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After a long process of elimination I finally found the right woman to castrate me. At least so I thought. Lisa and I had cooresponded on a numbr of occasions to determine if she was what I was looking for and her methodology was what I wanted. She had expressed that she had castrated a few men and had developed techniques that helped the process to be successful. She admitted that a man's castration was a fasination for her but that to perform the act required responsiblity and respect.What I was looking for was a castration by use of burdizzo clamps which was Lisa's prefered method. She even stated that she had used three different types of burdizzos before finding one that suited her needs and accomplished the job. It was Lisa's oppinion that in most cases a larger than necessary clamp was used to sever a human male's cords.
Lisa set me at ease and made me feel she could control the situation. She stated that there were a few aspects of her process that she didn't want to elaborate on until the actual act but the one thing that she did stipulate was that I was to have my hands bound during the course of the castration. This made me feel uncomfortable at first but I could see her point. We both agreed that last second back outs were out of the question. After answering a few background questions for her she said there would be other things invovled in the process but again to wait for the details as they would make sense at the time of the procedure. A couple of weeks past before the eventual date. Lisa wanted me to have every opportunity to back out before she made the trip and preperations to see me. No communication from me meant the deal was on and everything was to go according to plan. Prior to Lisa's arrival I took my shower and shaved most of my pubic hair around my penis and scrotum. Only a small tuft above the base of my penis remained. Also as agreed upon I inserted my prince's wand. Lisa hadn't seen this before on a man but thought it might help keep my penis clear of my scrotum. I had thought being erect would be an embarasing thing but Lisa informed me that most men have erections during the course of a castration and that she was accustomed to it. It was satisfying for her to know that what she was doing was fufilling to the man. The last thing I put on was a pair of athletic shorts and a t-shirt. Lisa arrived right on time and we exchanged greetings. She was a bit more petite than I would have expected. A few inches shorter than me with shoulder length brown hair and thin framed glasses Lisa was a rather atractive girl. We shook hands and I was impressed at how tight her grip was. I think she wanted to proove to me that she was very capable in performing her duties in this process. Lisa was to be in control for this to be successful and she got right down to business. I was instructed to remove my shorts and t-shirt which I did with little hesitation. Due to all the adrenalin I was very erect but was comfortable in Lisa's presence. Lisa immediately reached into an athletic bag that she had on her shoulder and produced the binders for my wrists. Lisa instructed me to turn around and put my wrists together. the binders were strong but comfortable. Then I was asked to get on my knees which I did. Lisa informed me that I was to also wear a gag. I was not inclined to do so but Lisa expressed that because I live in an appartment it was going to be a requirement. Lisa stated that I would be inclined to scream or yell and that the people next door would hear it. I was still reluctant consisdering I'd never had one in my mouth before but saw the wizdom of it and accepted it.Also Lisa didn't want me to have a potential dental bill. Lisa worked the leather into my mouth and secured the straps around my head. What happened next was a complete suprise. With out knowing it Lisa had reached into her bag again and had pulled out a thin material black bag. She quickly pulled it over my head so now I couldn't see anything. I got scared and rolled over on the floor and curled my legs together and in. Lisa knew I was panicking and tried to settle me down. I didn't want a bagover my head but she insisted it was for my own good and asked that I trust her. I still fought her. She aked me if I wanted go through with this at which I shook my head up and down and began to relax some. As lisa roled me on my back and supported my head with one of my couch pillows she expressed trust and to relax for a moment and that she understood. After a moment longer I felt lisa's hands on my knees and gently applying outward pressure. I relaxed some more and let my legs spread. As I did so Lisa's hands gradually slid along my inner theys and to my scrotum. As Lisa began to fondle my scrotum and find my testie cords she also caressed my penis. In my terror I had lost my erection and with the wand inserted it had become uncomfortable. Through Lisa's touching I relaxed more and my erection started to come back. Lisa also commented on how the wand worked so well to keep my penis clear of my scrotum. During all of this I did sense Lisa reaching for and pulling to her, her bag and a slight hesitation. No doubt she was getting her burdizzo out and laying it between my legs. Lisa got quiet and returned her hand to my scrotum once I was completely erect. She felt my testicles and the cords inside some more then stopped completely. At first this bothered me but then I felt the heat and heard the motor of a poloroid camera and its flash going off. I had forgotten that we had agreed on one before and one after photograph. She had said not to worry that it was for her personal records and that it would be only a close up. I wasn't too concerned considering I had been photographed in the nude before. After the photo was taken I felt Lisa examine me agin only this time I felt the lower jaw of the burdizzo for the first time under my left testicale. I reflexed slightly but Lisa calmed me and again told me to relax. With me on my back my scrotum just layed across the lower jaw and then I felt the upperjaw close down snug on the front portion of my scrotum. No heavy pressure just the weight of the jaws with my cord between them. I could feel a dull ack in the cord as the jaws maintained their tention.I just layed there waiting and trying to breath normally and Lisa waited, for what I don't know. All of the sudden Lisa clamped down hard on my cord and the most intense pain ran through my body. She was right I was screaming with the gag in my mouth and biting hard also. As my body tensed from the pain Lisa ried to hold me still. After a moment she release the clamp and held me to ease the pain. the pain was still intense but starting to subside a bit. After trying to relax some the pain decreased Lisa gingerly reached down and felt for the left cord. Lisa held me and reasurred me that the cord was completely severed. A few more moments went by and Lisa started to reposition herself between my legs again. She knew the pain was great but to try to relax as much as possible. Lisa informed me that we need not waste time before the swelling set in. I felt Lisa position the burdizzo in a similar fashion under my right testicle only she insisted I relax more. Even though I was trying Lisa could tell that I wasn't and said she could proove it. It really suprised me when she pushed a finger against my rectum. Lisa said that if I were relaxed she should've been able to get at least her first knuckle inside. This was foriegn to me since I've never had any one stick something up my rectum before but Lisa gently masaged the area and sure enough I did begin to relax and just focused on her finger. Slowly she was able to work her finger inside and massaged around inside. I was suprized to find it pleasureable. Lisa continued to do this as I relaxed more but then slowly came to a stop with the better part of her finger inside me. As we paused I continued to breath normally not caring what was to come next. Lisa clamped hard on the jaws and again the pain intense as I realed and tensed every part of my body again. Lisa suprisingly squealed with delight as I tensed hard. All of this not making sense to me considering I couldn't understand how she worked the budizzo with one finger inside me. Lisa clamped for a much longer time before releasing it. I found later that Lisa's burdizzo is on the small side and looks like a pair of beefed up siccors. The type used normally on small animals while they are held with the other hand. Again Lisa held me and tried to ease the pain with her words, and again she reached down and confirmed that the right testicle would now be dieing as well. I was left alone for a moment while an after photo was taken. Finally Lisa removed the bag, the gag and the binders. I looked down at my swelling scrotum while Lisa went to my kitchen and filled a water bottle with ice. The tell tail straight markings of a burdizzo castration were evident and was aready looking forward to an empty scrotum in a month or so. Lisa returned with the ice an
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