It was something that they had discussed from the very first time that they had talked. It was no way a surprise. In fact, the very reason that they had started talking was because they both had a similar interest in the subject. However, the big difference was that for the both of them, what they had talked about had been pure fantasy. They were not aware whether or not it would ever become anything more than that.

Jake had been lurking around in the penectomy chatrooms that he had seen on gay.com. They were member created, of course, but that didn’t mean anything. He always made sure that none of his friends would know that he was there. Generally, he didn’t know why he had even tried to find someone in there. His interest in having his penis taken off was only casual and he knew he would never consent to actually having it done. The only people that had ever talked to him were unattractive men who wanted to take his penis off him against his will and were never willing to accept that he was just in it for fantasy. For some reason, though, he always kept coming back to the room.

He had met Kevin under the strangest terms. He was about to go to bed as he was very tired. He had only stayed up so late that night because he didn’t want to wake up too early in the morning. Jake was about to sign out of the chatroom when he got a message from a new guy. He checked out the guy’s picture and thought that he was indeed very attractive. They both acknowledged their mutual interest in having a penectomy and that it was mainly a fantasy for the both of them. Both Jake and Kevin really loved their penises.

They talked for a long time that night. Their fantasy mainly involved having a boyfriend that they loved so much that they would both have penectomies and exchange the penises as gifts. Jake had never heard of such an idea before, but it stirred something inside him that just seemed right. He loved his penis, but his penis was hard as a rock when he thought about eventually giving it to someone out of love. After they were done talking, Jake figured that was the end of it. He thought he would probably never hear from Kevin again and everything they did was merely a fantasy.

Jake was wrong. Kevin came back and talked to him. In fact, they talked more and more about not only their interests in cutting off their dicks, but of other things. They were able to come to a point where they found out that they had a lot of very strange things in common; the strangest still being the interest in losing their dicks though. After quite a long time, they learned to trust each other and eventually they realized that they were falling in love. It was a shock to them in many ways because it was not what either of them were really looking for. It just happened. But the biggest shock to them was that they were falling into the very point of their mutual fantasy. The reality that they might be the ones to give their respective dicks to each other began to creep into their mind.

As their two year anniversary of the day they first talked was coming up, it was Kevin who brought the idea up to Jake. Both of the boys had a very active sex live. They not only loved their own penises, but each others. Kevin’s was 6.5 inches long and it was extremely active. It gave off a lot of precum and Jake just adored that. Jake’s own cock was 8.5 inches long and about as thick as a can of redbull. It was very common that they would be giving each other blowjobs several times a day. Their sex life always had a bit of urgency to it, as if they really expected to lose their dicks one day.

“You realize we’ve been together for a while now,” Kevin told Jake one day.

Jake had been studying for a test he had coming up. He looked up from it for a moment. “Yeah, almost two years now,” he replied. He wasn’t thinking about what that could possibly entail.

Kevin sat down beside Jake and put his hand on his leg. It was mere inches from Jake’s dick. Jake felt his penis start to get bigger from the excitement. Yes, he and Kevin had been together more times than they could possibly ever count, but he still got excited from his lover’s touch. Jake was expected a lot of sex to be on it’s way.

“Well, do you remember what we talked about doing if we had been together this long?” Kevin asked, a little bit of apprehension in his voice.

At first Jake did not seem to know what he was talking about. However, when the thought hit him, his eyes grew as wide as saucers. His cock continued to get bigger and bigger in his jeans. He nodded to his boyfriend.

“I’m not going to make you do anything you don’t want to do,” Kevin said, rubbing his hand close to Jake’s cock. “But I really want to do this while we’re young.” He paused and took a deep breath. “I want to give you my dick.”

Jake didn’t say anything at first. When they had first met, he had made it very clear to Kevin that his interests lay only in fantasy. There had been so many nights when the two of them had stayed up all night, living hundreds of different fantasies about how they might eventually do it. Many times, Jake had felt that he had been worked up so much that he would really be willing to lose his cock. However, when he came he usually went right back to being happy that it was there. He didn’t believe he would ever actually get it cut off.

“You really want to do this?” Jake finally asked. His dick was now not only hard, but it was making a spot of precum soak through his jeans. The boys had no embarassement about these sort of things between each other. They knew perfectly well what made each other horny.

“Yeah, I do,” Kevin said. He meant it. This whole thing meant a whole lot to the boys. They both loved their penises and had always said they would only give them up when they met someone who they loved more.

“I really like our penises,” Jake said. He put his hand close to Kevin’s. “I don’t know how I would feel if I can’t suck this thing anymore.” He massaged it.

“Well, the whole point is we can find other ways to do it,” Kevin responded.

Jake went away from the conversation at that point, unsure of what he really wanted to do. The idea of the mutual penectomies has always turned him on quite a bit, but part of him believed Kevin would give up the idea because they had such a wonderful sex life.

Because of all of this, Kevin figured it would be up to him to figure out exactly how to convince Jake to change his mind. He wasn’t sure how he would go about it, but knew that he really wanted to. It was understandable that Jake was hesitant, as he was himself. However, it was something that both of them had wanted to do and he had to find a way to convince Jake of this fact.

The next week was very strange. Jake had stepped up their already active sex lives to levels it had not been since they had first met. It was odd, but Kevin figured the reasoning behind it was simply that he was trying to distract Kevin from the whole penectomy conversation they had. Jake also had made a very strange request. After a really hot session, where they had held off from cumming for several hours, Jake suggested that they not have an orgasm for at least a week. Chastity play had been a favorite of theirs since they had been together, but he Jake had not requested it in a while. The two of them would put each other in chastity devices and hold onto the key. Jake’s idea was that they would have tons of sex for a week, with absolutely no orgasms and be in the chastity devices as long as they weren’t having sex. Kevin knew it was to keep the penectomy talk off their mind, but was willing to play it out until he found a way to talk Jake into exchanging penises.

Over the next week, the sex life was extremely active. Jake was trying things that he hadn’t done in a long time. He would constantly be bringing Kevin close to orgasm before cutting it off abruptly. Kevin did the same to Jake, but he was pretty caught up in the torment. Jake was constantly blowing Kevin or jerking him off, no matter what they were doing. If Kevin was on the phone with his friends, Jake would take his dick out of his chastity device and play with it. Same thing if he were eating, talking on the computer, bathing, writing or anything else. It seemed like Jake was totally insatiable, and the only catch was that he would not let himself or Kevin cum at all.

Exactly once week since they had he penectomy talk, Jake and Kevin were completely naked in their bedroom. Kevin was laying on his back, getting what he figured was one of the best blowjobs he had ever gotten. Kevin had his arms up behind his head and was just laying back and enjoying himself. When he got very close to cumming, Jake pulled off, which he had expected. Kevin just laid back and enjoyed how close he was to cumming.

Kevin felt something weird yet familiar. He jumped just a little and opened his eyes to see what Jake was up to. Rather than completely pull off of his dick, Jake was still holding it in his hand. With the other hand, he was inserting a catheter into Kevin’s very hard penis. Kevin felt a bit apprehensive but it didn’t last long. Many feelings rushed through him, but none as strong as the blood which made his penis so strong that it began to strain against its own skin. The idea that it was really going to happen.

“Lay back,” Jake instructed. Kevin did not have to be told twice. He laid back down as Jake snaked the catheter down his penis, until it reached his bladder.

Kevin’s penis, which had always dripped tons of precum, was in overdrive as Jake was preparing it for its end. Slowly, Jake stroked Kevin, keeping him hard, as if it was necessary to do it. This was what Kevin and his penis had wanted all of his life and he knew it was about to happen at last.

“This isn’t role play,” Jake said as he lightly stroked Kevin’s dick. “I’m actually going to cut it off today. First though, I am going to tease it for quite a while.”

And tease it Jake did. He played with the cock even with the catheter sticking deep into it. The slight discomfort did not bother Kevin though. He had never been as turned on as he was at the moment. Jake get jerking him off, licking his cock and keeping him on the edge for as long as he could. It could have been an hour of this or more when Kevin finally started begging Jake to finish him off.

“Jake, please let me cum one last time!” he begged. “This is killing me. I’ll never get to cum like this again! Let me see my dick cum just one last time!”

Jake ignored Kevin’s requests. He just kept stroking his hard dick for as long as he could. It was impossible to tell how much time had passed, but the torment of his boyfriend was not stopping.

“I need to make sure he is nice, hard and wet before he leaves you,” Jake said, as he continued to play with the penis.

“I can’t wait to do you too, and then we can see both of our penises lying on top of each other across the room,” Kevin moaned. “Please let me cum and then cut it off! Please, Jake!”

Jake ignored him and kept playing with his penis. “I’m going to cut him off now,” he said. “Say goodbye.”

“Please kiss me first!” Kevin pleaded. “Kiss me so I can feel how hard I get when you kiss me just one last time.”

Jake got up on the bed, and laid by Kevin. He kissed him very hard and very deep. They made out while Kevin felt his penis just get hard, straining even more. It was the kissing that Kevin loved the most and nothing made him as hard as it did. He knew he would miss that when it was gone.

After kissing, Jake went back to work on Kevin’s penis. He had the right medical equipment. He prepared Kevin’s penis and it did not wilt one bit. When he had it ready and he took out one of the surgical scalpels, Kevin held his breath. The moment he had waited for since he was 12 years old was upon him.

The pain was almost unbearable as Jake began to slowly cut into his partner’s penis. Kevin watched the entire processes, almost forgetting that he had not been given the change to cum. He felt like he was still on the edge, though. Once the cutting was done, Jake held on to Kevin’s penis. Then, after kissing Kevin one more time, Kevin’s penis finally started cumming in long spurts. Kevin was in a mixture of pleasure and intense pain. While he was cumming, Jake backed off and Kevin watched as Jake pulled his penis off the length of the catheter. Kevin watched the last spurt of cum come out of the stump.

Jake took the still hard penis and he brought it up to Kevin’s lips. “I know you want to do this,” he said as he brushed the head of the penis against his partner’s lips. Kevin took his own penis into his mouth, sucking it and licking his own cum off it. He was in terrible pain, but was able to concentrate on what needed to be done. After he was done, he asked Jake to put his penis to the side, and take care of bandaging him up. Jake was happy to oblige.

When this was done, Kevin took Jake and laid him down. From there, he proceeded to give Jake the best blowjob he had ever given him. It was great and he didn’t let Jake cum either. Kevin took the same scalpel that had cut him and held it up against Jake’s penis. It was still warm from it’s previous job. Jake was less vocal than Kevin had been, and instead just watched intently as Kevin got him ready to lose his penis too.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” Kevin asked. “If you do, this will be the last blowjob you ever get. It will be the last time you feel my mouth on your penis, sucking it and licking it.”

A flutter of fear went through Jake’s body. He knew that Kevin would not make him go through with this if he didn’t want to. Kevin came back up and kissed Jake deeply on his lips as he had been kissed before. Then he began whispering in Jake’s ears.

“Enjoy these sensations, because it will be the last time you experience them with a penis. Concentrate on how hard you get when I nibble your ear or kiss you, how warm my breath feels on your dick, how the weight of your balls pulls on it,” Kevin kept whispering in his ears. “You’ll never feel any of these things again.”

All of the talking just made Jake as hard as he could. He was so beyond horny now that he knew there was no way he would back out. He knew his penis was shortly going to be removed.

As Kevin sucked Jake’s penis once more, Jake knew it would be for the absolute last time ever. Kevin used his hand for whatever part of Jake’s penis he could not get into his mouth, making sure the whole thing was stimulated.

Jake felt around Kevin’s bandaged stump, rubbing it slightly, but not enough to cause the boy any more discomfort. They kiss some more. As they do that, Kevin starts putting the tools he needs on Jake’s stomach. Once he is ready, he started to insert the catheter into Jake’s penis. Jake started moaning and writing as Kevin snaked it down further and further into his penis. Kevin’s hand worked it’s best work on Jake’s slipperly moist cock.

“Are you ready?” He asked.

“Please let me cum and then take it off me!” Jake pleaded. All of his trepidation was gone. All he wanted was to be like the boyfriend that he loved so much; his penis removed forever.

"Are you sure? Feel how heavy your balls are right now. How alive they feel. Aren't you almost high with it? You sure you want to give that up?" Kevin teased Jake’s hard as a rock dick with the blade.

“When you cut it off, can I suck it?” Jake asked.

“Of course, look at him, he's desperate for you to suck him,” Kevin responded.

The blade started its quick circuit around the base as Jake’s cock just as jets of Jake’s cum erupted from it. Jake was panting as you watched Kevin slowly pull it off the catheter, his cu running over Kevin’s knuckles. Jake licked his lips, so eager as Kevin guided the newly amputated penis to Jake’s mouth.

Jake took as much of it in his mouth as he could, licking the cum off his cock and his boyfriend’s knuckles. All the time, he was yearning for his boyfriend to kiss him yet again. He asked for a kiss.

Kevin came up and kissed both Jake and Jake’s penis at the same time, enjoying the feel of the penis on both of their tongues as they danced together. For the first time in his life, Jake didn’t feel his penis get harder as he and Kevin kissed. The hard cock in his hand was the same but different. Jake missed his cock right away, knowing that it was Kevin’s and no longer his. Jake tried to suck his cock again, and Kevin let him have his final goodbye with his former penis. Kevin let him and instead starting bandaging his boyfriend up.

Jake watched as Kevin bandaged him, wondering what was next.

For a time, the boys rested and the shared intimacy of the knowledge they’d just given each other the best gift a man can give another. Kevin got on the bed with Jake, holding him and kissing him.

Jake looked into his eyes, holding and kissing him back while they then looked at their penises laying beside each other. They knew that later they would exchange the penises to each other, an ultimate gift of how they felt about each other.