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In 1981 my wife had a hysterectomy. Lots of people told me that this was the start of a freewheeling sex life. Unfortunately it didnt work out this way. After several attempts at intercourse she refused to try it again because she had lost all lubrication and was not able to accept my penis it made her sore. About 1983 I gave up trying to persuade her.
We had, by this time, been married for 26 years and had had 2 children so I didnt feel that this was a divorce matter. I had been in the Navy for 25 years and was well used to looking after myself. But by 1986 I was getting a bit frustrated with the lack of normal sex and wanking became the norm. However, this was not entirely satisfactory and I looked for something else. I decided that a piercing in my cock would provide a deterrent to temptation and a reason to give myself some self-masochistic abuse. So I forced an earring through my fraenum. Over the next year or so I increased the size of the hole in my fraenum by progressively inserting larger and larger diameter things until by 1996 I had managed to accommodate an insertion of 12.5mm diameter. After that I gave it a rest for a while. Then on 5th April 2001 I decided that I would try to make the hole bigger. I pierced my fraenum just next to the previous hole with an earrings tang again. Eleven days later I inserted a bigger earring and two days later inserted a 1.6mm barbell. Six days later a 2.4mm CBR was inserted. After that, in progressive stages, the hole was widened until two 4mm plugs were inserted at once. Then the stretched flesh between the previous 12.5mm hole and the new two 4mm plugs began to disappear. After 5 days it had gone and the previous hole in my fraenum joined up with the new one and is now capable of taking a 16mm flesh tube (but it hurts!) A 15mm tube is used to keep the orifice open in comfort. On 3rd Sept 2001 I pierced the flesh just below the previous hole in my fraenum with a hypodermic needle and inserted a 1.6mm barbell. On 12th Sept this was replaced with a 2mm CBR. Eventually the hole will increase in size and join up with the other. My aim is to have a slot all the way down my cock. On 15th September a 2.4mm CBR was fitted. Unfortunately the area became inflamed and after 4 days I had to take it out. I rested my cock for a while so that the hard lumps caused by scarring could go down. On 8th March 2002 in the early evening I pierced my cock again with a 1.2 mm ring through the flesh halfway down the slot I had formed in my fraenum, not to lengthen it but to eventually make the hole wider. Lengthening would come when I had more area to play with. Later, that night, it doesnt hurt yet! 9th March, still painless. 10th March, painless but slight irritation. 11th March, replaced the earring with a proper 1 mm BCR but this was less than before so replaced with a 1.2 mm Barbell. This was all done because the earring sometimes rotated (especially during masturbation) and the edges of where it joined irritated. Changing the insertion, plus putting the leader needle through, has led to some discomfort but I think this will cease when things settle down again. 12th March, settled down to a minor irritation again. Later, didnt even notice it was there 13th March, stinging a bit. 17th March, stinging stopped. The flesh between the new hole and the original hole appears to be disintegrating, as happened before. 21st March. Flesh very narrow. Replaced barbell with 1 mm BCR so that when flesh parts I wont lose the furniture. (Cos it will be caught by the previous piercing) 22nd March 2002. Flesh has gone ring was caught hole a little bigger. 8th April 2002 1.2 barbell in the same place (almost) as before 9th April Bit sore, but probably because of trying to do another piercing at the same time. 12th April Up to now hardly felt a thing. Changed to 2.4mm BCR. Not too uncomfortable after 2 hrs 13th April (late) A bit sore. Replaced the 1.2 mm barbell till it heals more 23rd April Put in 2.4 mm BCR 24th April It was a stretch too far. Back to the barbell 26th April Added a 1mm BCR 27th April Replaced with 2.4mm BCR 28th April Added 1mm BCR 29th April Added 2mm BCR, flesh nearly gone. When this is complete, will I have the guts to do a proper job? Later that night, the flesh has gone. Rodders I discussed with my wife that I could not fuck her anyway now that I had pierced my penis and that she ought to make a contribution to our celibacy. In the end it was decided that she should lose her clitoris since it was no use to her (or me) any more. During the day I prepared a hypodermic syringe by cutting off the end where the needle fitted so that became a rudimentary vacuum pump. I also obtained some very strong button thread, some string and two strong paper clips, the bulldog type. That evening we went upstairs to the bedroom. I laid a pile of three pillows on the bed and the wife positioned herself so that these were under her buttocks and slowly she parted her legs so that her vagina was in full view. I warned her that what I was about to do was going to be painful and I attached a clip to her left outer labia. She gave a gasp at the pain but I told her that it would soon go numb as I tied the clip to her leg. I repeated this procedure on her right labia and she was soon lying there with the inside of her vagina, and her clitoris exposed. I applied the open end of the hypodermic syringe to her clitoris and slowly withdrew the plunger. This sucked her clitoris up into the tube about 2 inches. I looped the button thread around the base of her clitoris a couple of times. I paused then and asked her if she really wanted to go ahead with losing her clit because after the thread was pulled tight and knotted it could not be removed. She replied that she wanted this to be done to her. I pulled the thread very, very tight until it was cutting into the flesh of her clit and prevented all possibility of any blood circulating. I removed the syringe and asked her how she felt. She complained that it was stinging a bit but otherwise she was OK. I removed the clips on her labia and she groaned a bit as the blood renewed its circulation. I suggested that she bathe her clit and the surrounding area in cold water and this apparently eased the pain a little. We went to bed in our separate rooms and in the morning the wife told me that her clit had gone numb and that she had no feeling in it at all. I put my hand to her vagina and pinched her clit and it had no effect whatsoever, she was numb and her clit was beginning to die. Ten days later the wife came into my room first thing in the morning with a small black, shrivelled object in her hand. Her dead clit had fallen off during the night and there was only smooth skin where her clitoris had been. I, of course, still look after myself but the wife has no sexual feelings at all. I think the next thing will be to pierce her reticulated nipples to keep them sticking out. The homemade vacuum pump should help.
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