Every time we were alone together at my place or at Sean's, Sean asked me to stick my finger up his butt since I couldn't get the cup off to use my dick. Each time I did it, Sean said that he wished that it was my dick up there. I remembered how the Vaseline made jacking off better for me so I used it on Sean's butt hole. He said that it was a lot better that way.

I tried to find out if Connor had been cupped but nobody knew. He seemed to have disappeared. Then I heard that he was staying home all the time. How could he be so upset about being cupped? Lots of boys got cupped. I was cupped and I didn't stay home all the time. I thought about calling him but decided not to. I was still mad at him for what he threatened to do to Sean.

Then school started. I was NOT looking forward to showering with the other boys after P.E. because of the stupid cup. I had been cupped just after the start of the summer vacation so it would be my first time showering after gym with a cup.

I thought about skipping P.E. but I knew that if I did, I would get into a lot of trouble and Mom probably wouldn't take my cup off for weeks. There were two boys in my class that had been cupped last semester. They would probably still be cupped and there might be other boys who had been cupped over the summer like me so I wouldn't be the only one wearing a cup.

When I showered after gym, I looked around to see how many of us were now cupped. I was shocked to see that both of the boys who were cupped last year were now nullos. Would I be a nullo soon? There were several other nullos and two boys who still had their balls but no dicks. There was only one other boy who was cupped.

When I got out of the showers there was a crowd around the towel machine. One of the P.E. teachers was there and he said, "The towel machine is not working right now. You will all have to just wait until you air dry. You will be given excuses so that you will not get into trouble for being late to your next class."

One boy said, "Can't you unlock the machine and give us towels?"

The teacher said, "I called maintenance but by the time they get here with the key, you will probably already be dry."

We all went and sat down on the benches near our lockers and waited until we were dry enough to get dressed. I wished I had a towel to cover the cup but I didn't.

I noticed several boys staring at the nullos and the two dickless boys. Some of them got boners and tried to cover them with their hands. I had a boner too but nobody but me could tell because of the cup. It was the first time I was glad I was cupped.

I had sat down next to the other boy who was cupped. One of the nullo boys who used to be cupped said, "You two should ask your mothers to have you nullified so that you won't have to be cupped. I hated being cupped and I got a real bad fungus."

I said, "It's not too bad, if I behave myself, she lets me jack off twice a week and I don't have a fungus, at least not yet."

The other cupped boy said sadly, "My Mom doesn't let me jack off at all."

I said, "That's terrible. Doesn't she know that jacking off is normal for boys?"

He didn't answer. Then the nullo boy said, "I think all of you should ask your parents to have you nullified." He recited all the reasons that Sean and the nullo on the DVD had given except he also said, "You don't have to worry about being embarrassed by an unwanted boner or getting a boner when you wake up needing to pee." He must have been brainwashed the way Sean was. Some of the other nullos said that they agreed.

The two boys who were dickless but still had their balls were sitting together. One of the nullos asked them "Why do you have no dicks but still have balls?"

Ben said, "I knew my Mom wanted to have me nullified so I convinced her that I needed my balls so that I could play sports well. I thought she would leave me complete but she had my dick removed instead."

Henry said, "I am an only child and my mother wanted to have grandchildren. She read that after they had been nullos for a month or so, most nullos don't want to ever get their balls back so she had just my dick removed because I would be able to father children with a little medical help.

"At the clinic they said that lots of the parents were having their sons de-dicked instead of having them fully nullified for the same reason. I am glad my mom didn't have me fully nullified. It will cost a lot less to have my dick regrown when I am 18 than it would cost to have my whole package regrown."

A boy asked, "How can you father children without a dick?"

Henry answered, "They make sperm come out of your balls with an electric shock, collect it and squirt it into your wife."

Someone said, "That doesn't sound like much fun."

Henry said, "It sure doesn't but I will probably have my dick regrown before I get married anyway. I don't think many women would want to marry a guy without a dick."

Someone asked the dickless boys, "How can you guys stand being horny and not having a dick to play with?"

Ben said, "It's really difficult. I have even thought of asking my mother to have my balls removed to end the frustration."

Henry said, "I still jack off."

Someone asked him, "How the heck do you jack off without a dick?"

He said, "I use a vibrator up my butt."

Mike said, "That's disgusting."

Henry said, "You probably would do it too if you had balls and no dick."

Ben asked, "Can you have an orgasm just from a vibrator up your butt?"

Henry replied, "Sure. It's not as good as I had with my dick but it's better than nothing."

Ben asked, "Where can I get one of those vibrators?"

One of the boys said, "You mean you're going to try it?"

Ben said, "If you were in my shoes, you'd try it too."

"You mean in your jockstrap, don't you?" the boy said and a few boys chuckled a little.

After Henry told everyone where they could get a vibrator, the other cupped boy, Steve said, "I'm going to get one and if I like using it, I'm going to try to convince my mom to have just my dick removed instead of having me nullified on Friday. She caught me jacking off a few days ago, cupped me and called to get an appointment but they are so busy that this Friday is the first appointment she could get.

"When you see me on Monday, I will be either dickless or a nullo." He had a very sad look on his face. I wished that I could do or say something to make him feel better but I couldn't think of anything.

Zack, one of the nullos said, "I bet that by the end of the school year almost all of us will be either nullos or dickless." I clutched my cup and most of the boys clutched their boy parts.

Henry said, "If any of you guys get a vibrator, you can come to my house and I can teach you how to use it."

Someone asked, "What about your mom, will she be home?"

He answered, "She might be but since she hurt her knee she never comes upstairs to my room."

I decided to get one because twice a week was not really enough jacking off for me and I wanted to be able to use it on Sean.

Later that day I went into the restroom and Connor came in too. He must have been following me. There were just the two of us in there. He surprised me by saying, "Look what you did to me." He pulled down his pants and underpants and he was dickless like the two boys in gym.

I asked, "How did I do that to you?"

He said, "You snitched on me and your mom told my dad and Sean's mom. They were all at my house when I got home from playing in the park. I tried to lie but they made me tell the truth.

He had this done to keep me from riding Sean."

"Didn't you want your dick cut off?" I replied.

"No! I wanted to be nullified so that I would be smooth and wouldn't get all hairy and stuff. My dad didn't want me to ride Sean, he didn't want to bother with a cup and he didn't want me to enjoy getting butt fucked so he had my dick and the nerves to my prostate removed.

"Now I am horny all the time and I can't even jack off. I can't even feel any pleasure if someone fucks my butt. I can't enjoy any kind of sex or get any kind of relief.

"It's all your fault. I wasn't really going to ride Sean. I just said that to get you to help me. Now I will never be able to get my balls cut off before puberty. My dad is keeping a real tight watch on me. He even makes me wear this GPS anklet so that he can always know where I am." He pulled up his right pant leg so I could see it.

I replied, "I didn't know that you wouldn't really mount Sean. You said you would. Your plan was just too dangerous. Besides I thought your dad would just cup you. I had no way to know what he would do."

Connor started to cry and for the first time I felt sorry for him. I didn't know what to do or say so I just left the bathroom as quickly as I could. Later I thought that maybe I should have hugged him and told him that it would be ok but it was too late.

After school, I bought a vibrator and some batteries. It wasn't very expensive and the store had an automated checkout system so it wasn't embarrassing. I just scanned them and put my money in the slot.

When I got to Henry's house Ben (the other dickless boy) and Steve (the other cupped boy) were there with a few nullos. I asked one of the nullos, "I thought you nullos didn't want sex."

He said, "I was done just a week ago and I still miss it."

After Henry showed us all how to use the vibrators we all started doing it. The vibrator felt good but I really wanted to stroke my dick. I said out loud, "God, I wish I could stroke my dick."

Ben said, "God, I wish I had a dick to stroke."

I said, "Sorry. I didn't think."

Ben said, "That's ok."

I did have an orgasm. Henry was right, it wasn't as good as the ones I had with my dick but it was better than nothing. The next time Sean and I were alone together, I used the vibrator on him but he said that he preferred my finger.

Next Monday Steve, the other boy who had been cupped was dickless and so was Mike the boy who said that putting a vibrator up your butt was disgusting. Henry said to him, "What do you think about putting a vibrator up your butt now?"

Mike said, "I still think it's disgusting. I will never do it." But a week later he said, "I can't stand being horny all the time. Where can I get one of those vibrators?" The next day he seemed much happier. He said, "I am almost glad my mom had me de-dicked. If she hadn't I never would have discovered how good a vibrator up my butt can feel. It's a lot better than jacking off with my dick was." I thought it was kinda funny that Henry who said that he would never stick a vibrator up his butt liked it more than the rest of us.

A few days later I watched a medical documentary program on TV and there was a boy who was hurt real bad in a bicycle accident. The doctor wanted a catheter put in him but he was cupped. A nurse got a thing out of a drawer and took off his cup.

It was then that I realized that I might be able to get my cup off without my mother taking it off. I did some research on the net and after much searching I found out how to buy one of the cup removal things they use at hospitals. It was pretty expensive but I just had to have it so that I could make love to Sean with my dick instead of my finger.

It took me weeks to save up the money for the device but I finally got it. I tested it and it worked. I was able to take the cup off, jack off and put it back on. When Mom took the cup off the next day so that I could jack off, she didn't notice a thing.

The next time I babysat Sean, I said, "I can get my cup off so that I can make love to you tonight." I led Sean into my bedroom and took the cup off.

When I put Vaseline on my finger Sean looked disappointed and said, "I want you to use your dick this time."

I said, "I will but I need to stick one, and then two, fingers up there first so that I don't hurt you. I researched it on the net. I know what I'm doing."

He said, "Ok. But hurry up. I really, really want your dick up there."

When his butt hole was good and loose I had him lie on his back and put his legs over my shoulders because that way I could see his beautiful face while I was making love to him. I positioned my dick at his hole and very slowly pushed into him. I watched his face to make sure I wasn't hurting him.

When I was in all the way, he seemed a little uncomfortable so I just stayed in there for about a minute until he seemed a little more comfortable. While I was waiting, I stroked the place where his boy parts used to be and rubbed his butt. Then I started slowly pumping in and out.

It was incredible and I could tell that Sean was enjoying it as much as I was. I wanted to make it last but I just couldn't. I started speeding up and soon, too soon, I had an orgasm. It was the best one yet and I could tell that Sean had one too.

After I pulled out, I lay spent on the bed for a few minutes until Sean surprised me by kissing me and saying, "Thank you, that was wonderful." I had kissed him several times but this was the first time he had kissed me. It was great to have him finally kiss me.

I said, "Thank you. You were incredible. We better wash up and put that miserable cup back on."

Then I gathered up my courage and said, "I love you. I have loved you for years." I had never told him before. I was afraid that he would reject me but his kiss encouraged me.

Sean said, "I love you too." He kissed me again and I was in heaven. He had said that he loved me before but I knew that he meant as a friend or as a brother but this time I knew he meant it as a lover. Then he said, "Can't we do it again?"

I replied, "I don't think I can today. Besides we might not have enough time. We can do it the next time and every time we are alone together. I went into the bathroom and washed off my dick and put the cup back on.

A few days later I woke up and there were some strange men in my room. One of them put a cloth with something strong smelling on it over my face and I passed out. I woke up in a strange room with my arms and legs tied down. My mother was there. She said, "I know what you did. I have a hidden video camera in your room. After I got home that night my computer told me that your cup had not moved for more than an hour and that it had gotten down to room temperature so I looked at the recording and saw that you took off your cup and mounted Sean. I am so disappointed in you."

She was really angry. I said, "I didn't do anything he didn't want me to do. If you watched what we did, you know that he really wanted it and liked it. I suppose you are going to have me nullified now." I started to cry.

"No. I'm not going to have you nullified," she said. My heart leaped with joy and relief. She was going to be sensible about it and I was going to keep my boy parts. Then she said, "I want to have grand kids so I am just going to have your penis removed."

I starting screaming "No, you can't do this." When I started screaming, she pushed a button on the machine beside her. I could see that it was connected to an IV in the back of my hand. I passed out again.

When I woke up my dick felt really hard. I knew that they had not cut it off after all. My hands were untied and I was in a private room so I reached down to play with it.

Where my dick should have been all I felt was a bandage. I felt further down and found my balls and down a little lower a plastic tube. Then I knew that they had really done it.

I was dickless like Ben, Henry, Connor and Mike. I started to cry again. I would be dickless until I was over 18 and could afford to have it regrown. It would be years before I could make love to Chris again with my dick. I cried for a long time.

Some time after I stopped crying, my mom came into the room and said, "Because of what you did, Mrs. Johnson had the nerves to Sean's prostate cut so that he will not seek out other boys to mount him." I felt sick but also relieved that no one else would be mounting my Sean.

When I got home I found the video camera and the microphones in my room and destroyed them. Mom was really mad and grounded me for a month but she didn't try to replace them. I guess she figured that now that I was dickless there was nothing more I could do. Also I think she knew that I would just find and destroy them again.

The next time I babysat Sean he said, "Your mom shouldn't have had your dick cut off. I kept telling her that I wanted you to mount me and that I liked it but she wouldn't listen. I will really miss having you stick your dick up my butt. Will you put your finger up there?"

I said, "They cut the nerves to your prostate. It won't feel the same." He insisted so I did it. When he realized that it wasn't the same he cried for a long time. I cried too.

After we were both through crying, I said, "I think I can give you an orgasm another way. Do you want me to try?"

He said, "Yes." I stroked, licked and kissed him all over, especially where his boy parts used to be. Finally after a long time he had an orgasm. We both lay resting for several minutes and then he kissed me and said, "Thank you. Do you want me to stick my finger up your butt?"

I said "Sure." He put Vaseline on his finger and stuck it up my butt. I had to tell him how to find my prostate and how to rub it. I soon had an orgasm. It was better than the ones from the vibrator. I think it was because it was Sean's finger and I loved him. Sean said that he knew how much better it was to have a dick up there so he wouldn't mind if I had someone else mount me but I never did because I loved him too much to be unfaithful to him.

I vowed to do really well in school so that I could get a high paying job and as soon as Sean was 18, I would pay to have him fully restored. After Sean was restored, I would pay to have my dick regrown.

About two weeks after my dick was taken, I heard that Connor had managed to castrate himself. He had soaked in a hot bathtub until his balls had come down and put a rubber band around his ball sack. Then he went into the kitchen and chopped his balls and ball sack off with a cleaver. He managed to put his balls down the garbage disposal and call 911 before he passed out from blood loss and shock.

He almost died. His father gave up on trying to keep him a boy. He didn't have his balls regrown or put him on hormones. When he came back to school, he was much happier. He even showed me his scarred groin like he was proud of it. He didn't look nearly as good as Sean did.

Zack was right, by the end of the school year more than three quarters of us were either dickless or nullos. Almost every week another boy showed up in the showers missing their dick or their whole package but more and more often it was just their dick. By the start of the next school year, more than 90 percent of us had been cut. I really envied the few boys who still had their dicks. Sometimes I even envied the nullos because they weren't horny all the time.

I heard that after Conner turned 18 he moved in with a complete man who was a few years older than he was. The man paid to have the nerves to Conner's prostate regrown. I met them a few times and they seemed to be happy together.

Sean and I made love as often as we could. When he turned 18, I was still in college but I had saved up enough to have the nerves to his prostate restored. He moved in with me and we had it done. His mom hated the fact that Sean and I were living together and that he had nerves back in his prostate but there was nothing she could do about it because he was 18.

After Sean could feel his prostate again, sex was a lot easier for me and much more pleasurable for Sean. We would finger fuck each other almost every day and we did a lot of hugging, cuddling and stroking. Occasionally we would use strap on dildos or vibrators but we both preferred each other's fingers because they were part of the person we loved.

About a year and a half later I had saved up enough money to have Sean's dick restored but he insisted that I spend it to regrow my dick. He said that he didn't want his dick and balls back. I was disappointed because that meant that he would never be able to fuck me and I wouldn't be able to suck him but I knew that was what he really wanted so I didn't pester him about it.

The first time I was able to fuck him again with my dick was wonderful. We both really enjoyed it. I fucked Sean once or twice every day but every time I wished he had a dick so that he could fuck me too. Sometimes Sean would put his finger up my butt and give me a blow job and I wished I could do the same for him.

I became very rich. I set up a foundation to help nullos and dickless boys have their parts restored when they are 18 years old, or younger if they have their parent's permission. Not many nullos wanted their parts back but almost all the penectomized boys did.

(The end)

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