 -4 times, or they can punch or hit them while they fun fight"

"But you must think this out and be sure because what I will do to them will change their lives and yours as well. This is very serious. " "If you can handle the after effects than I will be over at 7:30pm.' Make sure they are soaking in your hot tub after the rough sex play with the girls you invite over. That will make my job much easier."

She thanked me and I had a date using my new burdizzio on 2 twin bastards, how nice an evening it would be.

Meanwhile, back with my man on the machine. I looked at the printout and he had shot 6 loads and the collection jar was full. He was panting like a dog and I shut down the machine. First things first, I took his specimen and labeled it and put it in my blast freezer for later use if needed. That would keep his sperm in a state of suspended animation.

As I was unhooking him, the lousy sex offender asked me, "so what will happen to me Dr?" "Well, first you will start to get much more spongy errections, you will not want sex as much, then maybe aroud 2-3 weeks, sex will be very hard to do as your penis will not stay hard enough without some tremendous help, then at 4-5 weeks erections will become almost inpossible and your sex drive will be so much lower, you will lose the urge to jerk off and your balls will start to shrink nicely, I will be giving you 2 shots every 2 weeks until we have put your male genitalia into a state of 'deep sleep', as I call it" "All things considered, you are a very lucky man not to have to see the inside of a jail cell, just for giving up your manliness"

"Now hold still I have one last quick procedure before you can go." I took my needle full of cock numbing gel and let his huge reddened and swollen dick head a nice dose of it. This would make him feel totally numb and almost impossible to orgasm. He squirmed in the chair but did not scream. I took another needle and deposited a rather large ammount at the base and the root of his massive dick, helping to keep it numb and flaccid as long as possible until the depo takes effect. I massaged it in all around his dick and the base after which, I wiped up his penis and told him as I unhooked him, 'In the side room is a shower, go clean off get dressed and be back here in 2 weeks and take one of these every day ok?" He grabbed his stuff and went to the shower.

I had 2 very handsome boys waiting in my lobby to be worked on next.

How I loved working on boys more than men. I enjoyed seeing them stay young and pretty instead of older and nasty like that male waste I just started to chemically castrate.

The next 2 boys represented the 100 and 101 boys I have chemically or otherwise castrated.

But I finally had my dream boy come in. A pre-teen boy who wants to be and feels he is a girl. Transgendered boys are so nice. I wish I could help more. I and a handfull of my most esteemed colleagues totally disagree on the practice of using hormone blockers and making kids grow up during the most sexually provocative years basically asexual, is cruel and makes a mess of most kids minds.

I feel that once a child has went through several indepth psych. sessions and there is clear cut evidence that they want to be the opposite sex, it is much easier and better for them to go through puberty and teen years as the right sex so they can learn and develop proper sexual conduct and make lasting relationships and learn how to act with the opposite sex.

That being said, I had 10 year old Jason, from Cherry Hill in my office today so I could remove his testicles and start him down the road to total feminization with a sex change scheduled 3 months later. By a specalist friend of mine who also agrees with my assesment of Jason. I had 4 interviews with the cute almost model looking young man. He had classic signs, hated his penis, tried to push it into his groin and has done several bad things with his testicles. He dresses as a girl at home and loves all girly things. He is so adorable. He will make a very cute little girl.

As for his brother , A darling looking very athletic 13 year old tow head named Eric. What a darling eunuch he will make. Mom just wants me to delay his puberty as he is becomming very precosious and unrully with his mom. He does seem so dear, I think his mom just has to be more strict with him as she is divorced, so this might be a case of dad-son revenge. But he is healthy and a perfect boy to be put into suspended puberty. Nice ,long blonde hair, bluish green eyes perfect lips, a perfect beauty. Shame mom won't let me feminize him too. He is about 5'4 and nice and lean. Zoladex and androcour will fix that. He just fits into a boys size 6 white and carolina blue pair of spiffy high top reeboks so from the looks of his hairless arm pits and lightly dusted legs, it is critical that I implant his Zoladex today.

As for his soon to be sister he was a pretty boy too. Jason would make an even prettier litle girl. And I had the honor of removing his boy parts today. Or at least his testicles.

So since thery were brothers, I took Jason into my 'removal' room first. I then took sexy little Eric next door to the ''chem room' as I often referred to it.

"How are you today Eric," I asked as I took the liberty to remove his silk white and blue reebok muscle shirt. "OK DR," He said, as I took his pulse and checked his heart. I drew some blood to check for any medical issues and asked my assistant to go to lab and check out his blood. "Well handsome ( for some reason I had a pussy itch for this way cute 13 year old pretty boy) I have to take some special tests today, as Mom is worried something might be wrong with you ok ,champ?" As I said that I wheeled over my cum extraction machine to test his errection capacity and to see if he orgasm's yet. "What does that thing do Dr?" He said with the cutest and most puzzled look on his sexy little face. (He had the most perfect face, no scars, no blemishes, no pimples, no freckles, just baby smooth skin and a winning smile even perfect teeth and nice ears.)

"Mom says you have been starting to jerk off a bit young man, I want to see how well you have been doing." "Sometimes too much masturbation is very bad for a boy and sometimes compilcates cancerous cells in rare occasions, so with this machine, I am going to give you some of the finest and enjoyable orgasam's you ever had and we can see if you are making sperm yet, so get over here and sit down,ok?" I never saw a boy move so fast as Eric did. He was but naked and I loved the curves of his smooth hairless bubble but. He sat down with a big smile and when he got there I knew why he was smiling. He had a very nice looking raging teen boy boner going on. But as many dicks as I have seen in my life for some reason his was the absolute nicest one I have ever laid eyes on.

As he proudly sat down I could feel the machismo urging out of him. "Like my dick Dr.?" "I have been told by girls boys and teachers at school that I have the most perfect penis ever," he said with a nice broad smile. 'In fact, my 7th grad teacher paid me 100 $ to let her make a mold of my dick, she even sucked it a few times when we were done, I never even told mom,'he proudly announced.

And I have to admit it looked like someone sculpted his dick head to a perfect roundness, and you could not see one vein or artery on his shaft. His dick itself was nice and straight, not crooked or curved. His foreskin was perfect and pink no tell tale circ. scar. I was amazed as I sat in front of him and got the machine ready . I took the cum catcher nozzle and slid it in his pee hole. I had to try 2 different sizes as his pee hole was larger than most boys his age. "So Eric, does this thing of yours shoot cum yet?" I Asked as I slid the gel sheath over his now throbbing pole. "" Nah, nothing but this clear sticky stuff, my friends say it is pre-cum." I took the mini vibrators and slid them into their places. I got a precise measurement of his dick and it was a very nice 6.5 inches and about 2 inches round. This was the first boy and the first penis I had my reserves about puting to sleep. Eric was just so sexy and charming, I almost did not want to do it. But of course I did.

I put the strap around his hairless nice 2.5 inch around balls and sack and turned on the machine. It started sucking and alternatively vibrating and shocking his shaft and head he was saying, "this is great Dr, incredible, so cool , un fucking believable as he started breathing fast. While the machine was working him to a massive dry orgasm, I prepped his arm and gave him his first dose of Depo Provera. I wanted to use Depo on him As it had a faster reaction time and he was close to puberty. The needle easily slid into his right thigh and I injected 300 cc into his blood stream. I watched as he shook and screamed in orgasmic pleasure as the machine brought him to a nice quick orgasm in like 1 minute. "This is so cool , I feel great, is it gonna make me cum againnnnnnnnnnnnn", he suqeeled as he shot off another dry load only 1 minute after the first. He had amazing male refractory recovery time. I prepped his arm and inserted an IV line and let an pure Estrogen drip also enter his system. He was in such orgasamic bliss he did not even notice me sliding the needle into his secured arm.

After the 3rd orgasm, I turned off the machine and the collection jar was empty. Eric slumped back into the chair sweating and breathing heavy. I took his blood pressure and gave him a drink of water. "That was incredible Dr, when can I try it again? " he said in between drinks?

"In a few weeks after I get your blood tests back my handsome boy, now sit here and let the vitamin drip get finished. So I sat there in front of him removing the ejaculation machine, the sheath and all the other stuff. I Asked the little angel, "do you know your little brother Jason wants to be a girl? And today I will remove his testicles and give him special female hormones Eric?" "Yes, Jason has always wanted to be a girl, when Mom told him that she knew you and you would help him become a girl, he as been like a little princess", he said as he chuckled. "Well please help me out young man, as when he changes he might become very interested in your sexy male boy body , do not be surprized if he tries to do sexy things with you ok? " "Sure thing Dr. he is pretty loving and kinky now, he sometimes want to sleep in the same bed as me and we are too old for that but I let him he is like a little girl already." He said that so a matter of factly, I did not know how to respond. I could see the IV drip was finished and he would have 2 days of feeling very tired and nauseous. "Ok handsome get dressed as I have to 'fix' your little brother." You mean soon to be little sister he said with a grin." I tossled his silky smooth blonde hair and helped him get dressed. I had to wonder if for the first time I was doing the right thing because this boy was an exception to the rule. He was not arrogant, rude or nasty, in fact even as an adult , I was starting to get a 'crush' on him. He stood there like he was 4 and let me dress him , and I have to admit I enjoyed running my fingers and hands all over his nicely muscled boy body. I laced up and tied his sneakers and he had such an angelic look on his face I had to kiss him on the head. "Now out you go I have to Work on Jason.

He winked as he left the room and I really felt bad for the only time in my life. ( for a short while anyway)

I went into the other room, and my assistant had Jason prepped and waiting for me. I asked nurse Tami,"How are his vitals and blood work?' " He is in perfect shape Dr, I have the estrogen drip ready and his penis measures 3.5 inches and his testicles are barely 1.4 inches round. He had a hernia when he was a baby and heart murmor but I listened to his heart and it sounds fine." So I washed up and put on a new gown and got sterile, and went over to the cute little blonde girly boy. "Ready for the first big step Jason?" With a huge ear to ear grin, he stated, "I have been wanting this for a long time I hate my balls and that nasty penis, can you take that thing off too Dr, please," he whined in his best girly voice. "Now my soon to be little girl what did I explain in our threrapy sessions?" "That we will need to keep my penis intact until your friend Dr. Spencer comes to rebuild me a vagina and pussy right?" "Yes dear , now lie back and let me remove thes ugly things so we can start you down the road to women hood ok?" "GO for it " he quickly announced. I took the Iv line prepper his smooth silky arm , found a vein and slid the silicone covered syringe easily into his arm, unloading a 100 cc of pure estrogen into his young slightly male system. This would help change his brain's wiring and help him feel more feminine a lot quicker. I said " do you want to watch me remove your male parts Jason?" " You bet I do Dr.and can I cut them up when you remove them?' It was a sadistic request, but right up my alley. "Sure thing cutie now you think of some nice girls names while I numb you up" I had My assistant clean and sanitize his smal hairless scrotum so when I came in I couldl get to work. She also applied a heat pad to them so it was easy to work on his sack. I injected all around his scrotum ad he was propped up with several pillows. "Shoot up my dick too", please... he begged in such a girlish voice I plunged the syringe right into his little flared dick head. "OOOH it feels so cool Dr. I can feel my dick and head going numb ,I wish you could keep it like that," This boy girl was amazing. But I waited 10 minutes and then made a 2 inch slit on the left side and with tweezers found his left nut cord, tied it off twice and snipped in between and there was his grape sized testicle. I put it in a stainless steel bowl and handed it up to Jason. As I worked on his right testicle, I asked him, "So what girls name have you picked out my soon to be princess?" " I like the names Jennifer, or Jessica, what do you think DR?" He asked as he took the tweezers and was looking as his testicle. As I snipped and cut off his right nut I told him ," I really like Jessica it is such a nice pretty name." "Well then Jessica it is, , Dr, can I use a scalpel, I want to see what is inside my nuts, are they dead yet?, he asked as I handed him a new scalpel. "Yes my dear without blood they are dead and you are on your way to becoming a cute girl.' Now let me stitch you up and we can get you home for some rest, no school for you for a week miss Jessica." As I stitched him up he was having a ball cutting up and dissecting his own testicles. He had the tubules all unraveled and was holding them up. "Is it true some Japanese regard boys balls as a delicacy DR?' Yes dear they do I told him as I finished up and bandaged his scrotum and took off my gloves. I put on a new pair and removed the IV from his arm, and took out several tubes of premarin cream." Lift up your shirt little girl", I told him as I massaged some of the cream into his boyish nipples and chest. "Use this 2 times a day it will help these look like girls titties, but be careful to wear sweat shirts or big shirts once we start breast growth and until mom puts you into a new school ok cutie?

"Yes maa'm" he said with this most darling smile.AS he got dressed, I whispered in his ear, "try having fun with your sexy big brother, you will enjoy it as I will be making his dick go to sleep for a few years, you call me when he has problems 'keeping it up, just beg him to suck it or stroke it I think he will let you ,and if your slick trick him while your playing your video games, make a bet and tell him looser sucks the winner and you know what to do right?" He gave me a big hug and reached up and kissed my cheek." I can't wait to go shopping as girl with mommy, and playing with Eric's dick while it wilts and goes to sleep will be so hot, he told me as he left the room.

So I had those to angels fixed and down very different paths.

The next day I got my travel kit ready and went to tha ladies house to do an in home burdizzio treatment. A very effective and painful way to become a eunuch. But this is what Mom wanted.

When I got there I was asked in by a very pretty girl of the age of 16 or so. "The 2 bastards are in the hot tub almost past out, She gave them the knockout drops like you said, can I watch you fix the twins?" I could tell she was wet between the legs as she escorted me back to the patio. And lo and behold were 2 of the most adorable italian looking teen heartthrobs I had ever seen. Olive skin nice italian noses and smooth skinny bodies.

Green eyes and silver and black speedos on. I could hear their mom say "Mario and Marco out of the hot tub, before you pass out you look tired," A garbled and slushy sounding 'OK MOM' came as the 2 needed help getting out of the hot tub. The 2 girls helped them out and pulled them into the living room when they both did pass out. Perfect. I told the girls, "off with thier speedos I have to work fast while their scrotums are soft and I can feel their cords. So they took the stuff off the coffee table and put down a towel and placed Mario on the table with his feet dangling over the side and his balls hanging nice and low. He was a short boy for his age he was almost 15, but had just barely the makings of pubic hair and almost no arm pit hair at all. I took out my burdizzio and the 2 girls said, "wow that is cool" I swabbed Mario's scrotum and easily found the right cord. I had both girls leaning over my shoulder as I placed the clamp over his cord and squeezed as hard as I could. He tossed and turned a bit but did not wake. I Held it closed for 3 minutes and The girls were fingering them selves. I found his left cord through his hot soft pliable scrotum and clamped away. 3 more minutes and he was on his way to being a nice calm eunuch. I took my preloaded syringe and plunged it into his belly button and implanted a 3 months supply of Zoladex 10.8

I wiped clean his scrotum and applied some ointment to the clamp marks and had the girls carry him to his room and put a bag of frozen peas on his nuts. How poetic. Marco was now on the coffee table and I had Brandi holding the burdizzio and she got to clamp and kill his right nut cord. Her girl friend Tami got to clamp his left cord and I had them twist and turn the burdizzio to make sure we killed his nut cord. "Now girls it is your job to de-sex these 2 studs and turn them into sub serviant slaves," Once they loose their all important erections you girl start to take over," if they complain tomorrow why their nuts hurt remind them about how many times they accidently got hit in the nuts while you were wrestling,ok?"

I slid the implant in his washboard tummy and my work was finished. They were such handsome boys but I had no attachment or care about them at all. So I gave their mom some pain killers for them when they were in pain and told her to bring them in for a checkup in 3 weeks, unless there was a problem.

Three weeks later there mom called me up with the exciting news, "when the boys went to sleep I tried sucking them both as they are so sound sleepers, and they could not keep up their erections , this is such good news Dr." I told her to expect some depression and sent her a prescription for zoloft. She further told me even thought they both woke up with a lot of pain, they both bought the bull shit lines of having their balls hit while they wrestled with their girl friends.

The wife of the brute I was shooting up with Depo Provera had great news at our Monthly meeting. She had a video of her with him tied to a chair in a french maids outfit as she tried to get him hard. His dick would get pretty stiff when she sucked and stroked it , but when she stopped it went down as fast as when you let the air out of a balloon. She told us she tried to have sex and let him be a man, only to use the situation to belittle him and humilate him more. During the first week after the DEpo Provera shots and my dick numbing gel injections, she said she had a bal fucking him all night and he got hard but could not cum it was like she had an alive working dildo.

She brought him into the office for his 2nd round of shots and as I slowly injected the Depo into his but, she let me see how limp he has become. I said let's really see if he works, as I slid in the insta-errection machine. I let his wife hook him up and before he could cry or protest, she had a ball gag in her purse and gagge him just for good measure. She hooked it up and turned it on. He did nothing but breathe hard and get semi stiff. HE could not ejaculate even with electro stim and multi purpose vibrators on my ejacuation maker 2000.

She laughed as I took off the straps and slid off the gel rubber sheath, "what do you think Dr, 2 or 3 more shots and this evil prick will not work any more?" "I think your right Leah, and his balls are slowly getting smaller too.

So that after noon 3 weeks after I reluctantly started that adorable little 13 year old Eric on the road to chemical eunuch life, His soon to be little brother-sister came in to tell me, "Eric is upset, he has been crying a lot lately, his sexy penis is dieing, I played that video game trick on him and it worked , we slept together several nights after my sack healed up a bit and he let me suck him and I would stroke him off all night." "He loved it." "Eric even showed me how to french kiss" But he is so depressed now DR, it is like you said , his dick is getting softer and softer, he doesn't even have morning boners any more, but he is SO SO upset I am afraid he might do something bad, please help?" This got me upset and I had a prescription for zoloft 50 mg for Eric. He was In my office the next day and he looked so different. Like he lost his best friend like he was gonna die, so I took him ahead of my other clients into my personal room. 'What is wrong dear?" I asked as I rubbed his silky smooth blonde hair. "SOMETHING IS WRONG I feel terrible and my penis doesn't work like it should what is wrong dr," he said as he broke down and cried on my arm. "You have a problem Eric, your testosterone levels aren't right so this will be a situation for a while , until I can see if there is a cure" ( I had the well rehersed verses but I felt so bad for the first time) "My dick was so hot looking every one liked it but now it barely gets hard' he said through his sobs. To my amazement he kicked off his black and white vans and his board shorts and tried to jerk off for me. Now normally I would be hot and my cunt dripping wet but somewhere deep inside of me I felt bad, so I knelt down and took his sexy dieing penis in my mouth and tried to make it work. It was like the smoothest nicest dick I ever sucked, and it barely got hard. It would but as I knew from the depo once I stopped he stopped staying hard. I got up and said, as I held him tight, "these will help with your emotions Eric, this is serious and I know once I find out what the problem is everything will be ok, now take 2 of these every day and you'll feel better in no time" I helped him get dressed and I had to examine his soon to be little sister Jason/jessica. He sat still as I looked at his scrotum and it was nicely healed, just 2 little barely visable lines were all that remained. He was using aloe on the scars so they were almost un-noticable. His chest was progressing nicely but it was too early to see any breast growth other than you could notice his nipples were wider and more pronounced.

He looked so girlish when he came in he had on pink converse all stars light blue jean shorts and a pink and white and silver converse tee shirt. I told him as he left ,"3 more months and we will turn you into a real Jessica," that brought such a smile to her little face it made me feel a little better.

*****Editor's Note - changed title because of odd character string.