Shameful but not so secret

by Husband

Shameful but not so secret;My Wife use her depo provera birthcontrol shot on me.

She is 32years old, i am 44, we are 8 years happly

married;very.-).After 3 years she cucked me the first time on my own Wish, it was fantatic, extreme Hot,but after i cum i have always Regrets,we had some little arguments,this went on for 2 years.

The last 3 Years in our marrige if got her shots,the frist Time I asked her:Why? "I want youre more at ease, calm and less argressive about my little Play on the side, Come on Hon,give it a try,....

Oh Boy! finaly i gave in. After 4 months on Depo, i lost my morning bonner,6 months later my sexdrive got down and i had difficult to gain a Erection so i wanted her to stop, but my wife insist very smart; the next 2 Injections got i at sleep,2 other after a nice shagging my wife got from her Lover; it was embarrasing.

After that i lost my will and so i don´t struggle anymore to avoid my shots.

3 Years on depo provera I´ve got Impotent,our Doc confirmed the effect is permanent, so i get a reduced Dose.

now, i have a 3in penis ,always limp, a low Sexdrive and my sexlive with my Wife it´s mosty oral,kissing and holding her,even when she got fucked from her Lovers.

I am also more calm and passive now and my Regrets over her cuckolding me are gone.

I´ve got no Erections anymore,but i´ve got exited and some sort of a dry and internal klimax.

My wife says, she love the new me very much.

Only to bent over every month to get my shot is always a litte humilating,and then after the Injection when my wife says:"Ok Darling, now your are save for other Mounth",and pat my behind.

I am now at peace with my Situation; so its not a much of Problem.

And about shameful and not so secret; My wife´s best Girlfriend knows it,she was on a 3 Day visist and "surprised" me nude after an Shower,she says "May I?" and takes some shampo in her hand and simulates my little limb cock with slow and rythmic Strokes.

oh Lord was a bliss!

I was flabbergasted and try to say something;but she interrups me:"Hush, be quiet I wan´t to prove it!"

Over 10 min masturbates she me witeout any success,than;she stops, smiles, kisses me and say:"Yes youre are Sweetboy.Sweet and Save!"

After that she disrobes and got to shower if she where alone.