I‘ve been reading the story : A Warning to Others

To my opinion, everyone interested in castration matters should read this, if you need to vomit, maybe take care and use a bag, not on your computer please. But yes, read this, have it hurt you, as it should...

If somebody has become that desperate as the author of this story, and he is still willing to finish his warning, being concerned about others...

Sometimes it is a good idea that a trigger sticks, or that even an unknown force blocks his finger. It is a good thing that this person is stopped from his next big mistake.

Yeah, almost everyone (especially in depression) thinks that with ending your life, you will finish all of your problems...

PLEASE FORGET ABOUT THAT

The moment you die, you will take all your problems with you, and before you can find peace, you are going to deal with yourself. There is only one, who knows everything about you (Please forget about something like a Santa Claus with a big book)

This system is just so perfect. HE doesn’t need to look 24 hours a day what everybody is doing. You are doing that for him. There is no escape, you cannot lie and maybe the most difficult part, you cannot change the story anymore. You will have to deal with the information about a life that is past. Yeah, call it eternal life, as you will find out that you have a hell of time. To find peace you need to become one with yourself, and then you can try to become one with him. I know that way, I’ve been there and slowly I am getting more view on what happened. Like I say, this system is great, simple but perfect. You are going to judge yourself and it leaves you no space for mistakes.

If you like to shoot yourself, maybe better wait for a moment that you are perfectly happy.

I am looking for that cut, and yes I am serious.

But before I heard from this story, I already was fully aware of this dangerous side of my choice.

I’ve studied the book “Zorgvuldige Levensbeeindiging” isbn 97899078581024

www.wozz.nl before I started asking for the desired operation.

From the medicines I need, I am only missing chloroquine. I can order it by internet for about 48 euro. And I will.

I am not afraid about the operation, and I am not afraid to die. But I know the way, I understand what is coming and I guess I have finished a big part of my problems. There are some scratches left on my soul, but I will be glad to deal with them. If possible I will ask for a raw deal, as it is about people that I loved and hurt...

Yes, I know the risks, I am willing to take them. And yes, I am prepared if it turns out all wrong. If it is going as bad as in A warning to others, I am going to step out, but I am ready for that. It will be a submissive knock at his door, telling him I came home and like to stay.

I love you all, and I will always inform by the board how I feel. But if it turns out that bad as in A warning to others, you will miss me one day. I am not going to bother you with saying goodbye. This story should do. If it happens, please remember me as

I love U all

Jean