Interview with Danny and Eric - Part One

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Questioner: Danny, when did you first know you wanted to lose your cock?

Danny: As long as I can remember. Even when I was a little kid, I’d tie strings and rubber bands real tight around my penis. A few times I’d even try to push things into my pisshole. It hurt but I liked it.

When I hit puberty, I jerked off all the time imagining I was having my cock cut off. It gave me a huge hard-on and made me shoot my wad fast.

Q: Was that your main sexual fantasy?

D: Oh yeah. Definitely.

Q: Did these fantasies upset you?

D: Yeah, they did for a long time, until I discovered websites about body modifications. Especially the Eunuch Archive. When I saw the stories about penectomy, a light went on in my head. I said, “Damn, I thought I was the only one who felt this way.”

Q: So now the Eunuch Archive became your primary source of sexual stimulation.

D: Definitely. I jerked off three or four times a day while reading the stories. I had to clean my cum out of the keyboard every day (Both laugh).

But it was frustrating too, you know? I mean the fantasies and stories were really hot, but they made me wonder if it could be more than a fantasy.

Q: You mean you started wanting to have the fantasy come true?

D: Yeah.

Q: How about you, Eric? Did you always dream about losing your penis?

Eric: (laughs) Oh hell, no. It never entered my mind.

Q: You and Danny were good friends. Did you ever have sex with each other up to this point?

E: Nope. I really wanted to, but I didn’t know Danny was gay then. And I didn’t want to ruin our friendship by coming on to him.

D: Shit, I felt the same way about you! (both laugh).

Q: Okay, Danny. Tell me how you discovered a way to lose your cock.

D: Well, I found a new message board dealing with penectomy.

The board had a lot of postings, some from guys wanting to find a way to lose their cocks. But there were also a few from guys saying they knew ways to have a penectomy performed.

Q: That must have excited you.

D: God, yeah.

Anyway, I spotted one that said “Mexican Holiday.” It said that this clinic had years of experience in penis removal, as it specialized in treating penis cancer. But the doctors didn’t care why they were doing the surgery, so long as the fee was paid. And guess what – the fee was less than I had in my bank account!

What made it even better was that my senior class was scheduled to go to Mexico the following month on Spring Break – and the clinic was located in the same city!

Q: You must have been very excited to read that.

D: Hell yeah! I pulled out my dick right away and beat off. It took me like a second to shoot. (laughs) I licked my cum right off the keyboard.

I couldn’t stop thinking about the trip. That night I tied a string tight around the base of my cock. It made my dick bright red and hard as a rock. It took me forever to cum but, fuck, it was the best orgasm of my life. My cum shot all over my chest and neck.

Q: Were your parents willing to pay for your class trip to Mexico?

D: Yeah, they were hoping I’d meet a nice girl on the trip. (both laugh loudly).

The day before I left, I went to the bank and got the $800 I had saved. When I packed my suitcase, it really hit me. When I came back, I wouldn’t have a cock anymore. I held up a pair of my jockeys and imagined how I’d look in them after my dick was gone. (smiles).

Q: How did you make arrangements with the clinic for your penectomy?

D: By email. My appointment was for a couple of days after I got there. I didn’t care because I was finally doing something I wanted to do forever.

After we all checked in at the hotel, I decided to visit a nude

beach I heard about. I hopped on a bus and in less than an hour I was there. It was mind-blowing to see a beach covered with men and women, all of them bare-ass.

Q: Did you get naked too?

D: Yep. Then I lay down on my blanket and watched the show.

Q: What excited you the most being there?

D: That’s easy – boys! (laughs)

I had never seen another guy’s cock, except in pictures. And here I was surrounded by them. I started thinking what it would be like to take one into my mouth, or in my ass. Then I looked down and -- holy shit – I popped a boner! (all laugh)

Q: Did anyone notice?

D: Oh yeah. A few guys saw it and gave me a smile. I wanted to talk to some of them, but I guess I was too scared to.

Q: Okay, tell me about the night before you went to the clinic.

D: I couldn’t sleep. I jerked off about ten times thinking about what was going to happen the following day. I was a little scared, but also totally excited. I knew that I would go through with the surgery and my penis would be gone tomorrow.

The next day I showered and dressed. I took the $800 and went downstairs to get the bus. Shit, my heart was pounding like crazy. The crazy thing was that I had this huge hard-on in my jeans. I kept thinking, “Nobody on this bus knows I’m going to get my cock cut off.” It was wild.

Everybody inside the clinic was speaking Spanish. I couldn’t get the nurse to understand me, but finally the woman found my name on the list, and waved at me to take a seat.

Q: How long before they called you?

D: About an hour. A doctor took me into an examination room and told me to remove all my clothes and put them in a bag. I hopped onto the table and laid down as the doctor looked at my hard dick. He just smiled and took notes on a clipboard. Then he left me alone.

You can’t believe how hard my heart was pounding, and how hard my cock was. It was leaking pre-cum like crazy. I couldn’t stand it another second, so I started beating off.

Q: Weren’t you afraid of being discovered masturbating?

D: I didn’t care. I was so turned on that I had to shoot my wad. And just knowing this would be the last one made it that much better. I shot all over my chest, and then I used my fingers to scoop it all up. I wanted to taste my cum one more time.

Then the nurse came in, holding a white pan filled with water. She sponged off my penis and balls, and shaved my crotch area. After she finished, she handed me a white hospital gown, and I put it on and followed her down the hall to the operating room.

Q: Can you describe the operating room?

Well, it was large and really bright. There was a metal table in the middle of the room, a tray of metal instruments standing next to it. The doctor was in the corner, washing his hands at a sink, while a nurse tied the doctor’s mask and gown.

I was led to the table by the nurse, and hopped up onto it. They had me lie back, and put my feet up into stirrups, and then sensors were attached to various parts of my body to check my heart and shit like that.

They put an IV in my arm. Then a nurse snaked this clear tube into my dick. My cock was still hard! And it burned, too. And then I saw my piss flowing up the tube and into this plastic bag.

They put my cock flat against my stomach and taped it into place. I remember thinking, “This is it. When I wake up, it’ll be gone.”

Q: And how did that make you feel at that moment?

D: (Smiles) Awesome.

And then, I woke up. It was just like that. Nurses were walking around the room, checking on patients and talking to each other.

An IV bag was hanging next to me. I was really confused, like, what the fuck am I doing here? Then I remembered.

I raised my head and stared down at my crotch. I could see a large bandage covering it, with that tube coming out through the middle. Then I just fell asleep again.

The next time I woke up, I was in a different room. My head was much clearer now. There was another bed in the room, but it was empty.

I looked down again at my crotch, watching the tube draining the piss from me. I felt a real intense throbbing from under the bandages. I reached down and felt the bandaged area. I could feel my balls, but where my cock should have been there was only a flat surface! It was gone!

Q: That must have made you smile.

D: (Grins) You have no idea.

The next day, the doctor and a nurse returned. They carefully

unwrapped my bandages to see how I was healing. Then I could see what had been done. The tube was coming out of a small hole just

above my ballsack. The area around the hole was red and swollen. That was a beautiful sight. I thought to myself, “This is how I’ll look from now on.”

Q: How long were you in the clinic?

D: A few more days. On the last day, the tube was pulled out, and the nurse took me to the to the toilet. She was talking in Spanish, telling to sit on the toilet seat. I looked down and saw the piss dribble from the hole where my penis had been. And I realized this was how I would piss for the rest of my life.

The other kids from the class hadn’t even noticed I had

vanished. They were busy going to beaches and seeing the sights.

So I got to my hotel room, and just collapsed on the bed. I was so freaking tired.

Out of habit, I slipped off my underwear, and reached down to jack off. It was a shock to realize that my cock was gone! I felt around my pisshole, remembering the feeling of stroking my hard dick. In that second, I began to wonder if I had made the right decision.

The next day was the last one of the class trip. I went back to

the nude beach, and laid down on the blanket, but this time I kept my shorts on.

Q: What was it like, watching all those boys with their cocks and knowing you didn’t have a cock anymore?

D: I was a real turn-on to see them, but at the same time it was weird not to feel a hard dick under my shorts. I started feeling really depressed, and it didn’t go away after I flew home.

The first week back at school was awful. All the guys talked about the trip, bragging about getting laid. I thought about their hard cocks, and it made me doubt that I did the right thing.

The first night back, I logged onto the Internet, and went to

my favorite penectomy site. The stories were hot, and I got turned on. I started feeling around my pisshole, wishing my cock was still there. I wanted to feel the hard shaft in my hand, and wanted more than anything to taste my sticky cum. But all I could do was rub my balls, and remember how it used to be to have a cock.

Q: Is that around the time when you went over to Danny’s house, Eric?

E: Yep, he invited me over. I was hoping Danny was interested in fucking around, so I decided to try something.

We were watching TV in Danny’s room, and after awhile I said,

“Look what I brought.” I popped the porno tape into the VCR,and a couple of naked boys were on the screen, sucking each other’s cocks.

Before long, the men on the screen were fucking each other. I had a hard-on and started rubbing my crotch. I and looked over at Danny and said, “Hey c’mon, don’t you think this is a hot movie?” he asked. “Yeah, I guess it is, but I just don’t feel horny right

now.”

So I just rolled over on top of him and grabbed Danny’s arms. “Maybe this will help,” I said, and kissed Danny.

Q: What were you think when Eric did that, Danny?

D: I got really turned on. I felt Eric’s hard cock pressing up against me. I thought, “Damn, what should I do now?” I didn’t want Eric to find out I’m dickless.

Eric stopped and peeled off his shirt. “Cmon, Danny, you know you

want this,” he said, tugging on my shorts. I tried to stop him, but Eric managed to yank my shorts and underpants off.

E: Damn, what a shock! I saw nice pair of balls and a tiny hole instead of a cock!

I said, “Holy shit! What the hell happened to you?” And Danny started crying. He told me the entire story, the trip to Mexico, everything.

I thought about it a long time and then I said, “I don’t understand why you did it, Danny, but I don’t think you’re weird or anything. I still really like you a lot.” And I kissed him.

D: Eric’s cock begin to get hard again. I told him I’d like to make him cum. We got naked in like two seconds (both laugh).

E: He licked and sucked my cock. It was amazing. Then I pushed Danny on his back and lowered his face into his crotch. I licked his balls, then began kissing and licking his piss hole.

D: God, it was great. My piss hole was really sensitive. I loved feeling his tongue on it. So I told him I wanted him to fuck me.

I took a glob of Vaseline and spread it up and down his shaft, then I took my greased finger and put it inside my asshole. Eric took hold of my ankles, and lifted my feet onto his shoulders. I felt the head of his cock pushing against my asshole. And then it kind of popped in. And he pushed his cock all the way into my ass.

E: It was incredible. I had never fucked anyone before. I started pumping in and out. We were tongue kissing. It only took like a minute before I shot my wad into him.

D: Eric and I held each other for a long time. Then he said, “I don’t care if you have a cock or not,” Eric said. “I love you.

Today has been the best day of my life.”

Q: How did that make you feel, Danny?

D: I started to cry. Suddenly, I knew it was okay that I didn’t have my cock anymore. I mean, I wish I could feel him sucking my dick, or feel his tight ass around my shaft. But I knew that losing my cock was something I wanted to happen, and had to happen.

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Note: This is based on my Eunuch Archive story, “Danny’s Dream Comes True.” In the second part of this interview, I will explore the evolving relationship between Danny and Eric.