Momma was giving me a bath, as she did each night. She had already given me my enema, of course, and my butt plug was out; but I didn’t need it, because I was all cleaned out inside. As she washed my boy parts, she said:

“I’ve made an appointment for you next week. We’re finally going to have these nasty things off.”

“Really?”

“Yes, aren’t you happy?”

“Yes. Thanks.”

I turned my face up for a kiss; she covered my mouth with hers and our tongues played their usual game of tag. The kiss finished, she pulled her mouth away.

“How’s the new butt plug? Are you getting used to it?”

“Yes,” I said. “It doesn’t hurt any longer. It’s a little uncomfortable at times, but it’s OK.”

“I know it’s big, but Papa is big, and we wouldn’t want him doing any damage down there.”

I’ve worn butt plugs for the last six months getting ready for Papa, and Momma changed it to a larger one last week. He has a big penis.

I wonder if mine would have grown so large, but that’s not something I’ll have to worry about, since my boy parts are getting cut off soon. I’m glad. I can’t wait to get rid of them. I think Papa’s man parts are gross, and even Momma thinks they are ugly. She said she hasn’t let him put his penis inside her since he made me.

Papa’s had Robby, my older brother, a nullo like I’m soon to be, for the last five years, but Robby will soon be fifteen, and Papa prefers younger boys – or I should say younger nullos. Papa dislikes my boy parts almost as much as Momma and I do.

That’s funny, don’t you think? He likes having man parts, but he doesn’t want me to grow them; but that’s OK. I’m having mine cut off soon, right after my tenth birthday. Neither Momma nor Papa wants me to go through puberty; and I’m glad. I would hate it I’m sure. Papa is all hairy; and Momma says I won’t be, if I have my boy parts cut off.

Robby makes fun of mine; and we both make fun of Papa’s man parts. I hate mine, but boys can’t have them cut off before their tenth birthday, and they can’t have their Papa’s thing up their rear until their boy parts are off.

Sometimes, Papa lets me in bed with him and Robby and I suck him off, but I lie on my stomach while I do, lest my boy parts turn him off.

Momma finished bathing me.

“You’re going to be my beautiful little nullo. I wish I could have taken you home from the hospital as a nullo, but the stupid law saying you had to be ten years-old prevented it. They should leave it up to the parents. After all, you belong to us. We should be able to decide when to nullify our kids. Now, hop out of the tub, and I’ll dry you off.”

I hopped out; she dried me off.

“Bend over.”

I bent over, and she inserted the butt plug.

I didn’t like wearing butt plugs at first, but now, I feel undressed without one in. Of course, I have to wear one to keep crap from escaping, since my hole is stretched out from them, but Momma keeps me pretty well cleaned out; she gives me an enema every morning before I go to school and every night before my bath.

She slapped my butt.

“Go to bed.”

“Does Papa want me?”

“No. He doesn’t want either of you tonight. Go sleep with Robby.”

“Cool.”

I liked sleeping with Robby. Maybe I could talk him into a blowjob. I’d have to give him something for it or do something for it; but I liked them. Robby could make me cum. I could sometimes do it myself by rubbing my penis, but Robby could do it every time with his mouth. Of course, I didn’t spurt like Papa, but it felt good.

Robby was in bed watching TV. I crawled in bed with him. He was naked, of course, as I was. We never wore clothes at home even when company was over. It was OK for Robby, since he was a nullo, but sometimes, Eleanor Riggs comes over with her mom, and Eleanor is in my class.

If I were a nullo, it wouldn’t have bothered me, but Eleanor made my penis hard – not that she touched it or anything. Looking at her and knowing she was looking at it made my penis hard and it stuck straight out. Everyone, including Eleanor got a big laugh out of and she told her friends at school; they teased me about it.

At least, after next week, after I’m ten, I won’t have that worry. I wish next week would hurry up and get here.

I snuggled up next to Robby.

“Robbbby.”

I nibbled on his ear.

“I know what you want. You’re as bad as Papa. It’s a good thing you’re getting nullified next week. I can just imagine what you’d be like with man parts. I’m glad Momma’s not gonna let you grow any.”

“Pleeeese. It feels so good. It might be the last time I get to have one.”

“What will you give me?”

“I’ll let you play my new video game.”

“You already let me play it.”

“Not when I’m playing it.”

“OK. Tell you what…give me the game, and I’ll let you play it when I’m not.”

I punched him, not hard, of course, just a punch on the arm.

“It’s my fa-vor-ite game.”

“I know. You’re playing it all the time, and you never let me. It you want one, give me the game. Tell you what…I’ll let you play it, while you’re recovering from your nullification. You won’t feel like doing much for a week or so.”

“Does it hurt?”

“Nullification?”

I nodded.

“Nah…it doesn’t really hurt. You’ll be sore; and you can’t run around or do much for a couple of weeks, but it doesn’t hurt all that much. They put you to sleep and all.”

I thought for a moment. I really wanted that blowjob. I might not get a chance to have another.

“OK.”

“You serious? You really gonna give me the game for a blowjob?”

“Yeah, but you got to let me play it – especially when I’m laid up recovering from my nullification.”

“Deal; but it’s a good thing you’re getting done next week. I’d hate to see what you’d be like with man parts. You’d probably want it all the time. At least, Papa’s getting old and doesn’t want it so much. You’re lucky. When I got nullified, he wanted it all the time.”

“What does it feel like?”

“What does what feel like?”

“Getting fucked.”

“Want me to show you?”

“How’re you gonna show me. You don’t have a penis like Papa.”

“Nobody has a PENIS like Papa, but I can still show you.”

“How?”

“Turn over.”

“On my stomach?”

“Yeah.”

I turned over onto my stomach. I felt him grab hold of my butt plug.

“If I pull this out, you’re not going to leak all over me, are you.”

“Nah. Momma gave me an enema.”

“Ah, yes, and she gave her widdle baby boy a bath, didn’t she? Did she give you some tongue, when she kissed you?”

“Don’t talk that way about Momma. I like her kisses. You’re just jealous because she doesn’t French you.”

“I get enough sloppy kisses from Papa.”

I cringed. I don’t like Papa’s kisses; they’re too sloppy; and I’m always afraid I’ll come away missing a tongue, nose, or something.

Robby pulled out my butt plug. I felt kinda empty without it in. He said:

“I’ll be back in a minute.”

Rolling over onto my back, I heard him go into Momma’s room. She was in the den watching TV. He soon came back with what looked like a cross between a butt plug and Papa’s dick. It looked to be made out of the same soft plastic as a butt plug, but it was shaped like Papa’s dick, and it was as long as Papa’s dick.

“What’s that?”

“It’s a dildo. Momma uses it to get off. She’d rather have it than Papa’s dick.”

“Yeah, and he would rather have you or me than Momma.”

“Yeah,” said Robby, “you’ve seen Momma’s slit. If you had a man dick, would you want to stick it in that?”

“No way! I’m glad I’m not a breeder and get to be a nullo. I feel sorry for breeders. Wouldn’t you hate to be all hairy like most of them are?”

“Yeech. Could you imagine having hair all over your face and having the hair on your head fall out? Papa’s bald head is ugly, and his face is all scratchy. If we weren’t nullified, we’d grow up to be like him.”

“Yeah, I can’t wait to be nullified. Now, show me what you’re gonna do with the dildo.”

I knew what he was going to do; he was going to stick it up my ass; but I’d heard enough talk. I was ready for a little action.

He lubed up the dildo.

“Raise your legs.”

I raised them, and he pressed the dildo against my hole. Since I’d been wearing a butt plug and it was lubed, it slid in easily, even though it was thicker and longer than my butt plug.

“Fuck!”

“Feels good, don’t it?”

“Yeah. Kinda like a butt plug but better.

He withdrew it until it was almost out of my hole; then, shoved it back in, withdrew it and shoved it back in, faster and faster.

“Oh…oh…oh…”

I came. It was even better than a blowjob. It wiped me out. I lay on the bed panting.

“Better than a blowjob, huh?”

“Yeah. Do you cum when Papa fucks you?”

“Sometimes, but Papa’s hairy body turns me off, and he usually cums too soon; and when he cums, he’s through. He rolls over and goes to sleep. He doesn’t figure nullos need to cum. We don’t need to, I guess; but it feels good; and it’s a little frustrating for him to almost bring me off but quit before he does. I’d rather use the dildo. Why don’t you use it on me? You know what to do, don’t you?”

“Duh…I think I can handle it.”

Sometimes he treats me like I’m a little kid, and I’m ten – or will be next week.

I used the dildo on him; and he came. It was fun; we’d have to do it more often. I guess I could do it to myself, but it was more fun for him to do it to me.

I lay on top of him and we kissed. He kisses almost as good as Momma does. I didn’t get my blowjob, but the fucking with the dildo was better, and now, I pretty well knew what to expect when Papa fucks me. At least, I didn’t owe Robby the videogame.

Although my birthday was on a Saturday, I had a combination birthday and nullification party on Sunday. I was to be nullified on Monday. I invited several of my friends from school, boys, girls, and nullos.

All the boys and nullos got naked. The girls didn’t, because as long as a boy had his boy parts, he wasn’t allowed to see a girl naked. I’d seen Momma naked, of course, but she was my momma, and that was OK. After I’m nullified, I can even shower with the girls at school, if I want.

My penis got hard, and the girls and the nullos laughed; but several other boys attended, and their penises got hard, too, so I didn’t mind so much; besides I was getting nullified the next day. Sunday was my last day to have a nasty old penis – and balls. Balls are ugly. I couldn’t wait to get rid of them, too. Robby and all the nullos attending were beautifully smooth down there. I felt sorry for breeders that had to keep their dicks and balls.

No breeder attended my party, of course. After a breeder reaches puberty, he attends a special school, one just for breeders. There are a few boys at my school that haven’t reached puberty that might become breeders, but we don’t have much to do with them. Who wants to be friends with a boy that might grow man parts some day?

At last, came the day of my nullification. Momma took me to the hospital: I was wheeled into the operating room; an IV was stuck into a vein in my arm; and everything went dark. When I awoke in the recovery room, all my nasty boy parts were gone. I was a nullo.

I healed quickly. I felt the same; except that I had a neat scar where my ugly boy parts had been; and it would fade in time. You could hardly make out Robby’s, especially since he’d grown a little hair down there.

I don’t know whether I want any hair down there or not. I might pull it out, if I start growing any; but I probably have a few years to decide.

Momma was bathing me. I’d had my enema.

“My beautiful little nullo.”

We kissed.

“Are you ready for your first night with your Papa?”

“Yes,” I said.

Robby and I had used the dildo on each other several times a week. I figured I could handle Papa.