the condition

ghosts I met. It didn't occur since a lot of time and it wondered at

me. I knew well them; what I could not presume was the condition they

suggested me: to give someone else the jewell that everyone lended to

me, for their definitive vanishing. It is time I accept. I hope you

will like theese stones as I did. They gave me a lot of pleasures,

since my preschool age; especially the first that I renounce

unwillingly 'caue I was such a sheer creature, I did't know reading,

writing, right or wrong, sex or guilty. I remember only it was pure

pleasure:

- the ingredient: I was kidnapped by a 'childeater-witch', 'cause she

changed into my mother. I became her servant. One night I escaped

because of nostalgia fo my mommy, but she take me again and told me:

"I would not eat you, 'cause you're also obliging; but the gravity

of your act need a grave punishment!" I was so afraid to die, that

allowed her to hypnotize me and read into my mind what was the most

terrifying thing for me. It was to have my dick severed, I liked to

play with it very much. She acted istantly to cut it off with one of

her sharp nails. A day went to our hovel a nice girl with her sick

kitten, the witch prepared immediately a potion with a special

ingredient and called me to watch the pet's lunch. I blushed and

felt tears to warm my cheeks. The girl noticed this and giggled.

- hide-and-seek: I am a teen servant of two nobles sisters during

the 16th century. They were invited at the country house of an old

countess who arranges funny days for herself and others bored

time-wasters (only women). Is necessary being escortd by a young nice servant:I am him. In the afternoon the old lady proposes her

favourite game:hide-and-seek. For this first afternoon I am chosen

as the guy to hide himself. After being stripped, I start into the

enormous dome. I find so cruel that all theese unknown women could

play with me naked. What I don't know is that, after my departure,

a butler brings a tray with a pair of scissors for each couple of

players. The first couple who will bring my little dick to the

countess will win a rich parure of jewells.

- when the opportunity arises: I was admitted to ospital for an

urgent appendicectomy. I risked to die for peritonitis, so when

I wake up I'm happy to be alive and it is normal I feel my belly

achiving. But when I lift up the sheets, to see my bendages, I've

got the bad surprise of having nomore my dick! I know, my mother

caught me to jerk off, sometimes, but she never scolded me or

threatened punishments. I'd like to ask her, but she is not here

now! I'm muddled and desperate, I would cry, but I'm not alone in

the room. It's visiting time and I notice someone watching me and

smiling. Ashamed I turn my head to the wall side and between tears,

I see on the bedside table, into two glass containers covered by

a lace cloth, both my removed appendixes!

- mathematical cleverness: In my village, every year a virgin boy

is chosen by the monks of the temple to be sacrified. After this

he will carry on an activity necessary to the community, so year

by year, the victim is chosen for his distinctive feature. This

year they need an administrator, therefore they look for the best mathematical pupill into popular schools (the nobles never are

chosen!): here I am!

My parents are honoured of this and they don't oppose. So, at the

climax of the celebration, my penis will become food for the

goddess; it will be amputated an introduced, still hot and bloody

into the mouth of her gigantic stone mask! After this public

castration I will be the most important person of the village,

'till the new sacrifice. Then I will spend the rest of my life in

a scholar, peacefull chatisty.

- a redeemed debt: a mistress pay off a family debt to her sister,

arised for an inheritance inequality, offering his son for a medical

experiment: in fact, the son of the second sister is a last-year

student getting ready her doctorate through a study about different

ways of inhibition for sexual perversions. She needs to terminate it

as soon as possible, but the popular indignation aroused by a

journalistic scandal, upon the usage of the orfanotrophy hosts into

medical experiments, prevented her to keep the subjects necassary.

He will be penectomized from his cousin, by mean of a new laser

technology: no pain, immediate cicatrization.

- measure by measure: a day labourer gets a secret conversation of

his mistress, feeling a danger steals more than he could and her

favourite horse to escape. But during his flight the horse lames and

he falls down.When he see one's way, the mistress with her bunglers

are around him. She says him:"For what you heard I'd got to cut your

ears off, but there's no punishment for what you did to my stallion,

beg I have not got to kill him!" He knew her fairness, but also her severity. Whimpering and crying he offered her his ears, the stolen

goods, the work of all his life, but she answered:"You want to offend

me! You bringed me three of my more precious things: I reject you!

But thank me 'cause I am going to keep only one of your most precious

things." And while he was restrained by the bunglers, she opened his

pants and with a great hunting knife mutilates his genitals of the

cock.

- the bridal ritual: in a tropical island is still the costum that

each girl has, in the last year before her bridal day, two suitors.

They will be anyway the men of all her life. She will chose her

husband and her servant, between them, the last plenilune before the

bridal day:macking love with the first and depriving the second of

his virility. The three will live in the same house for the rest

of their life, and if she dies before his husband, the servant has

his revenge turning the other into what he is.Therefore they will

spend all their life to honour her memory. But if also the servant is

dead before,are her brother to provide for husband's emasculation.

For this tribe testicles are god's eggs, therefore sacred. But not

penis!

- ask you directly!:the birth controll law was evident: if in the

previous year the percentual of not-reproducer had not been reached

by voluntary, all the children who recive the yellow card must be

emasculated between 12 and 15 years of age. Penalty: be emasculated

19 y.o., during the military service (obligatory), with loss of all

the civil rights. When my mother showed me the card (with a lot of

pain in her eyes), I was partially informed, 'cause my best friend's

mother, a primary school teacher, was a cutter.We knew she cutted off

the dick of the pupills, (not only the skin as she said to my friend)

because in our zone was tradition cut the boys 8-10 y.o., an age

forbidden by law. My mother said me that day to wash me well, 'cause

that afternoon we will go to a doctor for an operation.I asked what operation, sighing she said we could chose: to cut off my dick or my

balls. She preferred my balls, she said, because I used my dick to

piss, instead my balls were useless. I wondered sometimes to myself

which utility they had, but I did not found anyone, I didn't know

sex or reproduction, but I saw our cat; gelded by our gardener to

become fat and dull after this. I would not this, I' d prefered to

piss as a girl! All the journey I whimpered my annoyance, but my

parents didn't retort, thinking I would not be emasculated:

inevitable. So, into the surgey, bored by my nags they said:"Ask you

direcly to the doctor what you want!" Hear me say:"I want my dick cut

off." surprised everybody, 'cause this was not the agreement.Above

all I remember the amazed face of the doctor, accustomed to

recalcitrating teens; however I was satisfied.

- hero?: a secret agent must infiltrate into a terroristic cell: the

national security is threatened. But all the members of this group

recognized each other for a peculiar sign: they're all dickless!

Danger is imminent: the decision is taken. I offer myself voluntary.

The first act of my training will be a penectomy into a military

hospital; but not a perfect amputation, because the stump must look

like it was cutted with a knife, as that fanatics do. So the skins

are not stitched and I suffer very much, 'till cicatrization;

becoming the laughing-stock for the nurses because of my comical

way of walking.

- to haggle: I was the minor son of a poor family. Since I was infant

I was educated to go as a servant into a rich family: they said me

I'd be better there then free here. When I was 12y.o. a lady and her

daughter, hearing my reputation of good, smart and obliging child,

went home to know me. They found me perfect, but my mother had to

reveal my only fault (I begged her don't do it, 'cause I was ashamed

of it): I often played with myself. The lady breaked off the

negotiation because guys of my kind grew old intractables. But her

daughter avered; she found me very nice and adjured her mother to

have me as a gift for her imminent birthday. She accepted, but I must

be castrated!If she had to furnish the treatment, my value was the

same, if my parents would chose the way and the cutter she could pay

the bother. For long nights I heard my parents dispute about it, I

couldn't say anything,I asleepd hoping to wake up entire and a

new buyer would come. One day I went home from the kitchen-garden and

found in the kitchen my parents, my brothers, the lady and her

daughter, the preacher (every important decision had to be blessed by

him) and the doctor from the nearest village (there were none here).

I understood, unwilling I screamed: "NO!!!", pissed into my pants and

runaway. My brothers sieged me; firmed me, screaming and crying, to

the kitchen table, where my new owners could see my dick amputation.

I hate nobody, my sacrifice was their survival. I was payed three

times the original price, less the fee for the doctor.

- calling: in Europe of X century, to avoid the dispersion of the

name and the heritage of a lineage, only the first-born son can

marry. Usually the second-born is started to the clergy, an important

political an cultural ambiance where being represented, and the

others elsewhre to fight for something. The first-born of this name

is not a male, but a girl of strong mind: with her ability she

interns her fourteen brother into a monastery, from wich he escapes

trying to claim his rights of first-born male son. Seeing his

dominion menaced, the parents decide to entrust this weak and foppish

son to an old monk, well-known for his quick conversions. He is an Anthonian, whose rule says:"To eliminate the fault, eliminate the

cause". He examin the young for a full day, then announce to the

family that he found two serious sins in him: vain and lust. But, if

they consent he will lead him on the right way within two days.

Therefore the day after they start for the hermitage where the saint

lives with few elects. Two snips will be enough to find his

vocation: the first day he losed all his hair, the second something

else. Only at the end of five long years of study and prayers he

decided to complete his nullification, removing his testicles.

I haven't got the tools to turn these rough stones into gems, my

english is not good enough; If someone would do it, I'd be honoured

to read them developed (expecially by PB) or, why not, illustrated.

But, helas! Vaughn Bodè is not here since 25 years. Someone knows

how to find his strips in Europe?