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"So how do you like it Kelly?"
That question was posed to me by my 12 year old cousin, Josh. My dad had sent me to Santa Cruz California to spend a week visiting him and my Aunt Anna over the Summer. Although I hadn't seen Josh for three years and didn't really know him that well, we hit it off right away. The first day had been fantastic. We spent most of it at the Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk, an old and somewhat seedy amusement park but lots of fun. Josh was a beautiful boy, he looked like a young Aaron Carter. So beautiful that at the Boardwalk I noticed people noticing him. He was the sort of boy every parent hoped to have.
But was he a boy? The last time I had seen him he was 9 and it was at my old home in the City. He had never been to the Big House in the country but he was a relative of mine and so I wondered if he had been "done". "Done" as in castrated. I didn't want to ask. What could I say? Say Josh I was just wondering if you have any genitals because I sure don't. That wouldn't be good!
But as we got ready for sleep in his upstairs bedroom I got my answer. He stripped down to clean, snug, white jockey briefs and slipped into his twin bed. As he did so I could see the unmistakable bulge in the front of his underwear. It was small but it showed that unlike me, Josh was a boy.
I was wearing boxer shorts and turned my back to Josh as I got into the room's other bed. It wasn't so much that I was embarrassed about being a eunuch. It was just that I thought Josh might not understand. Boys who have not been told about eunuchs never understand, not at first anyway. Josh might laugh if he knew or even worse still he might think I was some sort of freak of nature and pity me. I couldn't stand that, not from Josh.
For the first time in almost a year I really regretted not having my boyhood. I had heard that boys sometimes liked to "fool around" to see who was biggest and stuff. I heard that sometimes they even whacked off together. If I had still been a boy I would have liked to do those things with Josh. But now I couldn't. It was one year too late. Not only that, I would have to keep things a secret for the coming week. Would Josh notice my empty crouch? Perhaps I should buy a jock strap and stuff it with cotton just to create a boy-like bump in my pants.
Anyway Josh had just asked, "So how do you like it Kelly?" And I replied, "I love this place. California is great!"
"No, that's not what I was asking. What I mean is how do you like being a Nullo? I heard they did you last year. What's it like always having to sit down to pee and stuff like that?" He said it just as clear as a bell.
I could feel my face flush. I wouldn't have thought it would bother me so much but it did. I buried my face in my pillow and tried not to cry. Back home in the country I had intact friends, I even showered with them on the swim team and I was fine with that. They knew how things were and that I was not the only Nullo in town. But this was different. For all I knew I might well be the only 14 year old Nullo Santa Cruz California had ever seen.
"Hey Kelly my you're not crying are you?" Josh asked. He got up and walked over to my bed, sat down on the side and started to rub my back. It felt good. Real good. "You know, Kelly being a eunuch is nothing to feel bad about. My mom says eunuchs are much nicer than boys."
I uncovered my face and rolled over onto my back to look up at him. Sitting there so near he was so beautiful, so small and so innocent it almost hurt just to look at him. An Angel sitting on my bed. But would he understand? "How did you know?" I asked.
"When I was about six I broke a window with my base ball. My mom was really upset because I had been rough housing and was pretty much a pest back then. Anyway she said if I couldn't behave and follow house rules then maybe she should send me to visit my Uncles in the country, who would be happy to have me "done". After that I'd be much more manageable and loving. Boys were much too hard for a single mother to deal with, she said. Girls and eunuchs are much easier to raise than boys. So I asked what a eunuch was and she told me. I didn't think she was serious. I though she was just making it up to scare me. From then on whenever I got into trouble she always threatened to have me castrated to make me better behaved. But I always thought it was just a big joke, sort of like the boggy man."
"So how did you learn that it was no joke?" I asked.
"It was about two weeks before you came. She told me your dad had you cut last summer. I was told that you didn't like it but it was done anyway and everything turned out great. Your dad says you are happier than ever now. Are you?"
"Well yes, I guess so."
My mom doesn't believe that a woman should ever be allowed to have a boy castrated against his will. Since I have no dad I'm safe. No one is going to cut me. But she said if I wanted it I could have it done."
"What do you say to that?" I asked.
"Well what do you think I said? I said, mom you are crazy if you think I'll ever agree to anything like that. No one is going to take my boyhood. She said that I should at least talk to you about it to see how you feel and that's not all. Kelly, she gave me a list of some eunuch web sites so I could research the subject. Well I've been doing my research all right! In fact I'm thinking of making it my life's work." He said with a huge grin and sounding very excited.
"What do you mean?"
"Well it's sort of funny really. I would never let anyone castrate me! Not even for a billion dollars. But I just can't stop reading about and thinking about eunuchs. Just being in the same room all alone with a real live Nullo makes me so hard and so horny I can't stand it. Do you know what that's like?" he asked with a leer.
"Yes I know boys get hard form time to time," I said. "When I was a boy it happened to me as well."
"For me it's more than from time to time," He said. So Josh, cute, sweet, innocent little Joshy wasn't really so innocent. Well of all people I should know that things are not always as they seem and people aren't always as they appear.
"Okay Kelly enough talk. Strip." Josh said.
"What?" I asked.
"You heard me Kelly, strip! Remove your pants and spread you legs apart as far as they will go so I can inspect the workmanship. I'm dying to see the job they did on you."
"No I'm not going to do that," I said. "I don't like being ordered to show it. What are you? Some sort of little monster?"
"Well yes, I'm a boy so in a way I am a little monster. Don' make me mad! I told you I have read a lot about your kind. I'm already something of an expert so you must know I can make you do anything I like. But I want you as my friend not my slave."
"You can't make me your slave."
"Really? Lets find out." Josh stood up and removed his briefs. His small prick was only about three or four inches long but it was hard as a rock. A little pink tipped spike pointing up to heaven. It was beautiful and I couldn't take my eyes of it. "You can't stop looking at it can you Kelly. It's not very big and I don't have any hair down there yet. It can't even shoot, not yet anyway. But none of that matters. The penis and balls represent power and strength. I have them and you don't. Sure I'm two years younger than you and six inches shorter but I have a penis and you don't so you'll serve my wishes. That's the way it has been for thousands of years. Eunuchs serve the needs of boys and men."
I wanted to tell Josh that the stuff he had read about Nullos being push-overs was crap. But for some reason I decided that for the time being I'd play along just to see what would happen next. I would play his game.
"Touch my dick why don't you Kelly?" I reached out and lovingly fingered Josh's proud stiff little boyhood. The scrotum was as smooth as silk and warm. His balls were small and set close to his body but they were BALLS with everything that meant. The shaft of his small penis was warn and hard. The pink circumcised head felt sort of spongy.
"Now you are under my control and I'll have a look at what you have, or should I say, what you don't have." He pulled down the bed covers and very slowly while holding his breath pulled off my boxers. I spread my legs as far as they would go. He didn't ask me to, I just did it.
"My God! It's all true! Every word of it is true." he said in awe. "I never really believed it not until now. You are my first eunuch but you sure won't be my last. I'll see to that." My head felt very light like I might pass out, my breathing was heavy and my heart was beating like I'd just run ten miles. Part of me was proud that Josh found me so interesting but another part was ashamed to have a boy inspecting me like I was his science project. A topic for his, What-I did-over-the- summer, paper.
Josh leaned down and kissed my empty crotch. I shuddered with pleasure. The he licked me there and I groaned with ecstasy. If felt so f***ing good, "Don't stop!" I gasped. "Please don't stop."
"So you can feel pleaser there," Josh said. "That's interesting. Very interesting. I can see that there is only so much I can learn from the Internet. There is nothing like having a real Nullo to experiment on. Someday this night will serve as the very first data point in the book I'll write about Nullos. Now roll over onto your belly and place your knees under yourself to prop your ass up in the air."
"Why?"
"Why? Why do you think stupid? That's the way a eunuch presents himself to be mounted by a boy. I'm going to take the gelding for a ride. Giddy Yap! little gelding!"
I wanted to tell Josh to go to hell. I don't know why I didn't. Maybe I just wanted to see what sex was like and living with eunuchs this might be my only chance. Maybe there was some truth to the idea that we are passive. Anyway I closed my eyes and tried to pretend that I was with my best friend Dominic, another Nullo, who had miraculously become a boy again. It was something that I often daydreamed about. I rolled over on my tummy and propped my ass up in the air presenting it to Josh. It was demeaning. My virginity was his to take and take it he did.
"That's good Kelly," he said. "That's the way a Nullo offers himself to a boy. Youre learning fast."
IT felt strange him talking to me like that. After all I was 14 and he was only 12. Josh reached around and cupped both his hands over my empty groin. It felt oh so good to be held there but it didn't feel good for long. With one savage thrust Josh mounted me. I was penetrated. A bolt of pain shot through me. It was all I could do to stifle a cry. "Take it out!" I gasped. "Please take it out it hurts too much." My eyes were filling with tears and I was whimpering with pain. Hed not got in far, but it was sure far enough for me.
"No Kelly," Josh said coldly. "It's time for you to learn your place. You are a Nullo and when mounted a Nullo doesn't speak unless spoken to. When I'm in you I'm your lord and master and you will do as I say. Understand?"
I wanted to pull away from him. I wanted to put up a fight. But somehow I just couldn't. He was filling me and somehow he had taken control of my body. Until that moment I had no idea just how powerful a penis is.
"Yes." I whispered.
"Yes what Nullo?"
"Yes master." I returned.
"Good that's more like it. I'll give you a few moments to get used to having me in you." We rested like that with him on top of me and after a while the pain did go away. Then, slowly at first Josh started to thrust. It felt good. In fact it felt better than good. It was the most exquisite pleasure I had ever experienced in my life. Then he built up speed and started jabbing a bit deeper. The ecstasy, the rapture, became so intense that it blocked out everything else in my mind. It was a thousand times better than anything I had ever experienced with Dominic. It was so powerful I forgot who I was, where I was and what I was. All I knew at that moment was joy and delight, a pleasure so intense it filled the universe. Josh used his penis first to take control of my body and then he used it to take control of my mind. It was so incredible that I passed out.
I don't know how long I was unconscious. Only a few moments I guess. When I woke up I found Josh beside me looking at me with concern. "Kelly you're awake. I was starting to get worried. How are you feeling?"
"Fantastic!" I replied. "I had no idea that anything could be so excellent. Thank you."
Josh looked a bit sad and said, "Don't thank me Kelly. I didn't do it for you. I wish I did but I wasn't even thinking about you or your feelings. I did it all for me. I did it because it made me feel good. Kelly," he said propping himself up on an elbow and looking deep into my eyes, I remember saying some stuff to you, cruel stuff about you being a Nullo and me being your master. Well I didn't mean any of it. I'm sorry I said it. You are a great guy," he offered, sounding guilty.
"Then why did you say that stuff?" I asked.
"Look at it," he said and pointed down at his penis. It was soft now, nothing more than a little inch long nib with a pink tip.
"It's asleep now." I said.
"Yes it's sleeping now it had a good work out in your butt but soon it will wake and get hungry, It always does. And when it gets hungry you have to feed it otherwise it will consume you. It won't let you think of anything else until you attend to it. Having a penis is like having a little lion dangling between you legs, a little lion with a mind of its own. I'm often afraid of it. Soon it will get larger and hairy. When that happens the urges will be stronger. I don't know if I'll be able to control it. Sometimes having a dick makes me crazy."
"So what's this about a book about eunuchs you are going to write?" I asked changing the subject.
His face brightened and he said. "When I grow up I'm going to be an authority on eunuchs. I'm going to demystify the subject and reduce the stigma of castration so that parents will be much more willing to have their sons nullified. With more castrations the rest of us will have more of your kind to enjoy. Kelly have you ever seen it done to someone else? Have you ever seen them turn a boy into a eunuch? Do they let you watch?"
"Sure, I've seen lots of castrations. They have me assist."
"Assist?" He asked. "How? What do they have you do?"
"I strip naked and stand before the boy holding his hand to comfort him while they do it," I said.
"What?"
"Any boy being nullified feels very much alone, naked, helpless and humiliated," I explained. "Having another naked young Nullo to hold his hand and tell him it will be okay helps to comfort him. He sees that he's not the only one and that he'll get through it."
"Oh Kelly this I have to see!" Josh exclaimed. "If I come visit will you get me in to watch. This is something I need to see for my research. Kelly? Kelly are you listening?
I wasn't hearing a word he said. Josh's little penis was hard again and I was entranced by it. It was hypnotic. All I could think about was how much I wanted to have that little prick back in me where it belonged. I wanted to be mounted again. I would surrender my body, my heart, my mind and my sole just for a fuck. It took every last bit of will power I had to look away. "Josh, "I said. "I'm sorry but I just can't think straight with your penis in view."
"Ya like it don't ya? Well it likes you too," he said grinning ear to ear.
"No Josh I don't like it at all. Don't to see? It's too powerful for either of us to handle. If it isn't removed it will come to rule our lives. It will destroy us."
"Remove it? You want me nullified like you? Well you can forget that. I'm keeping my penis and with it my control over you. You are a freak, you know that Kelly. Nullos are freaks."
"I'm not a freak!"
"Sure you are just look at yourself!"
I remembered the words my father had once used and said, "It's a fine piece of work and nothing to be ashamed of."
"Nothing to be ashamed of? Having no genitals is nothing to be ashamed of?"
"That's right."
"Kelly I know a nude beach four miles north of town. Sometimes my mother takes me there What do you think would happen if we went there and everyone saw you were a eunuch? They'd all laugh at you that's what! Everyone would laugh at the boy who isn't a boy!"
"I don't think they would laugh," I replied. "I'm sure the adults would understand. Some of the boys might be curious. They might ask questions but if it was explained to them I'm sure they would understand Who knows, some of the boys might even ask their parents if they can be eunuchs to."
"Kelly let's have my mom drive us out there tomorrow and you can undress and walk around naked. We'll see what happens."
The next morning Josh said, "Mom Kelly wants to see the area. Why don't we show him Red White & Blue beach?"
"Oh no honey. I don't think it's a good idea. Not today and not with Kelly," Aunt Anna said.
"Why not today?" Josh asked. "It's beautiful out."
"It might make Kelly uncomfortable, okay sweetie."
"Oh you mean because Kelly would be the only Nullo there. Well he doesn't mind. He doesn't care who sees him naked."
"Josh that's not very polite," his mother said.
So now they were talking about my castration It was humiliating but I couldn't let my embarrassment show. I just couldn't let Josh win. I needed to show him I wasn't a freak. Time to grab the bull by the horns. "It's okay, Aunt Anna, I said. "We all know I'm a Nullo so why don't we talk about it? I have nothing to hide."
"Isn't that the truth," Josh said.
"Josh!" Aunt Anna said and then she turned to me. "Kelly I'm glad you know that castration is nothing to be embarrassed about. Sometimes it the best thing in the world for a boy. However the beach Josh is talking about is what's called a clothing-optional beach. That means that people are pretty much expected to undress. Castrated boys stay away from places like that."
"Why do they stay away? I asked. "If they were missing a hand or a foot would they stay away?'"
"Well of course not."
"Than how is me not having any genitals any different?"
"There will be boys there Kelly and you know how cruel boys can be. Also they might ask questions about your castration."
"Let them be cruel. I can take it," I said trying my best to sound very brave. "And let them ask their questions. Who knows, if more boys knew about castration more might want to have it."
"Yeah right," Josh said. "Like boys are going to ask for nullification. That's not going to happen."
"Why don't we find out?" I said. "Why don't we go there and see what happens?" But it was all an act. Secretly I was dying of shame. The very last thing I wanted to do was walk around naked in front of strangers. Inside I was praying that Aunt Anna would just say no. But my plan backfired.
"Well tell you want," Aunt Anna said. "We'll go but we don't have to stay long. If Kelly doesn't feel right we will leave."
"He's not going to get naked," Josh said.
How was I going to get out of this?
As Aunt Anna was driving us north I hoped that not everyone at the beach would be naked. That way if I stayed dressed no one would care. But as we pulled in to the parking lot my hopes were dashed. There were lots of people of all ages and everyone in sight was nude.
We spread our beach towels and Josh wasted no time getting naked. Why not? He had a great body and a small but complete boy package. He was beautiful. "What you waiting for Kelly?" he said. "Everyone else is naked so why not you to?" He practically yelled it so everyone around must have heard.
"Kelly," Aunt Anna said. "Don't let Josh bother you. He is just being a pest. If you want to stay dressed no one will mind. I can see that this is something you don't want to do."
"Thanks," I said in a soft voice. Anna was the best.
"Kelly should we leave?" Aunt Anna asked.
"Yeah let's leave," I said. Then I changed my mind. "No let's stay! I'm going to do it!"
"But why Kelly?," Anna asked. "You don't have to and you'll be comfortable."
"But Aunt Anna that's just the point. If I stay dressed I'll mind. It will mean that I think there is something wrong with me, something that I have to hide. I don't want to feel that way. I need to undress. I need to do it for myself to prove that I can and that I'm not ashamed. That I'm not a freak."
I kicked off my sneakers. I pulled off my T-shirt and dropped it on the sand. So far so good. Only one last thing to do, be brave Kelly, be brave. I closed my eyes and pretended that I was still a boy. I hooked my thumbs under the waist band of my shorts and in one quick sweep pulled them down. There I stood, as naked as the day I was born. As naked as the Sun. As naked as the Moon. I opened my eyes. everyone was going about their business. No one cared or noticed. I guess from a distance they must have thought I was a girl with short hair.
I turned to face Aunt Anna in all my naked, smooth Nullo glory and said, "Well Aunt, what do you think?"
She replied, "I have never seen a more handsome young person."
"Aw, I'll bet you tell all the Nullos that," I said.
I laid down on my back to get some sun and closed my eyes. Just try to relax Kelly, just enjoy the warmth of the sun and don't worry. I was going to get through this. Being naked was not going to kill me.
Soon I heard a voice say, "Hey kid." I opened my eyes to see a little blond boy of about 5 or 6 looking at me. His clear blue eyes were wide with wonder and innocence and they were fixed on my groin. "What are you anyway?" he asked as he pointing to my empty crotch. "Are you a boy or a girl? You don't look like either."
I sat up. Sitting cross legged as I was my groin was even more clearly visible to the little guy. "I'm not a girl but I'm not a boy," I explained. "I'm what's called a eunuch. There have always been three different kinds of kids. Some kids are boys, some kids are girls, and some kids are eunuchs just like me."
"How do you pee?" He asked.
"I have to sit down to pee. I can't do it standing up like you."
"Oh," he said. "Are you like one of those guys I see in the movies? One of those people from another planet?"
"No, " I laughed. "I'm not from outer space or anything like that. I was born on earth just like you. And I was born a boy, once again, just like you."
"You were once like me?"
"Yes I was. I had all the same parts you have now," I said
"So what happened to them? What happened to your boy parts?" he asked.
"My father thought I would be better off not being a boy. So last summer he called a doctor and asked the doctor to castrate me and the doctor did. He removed all my boy parts."
"Were you a bad boy?" The little guy asked. "Was your daddy mad at you? Is that why he asked the doctor to do it."
"No." I laughed again. "My daddy loves me very much. He only wants what's best for me. You see many boys can't control their boy parts and so they can't concentrate in school or they get into other sorts of trouble. Often times boys become bossy or mean. Sometimes two boys will fight each other because they both want the same girlfriend. They aren't really bad, it's just that being boys they can't help it. Now take me, when you get a girlfriend I'm not going to fight you to take her away from you. Eunuchs don't do that sort of thing."
"Did the doctor hurt you when he took your pee-pee off?"
"No the doctors who castrate boys are all very gentile," I explained. "They are kind and give the boys pain killers so it won't hurt. When ever a doctor castrates a boy it is only because he wants that boy to stay happy and healthy."
"Did you want the doctor to castrate you?"
"No, even though castration doesn't hurt, boys never want to be castrated. They cry and try to run away when it happens. All boys want to keep their boy parts because boy parts can be fun and feel good. Also boys think that with out boy parts they'll never be able to have girlfriends and boys always want girlfriends."
"Well I don't want a girlfriend," the little boy said.
"You will when you are older," I replied.
"If I'm still a boy then."
"Hey for a little guy you are pretty sharp," I said. "You catch on quick."
"Did you cry when you were castrated?" he asked.
Should I lie or tell the truth? This little guy was so very smart he might see through a lie. Better to be honest. "Yes I cried," I said. "I cried a lot. They had to tie me down to a table to keep me from running away. I hated my father for having them do it but I'm not mad anymore. I forgive him and I know he loves me."
Suddenly the little guy looked really scared and asked in very soft voice, "Will my mommy and daddy take me to a doctor who will castrate me?"
"You are afraid they might aren't you?" The little guy nodded that he was and it looked like he might be about to cry.
"Well it's okay for you to be afraid of castration, all boys are. Some boy are more afraid than others but they are all afraid. I have helped the doctor castrate a lot of boys and all were very afraid when it was done. They think it's the worst thing ever but it's not really so bad as they think. It's just like when the doctor gives you a shot. You don't like it and you cry but it's all a matter of what is best for you?"
"But will I be castrated?" he asked again.
"I don't know. Maybe. But if you are it will only be because your parents and the doctor think it's what's best for you and they wouldn't do it at all until you are much older."
"How much older?"
"11 or 12 not before then."
That seemed to satisfy the boy. I guess he was so young that 11 or 12 sounded like forever. He ran off yelling, "Mommy, mommy guess what happened to that kid! He's a eunuch!" Well news on a nude beach spreads quickly. Soon all the kids knew which in a way was a good thing as I only had to tell the story once.
Josh and I ran into the surf to play a later he introduced me to some of his friends. There was a bit of good natured ribbing about me not being a boy but I didn't mind it much. It felt like a huge weight had been removed from my shoulders now that everyone knew. I had, "nothing to hide" in more ways than one.
After playing some touch football five of us "boys" laid down on our towels to watch the surf and tan. I guess the worst moment came when one of them, a 10 year old named Conner asked, "Kelly doesn't it bother you? I mean no balls, and no dick?"
"Sure, sometimes I miss having them but not that much," I said. "One thing about being a eunuch though is I don't have to worry about my body being out of control or wanting sex so much that I end up going crazy."
"But you can't have sex at all."
"That's not completely true," Josh replied. "Kelly can have sex all right - he just can't be on top." I didn't say anything. Josh continued, "My mom asked me if I wanted it done and I said, NO WAY JOSE! I want to be on top. I'm glad she is letting me decide for myself. I'm going to be a man. What about the rest of you? Has anyone else had their parents talk to them about castration?"
A boy named Simon said rather sheepishly, "Well my mom has been suggesting that it might be good for me but she is talking about having only my balls removed. I didn't even know that they could remove the whole thing. Not until I saw Kelly that is."
"Is she going to have it done?" Josh asked.
"I don't know," Simon said. I told her I really wanted to keep them and she said we'd take a 'wait and see' attitude. If I behave and show I'm responsible I can keep them. Otherwise she says they'll have to come off. Nip the problem in the bud, she calls it. I really hate always having it hanging over my head like that. I'm afraid that I'm always just one step away from screwing up and losing them. I've been thinking... Well forget it. You guys don't want to know."
But another boy, one named Craig, said, "No Simon we do want to know. Tell us."
"Well," Simon continued. "I think my mom has pretty much all ready decided she's going to have me done. I think it's only a matter of time before she calls the doctor. So maybe I should just go to her and say, 'Mom let's get it over with. You can have them take my balls.' At least that way it would be my call and not hers."
"Man Simon, you really are crazy!" Josh said. "Crazy or stupid. No boy gives up his package with out putting up a fight."
"Leave Simon alone," a 12 year old named Craig said. "I understand where Simon is coming from. And if you want to know the truth I think Kelly was the lucky one."
"Kelly? Lucky? How? The poor little guy lost his boyhood with out even being asked." Josh said. "Craig, do you want to be nutted?"
"No I don't! But, well...I don't know. I just wish my mom would at least talk with me about castration. What's good about castration, as well as what's bad. But even if she did I would never have the guts to go through with it so I guess it doesn't really matter. Kelly was lucky because he didn't have to decide. He didn't have to say yes or no. They just did it and so no one is going to call Kelly crazy or stupid. Everyone just says, 'Gee Kelly, too bad they took your boyhood. Sure hope they don't de-sex me like they did you.'"
"Craig! You are crazy! Crazy or sick!" Josh said.
"Josh just look at yourself! Look!" Craig shot back. We all looked at Josh. Josh had a erection. All three or four inches of it anyway. "All this talk of castration turns you on. So who is sick?" Craig asked.
"I'm the only one on my back," Josh said. "If the rest of you would turn over you'd see we are all hard. Well everyone but Kelly anyway and he doesn't really count" Josh must have been right because no one was willing to prove him wrong. "And do you know why talking about castration makes you hard? I'll tell you why. Deep down inside all of you know that there is nothing on earth that's better for screwing than a Nullo. Having a Nullo in your bed is a hundred times better than a woman. Nullos aren't all bitchy and demanding. They take orders well and you can't get them pregnant. They know who's boss."
"But that's gay!" Someone said.
"It's not gay at all," Josh said. "Gay is when you do it with another guy. Look a Kelly. Do you think he's a guy?"
Id finally had enough. I got up and walked away. Sometimes Josh could be such a jerk!
Later that day Aunt Anna, Josh and I walked along the beach together. I was still naked and every now and them I noticed someone doing a quick double take at my crotch but that didn't bother me, not anymore. It was only natural that people would be curious. After all I was the only eunuch on the beach so let them look.
Aunt Anna said "Kelly I just can't get over how much you have matured since I saw you last. A few years ago you were just a little boy and now you seem so grown up. You turned out so well. What's the secret?"
"Nullification helps a guy grow up."
"Really how has it helped you do that?"
"This time last year I still had genitals but they were only little boy genitals. They hadn't started to really grow or anything so they were no bigger than the ones you see on Josh."
"Gee thanks" Josh said.
"Anyway every time I looked down I was reminded of what I was, a little boy." I continued. "But as soon as my penis was gone I realized that I was not a little boy any longer. I also knew I'd never see puberty."
"I think I'll go through puberty thank you very much," Josh said. "Kelly I'll send you a post card and tell you all about it."
Aunt Anna said, "I was just talking with my friend Sally Johnson. I think you met her son Craig."
"Sure I met Craig, Nice kid." I said.
"I'm glad you liked him Kelly. Anyway, Sally was so grateful that I brought you to the beach today and that Craig saw you. For some time now Sally has wanted to talk with Craig about nullification but she didn't know how to bring it up. It never seemed to be the right time and it is a very sensitive concern for most boys."
"Mom, don't you mean it concerns a very sensitive area for most boys?" Josh said. Once again we ignored him. We were getting good at that. Aunt Anna continued, "Well because Craig met you he was the one who brought it up with his mom and guess what? Craig had been wanting to talk about nullification as well but just like his mom he didn't know how to bring it up. Would it be all right with you if Craig and his mom stopped by after dinner. They have questions and would like to talk with you."
"That would be great," I said. "I'll do my best to fill them in on anything they want to know."
"Wonderful Kelly, you are such a fantastic young person."
"Mom, will Craig be nullified?" Josh asked.
"I don't know, darling. The final decision will be up to Craig and no one else. He's interested but very frightened so I don't think he'll go through with it."
"I'd never agree to be cut. Kids who do are crazy," Josh said.
"Honey the decision about your nullification is not yours to make, or for that matter, mine. We will leave it to Kelly to decide what is best for you," Aunt Anna said.
"Mom! No! What are you saying? You can't mean that!" Josh practically yelled. The look on his face was priceless and Id have given a lot for a disposable camera right then.
"Settle down Dear. Kelly is an adult now but he was once a boy like you. I trust is judgment and so should you. If he says nullification will be good for you it will be done next week."
"Kelly tell her no! You have to tell her no!" Josh looked like he was about to cry.
[To be continued]
Dear readers
Do you think Josh should be castrated or not? This could go either way.
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