He never felt more alive and yet so threatened. The last six months had been a whirlwind tour of the highways and byways of sexuality, culminating in this fem domme relationship that threatened to change him forever. He had become bored by vanilla sex and at 35 wondered if the excitement would ever return. Then he met Kate and things changed. She had advertised online, looking for male to help her explore things, she thought she might be dominant and wanted to pursue that avenue. He thought he had nothing to lose and agreed to meet her for coffee. From the moment they met he was committed, she was petite at 5’2”, slim with short brown hair in a pixie cut that framed her face and hazel eyes. Her breasts were quite small and she was wearing a leather skirt and matching jacket.

“So, Brian – we’ve talked for a while … are you up for this?”

He nodded.

“let’s go over the rules – I run the show, I get to do what ever I like to you, you do whatever I want – you understand that you may sustain some damage along the way? And that this about me –not you?” She stared into his eyes in a way that connected to something primeval in his mind and his journey began from that point on.

Although things happened quickly, there were important things that were more memorable than others. In the early stages of the relationship he had been allowed to fuck her provided that he licked her clean afterwards. Then he had been forced to watch her have sex with another man and lick her clean before and after. His brain was getting mixed messages from this, he was both disgusted and aroused but he could not stop himself. After a month Kate told him that he was no longer allowed to have sex with her but he would be allowed to masturbate and service her in other ways. She took him to a piercing parlour and added rings to his nipples and a tongue stud with a small ring. She got the female piercer to put a heavy gauge ring horizontally through his glans. The ring’s diameter was almost twice the thickness of his erect penis so there was no way that he could have penetrative sex with it installed.

The piercings opened up new possibilities for play, Kate could attach a lead to his cock and pull him around. Once she had padlocked him to the floor by his dick and used a length of chain from handcuffs under his buttocks to the padlock, this had forced him to kneel upright with very little freedom of movement. Then she fitted a ring gag which held his mouth open and tied the ring on his tongue stud so that his tongue protruded slightly. Next she opened the door and two men entered, she tossed a coin and the winner placed his dick in her wet, tight cunt while his partner took the rear. Neither was allowed to come but as they neared orgasm they withdrew. First the winner pushed his penis into Brian’s reluctant mouth and shot his hot load into the back of his throat. This was bearable but Brian’s fears were realized when the second man proceeded to do the same. His uncircumcised cock had a generous coating of waste matter from Kate’s rear passage. Brian had no option other than compliance. To add insult to injury the men pissed on him before they left.

This had been much more than he had bargained for and when Kate released him he had protested – she slapped him across the face “You wanted interesting – you got interesting. We’re just getting started – do you want out?”

Brian wanted out. He also wanted to know what she had planned. She reached down and pulled gently on the ring through his glans and his penis sprung to attention. “looks like you’re staying” she said. “Would you like to masturbate while I watch?”. Brian began smooth rhythmic strokes and as his breathing became more urgent, she made him stop and straddled him, her eyes looking down into his. She strained and he was disgusted to feel her shit roll over his dick and come to rest on his abdomen. “Roll it around your dick and masturbate with it – but don’t come.” He did as he was asked and was surprised to find that it felt good. After 10 minutes or so he slowed his pace, he wanted to come but had promised not to. “You’d like to come wouldn’t you? You can but there is a price, you can come if you lick my arsehole while you do.” Brian hesitated and then realized that this might be the only way that he would be allowed to orgasm and reluctantly nodded. She took up her position and Brian’s tongue lapped around her anus, as his body stiffened she pushed her anus onto his mouth and as he came he felt his mouth being penetrated by a smallish turd. “Swallow!” and much to his amazement Brian complied.

There were variations on a theme after that. She had hosted a girls night and explained to her guests just what she had got Brian to do for her and when they expressed disbelief, she invited them to try for themselves. One woman sat on the edge of her seat, pulling his tongue onto her clitoris while another wielded a riding crop on his backside. Every blow struck drove him deeper into cunnilingus, and the blows increased in frequency until the seated woman came in a frenzied way. The strap on sex caused pain like he had never known but this eventually subsided into a deep, masochistic bliss.

After that things took a different turn. Kate began to focus on his genitals almost to the exclusion of everything else. It seemed logical to her that the things that brought him the most pleasure should also bring him the most pain. There had been tubes with spike inside that hurt when he became erect. Needle play with his balls and various clamps. One of Kate’s favorite things was a heavy clamp with a long horizontal bar. This squeezed his balls while the bar ran behind his thighs. If he attempted to stand upright the pain was incredible. Kate used a riding crop to cause involuntary movements and smiled at his discomfort.

In May she discovered electrical CBT. A plastic tube with electrodes secured his penis, these were connected to a battery and an electrical device which delivered short but intense shocks along the length of his shaft. Kate flashed the remote control unit in front of him and said “We are going out.” The device had different settings – not just for the intensity of shock but for the frequency. She had inflicted individual shocks on a random basis, just for the pleasure of seeing him leap and squirm uncontrollably. In the restaurant she programmed the device to deliver a maximum level 2 second shock every 5 seconds for a minute and a half. Brian had fallen to the floor and was amazed to find that he had an orgasm in the process. When the pain subsided he heard Kate explaining to the head waiter about his epilepsy.

After three weeks of electrical torment Kate felt the need to explore further. She wore a harness with two internal dildoes which vibrated and she sat facing him holding his penis flat on the thick wooden bench. As the intensity of feeling increased she reached down and retrieved a four inch nail and a hammer from her bag. Brian realized what she was about to do and then it dawned on him that he had endured so much that this was hardly anything by comparison. Screaming with ecstasy, she drove the nail down, grunting with supreme pleasure as she pounded the nail home, the last blows bruising his glans. He spent half an hour extracting himself and realized that he had loved to see her face, an expression of pure pleasure in all his hurt.

It was a week later that Brian found himself in his current predicament. His wrists were linked behind his back and he was secured in an upright chair. His legs were splayed out and his balls had been pulled through a hole in the chair seat. She had put a harness around his waist and buttocks and his penis protruded through a circular hole about a quarter of an inch from the bottom of a four inch long, three inch wide rectangle.

“I’d like to say thanks Brian – it’s been great, I have done things I never believed I would or could. However there is just one thing more that I need your help with – I have never truly wasted a man. Taken away his manhood. That’s what this little array is for. You are wearing two electrically operated guillotines, one is in the seat of the chair and the other in the rectangular front piece of the harness you are wearing. A quick press of the button and you can say goodbye to your genitalia. But that would be too easy – no erotic potential. So I am going to arm the devices and attach a small sensor to the end of your penis – this will be activated by moisture so if you ejaculate you lose the entire package.”

For a moment Brian thought he would be able to avoid catastrophe by thinking of other things. However Kate had other ideas, she attached the sensor and then she attached the electrical device and picked up the remote control unit. She eased herself in her harness with vibrating dildoes and jabbed the button. Brian tried to squirm and found to his horror that his dick was not acting in his best interest. Kate stood along side him and ran her fingernail along his shaft and his penis continued to rise. She gave the button another press and again the shock jolted through his penis. She seemed to be having trouble standing erect and her eyes began to widen … “I think this is it” she began “I need to get to where I can see your face when it happens.” She moved in front of him and leaned forward … “In a way I feel sorry for you but this is about me not you”. She started to gasp and then invoked the program that she had used in the restaurant. Intense shocks coursed through his erect penis and his entire body shuddered with the effort of maintaining control. His balls plopped to the floor as the chair did its work. Kate reached over and pulled on his glans ring and shrieked with delight as she came and his dick parted company with his body.

The medical treatment was expensive and he never saw Kate again. A bittersweet regret came over him as he got dressed … all this because he had been bored.