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I still remember when I first met my Master. It was online, and I was getting over a prior relationship with an abusive partner, who cared naught for me. Russ listened to all of my problems and comforted me in my time of need, having known who I was with, and thus being able to lend a sympathetic ear.
One day, I was feeling depressed, and finally revealed my desire to have a Master to Him. I explained that I was looking for a Master who could treat me with love and kindness when needed, yet still reinforce my submissiveness to Him, and reinforce that I am of a lower status than He. I was quite amazed when He said that that was exactly what He was looking for in a slave. Furthermore, it filled me with joy when He told me that He actually wanted me to be His slave. Of course, I accepted without question. Since I have become His slave, He has been everything that I have ever wanted. If I am feeling sad, He is always there to comfort me. If I am happy, He and I are able to share my joy together. I would give up everything that I own for Him, just to please Him if He requested it. As His slave-in-training, He and I have drawn up an agreement, that I will train as His slave for three years, and then I will be given the option of remaining as His slave for the rest of my life, or going free. Should I decide to remain as His slave, He will be given the option of nullifying me, to make me the perfectly smooth, subservient slave that I long to be for him. I already know that I will be staying with Him, even this early on. At the end of these three years, should I go under the knife, I shall do so with no fear and no regret, for He is my Master. I love Him dearly.
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