Part 1.

An erotic tale by Caitlin Sharp

Don couldn't believe his luck. Having hacked into a batch of email accounts from a long text list downloaded from one of his rogue websites, he had found something truly interesting. One email account worked, because its owner was reusing passwords. There, in a protected folder, was an encrypted zip file. A few careful guesses after reading other emails in the list, gave him the access to the folder. When the brute force zip crack finally opened that file, he had a link, a login and a password.

It looked like a private porn site, and its topic was of special interest to Don. Don loved female domination porn and this looked like a major underground game that he had not ever heard of. Why all the security? Of course it was valuable, or had a lot of very private data, or... he could only imagine what it might offer. He skimmed this email accounts other mail and it looked like it might belong to a woman who was a domme. Nothing very salacious but there were clues when she discussed "her boy" in a context that could not mean her child.

Don took out a pen and wrote out the URL, the username and the password. All were a mix of random characters that would be hard to memorize.

He then keyed in the site and logged in. Black screen. Delay. Sometimes the passes were dead, maybe this one too? After a few seconds, the screen flashed white and the text appeared - "Access Granted."

"Here we go!" thought Don.

Then the site appeared.

==

Donna Kugelman - Consulting Therapist/Surgical Nurse

WELCOME.

Dear visitor, on this site, you will learn about my services. Where I can be of help, I will travel to your city and personally help you through your marital issues. I am an experienced therapist and proficient surgical nurse.

This site is for married female guests only who abide by our terms of service. No males permitted further under any circumstances. You agree to all terms and conditions if you proceed.

ENTER

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"Well..." Don thought. "Looks like a BS medical site with no porn at all. What a let down."

But that line about no males gave him pause.

"Probably just Oprah stuff about feelings and opening up your emotions - shit like that. But let's see what we've got, I'm in the site anyway."

Don clicked the enter link and the screen filled with a set of departments. Don began to read down the list:

Straying Husbands - a permanent solution to serial philandering

My Man has a Problem - men who suffer from sexually driven bad behavior

Sex and the Eunuch's wife - how to stay satisfied

Local Therapy and in-home minor surgeries by Nurse Kugelman

The Dominant Wife - your new role in marriage

Frequently asked questions about Castration

Videos of my therapies and results

Talking points for the Decision - Helping your Man to help himself

A flush ran through Don as he realized what he was seeing: This bitch is flying around the country and cutting the nuts off of dudes. With their consent! At their wives' arrangement! Hell, at her agreement and even at her convincing argument for it! It was all too much.

Don slumped. Could it be real? No - like other sexual fantasies, this had to be an elaborate and unique and expensive porn site for submissive men to jerk off to. Or a hoax or something.

Don clicked the videos page and expected to see a staged set of clips. Maybe some familiar porno faces and some clips from a BDSM site with some ball kicking. Instead he got a new list. A list of videos, with intriguing titles - "Q&A during my visit to California" "Psychology and the compulsive serial philanderer" "Eunuch Health Matters" "Testimonials" and then a bunch of similarly named clips - "Bob's Therapy" "Jack's Therapy" "Tim's Therapy" and so on. This was not porn.

Don's mouse pointer scrolled down the screen as he read each title, his heart racing a bit at what this might be. He clicked on "Tim's Therapy."

The video began with Donna seated in a chair in a clinic or office, talking to the viewer. She appeared to be in her mid-40s, with short dark brown hair, a full and busty figure and businesslike makeup. She wore a white lab coat over her clothes and was all professionalism. She began to speak to the viewer.

"Tim's wife told me about his serial infidelities over the 12 years of their marriage. It was like a compulsion for him. Dozens of women - prostitutes, online meetings for one time quickies, and ongoing affairs. One affair discovered and ended by Tim's wife, then another secret new affair begun by Tim. He brought home STDs to his wife. After lengthy interviews, we knew the answer was to remove the source of Tim's bad sexual behavior. Tim could not handle the amount of testosterone his body was producing and it was giving him compulsions he could not control. Tim's wife recorded their discussion so you can listen and learn how to debate a man about his sexual destructive urges."

As Donna stared at the viewer silently, the audio played with onscreen captions. After the first few minutes of what seemed like an angry argument between a man and wife about his infidelities, the audio paused and Donna smiled and spoke.

"Tim's wife started the discussion with the negative consequences of his behavior, and expertly led him to his own explanation of the source of his behavior. See how she has now tied his sex drive to his bad choices? Next she ties his sex drive to his testosterone."

The audio begins again as the argument continues. Tim's wife has managed to get Tim to admit that he may be a sex addict and needs therapy. The audio pauses, and Donna interrupts again.

"At this point, the next stage is a counseling session. Tim's wife has avoided any mention of his actual testicles, and the need for them to be disconnected from his brain. That would put Tim into a defensive posture. Instead, a visit by a therapist - me - is agreed to. Tim is unaware that I have already traveled to his town. For the next evening, Tim's wife has already arranged for the kids to be out. The specimen jar with Tim's name on it is in my carrying case when I arrive in town."

Onscreen, Donna holds up one of her specimen jars to emphasize her point, a pair of orbs floating lazily inside. Don shudders a bit at the image.

"Far from the psychological chat session that Tim anticipates will happen in a month or two, my visit will be related as a lucky fit with my calendar, a day later. And rather than beginning a year's worth of counseling sessions, I will instead work with Tim's wife to obtain his agreement for castration. Then we will carry it out within an hour of his consent. That portion of Tim's therapy is fully videotaped and you may now watch the process."

The screen cuts to the couple on a sofa, Donna seated in a nearby chair asking questions. Tim's wife is full figured, 30ish with strawberry blonde long hair.

Donna has staged it like a marital counseling session. As they approach the subject of a cure for Tim's never ending adultery, Tim's wife blurts out that maybe he would be better off without his intense sex drive. Tim agrees that this supposedly external force is actually the cause of the bad behavior.

Tim gets emotional. "It isn't me... it's my crazy sex drive. Sometimes I can't help but do things that I know will hurt you..."

Donna mentions testosterone blocking drugs as an option. Tim goes silent. Tim's wife perks up and her voice becomes assertive. "Tim and his balls are addicted to the thrill of new pussy, and Tim needs to be separated from them for Tim to get better!"

"Castrate me?!" Tim cried.

Donna replied "Now, Tim - that's a strong word. But a drug addict must stop taking drugs altogether. The gambling addict must forever leave the casino. And you must leave behind your drug, Tim. It's called testosterone."

"That is my balls you are talking about. I am not about to have them removed!"

Donna continued, calmly. "But the removal of these glands is not only going to keep you out of whorehouses and divorce court, but also will improve your health. Many millions of men wait until prostate troubles develop to undergo this minor, painless change. You won't be alone in your new condition, there are many other men that have taken the big step like you have. And - YOU - will have all of those good things they waited for until it was medically necessary. Let's take care of this problem for you Tim. Let's take care of it as soon as possible."

"As soon as possible?!" Tim seemed surprised. Tim was chastened by the mention of divorce. But as he began to think about it, Tim's wife hugged him and whispered in his ear. A few moments pass as she coos to him inaudibly.

Donna's voice over began on the audio. "Tim's wife told me after his castration how she helped soothe Tim and help him cross over to acceptance. She is saying 'do this for me, Tim, it will make us so happy and I won't leave you.' She's telling him that she was about to leave with the kids and half of his stuff. She is telling him that Donna has given them both a new chance at life together."

Tim's wife's voice is briefly audible. "I don't want that. It's so important to me baby. And to you too.'"

After they nuzzle a while, Tim seems to be resigned to it, a bit timid and sad and apologetic. Like a baby, he pushes his head into his wife's chest as she holds his head. As they begin to disconnect, Donna offers him a drink. She raises her own glass and hands another to Tim's wife.

"Here's a fresh drink for your fresh new path, Tim. Toast our decision. Let's toast your new chapter of your life and marriage."

A cut on the video back to Donna in the chair from the beginning. Donna faces the camera.

"The water is dosed with a tasteless, low dose of anti-anxiety and muscle relaxant. Tim probably expects that a hospital visit is to be scheduled at some distant future date, and he'll have the chance over many months to draw it out and eventually decide the other way. So he thinks he is only conceding for now. But tonight is going to be the night. Tim will sleep with an empty scrotum in a few hours. And if Tim gets any idea that he might opt out through his male muscles when the - ah - moment of truth arrives... well, the ladies are now in charge of what is happening in that house. Once he drinks from the glass, the deal is done. And both of Tim's balls are leaving with me in under an hour."

Don shook his head. "That bitch is cold!" he thought.

The video cuts back to the moment in Tim's house.

Tim looks at them for a moment and says "To marriage." Tim downs the water.

The screen goes black and the title appears: "20 minutes later." Then black and then the second title: "Tim's ejaculation."

Don gulped. Then he pulled his pants off and began to masturbate to the scene on his computer screen.

Now Tim is on a bed on his back, a rubber sheet underneath him, ankles roped back to the two corners of the headboard to elevate his ass slightly. Donna is shaving Tim's scrotum and apparently Tim's wife is holding the camera. Donna's medical bag is on the nearby dresser. Tim seems a bit dazed.

Tim's wife, the camera-woman, pans to Tim's face and we hear her voice from behind the camera. "Oh god Tim, I can't believe you would do this for me. I used to think I married a horrible cheat. Now I know to blame all of that on these nasty things, these bad balls in your big bag." The camera zooms to the last strokes of Donna's shaver over the now clean scrotum. Tim's wife softly murmurs as she maintains a slow zoom on Tim's balls. "Those little bad-boy makers. Those little whore chasers. They are going away today." She became more emotional. "I want my Tim back, the Tim I love."

Next Donna applies beta-dyne solution to the area. The camera pans up to Tim's face, he's mumbling "oh... no... balls..." and Tim's wife intones in a bubbly cheerful voice - "Honey, we're about ready. Donna agreed with my suggestion that you could have a final sperm ejaculation tonight. You'll have plenty more occasions to come in the next month, but without balls you will have no sperm. Also, you are going to be sore for a while so its good to get your stored up sperm out of them now. After a few days, you'll be shooting blanks and then we won't need any more birth control either. Isn't that wonderful?"

Tim pauses the moaning and says "uh huh" in a higher voice, pitching up on "huh" like a sobbing child.

The camera pans to Tim's penis - it is practically an acorn.

Donna explains "The cold - the anxiety - the drugs - these don't help with arousal. But I have come prepared to get Tim's final dose of semen as an intact male." Donna reaches in the bag and removes a black, funny shaped sex toy with wires and a control.

"This goes in his butt."

"Oh my god!" Tim's wife can be heard giggling off camera as Donna holds up her prostate vibrator. It seems bigger than necessary. It has a pronounced bend at the last fourth of its length. Donna rubs her finger around the inside of the bent tip portion and explains to the camera - Tim's wife -

"This is the part that makes direct contact with Tim's prostate. It will help him with intensity. We'll use it after he's hard."

Donna smiled big.

"Sit on his face for a few minutes now."

"Now? With my panties on?" asked Tim's wife.

"Take them off if you like. He needs the stimulation and horny men love the smell of female sex.

The camera bumps as she removes her panties from under her skirt, and positions her vulva over Tim's head and sits. The camera stays on Donna and Tim's crotch.

Next Donna starts pinching Tim's perineum and scrotum. "Little stings, Timmy." She produces a syringe so deftly that only the camera can see it. She begins making injections all around Tim's nuts. Then more pinches. A silly voice - "Wake up call to Timmy's penis."

Donna whispers to the camera "he thinks these are just little pinches, but we're getting things numb down there for later. It can take 5 or 10 minutes."

Donna completes a long series of increasingly deep xylocaine injections into Tim's scrotum, and puts her syringe back in her bag.

Donna tells Tim's wife "Hop off his head now, I want him to see it."

Donna pushes a pillow under Tim's head to prop it forward so he can see downward more easily.

"Now, since Timmy seems to respond well to strange women, I'll take my top off."

Donna's ample breasts spill out as she removes the bra. Tim's eyes widen as they fix on Donna's chest. Tim's wife's voice behind the camera says quietly, disgustedly, "oh... boy... as if I needed confirmation."

Donna squirts some warming lubricant into her gloved hand.

"Let's see if we can get this little pecker proud."

Donna returns to between Tim's legs and begins a soft rub on Tim's tiny dick. In a few minutes, it has regained it's length, and she makes small stroking movements. In a few more minutes she has it very rigid. Donna delivers strong, slow strokes with her tight hand. A bead of moisture appears at the tip.

"There's a little drop of pre-cum there, Tim. You want to see if we can make more?"

At this point Donna lubricates and inserts the prostate device into Tim's ass. Donna addresses the camera/Tim's wife. The camera moves forward to look directly down at the penetration. Donna directs her instruction to Tim's wife:

"You want to see his anus gripping the tool about 2 or 3 inches from the base. You can sort of feel it pop into place. Also you'll notice a little jump in his dick when I turn it on slow."

Sure enough, a little jump was visible as she flicked the switch. Then the penis started to deflate.

"A man like Tim is not used to having his ass stretched and filled during sexual excitement. So they tend to lose their erection. At first..."

Donna's left hand controls the vibration intensity, as she masturbates Tim with her right hand. She coordinates the timing over several minutes of deliberated masturbation. Donna has a trace of a smile as she moderates the pace of stimulation, finally getting Tim to hover around the edge of orgasm. But she removes her hand from his penis and turns down the vibrator as she senses his excitement building. Streams of precum are now dripping off the tip, onto Tim's stomach, as Donna stimulates Tim ever higher.

"Am I a good masturbatrix, Timmy? I try to be. Some people imagine that I dislike penises, but it's not true. I love them. Am I taking good care of your penis Timmy?"

Tim can only whine. "Uh huh."

Donna coaxes Tim with more gentle words.

"I am an excellent castratrix too. You're going to get a ring side seat to it, Timmy. A first-class castration for you. I am so glad to help you get them out. Isn't it kind of exciting that a woman will show you your own testicles in a few minutes? Did you ever think that would happen?"

Tim's penis begins to flare strongly at the head each time Donna pauses her stroke. It seems that Donna's words are increasing Tim's arousal.

Finally she follows through, and continues pumping hard without stopping, the vibrator now at full intensity.

"Pump it all out now! Empty those balls!"

The milky streams shoot of Tim's penis. 5, 6 long ropes, the first few across his face, the others in reduced velocity puddling on his chest.

The voice of Tim's wife is heard. "Oh god Tim, look at all that cum you shot. Look at that cum." She gigles.

Donna removes the probe and sets it on the dresser. She approaches Tim's face. She pushes a fingerful of the semen rope across Tim's face into his mouth. Donna becomes stern in tone:

"Taste it Tim. That's your semen, but a lot of it comes from your prostate. A lot more from your seminal vesicles. Your balls only add a few drops. Only your balls are leaving with me today, Tim. So, you can still squirt like that after I leave. I'm going to give your wife my stimulator, would you like that?"

Tim groans his agreement.

Donna smiles sweetly. "I thought you would."

The screen goes black and the title appears: "Tim's castration."

Don blinks. His excitement ebbs for a moment. His furious penis pumping slows as he stares at the title on his computer monitor. The video picks up again.

Donna applies a piece of tape across Tim's deflating penis to hold it against his tummy. They leave the wild streams of drying semen where they lay. Donna deftly makes her two cuts, extracts balls from each side and lays them on each thigh. She ties off each ball. Then she turns to the camera and says "You know the rules, the wife makes the change. Please castrate your husband now."

Tim whimpers "oh god..."

There is a pause, and then the camera awkwardly passes to Donna and we see Tim's wife on screen again. She is now also topless and her breasts jiggle as she leans over and positions herself near Tim's deflated bag. A hand from behind the camera hands her the scissors and then points to a point on the left cord.

"Snip the left testicle right there. BELOW the tie, about a half inch."

A beat. The snip.

"Good."

Tim groans.

"Halfway there, hon." Tim's wife excitedly announces.

Donna continues. "Now the other one - there."

Tim's wife smiles coyly at the camera and does a "Jaws" open/close imitation with the scissors as they approach the remaining intact testicle cord. "Dah - dum. Dah - dum."

Tim can be heard groaning. More of an "ohhh..." but not quite a "noooo." Husband and wife make eye contact. Tim's wife puts her face close to Tim's thigh near the doomed testicle. Husband and wife focus on the testicle as Tim's wife smiles.

The scissors close on the cord, with a bit of a crunch noise. The other testicle is severed. She smiles broadly. "Oh Tim, it's beautiful. Balls lose, we win!"

Tim's wife picks up the two orbs, one pinched in each hand like a pair of marbles, and raises them up to show them to Tim with an ear-to-ear grin.

"You gave me your bad balls, baby. I love you so much!"

Don's mouth drops open as he views the scene on his large widescreen computer monitor. His face reddens. His pumping hand intensifies and he gives up his own thick streams of semen. "Guhh!" He stiffens his body as the last spurts turn to drips, all of it pooling on the hardwood floor under his monitor. "Holy fuck!"

As his gaze returns to the monitor, he sees that Tim's wife has the camera again. Donna quickly puts the two sad detached nuts into her jar, screws the top on and puts it in her bag. She re-dresses with bra and blouse quickly. She puts a set of headphones with audible "chill" music on Tim's head. Then she starts sewing up the two sides of Tim's scrotum.

All business, she instructs Tim's wife. "He's going to be sore a few days to a week. Stitches can come out in a week. He's still got a dozen forceful ejaculations or so, but the last few you will definitely need to use the tool to help him along. He may not get very hard on those last ejaculations, but you want to drain him every day for a month as soon as he's healed up enough. Get the T out of his system with these daily milkings, and give him a good orgasm if it's possible. Get his ass used to the tool being in there every time he comes. Ease him into the oral sex, as he begins to crave your milking activities, ask him to provide enthusiastic oral sex to you before he's been drained each day. Later tell him he must earn it. This will help you in your marriage as a give-take partnership."

Tim's wife can be heard from behind the camera "Daily milkings. OK. Cool."

Donna removes Tim's headphones and turns to the camera. "Now, the final little job, I am going to apply a small mark for advertising. This is a very unique and exclusive service that I offer. It's very difficult to help the men that need help due to all the required discretion. You can help me get the word around in very confidential circles, I hope. Please, show your eunuch to other women, and have them contact me when they are ready. Also - it will memorialize this important day for both of you."

Tim's wife explains to Tim: "It's a little tattoo baby, no one's ever gonna see it except for when you show it to them because I told you to. Donna did all of this as a favor, just to have the video and this little mark on your secret spot. Isn't that sweet, baby? This was a free gift from Donna."

Tim mumbles "thank you Donna..."

"You are welcome Tim."

Donna gets her tattoo gun and prepares it. They roll Tim over on his stomach, and pull his legs far apart. The fresh sutures on each side of his scrotum are clearly visible when the video zooms, and his asshole is still lubricated and fully visible. Donna leans in, cleans and dries the area, and then stretches the skin with her left hand. In the area between Tim's now-empty nut sack and his anus, Donna begins to apply the tiny letters with her buzzing tattoo gun, re-swabbing with gauze every few seconds.

Donna talks as she works.

"Tim's scrotum will look more loose and empty in a year. In time, you will probably want to have the loose scrotal skin removed. It can be uncomfortable for a castrate on hot days. It looks nicer too! And I've put the memorial marks down below that so it won't remove my art."

A few minutes later she is finished.

The camera moves in close and the perfect letterforms inked below Tim's anus is now very clear:

= Castrated April 3, 2014 =

Donna Kugelman, surgical nurse

[email protected]

The video fades to black. It fades back with Donna in an office, as she appeared at the beginning of the video.

"What you've just seen is just one example of how to handle this type of husband. This is a carefully planned, sexual-themed castration for an alpha, adulterous man, who will now become the submissive to the wife. Not all castrations should or do include ejaculation or nudity. Not all wives wish to dominate their future eunuch. But it is best and you should consider it."

"In about 30 days, Tim will no longer have an unstoppable drive to do destructive sexual acts. If Tim's wife desires, she can adapt what remains of Tim's sex drive, or his memory of it, into their own unique loving acts, such as prostate milking, female-to-male intercourse with a strap-on, or cunnilingus. You can view examples of how those are best performed in other parts of this site. His penis will likely get much smaller and it will become difficult to get any erection, but that does not end Tim's wife's needs or Tim's duty to serve them."

"Tim will become more submissive and Tim's wife will need to assert her authority now. He will need to avoid supplemental hormones, or he will return to his old ways. So his system must adjust to far less testosterone in his body. Tim will require a very strict diet and exercise regimen to not gain lots of weight and lose bone mass. In a sense, his health and life depends on her willingness to rule him. She must be his dominant! I helped her get a good start with the castration scenario itself. We prefer to castrate with bared breasts, to emphasize our... our feminine charms. Also important is the enjoyment of the two castratrices as they worked. I got to give Tim a facial."

The video cuts to a slow motion replay of Tim's ejaculation scene. This time Don notes the hard stare Donna gives Tim as his penis erupts, and how her pelvis approaches Tim's during orgasm, pumping her hips in time with her hand as each slow motion streamer of Tim's last sperm arcs lazily across his face and chest.

"I borrowed Tim's penis to give Tim a facial of my own. And Tim's facial was accompanied by Tim's own orgasm - how could he not enjoy being owned by his castratrix in this scenario? Of course he enjoyed it. We all did."

Donna smiled.

"Tim's wife told him she will show his perineal tattoo to other friends. She didn't ask him about it, she simply stated that at her request, he would bend over, spread his buttocks to any person she indicates, and display his empty bag and tiny penis and the tattoo that announces he was castrated by me. These help the subject ease into his new eunuch lifestyle, where Mrs. Tim will now wear the pants. Tim is already adapting to the new roles, even before the stitches were all in, even though his brain has as much testosterone coursing through it as ever on the day of his castration. In 30 days he will be a docile doggy, only desiring his wife and doing as she orders."

"Other kinds of husbands may require a different castration therapy scenario. Perhaps yours is addicted to internet porn."

The video switches to a man masturbating at a computer.

Don blushed.

"Or likes to wear women's clothing."

The video depicts a cross dresser barely out of sight of his family, him in a long blonde wig in a bedroom, and through the ajar door, the rest of the family together in a living room.

"Or expose himself to people in public."

On screen, the video cuts to a man in a car asking a child for directions, and the child is shocked when she approaches the driver's window.

"Or meet underage girls through the internet."

A scene from "To Catch a Predator" is shown.

"All this destructive behavior can be cured with a few little painless snips."

The video cuts to the slow motion snips by Tim's wife that Don had just seen, and as Tim's wife holds up the two orbs in her hands and smiles broadly, the video freeze-frames.

"These husbands don't need to go to prison. They don't need to be divorced. They don't need to destroy your savings with a lot of useless therapy sessions, or lawyers. Just call me, and for a reasonable fee I will develop an appropriate, customized process to painlessly disconnect your husband's two little problem-causers. He will be a changed man."

The video cuts back to Donna and as the camera pulls back, behind Donna a wall of shelves, holding hundreds of labeled specimen jars becomes visible.

"I've castrated over a thousand errant husbands, and with few exceptions, the new eunuch became a model husband from then on. Perhaps yours should be next?"

"Fucking nuts!" Don blurted out. Then he downloaded and saved "Tim's Therapy" to his collection and chose his next video to view.