After my enema I said, "Can I call my dad on the flyer?"

Amy said, "Of course you can." She dialed a phone number and said, "Sander wants to talk to James Gobin." Then she handed me the phone.

I said, "Can I have some privacy, please?"

Amy said, "Sure." She and Matti left the room.

When my dad came on, I said, "Dad, can you send Mr. Bear with my other stuff."

Dad said, "You haven't slept with Mr. Bear for years."

I said, "Just send him. OK?"

Dad replied, "OK. I'll send him."

Matti returned after I finished my phone call with dad.  Once out of the whirlpool bath he carefully dried me off.  He dried my off everywhere!  "Come on Sander, I'll show you our new room?" he said.

"We have a room?" I asked. "Just the two of us?"

"Sure," he replied. "The two of us will be spending a lot of time together until you are trained. So Ben put us in the same room. I've already moved some of my things into it. When your dad sends you your stuff, we can really make it 'our' room. It will be our own private little kingdom. No one can enter unless we say so. Later, if you like, Chris can visit us there."

The room was very large and luxurious. It had a spectacular view of the beach and it's own fireplace, although I wondered if it ever got cold enough to use it. There was also an attached private bath, entertainment center and kitchen area. It looked like we could spend days there if we wanted to.

Matti had already started decorating it with souvenirs he had brought back from around the world as well as photos of him with clients at places such as the Grand Canyon, Yosemite, The Eiffel Tower, Big Ben and you name it. I noticed that there were no pictures of him with Lester.

The room had only one very large bed. On this bed was an old and somewhat tattered stuffed animal, a fat, stripped, orange cat.

"Is the cat yours?" I asked Matti.

"He sure is," Matti replied. "His name is Garfield and I've had him forever. Since long before I was a slave. I never go anywhere without Garfield. Did you know that he once had his own comic strip?"

"You were a slave? Were you Ben's slave?" I asked. I knew the answers but I didn't want him to know Chris and I had been spying.

"Yes, I was Ben's slave for five years." Matti replied.

I picked up Garfield and cuddled him, "He's cute," I said. "I have a Bear, 'Mr. Bear' I call him. I was afraid to ask my dad to send him when he said that he would send my things . I didn't want people to think I was a baby but later I called my dad and asked for him."

Matti said. "I'll bet Mr. Bear and Garfield will be great friends."

I turned to smile at Matti and when I did so I almost dropped Garfield. Matti had striped naked and was sporting a large stiffy. I looked at his boner and realized where he wanted to put it. I realized that most likely I was about to be deflowered. Matti saw my surprise and said, "Sander since you were naked and I was dressed I thought you'd be more comfortable if I got naked as well. You don't mind, do you?"

"No, it's not that," I said. "It's just that, well, I haven't ever really done anything much. Ben whacked me off one time and I whacked myself off. I watched as my dad and Chris made love and then earlier today I saw a man and a young nullo doing it on the beach. But I just don't think I'm ready yet." 

"Then we don't have to do a thing," he said. "Let's just get on the bed and talk. Or we don't even have to talk. Let's just rest a while." We both got onto the bed and lying side by side we talked about everything and nothing. After a little while Matti placed his arms around me and it felt good, very good. So I placed my arms around him and we hugged. It felt great to have him holding me.

He said, "Sander you are a wonderful, beautiful boy," and he kissed me on the cheek. I didn't resist.  I was trying to remember how long it had been since I was last kissed by my dad.  Before coming to the island I didn't get much love.


Matti started to lightly run his fingertips over every part of my body and that felt good as well.  It felt great!

I started to examine Matti's body as well. Matti was still a kid but not a little kid. His body was lean with tight muscles just below the skin. There was no "baby fat" on him. The only body hair he had was a patch of pubic hair right above the base of his dick. His balls were completely hairless. Examining his dick and balls I saw that they were still a long way from man-sized but not those of a little kid either. Next to Matti, my own boy package looked like it belonged on a five-year-old. But at least I had a boy package. Lots of kids on the island didn't.

I noticed that the end of Matti's thing was starting to get wet.  "What's that wet stuff on you dick?"  I asked.

"It's called pre-cum," he explained.  "It comes out before your dick shoots cum."

"How long has your dick been able to shoot?" I asked.

"About nine months," he replied. "It started to happen about the same time I became free."

"How does it feel, you know, puberty?"

"It feels good but it's also sort of scary. Things are happening to my body that I can't control. My thing gets stiff a lot now. Almost anything will set it off. I'm horny almost all the time. If it gets any worse I think I'll go crazy."

"You could have it removed," I suggested.

"No, not at this point," he replied. "You see castration and nullification isn't too bad for little kids. They haven't had it long, so it's not too hard on them when it's taken. But once you've had it as long as I have and really know how to use it you can't give it up. At this point if I lost my dick, well it would be like losing my right arm. I just couldn't go through with it."

"Do you think Ben will let me keep my dick and balls the way he let you keep yours?" I asked.

"Probably not." He replied. "Ben is a really good guy but he does love to desex boys. I am the only slave he has ever left complete. He might sell you to someone who likes complete boys but almost all owners prefer nullos."

All this talk was making me horny and I asked, "If we wanted to, well you know, go farther, how would we do it?"

"Just lie on your back like you are now and relax," he said. Matti then got over me with his weight resting on his knees and elbows. He was upside down relative to me. As he was looking down at my balls, I was looking up at his belly button and the tip of his boner. If I hadn't been shorter than him, we would have been looking each other right in the balls. "Just concentrate on what I'm doing," he said, "and then you try to do the same to me."

Matti then started to gently nuzzle his nose into my ball sac. It felt really awesome. I could feel his warm breath against my tender skin.  No one had ever done anything like that to me before. He shifted his position so that his balls were right above my face. "Now you try doing the same to me," he said. Gently I pressed my nose into his sac right between his balls. His sac was soft and warm like a little pillow. His balls were drawn up close to his body. He had a tight clean package, I loved the way his balls felt against my face.

Matti moved again so his mouth was right over my balls. He began to carefully lick my balls. When they were wet with his spit, he blew cool air on them which felt great. I know all this sounds gross but I felt out of this world. Matti moved so that his balls where right above me. He didn't have to tell me what to do, I just knew. I opened my mouth and started to lick Matti's balls. It may sound dreadful but it wasn't. It was the most wonderful thing I had ever done.   By letting him take my balls into his mouth and him letting me take his balls into my mouth, we had shown how much we trusted each other.   He started to lick and suck the end of my dick. I went wild. I sucked and licked him not even caring that I got his pre-cum in my mouth. It didn't seem gross at all.  It somehow seemed natural that we should be doing this.

Next Matti did something that really blew me away. He licked below my balls all the way down to my "boy pussy", over and around it. Matti had his tongue pressed into my "boy pussy". I moaned and gasped with ecstasy. Now I knew why I had been washed so carefully down there.

Unable to contain himself any longer Matti rolled me over onto my tummy and had me bend my legs so that my knees were under me and my butt was proped up.  "Relax Sander," he said and reached for something on the table next to the bed.  "This is Vaseline, it will make you slipery so my dick doesn't hurt you." 

He entered me from behind with one lubricated finger, and then two.   "Okay?" he asked.

"Yes," I managed to gasp.

"Let me know if I'm hurting you so I can stop," he said and slowly insert his lubricated dick into me.

It sounds gross but it wasn't. I liked it.  I loved it more that I had ever loved any other experience of my life. I was being fucked and I had never felt better.

Matti thrust his dick in and out of my "boy pussy". I could feel his dick filling me and I felt like I had been born for this moment. If I hadn't been sold to Ben, if I wasn't a slave, I never would have met Matti. I would never have experienced this total and intense joy.

It was all worth it! By that I mean that being a slave and even the threat of nullification was worth meeting and being loved by Matti. No matter what happened to me from that moment on, I would always have this memory.

For the rest of my life I would know that I had known the greatest joy anyone can ever experience.  I had coupled with another person. 

After Matti filled me, he took me into the bathroom and we lovingly washed and dried each other. Then we returned to our bed to rest and hold each other. It was bliss just being alone with Matti. Finally I spoke. I said, "Matti there is going to be a ceremony tonight. They are going to, you know, castrate some boys"

"I know," he said.

"Ben wants me to go but I don't think I'm ready to see anything like that. Not yet anyway. I need more time to get used to it."

"Then don't go," he said.

"But Matti you don't understand. Ben is my master. I have to do what he says."

"Sander, Ben owns you but until you are fully trained and ready to handle a client I'm your master. I made that very clear to Ben before he hired me to train you. During your training, what I say goes. You'll stay here tonight and you don't have to explain anything to Ben. I'll handle that. I'll have Chris sent over to keep you company. You can call room service if you want something to eat. Just dial six."

I was looking forward to spending more time with Chris but I didn't want Matti to leave. "Why not stay here with me tonight?" I asked.

"Sander I can't," he replied. "There is something I have to do."

"What?" I asked.

"Sander, do you know remember how sex was scary before you had it but you discovered that it's really fun."

"Sure," I said.

"Well I have something I need to do tonight. It scares me. I don't know if I'll like it or not but I have to try. I have to do it at least once to see what it's like."

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"I've never castrated a boy before," he replied.

"Matti you don't mean . . . " I couldn't finish the sentence.

"Yes I do," he said. "At the ceremony tonight I'm going to cut a boy. But it's not what you think. The boy is free, not a slave. He wants to be nullified. Some kids do. I talked with him and he said that I'd be doing him a huge favor by cutting him. He wants it done by a kid, not an adult.  He wants me to do it."

"Who is the boy?" I asked.

"His name is Randal," Matti said. "His father is a very rich client."

"I can't believe he wants to be cut. I can't believe any boy would want to be cut. Did he say why he wants it? Did you try to talk him out of it?"

[TO BE CONTINUED]

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