What It's Like to Have No Dick - Q & A

>First of all, how old were you when you cut it off and for how many years before that did you modify your dick? in your pic you still look quite young.

I am now 48. I cut it off when I was 45.

>Have you ever got any problems to control the piss stream?

Yes. I can pee standing up only into a urinal or outdoors. Otherwise I have to sit on the toilet to pee and pull my scrotum back to aim my pee hole into the toilet.

>Do you still masterbate and if so how do you do it now?

Yes, I still masturbate daily. It is very difficult though. When I get an erection, I get a little stump about 1 inch that I grasp with two fingers and stroke. Other than that there ususally isn't a stump at all. Sometimes it gets frustrating and I wish I had a dick just to masturbate with once in a while. I miss that.

>Do you still have your balls?

Yes, unfortunately I still have my balls but want to have them removed someday.

>Have you got a stump that gets hard when errect? and is there still a very sensitive part left to climax with?

Yes, the end of the part where my dick was is still sensitive. It feels like the head of my dick when I had one.

>Have you ever missed it in any slightest way?

Only when masturbating sometimes.

>What was the reason why you wanted to get rid of your dick?

I have always wanted to be dickless. I've always envied girls for being dickless.

> Tell me more about the cutting operation, you said that it was veryexciting when you cut it off, did you get an erection because of the excitement, with the blood pouring out?

Yes, I definately had an erection due to the thrill of cutting it off. And it didn't bleed until about two hours after it was cut off when I had to pee. The bands HAD to come off so I could pee, and when they came off, I bled like a stuck pig. I had to call an ambulance. I was not in any pain whatsoever, though. I was only in the hospital for two days and went home. It took about three weeks to heal completely. It was a very clean cut and it turned out great.

>Did it bleed much and how did you control it ? And what aftercare did you use while it was healing? And finally, how big was your dick hard and soft before you cut it off?

My dick was about 4 inches long soft and it was 7 1/2 inches erect.

> Im guessing that your straight or Bi, but from your letter you seem to have been doing very identical stuff to my self to your dick before you cut it off. I'm gay and i always thought that penectomy was purly a gay fantasy.

Ever since i was 18 i started getting interested in chainging the way my dick looked and i started with a circumcision, i'm 34 now and have in the past years removed all of the loose skin on my penis shaft, cut myself a full subincision and also have a split scrotum and cut my suspension ligament too.

> i find that cutting is very addictive, did you find that too ? and now that your dickless are you still addicted to cut anything els?

Yes, I did the circumcision a few years before cutting my dick off. And then the subincision, and yes I fout the cutting to be very addictive for me. I miss the cutting now without a dick. All I have left is my balls and I have cut them open many times and tried to pull them out and remove them, unsuccesfully.

> One last question, what did you do to your dick once it was cut off?

After I cut it off I wanted to eat it, but it had been infected and I feared getting sick. I ate little parts of it that I cut off. I wanted to save the rest of it. I put it in a plastic cup of cold water then put it in the freezer for the time being. It started to freeze. But I had a strong feeling that when the ambulance arrived they would search my home for it in hopes of re-attaching it. So I flushed it down the toilet to be saved from it being re-attached. And sure enough, along with the paramedics were state police and they searched every nook and crannie of my mobile home for it. Boy was Iglad that I flushed it. :-)

> I look forward to hear from you soon - Martin