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I had a pain in my groin one morning as I got up. I had been active in sports so i thought i had pulled a muscle. My step-father was a physician and we lived in a small town in eastern Canada. I was always kinda rebelious and he maried my mom when I was 17, he also was a very hard assed bastard to me and he made it a challenge for me to be still # 1 .
He checked my groin and he sen't me to the city to see another doctor he knew. There was a small lump in my sac and a biopsy was done. two days later i got handed the news. I was about to enter college, I was almost engaged and i was sexualy active with several irls from school. my Stepfather was 42, he was from egypt origonaly his name was omar, He was a widower and he came to Canada and served his residency at the hospital in our town. he was also very demanding in the way our house ran. He had a office off our living room and I helped out there. he used have visitors other egyptians who were his buddys and they hung out there. He had a delight examining some of the girls and useing the speculam and he would leave the door open and he had always manged to see that the sheet fell off for his entertainment. his cousin used to "assist " him as well. Making it kinda uncomfortable for the patient in the sturups and he always wore a scrub suit and he had a few times had not tied the cord and his pants dropped during exams. He had a very large bulge and he always wore silk bikinis that barely coverd it. it was by my estimate 11 inches, and he kinda shocked several young ladys. At home in our back yard in summer he would sunbathe when I had my girlfriend over kinda showing off. I had about 71/2 inches and nice balls and i was a bit more modest. I had been getting laid since 14, and i had a girl willing to suck me off a lot. And we were looking at marrage. and I was looking forward to college. I had had a few experiences with other guys a cousin sucked me off several times and he was not looking for it in return. As well as at camp I was in a circle jerk. I also loved jerking off regularly and was worried as I was informed that omar wanted me to see a speacialist right away. as I was laying on the cysto table duing the biopsy I was assured that even if it was cancer i would only loose on testical at most. and I was fairly confident as we drove home that evening. omar was arrogant and he joked he could fill in if worse came to worse. my family was greatfull it was caught early and two days later we got a call from the city it was cancer but small and if i preffered I could have my testical removed in the office and not the hospital and be home tht night. we arrived at around 3 that afternoon, I was in a gown on the cysto table and i was preped by a male attendent and he shaved me bald. And I was swabed in iodine. The specialist came in and I was sedated and he froze the area. Omar was in the back ground and it was to be over in about 15 minuts. He started the procedure and he had omar come over and it was told to me it was bigger and worse than they thought. and a full castration should be done and he talked to my mom and i was informed and my mom wanted me around so it was necessary i felt tears on my face as i cried and they just continuued. omar was very distant and he made a joke on how maybe he would have to take my place with my girl friend as he talked. and during the next hour he relayed progress and assisted. and he said it was needed to loose the enire package to be safe. but the base would still be there so I could maybe have some feeling I had a catheter and I watched as my man hood went into a steele basin. I was bandaged and it was kinda uncomfortable the ride home. it took 2 weeks to heal and he changed the bandages. I started to heal and as the nerve damage went away i felt fantom erections and i still had a bit of a sex drive. My girlfriend kinda parted ways and it was friendly tranistion and i realy was uncomfortable showing between my legs. omar was more closer as he was doing my dressings. and i guess by loosing mine I became more interested in other guys cocks. Omar also was very open in concern. And I missed playing as i jerked off, when i said i missed touching my cock and i asked how he did his. I was kind of surprised when he asked me if I wanted to play with his. i was hesitant but it felt kinda exciting with it in my hand I carressed and enjoyed it like mine. and i even was shocked the pleasure i could feel doing it. my Mom was away for 6 weeks at her sisters and so it was kinda a open time. I started to use my mouth and I wanted to suck it the way I wished my girlfriend would and I liked doing it as much as I enjoyed getting it. I also know that the natural hormones helped it actualy helped my muscles stay in shape better than the depo-testosterone. We used both and I had a couple other guys who helped 'out" and I had several great phantom orgasams. I kinda looked on it as a thereputic adventure. I also got off learning to take it all down my throat and my nose in his pubes. he also was kind of learning to relax more. and unlike a romance it was more a recreational attitude in where and when . About 2 years later he and my mom broke up and we still had fun. I a few imes would be with him and his new girlfriend eating her cunt as he fucked her. Any ways I will write more , I want to have my stump enhanced and a bit of a modification. i don't want a pussy but a idea to reflect more me. I also would like to exchange ideas with other nullos
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