After my brother departed with his man I walked off to spend some time by myself and think. Along an all but deserted stretch of the beach I found a pretty little blond kid about a year or so younger than I. He was sitting on a log with his eyes downcast in a very unhappy sort of a way. He was the first unhappy person I had seen on the island. The other strange thing about him was that he was not completely naked. He was wearing a red diaper sort of like the boy in the old Disney Cartoon 'The Jungle Book'.

I sat down on the log next to him. "My name is Jiri," I said.

"I'm Nathan," he said so softly I could hardly hear him.

"What's wrong?" I asked afraid that he might start crying.

"They gelded me last week," Nathan replied.

"Lot's of kids around here have been gelded, even my brother," I replied trying to be helpful. "Being castrated is not such a big deal," I said but I knew I was lying.

Nathan looked at my little dick and replied, "Easy for you to say Jiri. You are still a boy. You don't understand. Ever since they did me I have had a hard time controlling when I pee. That's why I have to wear this diaper. I tend to wet myself. It's not so cool peeing when you are sitting on a guy's lap. It's pretty gross really. They tell me that I'll learn how to control it but it's sort of weird to be back in diapers for the first time since I was a baby."

"Well I think he Diaper looks good on you. It's sort of cute. And you don't have to go naked like I do. I'm still trying to get used to everyone seeing my dick hanging out."

"Would you like to be in diapers like me?" Nathan asked. "Will you keep me company? That way I wouldn't be the only one. There would be two of us. Two Diaper kids."

"Maybe I would," I lied again. No way was I going back into diapers but I wanted to make the little guy feel better. It was a white lie.

Just then Ben, my new owner, appeared and said, "Hi boys. Neither one of you has any duties right now and school isn't in session. Why aren't you playing. There is lots really neat stuff to do."

"Well Sir, Nathan isn't feeling too good and so I'm keeping him company," I said.

"That's a very nice thing for you to be doing Jiri," Ben said. "Now let's see if we can figure out what's wrong with Nathan and if there is anyway we can make him feel better." With that Ben sat down next to the little eunuch and gently slid one hand down the front of his diaper. "Poor kid!" Ben exclaimed, "You're soaking wet. No wonder you are unhappy. Why didn't you ask for help? Come on let's get you changed. You'll feel a lot better in a dry diaper," and Ben lifted Nathan up into his arms. "Come on Jiri, you can help." I followed Ben as he carried Nathan to a changing station. Ben placed Nathan on his back on the table and put the little eunuch's ankles in a sort of stirrups like devices. They lifted and spread Nathan's legs so that Ben had good access to the diaper which was positioned right on the edge of the table.

"Jiri," Ben said, "Why don't you help. Come and stand here between Nathan's leg's. I'm going to teach you how to change a diaper."

I wasn't sure that I really wanted to but since Ben was my master I thought I should obey. I took up position over Nathan and between his spread leg's. Ben stood behind me with his hands on my shoulders. "Now remove the wet diaper Jiri," Ben said. I hesitated. If I pulled it off I'd be stripping Nathan naked and the little guy was in such an exposed and helpless position. "Go on Jiri," Ben insisted, "Nathan needs dry diaper. Don't let him stay in a wet one." Very slowly I reached up to Nathan's tummy and took hold of the front top end of the diaper. I felt a little shaky but after a moment I forced myself to go on. I gave the diaper a little tug and I heard the Velcro rip apart and the old diaper came away in my hands. Nathan was now totally naked except for his collar. My eyes were drawn down to his nullo spot. The poor little guy had not completely healed. His empty crotch was still a bit red a puffy. Ben handed me a warm wet wash cloth and said, "Nathan needs to be cleaned up. Be careful as the skin is still a bit tender." Slowly I began to wash Nathan's crotch. Nathan smiled and let out a little sigh of contentment. "That feels really good," he said. I felt myself growing hard and I knew Ben noticed. Although my dick was small, a boner on a naked boy is a hard thing to miss.

Next Ben handed me a soft dry tarry cloth and said, "Now dry Nathan off." I did as I was told with a sort of fluffing motion. Then Ben handed me some talcum powder. I knew what I was suppose to do with it. I sprinkled a little onto Nathan's empty crotch and began to gently rub it in. As I did so I took a really close look at his nullo place. I sort of liked the way Nathan's crotch looked. I really liked touching it and Nathan liked it too! "That feels so so nice," Nathan said dreamily. Ben smiled and said, "Nathan, now that you are getting over your operation you are finding out how much you like to be touched where your dick once hung." I could not resist. I touched Nathan's exposed boy pussy. The little guy giggled and said, "What are you going to do to me Jiri?"

Before I could answer Ben handed me a fresh diaper for the little eunuch. I wanted to continue to touch him down there but I knew that that was not my job. Ben showed me how to place and fasten the fresh diaper so that it would not leak but still be comfortable. There is a sort of art to diapering. By job was finished and so Ben lifted Nathan off the table. The little eunuch gave me a big smile and a hug. "Thanks Jiri," he said. "You're the greatest."

"You're welcome," I replied.

Nathan turned to Ben and said, "Ben can I put a diaper on Jiri?"

"I don't know about that," I said.

"But Jiri you said you would!" the little eunuch pleaded.

I looked at the diaper changing table and with a start the horrible reality hit me. "That's not a diaper changing table is it?" I said. "It's really a castration table. Boys have been nullified on that thing!"

"It's both a changing table and a gelding table," Ben replied.

"I don't want to get on it," I said. I wondered how many boys had lost their balls on that table. I wondered if my brother had been gelded on it. I wondered if someday I would be neutered on that creepy piece of furniture.

"But I did," Nathan said. "I was on it."

"Yeah but we all know that you don't have anything left to lose," I shot back.

"Aww Jiri, don't be such a baby," Ben said. "You're not going to be castrated, at least not today." and before I knew what was happening Ben lifted me up onto the table and placed my legs in the stirrups. I was totally naked and totally exposed and I was on a castration table. I didn't like it but even so my little dick was still hard as a rock. My balls though were pulled up close my body as if they were trying to hid from the knife that might someday claim them. I was terrified. But then Nathan started to play with my balls and I liked it. He then lovingly stroked my dick the way a collector might caress an incredibly rare and valuable work of art. I can't tell you how great it felt! It felt so very good that I forgot where I was and how frittered I was.

"Ben how would you like to see me give Jiri a blow?" Nathan asked. "My trainer says that I do it really well, he says I'm the best little cock sucker." Nathan boasted.

"Sure let's see what you can do," Ben replied. With that Nathan went to work on me. He kissed me there and started to lick sending thrills running all through my body. Someone had trained him well indeed. The little eunuch was a genius when it came to using his mouth and tough on my balls and dick. I was loving every second and I felt something building inside of me. I knew I was going to come. Ben knew it as well. "Back off Nathan," he said. "We want this to last. Don't let Jiri cum too soon." But I didn't want it to last. I wanted it then and I wanted to bad. I felt angry that Nathan had stopped. I reached down to take my dick in my hands and give it the attention it needed. But Ben saw what I was doing and he stopped me. He grabbed my hands and fastened them into restraints above my head. I was held fast, unable to move an inch and afraid that I might be denied the climax I so desperately needed. But after a while Ben told Nathan to go back to work. The little eunuch did as he was instructed with relish. But each time I came close to coming Ben ordered him to stop. It was torture, but a wonderful sort of torture. I was so fired up but denied the final relief.

Then Ben told Nathan to back away. "I want to try something on Jiri," he said. He then pushed an index finger up into my butt. I didn't like that too much and tried to fight it but Ben was too strong and the finger went up inside of me. Ben then felt around and found a magic spot up inside me butt. He started to play with it and then something happened to me. It was like an explosion of pleasure form inside my butt spreading out to every part of my body. I gasped and shook but the restraints held me fast. It felt so good that I felt I might die to lose my mind. All I could manage to think was, so this is what it feels like to have a man's finger in my butt. What would it be like to have a man sized dick inside me?

(To Be Continued)