I went over to the main table and asked them what it was all about. The head man told me “We fundraise money to help cure people who have testicular cancer.”

I asked him what exactly does it mean.

“Well guys get their balls cut off after raising money to find a cure for cancer. They raise money, come here, and then get it off”.

I was taken by surprise, and asked, “But isn’t it permanent?”

He replied telling me “yes, but testicular cancer is so prevalent and a cure needs to be found. It even helps you from getting it, you can’ get it if you don’t have testicles. Also, it is very hard to cum. This way, you are standing up for the cause by feeling their suffering and learning to help their cause more.”

I was intrigued and asked to see more. Some of the guys saw me asking questions and came over to talk about it. “Hey, I’m Steve. I was done three years ago. I really like it. I’ve raised over 12,000 dollars in the past three years for the cause. ”

He was standing there in his boxers talking, and I asked him to take them off so I could see. He slid them off and there I saw a huge set of nuts with a large 7 inch dick on the top of them. Steve put his hand on his nuts, rubbed them a bit, and smiled. “I really like it this way, feels great”. I reached out and grabbed Steve’s balls and it felt really heavy.

“I thought you got your nuts off” I asked.

“Yes, I do. I have fake steel testicles right now. They have concentrated liquid testosterone that slowly goes in my system to keep me horny for a while.” He said.

Another guy came over, named Nick. He was pulling his briefs off just as he was coming over. “So what do you think of mine?” His nuts weren’t anything special, actually very small, but he looked really cute, I had to admit. He was tall with shaggy hair, my type, and I smiled. I told him he had a nice set. He pulled me close to him and I could feel his balls on my leg. I was beginning to like it.

“I got done last year, these are the starter nuts, much smaller than normal. I’m getting a larger size today.”

The attendant said that they were going to get started and everyone sat down. “Now today we are here to give ourselves to those in need. I want to thank everyone for their support and donations. It has gone a long way towards helping our cause. Now we’ll be cutting about fifteen guys today. And another four are getting larger balls. I want to thank you for your sacrifice, it is going for others”.

“Now we will begin. You fifteen, come over and line up. After they got settled, they started to strip to their underwear. A few cute guys were on stage, and I couldn’t believe they were sacrificing their balls.

They did about three at a time. The announcer interviewed the first guy, a muscular stud with large nuts, but a small dick, “So what made you come here today”

“Well I wanted to help others, and I wasn’t using my dick as much as I wanted. I figured I could help so much. Also, I can use more testosterone without my balls when playing sports”

“How much did you raise?”

“I got almost three thousand dollars!”

“Great Job, we are all proud of you”.

I was towards the front, so I saw this first guy pull his boxers down and reveal a nice set of balls and a small dick about four inches. A man in a white coat went up to him and walked him forward onto a small table with stirrups for all to see. He flipped him over and spread his legs. He made a mark on the back side of his testicles.

He came back with what looked like a fork with a red wire through the prongs. He asked the first guy if he was ready. He was, and the cutter took the fork thing and pulled it through the line he drew. The guy just laughed, it didn’t look like he was hurt. The doctor took each testicle out and severed them from his scrotum. After each was off, he put in a new very small set. It seemed about the size of my thumbnail, very small. It wasn’t bloody. He pulled his boxers up and got up to cheers and walked off stage, sans real balls. His former balls went into a bucket, and he walked back to his chair pulling his boxers up on a much smaller, but still hot package.

I watched as the other fourteen went the same way. I noticed a few had their balls larger or smaller than each other. It was a turn on to see these guys get the new nuts. My favorite part was how much smaller their packages looked after. It was like swimming in their scroctum. They just asked them to move the line they drew. I asked a few of them what it was like. I saw that first guy again with his hands inside his boxers. “What’d it feel like?” I asked him.

“Nothing at all, just ticklish. It feels great now though. Easier to walk with, I think”. He replied. He let me heft them, and they felt so hot being small. I wanted to go down on him there, but I decided on waiting for a little bit.

I was about to walk away when I saw Steve and Nick going on stage. I wasn’t sure what else he could get removed. The announcer got up to speak.

“Even being cut you can still raise money for the cause. Every year we invite our recently cut to have testosterone boosting shots, as well as upgrade to larger testicles. This will cause them to be extremely horny for a week or two, so they again can experience the frustration of those in need.”

Steve was given the microphone before his shot, “Being nutless is great, everyone who hasn’t gotten it done yet, you should. Don’t worry about not being able to jerk off, you’ll learn to live and love yourself. All the good you do outweighs the bad. The new balls got testosterone, so you won’t be a girl if you get it done”. The same cutter guy as before took a marker and recut his scrotum. Out came two large steel ones, and in came two gigantic ones. Steve got up, hefted his balls and smiled. He walked over to me.

“Wow Steve I didn’t know that. How horny does that stuff make you?”

“Well If I still had my nuts, I would jerk at least 10 times a day. Really though, I love it, and I can deal with my horniness pretty well now. It motivates me to do other things with my life. Even with testosterone, its enough to get by, not to be horny every moment and jerk every moment. I have to ‘ration it’ if you know what I mean.”

His scrotum was large as I hefted it, metal clanging and bulging at his scrotum.

I looked at him and thought back to what Steve said, that the good outweighs the bad. I looked down at my six inch dick and said to myself “Fuck it, I’m going to do it!”

I glanced at Steve and Nick, who had just gotten his shot and told them I wanted to get my nuts off now. “Great News Jake” Nick said, “I’m so proud of you! I know you won’t regret it!”

I went to the announcer as he was finishing the last shot and asked him if I could get in today. “No,” he said, “you have to meet the 1,000$ minimum and we’re already closing up shop. We do one every few weeks, so just look in the paper.”

Deflated, I walked back to Nick and Steve and told them what I was told. They each sprung and gave me 250$ and their numbers. I was already half way there. I kept walking around the fair and eventually made it home late that night.

The next day, I started calling some of my friends and family. They looked at me like I was crazy, but nonetheless gave me money. I was steadily getting up to my amount. But it also took some serious thinking by me. Is this what I really want? I called up Nick and asked him to come over.

He stopped by a week after the fair and we were talking. I wanted to know what it was really like, asking him the “stupid questions”

“So Nick, what’s it really like? How do you pee? What’s the bathroom like?”

“Well I can still pee out of my dick, and it flows into a urinal. I don’t have a problem using it. I can get some flow on my balls, but that’s OK. Nothing is too different there”

“OK, so sexually. How do you feel?”

“Well, not usually horny. I can get horny on will, but most of the time I just leave it be until I’m with a hot guy. I love it when he fucks me hard and reaches and fondles my small balls. I got the larger size, so it’ll be a bit hornier but still it is nice to have a small package. I can rub it and it feels better. I haven’t orgasmed in four months though. I rarely ever do. Usually from wet dreams, or being fucked. The testosterone just isn’t enough.”

“How do you feel about that, to me it sounds frustrating”?

“It is very frustrating, but I love every second of feeling frustrated. It just does something to me.”

“Ok, funny things now, but how do clothes fit, what about other people, what about being seen?”

“Oh, no problem at all. With the starter nuts, you might want to drop down a size, but even still its just about normal. Steve has to get a size bigger, because his nuts are huge now.

A few months past, and still nothing in the newspaper about a St. Noballs day. I was beginning to loose hope about the whole thing. I got a call one afternoon from Steve telling him there is going to be an event the next day a half hour away, and he wanted to know if I still wanted to do it. He gave me the details and left.

I sat deflated, I was so pumped, but I was still 100 dollars short. I took to my bed that night and started to jerk off, at least three times I came. I went to have a sleepless night, thinking about tomorrow, if it would even be a possibility.

The next morning I got up and shaved my crotch like I was told. I got in my car and drove down to the local Youth Rec Room in the town over. I was surprised they were doing an event here. I was the first to get there, and ran in to talk with the announcer.

“Hey, I am here again. I’m just 100 dollars short, is that going to be a problem”

“I remember you from the fair a few months ago, I’m glad to see you took it seriously. I know you’re short, and we have a minimum, but if you let me cut your dick off AND take your balls off, I’ll let you do it!”

Fuck, I thought. My dick, I wasn’t ready for this. Restless, I agreed. Others started to walk in as we got ready. He led us to the check in table and we put our stuff on. We went into a room and stripped to just our underwear. I was in my boxers, and this other guy, Mark, was in his briefs. We were just talking quietly, waiting for everything to fill up. There were almost thirty guys there waiting to get cut. I asked one of them why there was so many.

“Well my local youth club sponsored this, and decided to make it mandatory for the youth in the club 15-18 to get cut. Some thought it would be a protests, but to my surprise and to every one else’s we all were excited. We raised a total of 100,000 between the 17 of us. I’m actually excited. At this age, I need my nuts off.”, a guy, named Anthony said.

We got out and I was getting a little bit nervous. The youth group went first. A lot of the boys were really excited, and I even saw one complain he couldn’t get it all off. His mother was shouting saying he could get the rest next year. Most of them seemed really happy.

Anthony was right before me. The cutter took him up to the stirrups and got him ready. He had a nice 7.5 inch dick, decent size, and cut. It was pretty thick. I was getting upset to see the nuts go, but he was all smiles. I wanted him to fuck me hard. The blade went through him and he laughed a bit, and soon his large sized balls were reduced to small starter nuts.

Next was me, and I was really scared now. The announcer came over to me and asked me why I wanted to get this done. “I wanted to help others, and I saw how much others liked their new testicles, it inspired me to get it done. I am so excited because I’ve been waiting to do this for months”.

“Now you had a bit of a stretch to get this done”, the announcer said, “just short of your goal, and having to wait four months, I’m letting him go in without the minimum, but he’s going to get something special for all you to see. Cutter, you know what to do.

Anthony looked over and whispered, “shit Jake, what’s going on?”.

I thought to myself the same thing, but was ready to see it go. I pulled my boxers off and my 6 inch dick sprung to life for the last time. The cutter walked me up to the stirrups table. It was cold steel, but my dick got ever harder. The cutter jerked it a few times, and I started to moan. He kept pumping until I was about to cum, when he abruptly stopped. My cutter put a mark just at the base and went away to get the cutting fork.

I grabbed my dick for the last time. It felt plump in my hand, I could see the circ scar, I could feel my head and the warmth it gave me. I was excited though, I thought I was doing the right thing. The cutter came back and asked me if I was ready. I said yes.

The cutter took the fork and put it towards the line on my dick. I felt something warm and ticklish. I laughed a bit and looked down. He was going through slowly, but I could see a little bit of a line were it begun to separate. It took him about a minute, being slow and delicate, but he finally finished. He took my dick off and put it in a bucket with the other lifeless dicks. Mine rested next to Anthony’s nuts, our genitals resting on each other.

I looked down at my dick. My medium balls were there, I hefted them, trying to feel something. I felt pressure, and that was about it. I went to my stump. A short, small, stub, the remnant of my penis. I tried to grab it, but I couldn’t.

Without my dick, the cutter made a mark near where my dick used to be. He opened my scrotum up and popped out each of my balls. Then inside was replaced two starter balls. Where once a nice dick and large balls used to be, rested a small dickless, nutless crotch.

Mark pulled his briefs down and got his balls off, along with a few other cute guys. He was very pleased with it to be gone.

After the event, we walked into the backroom to change. Anthony asked me why I got my dick off.

“I didn’t want to, or know it was going to happen. I was short, but really wanted to get this done, so he told me I can do this. I’m kind of scared, I used to be a top, but now I can’t.”

“Well, I can help you with that”, Anthony said.

I walked over to Anthony’s house were we could hang out alone for a little bit. We made out a little bit before we took our underwear off. My underwear was deflated from my new crotch, but it did not stop Anthony from looking at it. He grabbed my near flat crotch and fondled it. I moaned in pleasure. I went for his. His dick was beautiful resting on his newly changed scrotum. His smaller sized nuts turned me on like you wouldn’t believe. I instinctively flipped him over and went to fuck him when I realized I had no dick anymore.

Anthony, realizing my frustration, flipped me over and started to rim me. After what seemed like forever of doing that, he inserted his hard dick in my ass. Immediately, I felt waves of pleasure bursting through me. Anthony fucked me hard doggy style while he reached to my new balls and stump and just rubbed it around. I was in pure pleasure. I stopped regretting it, and immediately felt how great bottoming and being dickless and nutless was. I was so horny, I had some white clear goo ooze out my new stump. It felt really weird, but I learned this was other fluid from my body that came out. Anthony came in my mouth, and I marveled at how much better tasting his new ball-less cum tasted in my mouth. I knew we were going to be fuck buddies soon.

That night I called Nick over to spend the night. I was still nervous about the whole thing, and I was starting to feel turned on again. I told nick what happened and he laughed, and said he knew I would like being dickless better. Best of all, he said, was that I got the full treatment, and it would be a great experiment. I started to believe him, I liked it.

I got ready for bed that night and stared down at my balls. They hung low in the sac; small and swimming where my huge ones used to be. My nub of dick skin left looked enlarged, Angry to be without its shaft and head. It looked like it would have been a raging boner; but all that was left was just a little rounded nub. I just let it sit there while I rubbed my new balls. They swam because they were so small in my crotch. I fondled myself endlessly, and felt no sexual relief. I knew this would be how life would remain for me. And I liked feeling the frustration I went to bed with.